In the middle of the night at 2 a.m., I again talked with my friend over the phone about the homeopathy counseling session.

After we finished our conversation, I tried to get some sleep, but couldn’t due to the intense pain of the right foot.

Around 3 a.m., I felt the sudden pain in my stomach. On the next moment, I felt the sudden sensation of the stool. Because I still had the intense pain in my right foot and back, unfortunately though, I couldn’t get out from bed and run to the bathroom. I hurried to the bathroom, but right before the bathroom door, the watery stool involuntarily released. I got shocked. At that time, I completely forgot about the stool softener pills that I have had taken. I took two of the pills one week ago or so. I continued taking the pills three days but didn’t happen anything. That was why I completely forgot about it.  

I went back to my bed and then, after 10 minutes or so, another strong tummy ache came. I again hurried to the bathroom, but couldn’t make it to the toilet and released on the floor. This pattern happened another couple of times. I ended up throwing three of my underwear due to the unexpected release.    

I will never take the stool softener anymore.

In the early morning at 3:30 a.m., I talked with my friend over the phone. I cannot sleep due to pain and stay awake in this time from 2 a.m. to 4 a.m. every day. Luckily my 3:30 a.m. is 7:30 p.m. in Japan and it is good time for my Japanese friend. We were so delighted about the great news that I will be able to have a homeopathy counseling session from homeopathy teacher tomorrow. It is amazing.

In the morning before 8 a.m., my husband drove me to the clinic to take an X-ray. There, the technician escorted me in front of the X-ray equipment and told me to stand still by myself without supporting my body. I told him it was impossible that I could not support myself, but he was very old that probably he didn’t hear what I said. It was so painful but I forced myself to stand by myself holding my breath without supporting my body for some minutes. I hated the time.

In the evening at 5:00 p.m., I joined the zoom room for the homeopathy counseling.  From 5:30 p.m. to 6:30 p.m., for one hour, I had the homeopathy counseling session.

The pain was so intense that I had a tough time in releasing urine. The longest one was 9 hours that I could not release urine since 6 a.m. to 3 p.m.

I submitted my application to my homeopathy teacher for the homeopathy counselling. The school worker replied back to me that all the clients are supposed to be there in person at the school for the counseling. Also, applicants need to pay the counseling fee to be deducted from the Japanese bank account, which is impossible for me because I don’t have any family members to ask to pay for the fee on behalf of me and I don’t have any Japanese bank accounts.

My friend called the homeopathy school and talked to the office worker who deals with the homeopathy counseling sessions. My friend volunteered to pay for my counseling fee by using her bank account. With my friend’s kind offer and willingness to support me, the school worker set my counseling date as two days from today. It is a miracle that my homeopathy teacher takes me as her client this quickly.

Right after the worker at the school received my application form, the homeopathy teacher happened to enter the office. The worker mentioned about my situation to the teacher, and the teacher suggested me to take Support tincture named as Kundalini. This support tincture is for the people who have a huge gap between the real spiritual age and the original spiritual age. Luckily enough, I had the support tincture in my house, I started taking this support tincture.

I set my alarm at 6 am. My clinic requires patients to call the clinic at 6 a.m. in order to make an appointment on the day. I needed to make an appointment with my primary care doctor just to refill my pain receiver medication. I hate to have an appointment with a doctor. They have patients to wait for long. This doctor was the same as the other doctors. I called at the appointment time and the nurse told me to wait online room. I needed to wait there for more than 30 minutes until the doctor finally appeared in the online room. Regardless of the long waiting time, the doctor saw me only 2 minutes or so, because all I needed from the doctor was to refill my medication.  

In the afternoon, I had a hot bath with the help of my daughter. Since the injury, I could stay the longest in the hot tub today.

I made some phone calls. The first call was to talk with the insurance company. The agent told me that our insurance does not need a referral to see a new doctor. The second call was to a back doctor to make an appointment. I will go take an X-ray at the clinic, and have a first appointment with a back doctor on next Monday morning.

In the night, I felt the stubbing by needles like sharp pains on all over of my right leg. Through the pains, I felt the uncomfortable curse energy from my nuisance. I really hope my nuisance will notice what he has done to me. I hope he will feel the same or worse pain and torture that I have been suffering from his curse.

My daughter had a dream of me. In her dream, I was in my room doing my to-do-list items and chores. I was happily moving around.

Her dream gave me hope. She saw me in the near future. It means I will get well in the near future and stand by myself and move around to do all the to-do-list items.

Today I felt the pain got relieved than yesterday. My emotion too got better than yesterday. I don’t know the exact reason why, but the energy surrounded me has been shifted upward. Maybe one reason to help me out is my husband and daughter’s support. I taught them the procedure on how to use my biofeedback software. I asked them to focus on send the psychic attack back to the originator; my nuisance, saying that any negative thoughts and curses came from him should be back to the originator. I kept on saying the Navajo and Japanese mantra and prayer to cleanse all the energy of myself and my family, and the entire house.  

I started feeling peace in my mind and feeling love and communication with my late parents and gods and holy people than before.

I started feeling appreciation that I received this sciatica and shingle pain to detox any negative emotion that have come from my nuisance. I needed to stop all the actions to take good care of myself. Maybe one of the reasons why I needed to stop all the actions is because detox any possibilities to develop cancer. I started feeling appreciation about this injury. I don’t know the exact reasons at this moment, but I will be aware in the near future about the reasons.

I had had a big pimple looking swelling on my right belly since the injury day. It had gotten bigger and swollen at the certain point, and then today, it naturally came out. I asked my husband to squeeze it by pinching with an alcohol-sanitized needle, a good amount of the dark black blood and puss came out. I thought it could be a cause of cancer or any kinds of serious disease if I had kept it inside my body. I am thankful the poison came out from my body.

Since today, I started feeling positive. I used to take the strong pain reliever medicine on every 6 hours, but I waited until 10 hours. As for the anti-inflammatory pill and muscle relaxant pill that were prescribed to take every 8 hours, I skipped taking it once and could sleep without it.

I still could not sleep through the night. At 2 a.m., I had a meeting with my friend about the application document of the homeopathy counseling from my homeopathy teacher. I could not go to my computer and type the document, so my friend listened to my story and typed them on behalf of me. I appreciate her kind support from my heart.

Since the injury, I crawled to the bathroom. And it makes some special sound of my hands and knees. My husband told me he would hear the similar sound in his room in the middle of the night. When he heard the sound, he would come check on me at the bed, and he noticed I was sleeping there. At another time, he heard the sound that I was breathing in and out to calm my pain. I have been doing this special breathing technique to calm myself. Otherwise, I would out of breath or scream from pain. My husband heard this special breathing sound in his room, even though I was in other room. We came to a conclusion that there is a ghost who is mocking my sound. My husband told me whenever he heard the sound, he didn’t feel any negative feeling or energy. So, we concluded that the ghost loves me and imitates my sound to cheer me up. As a matter of fact, when I heard this story from my husband, we all had a good laugh. In this tough situation, laughter does help us to feel better.  

I have been suffering from constipation for 9 days since October 9^th. My daughter brought me her large water cup with an extra-large straw. She also added some hydration mix powder in the water. Since it was super easy for me to drink, I ended up drinking the water and asked her to refill a couple of times. I was surprised to know that I drank up more than 4 litter of water. I must have been very dehydrated. After I drank enough water, it brought my emotion up that I started feeling positive and happy. I even started singing songs out loud.  

Followed by feeling happy, I needed to go to bathroom. I haven’t gone to pee for more than 12 hours. As soon as I sat down on the toilet seat, pee came out without any pain, which usually accompanied, but not this time. Then, while peeing, poo smoothly came out. It was not diarrhea or watery, but that of normal banana typed healthy one. It was the first one after 9-days constipation.

Today, I received support offers from two people.

The first offer was from our new neighbor who recently moved in our neighborhood area. She seems to be around my age. When my husband and daughter were outside, our new neighbor came up to my family and greeted herself and asked about me. She worried about me being carried by my husband. She introduced herself as being a retired flight medical worker. She offered help and support whenever we need her help. She kept on asking my husband and daughter to just ring the door bell of her house whenever we need her help. She is really willing to help me.

The second support offer was from my fellow student from the professional homeopathy school. She is one of my very precious friends and we were planning to go to one-night trip in Kyoto while my visit in Japan. While we talked over the phone, she offered me any supports to be needed to apply for a homeopathy counseling of the homeopathy school teacher.

I appreciate these two people that they are willing to support me and help me out in this tough time. Thank you from my heart.