Last night as soon as I got on my bed, I fell asleep right away. It was amazingly quickly that I could fall asleep. Maybe it was the benefit from Q-Ta, my biofeedback device. Tonight, I did my second session. I am slowly getting to know the device.

This morning, Bucky, the chihuahua dog that used to belong to my late dad-in-law, visited me in my dream. Some changes happened and we adopted him to our house. Bucky was smart enough that he goes outside for bathroom and never mess with our furniture and carpet. I thought the timing to adopt him might be coming closer.

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In the night I tried out my brand-new biofeedback device. I was so excited for my very first session. I put on the harness on my forehead and both wrists and ankles. When I check the status, it showed the electricity conductivity issues on all 5 places. I finished my first session anyway. I could not do much. All I know was my VARHO was within the normal range but there were lots of the test results of high values, which is a warning sign of my body. I still don’t know in diagnosing in each message.

My husband and I woke up early in the morning and went to the DIY store. I have been looking for a wooden desktop panel to extend my workspace for the biofeedback device. I was hoping to find a wooden board of 24” x 60”, but unfortunately the right sized board was out of stock. According to the store worker, they had 5 pieces of products in stock last week. Then one customer showed up and purchased all of them.

I almost gave up and about to leave the store, my husband entered to the next isle, and there, he found one wooden panel. It was smaller than I wanted to purchase. The size was 24” x 48”. But the panel was final painted so that the surface was nice and smooth. Even this size, it makes the workspace much spacious than my current workspace. I happily purchased the panel. When I put on the top of my desk, it matches to the current workspace environment. Now I am very happy for the new wooden panel. My new biofeedback Q-ta is happily sitting next to the big desk.

It was the last day of State test for my daughter. She felt relieved that she could do well on all the tests for these past three days.    

In the evening, I attended World Homeopathy Day event. This time I was not asked to attend live to chat in zoom during the event. I appreciate the school office people for offering me the presentation opportunity. After my presentation was done, I felt relaxed and enjoyed a cup of beer.

My daughter took the state test. She has one more test day to go. She thinks she did very well. The result will be mailed later, around July. I don’t care much about the test result. I am glad that I am not in Japan where many parents concern about their kid’s grades.

In the morning, I took my daughter to the state test venue. Every year around this time, she gets irritated and frustration due to the state test. I told her to relax because it is just one way of a survey. When we entered the test venue receptionist check-in counter, we saw a young girl of aged around 7 or 8, crying and feeling very nervous about the test. Both of her parents and the teacher at the check in counter tried their best to calm the girl down from her nervousness. I really wanted to go up to the girl and tell, “don’t worry, it is just a survey,” but of course I didn’t do so. poor thing that even just a very young girl has to get stressed out from academic tests.

My husband shared his experience with me. When he went to the gym in the evening, he met a new female receptionist. She greeted my husband yáʼátʼééh, which is a Navajo greeting word. He at first thought he misheard it, because the receptionist was a white girl. But the receptionist said the Navajo greeting again, this time my husband heard it clearly. Then they started a conversation. She had lived and worked on the Navajo reservation and that was why she spotted my husband as a Navajo. He was happy to meet somebody who loves Navajos and Dine bizaad.

In the morning my brand-new Biofeedback device arrived. It has some great energy and I could not touch or open the device right away. One thing for sure is I am very happy for this device. My daughter named this device as “Q-Ta”. To her, this device has male energy, so that the name is that of a boy. Nice to meet you Q-Ta. Thank you for coming to me and my family.

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In the evening at 4:45 pm., I held my last workshop of awakening spirituality. It was a 6-month course. It started on November of last year. It was a new moon evening. Interestingly we had a new moon today. We also had a Total eclipse of up to 75% in our area. I shared the information with my group that it should have a sacred meaning that we started in new moon and ended in new moon with total eclipse.

Today my group shared their feedback and take-away in a 10-minute presentation. Everybody’s presentation was great with their own interpretation. Their presentation material also had their own unique color and design. I totally enjoyed watching their presentation. I am thankful that we could gather in this course. I appreciate to my dear members. I sincerely wish all the best to my team.

In my dream I saw the scenery right after my mom-in-law departed. Somebody in my dream, probably one of my guide sprits, told me that my mom-in-law is planning to depart this life on October 26^th. Then I woke up.

I pondered whether I should inform this dream to my husband or not. I received the same message some months before my late dad-in-law passed away. Same thing happened to his grandparents. And all the messages were right.

Late in the afternoon, my husband received a phone call from mom-in-law. She mentioned she had a CT scan test for her brain. She worried because she started falling off from bed or getting dizzy while walking. The test result came back without any issues, she said. I decided not to mention about the dream of this morning to my husband. But I should suggest him to go see her soon and often so that we can spend more time with her.

I chatted with one of my fellow students of Reiki class. She hosted my Japanese Reiki teacher to a Reiki retreat tour in Sedona, AZ in next month. The fee is a huge amount of money so I told her I won’t be able to attend the tour. She seems to really like me because she does not give up on me and keeps asking me if I change my mind to come or not.

This time, while we chatted over the phone, she proposed me a new offering. She desperately wants me to join the group so she decided to give me a free accommodation. My family and I can stay free at the vacation rental house that she rented. The house had 4 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. She has another two groups to share the house and each paid groups will have their own bathroom. They have one vacant bedroom so that she can offer us to use the room to us privately, but we have to share one bathroom with her. Her offering sounds attractive to me. The house has a kitchen with gas stoves, a huge refrigerator, and a washer and drier. It also has a BBQ grill and a jacuzzi in the back yard.  

I was all excited for this great offer. After I hang up the phone, I mentioned to my husband. He was very reluctant to share a house with strangers. Also, due to the normal house structure, most likely each house does not have a room key to lock. He doesn’t feel comfortable to leave our personal item unattended without locking the room. Also he doesn’t want to take any change to get blamed if something is missing in other people’s personal belongings. When he said these, now I fully understand what he means. I agreed with him to turn down this offer. We would rather pay on our own hotel room so that we will freely comes in and go out without any extra stress or obligations.

I almost forgot the golden rule. Free is the most dangerous offer. It comes with stress and obligation. I would rather pay the reasonable cost to win my freedom and peace of mind.