I slept very well. In my dream, I remember I was talking with my family spirits. In the spiritual level, I understand about my brother’s inner child. He has been suffered from lacking love from our late parents. He has envied me and jealous feeling to me and has mistakenly thought that I received love from our late parents. My brother was wrong about it. Now I know that our late parents equally loved us. They just didn’t know how to love us, because they never received enough love from their parents. In the spiritual level, in my dream realm, my spirit understands my brother and his sadness, and forgives his of his wrong deeds to me. I am not sure that me in the physical level can completely forgive my brother or not. My honest feeling is that after our lawsuits have been completed, I want to completely forget about my brother, rather than forgiving him. You know what I mean? I know I can let it go of my anger toward him, but I don’t think I can forgive him. This is all I can do as the physical level, and I think it is totally fine with me. I am in the peaceful state right now. I have been enjoying this calm state. I am proud of myself for reaching to this state in the midst of the chaos lawsuit process.
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