Today was a national holiday observed Veterans Day. Many restaurants in town offered a free meal for veterans. My husband went to town to deal with some of his chores. According to him, the entire town was packed with people. There were many cars’ waiting lines in front of restaurants here and there.
My daughter and I stayed at home and enjoyed our quiet and peaceful time together.
Interesting synchronicity happened.
Today is November 11th, written as 11/11. When my daughter and I happened to check the time, it was 11:11 a.m. Then, later when we were done with our small projects and checked the time together again, it was 1:11 p.m.
I took it a message from my family spirits.
I felt they were trying to remind me of “a start.” In order to have a start, I need to make room for it. I felt my family spirits are encouraging me to let go of the old things in order to make room for something new to enter.
It resonated with me.
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I breathed out as long as I could, with the old energy. The old things can include old habits, old way of thinking, and old human relationships; anything do not fit to my current energy anymore. It is okay for me to let them go.
After I breathed out, I felt the emptiness for a while. Emptiness came with loneliness, then it moved to joy to be released and to be free. Feeling much lighter than before, without any obligation. I felt good.
I realized it is the condition of being in center. No right / wrong. No good / bad. No exist / non-exist. No happy / sad. I am standing just right in the center.
I thought of being at “Zero-point.” In Japanese culture, our gods is counted as “柱” “Hashira”. Hashira is described as “being center”. Nothing bothers it. It simply stands in the center.
Then, I let the new air come in to my body. Now I am ready to accept new energy.
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