Today my new green card was delivered. I applied on October 2^nd 2020, so it took them seven months to renew it. Last time it didn’t take this long. Maybe only two months or so.

This time due to Covid-19, the USCIS canceled the biometrics procedure. Sadly they are not going to refund the $85 biometrics fee.

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Toady’s dream: I was traveling somewhere in China. When I was watching a show with other big audience, standing very close to each other to where our bodies touch each other. I have an elderly woman standing next to me. She looked nice and kind. I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. Then she grabbed my left arm and let me hold something in my palm. It was a whole bunch of Chinese coins. She then smiled at me again and told me the coins were now mine. She said go ahead and take them, and use them for myself and my family. Then I woke up. I know it was a good meaning to receive foreign coins.

It was a high temperature and strong windy day. In the afternoon I focused on sewing a skirt for my daughter. This skirt is for the Navajo traditional ceremony for my dad-in-law. By night I completed the skirt roughly. Tomorrow I will focus on finishing up the skirt and start sewing my velvet blouse.

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I received an email from USCIS. My new green card is finally produced and it is on its way. It takes them seven months to renew.

I attended the workshop at 6 p.m. There were eleven students attended.

Today’s guided mediation, we were guided to visit each of seven chakra’s energy field.

I saw like this.

At first chakra; Base chakra, the red energy field, I saw an iron shield and brown raccoon.

At second chakra; Sacral chakra, the orange energy field, I saw a brown bear.

At third chakra; Solar plexus chakra, the yellow energy field, I saw a blue bird and a little boy who is very smart, wise, and spiritually matured.

At fourth chakra; Heart chakra, the green energy field, I saw a brown fawn and a little girl who is also very smart, wise, and spiritually matured.

At fifth chakra; Throat chakra, the turquoise blue energy field, I saw a green frog and a Kappa a Japanese mythological creature. I felt these animals came to tell me that my spiritual gift is to go to the spirit world and the life on the planet Earth freely just like these animals.

At sixth chakra; Third Eye chakra, the indigo blue energy field, I saw a brown eagle and a grandfather who has lots of wisdom. He came to tell me that he; one of my guide spirits, is constantly communicating with me through telepathy and inspiration.

At seventh chakra, Crown chakra, the purple energy field, I saw a white unicorn and a calm and beautiful young woman. She had a beautiful black long hair. She looked like White Buffalo Woman.

After the meditation, the instructor explained the meaning of the seven chakras.

At Base chakra, people tend to see their ancestors, parents, and grandparents.

At Sacral chakra, people tend to see creatures living in water such as a dolphin, or somebody whom they can easily communicate their emotions such as a spouse.

At Solar plexus chakra, people tend to see friends or classmates, or birds who have wisdoms such as an owl, an eagle, or a dove.

At Heart chakra, people tend to see four-legged animals such as a deer, a cow, a bear, and a fox. From here and above their guide spirits tend to appear.

At Throat chakra, people tend to see spiritual people such as priestess, medium, and healer.

At Third Eye chakra, people tend to see all beings including creatures with physical bodies and spirits without physical bodies.

At Crown chakra, people tend to see spirits in the higher dimensions.

At the latter part of the class, the instructor guided us to another guided mediation.

In this guided meditation, we were guided to see all the humans whom we have interacted in this lifetime, including nice people and mean people. We were guided to recognize them and appreciate them. For the mean people, we were guided to forgive them and let the anger go.

I experienced something unique. I felt like I was about to leave this physical body and saw all the people who came into my life. I was filled with nothing but appreciation because they were the one who have helped me to come this far. I realized again on how precious my life is. I thought strongly that I should cherish every minute and every second of my remainder time on this planet and enjoy pursuing my life missions.

It was a great class. I always enjoy this instructor’s class. She is wise and thoughtful, and charming.

It was a busy day.

In the early morning my family and I went to the canyon hiking. We saw many young animals in deer and squirrels. They all looked healthy. We walked two laps today and my fitbit recorded we walked 12,000 steps just in the morning.

We washed our car and vacuumed the inside the car. Now I can feel comfortable for getting rid of mud and dust from the trip.

For the rest of the day we watched the TV show marathon: Resident Alien all day long.

I tried my first spiritual doodling. I asked my question on exactly what year and month we will move to Navajoland. I wrote down the numbers of 2023 and 8. I think it means we will move in August of 2023. It was actually fun. I will keep practicing this method often.

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In our neighborhood area within 3 minutes walking distance, I started spotting a puppy coyote very often. In Navajoland we spotted many mother horse with a foal. They were so cute. I guess many young ones were born this year. Or is it pretty common in every April?

I attended the workshop at 3:30 a.m. There were 25 students attended. It was a lecture about Guide Spirits. I like the idea that our higher-self and future-self are also included into our guide spirits. I personally believe our past-life-self is also included into our guide spirits, as I often receive messages from my past-life-self.

The instructor shared us the methods to connect with our guide spirits. One of them was a spiritual doodling. We can ask a specific question to our guide spirits and ask them to write down symbols and answers while we are doodling in a meditate state. I thought it a great method. I want to ask about our best timing to move to Navajoland.

At the last of the class, we did a partner reading. We were told to tell our partner of the following keys. Anything inspired into our mind about counties, foods, colors, animals and words. My partner I was assigned was a young female student. She told me she just finished the Basic course and she asked me to go first.

I felt her power animal as an eagle. One of her guide spirits was a Native American male warrior. I saw her in my vision that she was enjoying a horseback riding tour in the near future.

In my turn, my inspired words were like this.

Countries: America, Japan, Bali Island in Indonesia

Foods: Brown rice, crispy vegetables such as carrots and celery, curry and rice

Colors: Blue, white, green

Animals: horse, wolf, and dog

Words: well balance, peace, love

She felt my guide spirit as a gentle and calm female energy. She does not like arguing or fighting. She has lots of patience. She loves nature especially wide and vast meadow. Her message to me was to often visit nature and receive their healing and loving energy to heal me physically and mentally.

We enjoyed the summer-like weather yesterday, but today the weather went back to cold. It felt like it was in the middle of winter even though we are at the end of April. It was windy and cold today. Recently I read the news article regarding the Earth’s axis. It says the recent study shows climate drastic change has shifted the Earth’s axis. I think every action of each human affects to the planet Earth. Even if it is a tiny effort, I want to keep contributing to the mother Earth by doing something good to her.

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Today’s meditation: I visited my childhood. I liked touching dirt. Whenever I visited my aunt, I went to her yard and played with plants and dirt. I loved the dirt smell and its soft touch.

I visited to the light world and I saw one of my past lives where I was born as a Lakota woman. I received messages from the Lakota woman of my past life like this.

Please know that you are blessed with my spiritual gifts that are unique.

Please stay being confident in yourself and share your gifts with many others.

You are gifted with a great communication skill, and the communication includes between humans on Earth and spirits in the Spirit world.  

You are gifted in encouraging and healing the people who are depressed and lost hopes.

You are gifted in inspiring and motivating people into studying and learning to improve themselves.

You are gifted in remembering who they truly are.

You are gifted in talking about spirits so that we don’t need to feel scared of physical death.

I enjoyed the nice and warm weather today.

My friend shared the Covid-19 situation in Japan. The government have issued Emergency declaration for 4 prefectures. I was surprised to know my hometown was included in the four prefectures. I pray my family for their safety.

In the area where I live, all the businesses has gotten back to almost normal except for people wearing a facial mask. Navajoland was much stricter than our area. The majority of sightseeing spots and flea market are still closed. At the grocery store and gas station stores, they still limit the number of customers at the entrance.   

From today I started talking the medicine plant tea for cleansing bloodline.

I used some roots, got rid of the outer skin, washed it thoroughly, and made it into powder. I soaked it into distilled water for 2 nights. I will drink this batch for four days twice a day in morning and night. Then wait for next month and repeat the process.

While our visit in Navajoland, we went to the tool store in town. It was close to one of my good friends’ house. I thought of him wondering how he was doing. He was good at sewing Navajo traditional outfits. He used to sell his products in the flea market. Now the flea market has been closed, I was wondering if he has started his business online. I wanted to buy a Navajo traditional outfit if he sells it online. So, I searched his name.

I could find his name in the Internet much easier than I thought. But it was not in a good way. It was in a sad way. I found some sad news about him. He went missing in 2009 and never be found. Six years later his family held a funeral for him. I was shocked. He was still young. I wondered what happened to him. He was always calm and cheerful. He enjoyed his life. He was the last person who would commit suicide. Before I went to bed last night, I asked his spirit to visit me in my dream and show me what happened to him, if it is okay with him.

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This morning I had a dream of him. It was an answer to my request that I made last night. He showed me what happened to him. One man wanted to be with him, but he turned him down as he didn’t want to be in a romantic relationship with anybody. The man got offended by being turned down. He asked his friends to attack my friend. When my friend came out from the store late at night alone, several men attacked him and brought him to the middle of nowhere and left him there. That was how he was killed. I saw the man’s face.

My friend is now back to the spirit world with his family spirits peacefully. He told me he doesn’t have hate the murderer. His family spirits were there at the moment he was beat up. They took his soul out from his physical body, so that the transition back to the spirit world for him was smooth and painless.

My friend wanted to let me know how he passed away, because he wanted me to know he didn’t commit suicide.  

I sincerely appreciate for his friendship to me. He had been always nice and kind. He was an amazing friend. I met him in 1999. Since then, we had built our trust and friendship. He took me many places. He had many friends and introduced me to his friends. He took me to the ceremonies at Zuni, Jemez, and Zia reservations. He took me to different Navajo traditional healing ceremonies. He took me to NAC meetings many times. We went to watch a movie The Four Feathers (2002 film) at the theater. He let me stay a night at his and his mom’s house. We often went to swimming and sauna together. One time I was driving from Los Angeles to Gallup. We set the time to meet at the entrance of Walmart. I missed getting off the right exit from the Interstate freeway. I got off the next exit and got lost there. I finally arrived at our meeting place three hours later than we promised. But he was still waiting for me. He was not mad at me at all. He greeted with his calm and gentry smile and hugged me. I still remember the moment vividly.

We always enjoyed staying together. He had a wonderful smile, and I loved his smile. I miss him so much. I don’t know how I can express my appreciation to him. It is definitely beyond words. I thank you so much, my dear friend. I hope he has been enjoying his peaceful life in the safe place with his family spirits in the Spirit World.