My family and I went to the tourist town. Even though it was only 40 minutes’ drive away from my house, the land energy was completely different from other normal towns.

Our first stop was the farmer’s market. There were many vendors than ever. They were mainly selling their handmade soaps, homegrown vegetables, homemade bread, and other unique items.

Our next stop was the library. Their building was very old with antique items such as some British style Vintage And Antique Radiators. Right after I entered the library, a sharp pain hit my head. As I walked deeper in the library, the pain got worse and worse. I mentioned that to my family and told them to take their time as I would wait for them outside.

When I went outside of the library and sat down on the chair at the balcony, I could not stop my tears coming out. I shed lots of tears. I don’t know exactly the reason. All I knew was the tears were for sadness coming from deep inside of my soul. We were originally planning to walk around the town, eat their gelato, and have dinner at the restaurant, but my headache got worse and worse. I asked my family to cancel our afternoon plan and go back home. After I got back home, I threw up all the way up until my stomach got completely empty. Then I fell asleep crying. I woke up sometime in the evening to take a long warm bath, then went back to sleep. It turned out to be a detox day for me.   

Today I attended the online seminar presented by Consulate General of Japan, Los Angeles. The topic was about the international marriage with an American and the possible troubles and helpful information. I learned lots of new information about domestic violence and new terms such as The Violence Against Women’s Act (VAWA ) and U-visa. Toward the end of the seminar, they shared some information about the non-profit organizations and volunteer groups that Japanese people can consult in Japanese language for free of charge.  

I dyed my hair with henna. Today I used the indigo blue. My daughter joined me and used henna for her very first time. We expected and hoped my hair would turn into dark blue, but unfortunately it didn’t. Still, our hair became soften and moistened, and I still like this product.

I attended 3 online seminars. The first one was for international sales tax, the second one was for annuity sales, and the third one was for homeopathy. The third one, the homeopathy lecture was to explain the basic homeopathy remedies in 2-minutes each. The instructor explained each remedy in his own words with his own experiences. I enjoyed it very much. I wish I will see these instructors in person in the near future.

For the past couple of days, I had been working on application process of my very first annuity sales. Today I finally finished all the requirements and inputs for the application form, and submitted it. I hope everything will go smoothly.

It has been hot in the temperature. My daughter’s school will have the students to take the state test in next month, which is the biggest stress for the students. After the test, the school will be almost over. We already started feeling that the summer is just around the corner.

I requested the property manager to switch from heater to swamp cooler.

I am planning to get ready for the summer gardening in this coming weekend.

Last night I had a tough time on having a good sleep. I kept on waking up with the uncomfortable feeling in my stomach as well as the uncomfortable feeling in my energy field. I felt it was due to the restaurant food that I had during the trip to Pow Wow yesterday.

In my dream I was standing somewhere in a dark place, feeling scared and uneasy. All of a sudden I felt a sharp pain in the back of my both knees being hit by something like a metal pipe. I lost balance and fell onto the ground. Then I lost my conscious.

Probably that was the feeling at the moment when the cow was killed. I sent a prayer to the cow and apologized for the fear and pain that the cow had to go through. I also sent a prayer to the cow that I appreciate its life to become a part of my physical body. Then finally, I could sleep peacefully.

My family and I attended the Pow Wow. They have been canceled this event during the Covid for the past three years. There were much more people this year to cerebrate their resume. Compared with the American largest Pow Wow of Gathering of Nations in Albuquerque, NM, this local pow wow was much smaller. I prefer this small sized gathering.

I enjoyed watching their dance and listening to their songs and drums. My husband was happy to be surrounded by Natives.

In the late evening at 7 p.m., I attended the communication seminar presented by a Parent Effectiveness Training (P.E.T.) instructor. While listening to the instructor, I remembered one of my friends mentioned about this seminar several years ago. It was a great reminder about the importance of putting respect while communicating with our children.

Today we finally finished inputting all the data for the tax return filing and successfully submitted the filing. We usually submit it at the beginning of February, but not this year. I have been so occupied with lots of things in these past two months. I still have so many items in my to-do list.