I had a great start of the new year of 2019.
I woke up at 5 am. I prepared breakfast for my family and myself. After we had breakfast, we went for a walk.

This is our recent routine for the new year day.
It started snowing from the early morning. We enjoyed walking in the pure powdery snow.
I love snowy day. The cold breeze from snow refreshes not only the outside air but also our feeling.
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I want to share my wonderful dream of last night.
In my dream I was pregnant again. I touched my belly. It felt as if it was right before the due date. Even though I was in my dream state, I still could feel the warmth and a baby bumps on my belly. It felt so real to me.
I was surrounded by my family spirits. I felt the existence of Daigo, my son-in-spirit inside my belly.
I asked my family spirits how the pregnancy process went. I hated going through the pregnancy process, such as vising the OB-GYN frequently, taking a blood test, and managing my glucose level with a great care. That was the main reason I decided not to have our second baby.
My family spirits told me not to worry about it. They told me to just focus on how I was feeling. I focused on my feeling. It was nothing but happiness. I was so happy.
On my second thought, I wondered of my age. My thoughts started wondering. How old I was? Would it be happening in the real life or only in my dream?
Then, again, my family spirits told me not to worry about anything. Just stay focus on the happy feeling of being pregnant and having Daigo.
I again shook off all my concerns and wonders. I just enjoy feeling happy.
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Then I woke up. I am pretty sure my family spirits woke me up on purpose.
I checked the time. It was 00:03 am.
I liked my family spirits’ kindness. The number 3 means to create something. The Three energy is to give birth to a baby.
It might not be giving a baby birth, but it can be anything. This dream tells me that this year I will give birth to something. I will give a life to my creations. And their message for me was to focus on only the happy feeling while creating something new, instead of worrying about the detailed procedure.
It was a great start of the year. I appreciate my family spirits for the wonderful message through my dream.
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