During the evening walk, there was a feather on the ground ahead of me. The feather was shining to me in my third eye. It was an unusual feather because it was a brand-new owl’s feather. I usually don’t pick up any feather, so I told my husband I wouldn’t pick it up right now, but if it stayed at the same place on our second walking lap, I would consider it as a gift to me and thankfully receive it. Then on our second lap, it was still laying at the same place, so I gracefully pick it up. Thank you to my family spirits to provide me a wonderful gift. I consider this as a gift from an owl, not just a material gift, but more like a spiritual meaningful gift with the message to me.

I watched the documentary movie “Children of Yamato” “大和の赤子”.  This movie was created by an American man who was born in America but grew up in Japan. He loves Japan and wants Japanese people to be proud of being Japanese. His movie reminded me of my German boss whom I met when I was 30 years old. He is a German and loves Japan. He has lived in Japan for 17 years when I met him. He has studied about Japanese culture and Japanese Shinto, the creation story, and so, he knew much more about Japan than I did. Now that I live in America, away from Japan, I see things differently from the past, I started understanding about Japanese culture and wisdom from our ancestors. I now respect Japanese wisdom and culture much more than before. And I appreciate the foreigners who respect Japan and Japanese people for our culture. Japan has been suffering in many aspects. I sincerely hope each Japanese individuals will remind of their roots and respect themselves and our ancestors, and win back our pride and culture in our beautiful land. Nihonjin, Ganbarou!!

In the late evening of 7:30 p.m., I had a meeting with my attorney. I am glad to have him as my attorney. Without him, I would not know how to fight against my evil brother. My attorney answered some of my questions and advised me on how we will proceed on the court.

My mom in law updated the status of my brother-in-law. He is now feeling much better than last night by receiving the medical treatments from the doctor at hospital. Hopefully he will be discharged from the hospital after a couple of another nights.

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Update: two days later, my brother in law was discharged from the hospital.

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My mom-in-law heard the voice saying “Mom, Mom” on April 28^th. She said the voice was of a male, and didn’t sound urgent , rather gentle and calm. We all thought the voice was probably from my dad-in-law to just greet to my mom-in-law. But now that my brother in law just experienced a pre stroke, it was my dad in law to gently suggest to check on her two sons.  

I woke up at 9 a.m. this morning. Every month after the spiritual class that ends after 2 a.m. of the first Saturday, my body needs to adjust the sleeping timing. Attending this type of the midnight class every month is like a having a trip to foreign country and deal with jet lag every month. I know it is harsh to my physical body.

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In the night around 8 p.m., my mom in law called me. She wanted to talk to my husband but he didn’t answer the phone. It was an urgent notice that my brother-in-law got a heart attack and transferred to the ER. I hope he will get well soon.

I overslept until 10 a.m. this morning. I appreciate to be able to attend the monthly spiritual class but only one and huge issue of attending this class is the time. It starts at 10 p.m. and ends at 2 a.m. , which is really tough class schedule for older people like me. It takes much longer than young people to adjust the sleep time.

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I have been dealing with one of our neighbors. He keeps pushing a button to make me feel irritated. He owns a huge camping car and almost every weekend, he parks the huge camping car in front of his house, which is actually on the public street. It is nuisance to everybody who drives or walks on the street. I really hope somebody will report it to the police so that he will stop doing it. That being said, homeopathy school teaches that if you are irritated by something, it means you have an inner child who is not healed yet, so we have to appreciate the specific person to remind about the inner child. I will need to give myself to have an inner child conversation and healing session by myself.

I attended the spiritual course started at 10 p.m. It ended after 2 a.m. as usual. Before the class, I took a 2-hour nap. When I entered the room, it was nice and cool, but when I got ready for the class about 10 minutes before, I noticed the room temperate was raised all of a sudden. I felt all my family spirits gathered and got ready to take the class with me, and their excited energy was the main reason to make the room hot. The two teachers shared their wisdom and I appreciate them for their generosity and love to us.

I have been working on cleaning the garage. The majority unopened boxes belong to my husband. I have been working on encouraging him to work on cleaning these boxes whenever he is in a good mood. We’ve been gradually improving the cleaning project. I should’ve taken some pictures before and after the cleaning project. Every time when we worked on the unopened box and got rid of the unnecessary items, we feel relieved. I am for sure that my husband is now feeling the same way as I do, and willing to clatter the garage. I am secretly hoping that he will voluntary start clattering his room before I urge him to do so.

I watched the movie “The Boy and the Heron” (2023). This movie was in the theater but it didn’t come to our local area. I have been wanting to watch this movie, and today I happened to find it in the local library shelf. It is a Japanese movie, 君たちはどう生きるか, directed by Hayao Miyazaki. As always in his movies, this movie has full of beautiful sceneries of Japanese nature. It was an interesting story incorporated the essence of the Japanese creation story and the theory of the different dimensions and different time frame. It gives me a sense of comfort to know all the loved ones are still alive happily in the different dimension. We just cannot see them in our physical realm, but they for sure exist. I enjoyed watching this movie a lot.

Today was the first court day for my late dad’s inheritance division case. My attorney attended on behalf of me and reported the detailed information afterwards. As far as I read his report, the discussion went smoothly between 2 mediators and 2 attorneys that I don’t need to suffer from huge stress anymore.