In my dream, my guide spirit appeared in a young male figure. He showed me the step by step instruction on how to make soy milk and okara from a scratch. I never made them from a scratch, but maybe I will try sometime soon.

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It was a busy but productive day. Same as yesterday we helped my mom-in-law a lot.

The first stop was the internet company. She would add another router for the trailer where we stay. Navajo Nation has enough fund to give customers the free wifi service for 6 months. It was a good news to know.

The second stop was the auto parts store. They offered a complementary car diagnosis. My mom-in-law is using my late dad-in-law’s truck for her daily chores. The truck turns on the “check engine” sign on the front monitor. Based on their diagnosis, the truck needs to replace the two parts dealing with oxygen. I don’t think it is a just coincident that my dad-in-law had some issues in oxygen.

The third stop was the thrift store. My mom-in-law donated lots of items there.

The fourth stop was the DIY store and bought some materials for fixing the water pipes outside of the kitchen.

The fifth stop was Walmart. My mom-in-law wanted to stock up the necessary items such as water for her and the pet food for dogs and cats, and cat litter sand. She currently has 9 cats and 5 dogs. Each item was large and heavy. She also needed to purchase heaters and woods for fireplace in preparation for their extremely cold winter.

The sixth stop was the restaurant. We had a nice Mexican food.   

The last stop was MVD to change the trailer title.

After we came back home, we continued helping my mom-in-law by organizing items and fixing water pipes.

In the evening I had suffered from some uncomfortable body reactions such as headache, muscle stiffness, fatigues, and sharp pain in my womb. I took some homeopathy remedies and had some nap. After the nap I got recovered.  

It was nice sunny day. Even though it was cold, it was much better than yesterday. I cooked meat sauce pasta for lunch. My mom-in-law wanted to have a cookout dinner so we cooked grilled steak.

We did lots of progress in organizing my late dad-in-law’s office and items that were scattered everywhere. We also helped my mom-in-law for fixing houses such as the roof, kitchen piping, and fireplace.

My mom-in-law looked very happy to have us throughout the day. We had a good day together.

As always my daughter and I could not sleep on the first night because of to my husband’s loud snoring. We could not sleep until 3 a.m. and woke up around 6 a.m., so we had only 3 hours sleep.

It was very cold and windy. We had some snow too.

While we were preparing for making a fence, my husband’s niece visited us. She drove for 3 hours to see us. She is pregnant and wanted to share the good news by herself, but my mom-in-law already told us in advance and we all knew it. We congratulated her. Her due date is May 13^th.

In the evening we visited my mom-in-law’s sister. She showed us her brand new garage and office. She told us she decided to enjoy her life while she can. I agree with her. We should do whatever we want to do right away before we go back to the Spirit world. She is enjoying her life as much as she can. She has her small garden to grow some vegetables and raise geese and chicken. Her chickens give her family fresh eggs every day. I also want to raise chickens in the future. I am glad to have her as our future neighbor so that I can ask her advice for the slow life.

We departed to Navajoland. I drove the majority part of driving as my husband was still exhausted from work. When we arrived, my mom-in-law looked very happy to see us again. Looking at her sparkling smile made me happy.

It was a shocking day. My husband came back with a company official notice regarding the mandate. It states the employees are required to be fully vaccinated by December 8^th and unvaccinated employees will be released from the company. This announcement paper reminded me of my very recent past life. I was born as a Japanese boy and lived during the World War II. I received the red paper; the recruitment announcement from the government to be sent to the war. My family was very poor and I volunteered to be a member of Kamikaze Tokkotai so that my family would receive some money upon my death. I died young, maybe around 16 years old or so. I brought this past life memory with my birth and remembered it when I was very small. This memory came back to my mind. I want to do better in this life time to rewrite the past life experience.

I never met his company CEO in person, but I had been talking to his soul while meditating. I feel that he has good morals and that was why he had been postponing to publish this announcement to his employees. He had to follow the order from the government under huge stress and pressure. But please do the right thing instead of risking people’s precious lives.

I have been enjoying watching the online lecture from Japanese Homeopathy Company. I appreciate Torako-sensei for sharing her knowledge generously to many people. I fully respect and understand her teaching and philosophy.

I sent the application form for their Family Homeopath online course starting from June 2022. I am looking forward to studying in this school.

I woke up crying and actually shedding tears. In my dream I was at my parents’ house in Japan. My mom was very sick and I was taking care of her. During the tough time my dad was not helpful at all. He ordered my mom to do this and that. I felt angry and irritated with him.

When I woke up, I thought of my mom. Is she still suffering from the pain mentally and physically even though this tough situation was completely over? Or is it me that needs to work on completely finish this mental trauma?

It was a busy day. My family and I went to several stores to get ready for the upcoming family trip. We purchased enough food to share and some items for making a fence for our property.

I did some yard work to cut woods from the dead trees in our backyard. We still have more work to do.

At 5 p.m. I attended the Reiki share gathering. There were 33 people attended. It was good to see my Reiki teacher.

In every Reiki share gathering, the host asked the teacher if he would like to receive Reiki healing from the attendees. His response is always the same. He appreciates the offer but he is doing fine and does not need any healing offer. I respect him for being humble and able to take care of himself.

He answered three questions from the attendees. The first question was what I really didn’t understand what exactly the attendee wanted to know. The teacher answered that there are many different types of things that humans cannot touch or see but they exist. Same as the air, Ki, the energy from the Universe exist. Without them no creatures on the Earth cannot live. The second question was about the Reiki lineage. The teacher answered he does not want to judge which group is superior or inferior. Instead, he encouraged us not to judge any group or anybody but to respect each other and enjoy the difference, and learn from the difference. The third question was about Reiki Hatsureiho. He said the modern Reiki organization stopped using Hatsureiho. Here again, he mentioned there is no right or wrong. Follow your heart and if you feel it right for you, then continue doing it, but never judge anybody who has a different opinion from you.

Toward the end of the gathering, the Reiki teacher started talking about 和顔愛語. It was the same term that he shared in the last session with European people. He asked me to share what I know as a Japanese. I was happy that he recognized me for being there.