In the evening at 6 p.m., I attended the seminar provided by a Japanese judicial scrivener. I just found one Japanese company who offers a various type of online seminars. Since I was the only one student today, after the lecture was done, the instructor offered me a counseling about my current situation.

I mentioned my current situation. On April 30^th, my brother called me and informed me of our dad’s departure. On the same day, my brother did mention about the upcoming inheritance. I couldn’t believe what he said. He said he would offer me some of the inheritance and wanted me to accept whatever he would offer. That means he would take whatever he wants and leave just a small amount for me. I informed my brother that I would take my rightful portion; I am not going to give up my lawful right. From there, my brother hasn’t replied back to me.

The judicial scrivener told me that the war between my brother and me has already begun, because of my brother’s attitude. Normally when it comes to the inheritance property division, all the lawful members should gather and have a peaceful discussion and agreeable solution. But in our case, since my brother hasn’t replied back to me and keeps ignoring me, it is the absolute sign that she doesn’t want me to have the lawful right. The judicial scrivener told me only one solution for me is to hire an attorney to deal with this case.

It is sad to fight against my only brother but I have to.  

We had lots of female rain water all night last night. I slept very well with the gentle rain sound.

My daughter finally graduated the braces and enjoyed being free from any kinds of external items in her mouth for 9 days. Now her new retainer came in and she needs to wear it almost all the time except for meal time. Regardless of the appearance of the retainer which Is a thin and clear resin, my daughter says it hurts. Even though she just received the 4 new retainers yesterday, she couldn’t wear two out of four because they don’t fit to her teeth anymore today.  

In the early morning, I took my daughter to the appointment with the orthodontist for checking her brand-new retainers. It has been 9 days passed since they removed the braces, and now they found out my daughter’s teeth have been moved a lot for these 9 days. Even though the retainer is thin, my daughter says it is uncomfortable to wear and gives her a headache.

In the evening, we had lots of rain. The monsoon has arrived to our area, which is earlier than usual years. 

It was an extremely hot and humid day, and in the evening, we had some mist like rain for a while. My mom-in-law mentioned they had lots of rain today. I hope our new shed is doing fine.

In our area on the other hand, we had a light springling to somewhat moisten the air, but didn’t have any rain. We had a thunderstorm warning for the evening from the county, but the warning ended up the fake one as we didn’t have rain at all.

Two days ago, I requested a free consultation to three attorneys. I have spoken one attorney. The other two attorneys haven’t replied back to me. In the morning, I received one of them saying he does not offer any consultation through zoom. He only accepts a consultation to a client who can visit his office in person. The last attorney still hasn’t replied back to me yet.

What made me feel worried and irritated is my brother hasn’t replied back to me about the inheritance property investigation. But on my second thought, we haven’t kept in touch with for the past 16 years. Nothing new. I will have to take some actions on my own.

It was my very first day to go through the biofeedback based on the instruction manual from the beginning to the end perfectly. At the end the software graded my procedure as 88% correction. It took more than 4 hours. I am amazed at the fact the instructor can finish up within 2 hours with more than 80% correction almost all the time. I think I will need more practices and get to know the software.

In my dream, I saw one word. It was 改ざん. It means falsify or fabricate. When I woke up, I started worrying about the inheritance division. I have asked my brother via an email about the update of inheritance property investigation. He has not replied back to me.

I searched up attorneys who can work for inheritance issues. I selected 3 attorneys who offer a free consultation for the first visit. One attorney replied back to me right away and offered his available time today.

He offered a 30-minute free counseling and we set up the meeting time at 9 p.m.

Our meeting went well. He actually didn’t give me much information other than his fee. His fee is 110,000 JPY as the starting fee. When my case turns out to file in a court, then he charges 220,000 JPY. Then his final fee is 10% of whatever I receive after the court filing.

He suggested me to do some research on the attorney fee, so I did. Then I found out his fee is pretty normal within the average fee.

My family and I went to the bowling array 5 p.m. in the evening after my husband’s job. It was our first time to be there in the evening. Although we expected to be empty there, our expectation was wrong. There were a whole bunch of people. we were lucky though. There was only one lane available for us.

My family and I cerebrated Father’s Day with cookout. I noticed body does not like any kinds of animal meet anymore, so I was careful enough to eat the meat just a small amount. We had two cans of alcohol beverage. We had a great time on cerebration. Sadly though, my body could not handle the animal meat and alcohol beverage. At night I started feeling sick and ended up throwing up everything I had for the cerebration dinner. My daughter was kind enough to give me the homeopathy remedies and ice packs to keep my forehead cool to calm down my headache. After I got rid of everything from my stomach, my daughter gently rubbed my back to calm me down, so that I could fall asleep.

I don’t like sick days, but at the same time I appreciate sick days. Because a sick day works as a reminder that I should appreciate the normal healthy days. Also, throwing up everything in my stomach can work as a detox and cleanse my organs so that my organs can rest up for the night without working for digestion.

Around the year of 2016, I used to get sick often. I got sick almost once a month. However, , I have been improving my health back gradually. According to my daily memo, since 2019, I get sick (my sick always comes with headache and throwing up) only once a year. So, I guess it is okay to get sick once a year to cleanse my digestion system to say thank-you to my body for its hard work every day.

In my dream this morning, I was given a yellow brand-new Cadillac car. It was a very expensive and luxurious car and I was so exited about it. I think this dream was about the inheritance money from my late dad. I interpreted this dream as a good luck. I am thankful and ready to receive all the great fortune to come to me.

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In the morning, I offered my husband a one-hour biofeedback session. I appreciate him for trusting me to do a session on him. It was my very first session to offer to somebody except for me. The session went well even though the progress rate was only 11%. Maybe I will be able to do better on next time.