In the early morning, my family and I headed for Sedona to see my Reiki teacher. It was a 5-hour drive. Driving through the state capital city, Phoenix, was always stressful because of the heavy traffic and aggressive drivers in a big city. I appreciate my husband for driving the rough area.

When we arrived at the hotel, the general manager took care of our checking in process. Our original reservation was the second floor of the town view, but he upgraded our room to the better one for free of charge. Our room was at the first floor with the Bell Rock view. It was the closest and the most convenient room where is close to the front desk and the cafeteria building. This hotel was one of the luxurious ones. The hotel had one heated swimming pool. The hotel had a contract with another villa that has a clubhouse. As the hotel guest, we could use the clubhouse anytime from 7 a.m. to 10 p.m. The clubhouse had two heated swimming pools, two Jacuzzis, a steamed sauna, and a dry sauna. The great thing was that not many people was using this place. There were just only two or three people.    

In the evening, we headed to the Reiki retreat venue where was a 10-minute away from our hotel. We arrived there at 4:44 p.m. I know this is one of the strongest angel numbers meaning many angels are with us and supporting us.

In the room, there were 45 attendees. Once my Reiki teacher entered the room, everybody warmly welcomed him. I was amazed at how powerful the teacher’s anergy filed was.

He gave us a 20-minute presentation about Reiki on how the founder was given the Reiki energy from Universe, along with the Kurama-yama.

After the presentation, we did the self-healing mediation, the Reiki Mawashi, saying the Gokai together. Then, the Komyo Reiki Do Shihans (teachers) including myself gave the Open Reiju (attunement) to each participant. I was assigned to give the open reiju to 5 people.

Then, we moved to the process of Reiki share. Nine people prepared their massage tables, and we were divided to a small group. Each massage table had 5 participants. I enjoyed sharing Reiki with the newly met people.

After the reiki share, my reiki teacher came to me. I was so happy that I cried when we hugged each other. My teacher invited us the tomorrow’s lunch so that we could talk privately in the separate table from other students. I was thankful for this great opportunity.

In the afternoon, I had a surprise visitor at our house. My friend brought some gifts to my daughter to cerebrate her graduation of the middle school. It contained a beautiful card with a gift money and an amazon gift card. I appreciate her for thinking of my daughter and cerebrating her school transition.  

In the evening at 5 p.m., I offered a homeopathy counseling to my client. This is my very first student counseling. I appreciate my client for believing me and allowing me to support her healing journey. I have a good feeling about this counseling and she will receive lots of miraculous healing energy through homeopathy.

I spent most of my time for reviewing the homeopathy course materials.

I had been enjoying my free time relaxing and studying about the biofeedback, then I realized that I totally forgot about the upcoming homeopathy’s year end exam in order to promote to the next grade. The upcoming exam is May 24^th. I got a little panicked but quickly, I calmed myself down. I started making a plan to review all the class content that I learned this past 12 months, and started studying.

I woke up feeling happy. My family spirits for sure answered my request that they advised me about the upcoming Sedona trip. They strongly advised me that I should go to Sedona to see my reiki teacher no matter what. It means I should let my desire and ego to.

I understand what they meant. I was struggling because I was trying to control the tour organizer. I was upset because she was stubbornly rejecting to what I wanted. However, it happened for reasons. It happened as a blessing. It happened to see if I can let go my desires.

Once I let go my desires, that is to have some private alone time with my reiki teacher during our stay, I could focus on my true desire. My true desire is simple. I want to see him again. So, I let go my ego and accept what is going to happen. Then, I started feeling so light and excited.

I decided to go see my reiki teacher in Sedona even though I might not have alone time with him.

Last night I communicated with the coordinator of the Sedona tour. For some reasons, her reply made me feel upset. Even though I mentioned I cannot make it to their lunch or dinner with the solid reasons, she seems to forget and asks me the same things many times. I admit that whatever she writes or says irritates me. Before I fell asleep, I asked my family spirits for advice in my dream.

In my dream my brother visited me. He took me to a nice and luxurious French restaurant and treated me a nice dinner. We talked calmly. Then I woke up feeling relaxed.

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In the afternoon at 1 p.m., I had an appointment for Q-Ta for the regular checkup. They have two technicians; a man and a woman. Both of them are young, perhaps still in their 20s. I chose the young woman to work for my device. It was an easy appointment. She called me at the appointment time and instructed the remote work procedure. Then we hang up the phone and she worked on my device remotely for 1.5 hour. When she was done, she called me and we had a little chat of Q and A. She told me she upgraded the software of my device, which I don’t know exactly what the update will do. She also informed me that the manufacturer offers their customer their original antivirus software for one year for free of charge, so she removed the one that I purchased from the biofeedback laptop. I felt secured to have her as my engineering technician for my device. I will have an appointment with her every month until the last day of the first year support.

In the early morning, I jumped up with the alarm sound of 4:30 a.m. I realized that my departure day was just one week before, last Tuesday morning. I felt it was my dad to remind me of that.

This time is totally different experience from that from my late mom. When my mom passed away, I kept on weeping for her 49-days duration. As for my dad, maybe I don’t have that much strong spiritual connection with him. I don’t cry that much. Still, I send my good thoughts and prayers along with mantras to my dad every day, so that he can depart to his spiritual homeplace without any issues. I appreciate him for letting me to become his daughter. I don’t have any grudges to him because his innocent but unbelievably actions to me eventually made me strong in my soul.  Don’t worry Dad. I am not mad at you. I wish you all the best and rest well in your spiritual homeplace.

My daughter’s school is almost done. She has two more assignments to submit and five more quick lessons to finish. To be honest, I have a mixed feeling of sadness and happiness. My daughter feels the same way. She wants to stay being a child and that is why feels sad about growing up. At the same time, she is excited to grow up and independent. I understand everything is changing and evolving. That is why we have to cherish every moment so as to not to worry nor to regret.