At 5 p.m., I attended my seventh mediumship class. There were eighteen students attended.

This is my second time for me to take this instructor’s class. She is easy going and thoughtful, and among all, she has good sense of humor. I’m loving to take her class, and now I regret I didn’t choose her as my main instructor. I had used up my three rights to switch the class, so I cannot take her class anymore.

With her guided mediation, I was greeted by my guide spirit. He appeared in a male Apache figure. His appearance was familiar with me. He gave me a box of his homemade chocolate. It is always great to receive something homemade filled with lots of love. The chocolates were not too sweet; just right feeling of sweetness. Also he prepared me a cup of hot herbal tea. He picked up the herbs perfectly fit to my current health condition. I could smell something mint or sage. It was refreshing and relaxing time.

Right before I left the place, my guide spirit gave me a small stone. The stone is originally from the river side, so that it contains the water healing energy. I thought the stone was similar to my environment. I grew up close to the ocean for 40 years, so that my body is filled with the water healing energy. My guide spirit told me with this stone I can ground firmly to the mother earth, but at the same time, I am always protected by the water healing energy. He smiled at me and told me I will be fine no matter what. Then, I thanked him and came back to my physical body. I enjoyed this spiritual journey.

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We did three practices.

The first practice was fun. The instructor showed us two boxes; one was full of chocolate and the other was empty. She told us to feel the difference of the energy. I felt happy uplifted vibration for the full of chocolate box, while disappointed and low vibration for the empty box. Also, when I put my both palm facing up and felt the energy, I felt warm and tingling sensation for the full box, while neutral and no sensation for the empty box.

Since we had 18 students, every student had their own unique way to distinguish the energy difference. These are the examples of their unique ways.

For full of chocolate, they felt high density, warm color like orange, heavy, full stomach, both ears covered, happiness, colorful, warm, coming forward, sweet smell, heavy eye lids, comfortable feeling on tongue, full of saliva, lots of obstacles in hand feeling sensation, and reacted by a CT scanning.       

For empty box, they felt low density, cold color like blue, light, empty of stomach, disappointed, simple one color, cold, retreating, going far away, no smell, water flowing, quiet, light eye lids, uncomfortable feeling on tongue, no saliva, and no item found by a CT scanning.

The instructor showed the box twice and we felt the energy. Amazingly I was right for the both trial. The reason why I said “amazingly” was because it never happened for me to get the answer right twice straight for this kind of practice. I felt support from my family spirits.

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For the second practice, we did a name reading. The instructor provided us one name. She said he is her friend. We were told to read any information from the name.

I received the information like this.

Slim body. Handsome face. Relatively young as in his 40s. Intelligent. Working for a computer related job.

I got most of the information right. The instructor described about this person except for his handsome face.

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For the third practice, we did a pair reading. I was assigned with a female student whom I never talked with in person.

When I read her ancestors, I instantly felt a female figure right next to her left side. I felt she was her maternal grandma. She appeared in her younger days. She looked like in her late 20s. She had a black long hair up to the middle of her back. When I connected with her, I got goosebumps all over my body, so I was sure I was connected well. I didn’t feel any specific message, but I felt the grandma has been watching over this student for many years. I felt the grandma was satisfied with her granddaughter as she is having her life peacefully with full of happiness. I felt rice cookie, but the student did not know the meaning.

The student told me I read everything right. She praised me for my spiritual ability. She even told me she thought I was already a master class student.

On her turn to read my auric field, she felt I was surrounded by lots of greens and nature. She also felt my constantly cooking food. She got them all right. She sensed a male grandpa figure. I thought it was my maternal grandpa. She described my grandpa as gentle, sophisticated, intelligent, good looking, and loving. I sensed my grandpa all smiling by listening to this description about him.

After the reading, we chatted for a while. She said she lives in Spain. I really liked talking with her and exchanging a reading with her. I hope I will see her again sometime in another class.

This morning’s dream: my late maternal grandpa visited me in my dream. He clearly conveyed the message like this.

He reminded me it will be one year since my late mom’s departure. In Buddhism way, we celebrate their first year by having a memorial service. My dad is preparing for the service. If I were in japan, I would’ve definitely have to attend the service. I haven’t talked with my dad for a while. The last time when I heard from him was at the beginning of January. My grandpa recommended me to contact my dad. He also suggested it would be nice if I send some small gifts like incents or sweets to offer to my late mom’s alter. Then I woke up.

I appreciate my late grandpa. I am in awe that he is really good at conveying me a clear message.

I knew this was the answer to my question. Last night before I fell asleep, I asked my grandpa for advice on what to do with my dad. I miss my dad and feel sorry for not contacting him, but at the same time, I don’t want to end up arguing with him just like what we had while I was visiting them last year.

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At 9 p.m., I attended my sixth mediumship class. There were ten students attended.

In the guided meditation I experienced like this.

In the school in the spirit world, I was greeted by five guide spirits. I busted into laughter because they appeared like “Himitsu Sentai Gorenger,” (Secret Squad Five Rangers), one of the Japanese TV hero series for children.

First I saw my main guide spirit in a yellow costume. Then, the right side of the main one was the guide spirits in a red costume and in a pink costume respectively. The left side of the main one was the guide spirits in a blue costume and in a green costume respectively. Thank you to my guide spirits. You guys are always awesome to give me good laughter.

The yellow costumed guide spirit shares his curiosity and laughter with me. The red costumed guide spirit shares her strength and diligence, the pick costumed guide spirit shares with me her mother-like unconditional love, the blue costumed guide spirit shares with me his logical thinking and intelligence, and the green costumed guide spirt shares with me his healing ability.

The main guide spirit in a yellow costume gave me a door. He wants me to use this door to open my heart to other humans. He knows I still have people-phobia. He wants me to have curiosity to other humans and enjoy communicating with them.

(Question) What activity I should do on this planet Earth?

(1) I should keep writing books and publish them.

(2) I should keep processing to create our retreat center. Once it has built, I should take a role of “a mother” for the visitors coming from all over the world. I am the friendly and easy going person that people can easily talk to me. I will become like an entrance door for people to come visit our land.

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We did three practices. The first practice was a pair reading practice with another classmate. My first reading partner was assigned to a male student whom I never talked in person before.

He felt white light as my guide spirit. He felt my guide spirit as a non-Japanese. My guide spirit gave me a drawing compass. He saw a huge piece of land to build some buildings. He felt I would use the drawing compass to design our buildings. He was right. My family and I are in the process of designing our retreat center.  

On my turn, I felt quiet snow field. First I saw a small snow man coming from his upper right shoulder. Then the snow man got bigger and covered the male student from the top of his head. I felt his guide spirit gave him protection for him. He told me he received a sword from his guide spirit during the guided meditation. The both gifts are related to protection.

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For the second reading practice, I was assigned to a female student whom I had paired up in the previous classes.

When she read my aura energy, she felt I love studying and reading many books. Then she moved to read my ancestors’ energy. She felt a male figure in his 50-60 years old. He has a built-up muscle and black hair. He is wearing a suit. None of these resonated with me, but when she mentioned about his chiseled facial features, I thought of my maternal grandpa. And I remembered he never appears in a grandpa figure anymore. He prefers to appear in his young and good looking figure.

Then she conveyed his message to me. Every single message really sounded like my grandpa. And they all were my sore spots that I tried to ignore.

He said like this.

親しき仲にも礼儀をわきまえ、適切な配慮が必要

礼節の大切さ

人と人とのつながりの大切さ

古きよきものを大切にしてほしい

These are hard for me to translate, because I cannot find exactly correct translation in English terms. He was talking about my relationship with my dad. He was nudging me that I didn’t pay enough respect to my dad. I didn’t have a good relationship with my dad. He wants me to break the ice and show my respect to my dad.

Even though his messages were tough for me to hear, I really appreciate my classmate to convey these messages from my grandpa. I needed to hear these messages. It was the right timing. Among all, I was impressed at the great timing and synchronicity. I just received a message from my grandpa this morning in my dream. I was in awe.

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On my turn to read my classmate’s energy, I saw her driving a car and hit a white guardrail. The right top part of the guardrail was broken, as if her car hit it. I knew it was a metaphor and did not mean her actual driving. Then I saw the arrow head to show on both ways of right and left.

I felt her guide spirit in a young female figure. She was wearing a white kimono, like Miko, serving for God in a Japanese shrine. I felt it was one of her past lives as well as her guide spirit. The guide spirit told me my classmate recently tried to do something and met an obstacle. She gave up proceeding the way, but her guide spirit was telling her to look for another way to go through. There are some other ways for her to go through, so that she does not need to give up on that. My classmate told me it resonated with her on her recent action. I was happy to hear that.

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The third practice was to read one name the instructor gave us. She told us to read the energy of the person and get the information of alive or dead, age, relationship with the instructor.

I felt like this.

She is still alive. The person was two decades older than the instructor. She is her supervisor at her workplace.

The answer was like this.

She passed away in last April. She was the instructor’s friend. She was four years older than her, but looked older than her age. They met at the workplace and became friends. I got some parts right. All of the other classmates did really good. I was impressed at their reading ability.

At 6 p.m., I attended my fifth mediation class. There were five students attended.

We started off from checking each student’s aura. As for my aura, the instructor and other students described like this.

The instructor has noticed my powerful aura on top of my crown chakra. Also my Etheric energy is powerful and clear blue. In the aura field around my crown chakra, my guide spirit in a male figure is moving around. It seems that the guide spirit is excited and happy. The instructor told that I am spiritually connected with the spirit world. I was very happy that she has noticed about me.

In the guided meditation, I experienced like this.

At the place where we can receive our preferable color’s healing energy, I enjoyed receiving the yellow color’s healing energy.

I was greeted by my guide spirit. He appeared in a young male Native American warrior as usual. He was funny. I felt his energy of humor and curiosity. He is happy for me that I have resumed writing a book. He told me to enjoy the process of writing. When I focus on each event of my life, he will support me by bringing the vivid memories back to me. My writing process is like a cycle of life. When I focus on one event of mine, it means I give a birth to it, raise it, cherish it, and see it go off.

Then, I moved to another scene. It was like one of my past lives in Edo-Era Japan. My maternal grandpa and my mom were there with me. I was watching my mom folding her kimono and putting it back to the wooden closet. I felt like I could even smell the kimono’s unique fragrance. I felt comfortable watching the scenery and smelling the familiar fragrance.

At the last part of the class, the instructor shared one book and read one passage. It was the passage of Denis Linn’s book on how she was lead to spiritual path. Her words resonated with me in her saying that she has finally realized the answer is always within her. I am just like her. I finally realized I should stop searching around what-I-need to outside; I can find everything-I-need within me.

As always, I enjoyed her meditation class.  

It was a very hot day. I felt like I was in the middle of summer. I really missed the swamp cooler.

My family and I went to the warehouse store. We had the membership of this store, but could not go there for a while due to Covid-19. This store is located in the big down town area and there were so many infected people. The last time we visited this store was in February 2020, when the pandemic barely started. Today the store was peaceful and quiet. The layout was little it changed. There were some items that we didn’t see last time. There were a huge variety of facial masks, disinfection wipes, alcohol sanitizers. And they got rid of the benches and tables at the food court so that nobody could eat in there anymore.  

After the warehouse store, we stopped by at the pet shop at the mall. One month ago when we visited this store, upon entrance, the store worker checked the visitor’s body temperature. Today, there was a note stacked at the entrance door. They closed the store for public and allowed only the customers who made an appointment prior to their visit. My daughter was disappointed because she always enjoyed petting puppies there. In our current renting house, we are not allowed to have pets inside the house, so that we will need to wait for our moving back to Navajoland to have dogs. We look forward to our new life with dogs in our house.

At 9 p.m., I attended my eighth Mantra class. There were eight regular students attended. We learned three new short mantras, along with our regular mantra. I enjoyed learning new mantras. I should enjoy this class to the most, as this semester will be my last one in this school.

I found one helpful tutorial video for creating a PowerPoint file for a picture book. When I watched this tutorial video, it seemed to be very simple and easy to make the file. I appreciate the person who uploaded this tutorial video for us.

Today’s dream: I was visiting my Japanese friends’ house in Japan. We had a good time together and my departure day came. While I was packing my stuff in my suitcase for my return trip back to America, I noticed all my clothes that I washed the previous night were still not fully dried. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says undried laundries means the dreamer has some unfinished businesses. I know what my unfinished businesses are. I want to finish writing books and publish them.

The other day when I was talking with my friend, she told me she already has published her 18 books. She told me publishing her books was easier than she thought. She encouraged me to just do it. I really appreciate her encouragement.

My first publication book will be a picture book for young children. I already wrote down the story and my daughter already drew pictures for each page. All I need to do is to study about self-publishing procedure and its software.

I found some people offer tutorials in their homepages and YouTube channels. I started studying through their materials. I hope I will be done publishing our first book by the end of this month.

I finished tax return filing today. One tax return software we used for the previous four years don’t offer the free filing anymore this year, so I needed to look for the right tax return software for us. I tried out four different software and liked specific one the best. After both my husband and I re-checked it thoroughly, we filed it online. I got relieved that the annual task was done.

This morning my dad visited me in my dream. I don’t remember in details, but I do remember we had a peaceful conversation. We communicated in our higher dimension so that we both were beautifully thoughtful and caring. I always honor my dream. Whatever I experience in my dream is the definite truth for me. For me, both realms are real.

Sorry dad for not calling you. I chose not to call you because I don’t want to end up arguing with you over the phone. I decided to wait until the time when I build solid confidence to talk to you again. I keep sending good energy, prayer, and healing to you until then. Please know I always love you and appreciate you. I believe in your soul. I know you understand deep inside. And someday we will rebuild peace, just like what I did with my late mom after her departure.

Recently for four to five days, it has been very hot. I spent day time with only short sleeve shirts and short pants. It feels like summer, rather than spring. But I know our area’s weather will swing around. We will soon have some winter weather back.

I have been enjoying the adult tricycle ride every day.

Our garden now has only two healthy plants; parsley and green onions. They provide me not only food but also high vibration energy. I feel happy every morning when I greet them.