It was a very long day.

In my dream, my husband’s late cousin visited me. He told me that I would receive a chunk of money soon. Then I woke up. I grabbed my cell phone to check the time, the alarm went off. It was 4:30 a.m. that I set to get up in order to attend the monthly online training.

Then I noticed the red mark on my phone recording. It showed my brother’s cell phone number. He called me and left a voice message at 10:04 p.m. of last night. I usually switched my cell phone to airplane mode at 9 p.m., so I didn’t notice the phone call.

His message was short to notify me of our dad’s departure. At first, I though how I should explain that I cannot go back to Japan right away. I could, if I really want to attend my dad’s funeral, but I still have been suffering from the trauma. I feel scared to Japan and Japanese people from my last trip to Japan.

I decided to wait until my husband gets up. I wanted to get my husband’s advice. I didn’t feel like to attend the palmist training. I wanted to focus on my thoughts to my dad.

Then the phone rang. It was from my brother. I picked up the phone. At first, I felt scared to talk to my brother because we haven’t talked for four years since my mom’s departure. My brother’s voice was calm and sounded fine. I didn’t feel any aggressive energy from his voice. He said he doesn’t mind if I don’t go back to Japan to attend my dad’s funeral. He said he still remembers the procedures that were done for our late mom, and he would take care of it. I felt relieved that I don’t need to go back to Japan.

Toward the end of our conversation, when he started talking about our dad’s inheritance, his voice turned to aggressive and frustration. My dad had hired one accountant. The accountant lives close to my dad’s house and knows a lot about my dad’s financial situation because he was the one who dealt with my late mom’s inheritance procedure. My brother said he doesn’t like the accountant because he was not supportive to my brother. My brother said what happened to him last year when my dad gave some money to his 3 kids. When I heard my brother’s angry voice toward my dad’s accountant, I felt uncomfortable. Then we ended our conversation.

After the phone conversation with my brother, my husband woke up. We went for a morning walk and I shared what just happened to me with my husband. After my husband left for work, I had some alone time until my daughter wakes up. I talked to my dad’s soul and offered some O-Kyo, Japanese mantras, wishing him for his safe trip back to his spiritual homeplace.  

I cried for my dad throughout the day. I tried to get some sleep but I could not. I spent longer time than usual on focusing myself. I took more time on jogging on the treadmill, having a sauna, and taking a long bath time.

In the night at 9 p.m., I had an appointment with my palmist teacher. I wanted to talk about my feeling toward my late dad. I wanted him to confirm it is okay that I don’t go to Japan for my dad’s funeral. Even though I made my decision, I still suffered from guilty feeling. Also, I wanted to have some advice about the inheritance. I wanted to claim my lawful right to receive my portion instead of just accepting what my brother offers me, that will be unfair amount. During the conversation I decided to look for an attorney who is spiritually connected with me and willing to support me. Also, I decided to tell my brother my honest feeling and desire with the reasons why I want to pursue my lawful portion this time. After the conversation, I felt relieved. I shared my conversation with my teacher to my family. My husband, daughter, and I had a good conversation. We didn’t notice that we chatted for a long time. It was close to midnight when we finally finished our conversation and went to bed.  

Today I finally made a huge progress in my biofeedback session. I could not go to the past life session page for some reasons, but today, I finally reached to the page. Or, I should say, Q-Ta finally allowed me to reach the page. Q-Ta showed me seven of my past lives. I was surprised to see that I dealt with financial business in the majority of my past lives. Or I should say Q-Ta is showing the financial business in my past lives right now, because it is the right timing that I should be aware and heal something relates to it.

My husband went to work. I enjoy our vacation trip, but I also enjoy getting back to our routine. I enjoyed my routine, which is to study homeopathy through the lecture videos. I finished watching all the videos for this year. Now I need to review them to prepare for the annual exam scheduled in next month.    

All of us had a sound sleep and enjoyed sleeping on our own bed. When we finally got out from bed, it was already close to 9 a.m. I guess it is okay because we needed enough sleep to rest up well. My mom in law seems to have been missing us a lot. She contacted each one of us individually through phone texts. We already look forward to our next visit in June.

This time our visit to Navajo land was a short one. We had only 2-nights trip. Today we packed up our staff and headed to our home. Even though it was a very short trip, it was a very good trip. We could spend all day with my mom in law. She seemed to have enjoyed having us as her company. We made her laugh a lot and communicated a lot. We also had a good time meeting with the handyman, which found out he lives very close to our homesite.

On the way back, I received a text from my Navajo friend. I lost all the contact information saved on my cell phone, so it was good that she thought of me and contacted me. I told her she had a great intuition to contact me. Maybe she could sense our existence on Navajo land. I told her this visit was a very short one so that we could not have a get together, but maybe we will make It happen in our next visit in June.

My family and I spent all day with my mom-in-law together. Our day started going to the zoo. The second stop was the museum, where we found they had a job fair. My husband had an beneficial conversation with two recruiters and received the contact information about the future job opportunity. Even though the pay rate would drop, the job is job. He is interested in getting more information. After we came back, we had a nice cookout.

In the evening at 5:30 p.m., one handyman came to our homesite for our new shed building project. It was nice of him that he gave my mom-in-law a phone call at the previous evening as a friendly reminder of our upcoming appointment. Even today when our appointment time came closer, he called my mom-in-law that he was several minutes away from our homesite. Then when we met him in person, all of us liked him a lot. He seems to be trustworthy and keeps his words. My mom-in-law is willing to pay for all the cost for building a new shed for us. I am looking forward to our new shed to be completed. It might happen much sooner than I think.

We left our house early in the morning to head to Navajo land. Today the road was quiet and peaceful so that we could enjoy our road trip of 8 hours. When we arrived at our homesite, we were amazed that the property was nicely taken care of by cutting weeds and the dead leaves were nicely raked. We thought my mom in law hired somebody to do so, but she said she did all by herself. We are glad that she is healthy and takes good care of herself as well as the property.

My daughter needed to create a presentation material for the social study. The theme was the change in our life between the old days without the high technology and the modern days with the high technology. The instruction says the students are required to start interviewing to two people who are older than students about the change. My daughter interviewed my husband and me. It was an interesting project. I shared my experience regarding the research method switched from books to internet search. My husband shared his experience regarding the communication method switched from payphones and home phones to personal cell phones. My daughter’s teacher liked her presentation very much and gave her a comment “absolutely perfect.” I bet he enjoyed watching her presentation.     

I supported my daughter to finish up as much as her school works so that she doesn’t need to bring her school laptop to the upcoming Navajo visit trip.

I watched the biofeedback training videos of both American version and Japanese version. The Japanese training is definitely helpful, but they use very old version and the screens are not exactly the same. On the other hand, the English version is helpful with the current screens, but their English is very fast that I sometimes need to slow down the speed to 0.75 as the normal speed. In any ways, I am enjoying learning the new information and technique through both versions of trainings.