In the afternoon, I attended the online herbal class. The instructor encouraged the audience to search around the information and create our own herbal medicine based on the individual and different needs. At this moment, I will keep using the herbs what I have in my back yard garden. Once I go back to Navajoland, I want to try one medicine herb tea. I look forward to our next visit in May. I believe the medicine tea will be beneficial not only for me but also for my in-laws.

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While I was talking with my friend, I started getting my thoughts clearly than before. I appreciate my friend for this progress. My clear intention and wish is like this.

I don’t want to become a medium who convey messages from the dead people. Rather, I want to become a channeler or a messenger to convey the messages from spirits in higher dimension.

I don’t need to have somebody or some organizations to praise my gift or certify my ability. I already have what I need. I was born with the spiritual gifts to feel spirits’ thoughts and listen to them. I already met the right teacher for my healing ability; my Reiki teacher. My Reiki teacher already certified me to become a teacher to teach his Reiki healing lineage.    

My daughter and I attended the church service in the night. There was a male medium who conveyed the messages to some attendees. At the end of the spirit communication demonstration, he chose us.

He thought of us as sisters. That made me happy.

What he said was not 100% accurate, but I think he was conveying the message from my husband’s grandma.

He said a grandma figure came to us. She was a caring person and always paid attention to all her family members and relatives that they are well fed. She liked cooking and feeding people. It was accurate. She was good at making her homemade fry bread from a scratch. She often taught me how to make fry bread. I am still not good at making it just like hers, but I am getting better and better. Maybe every time when I make fry bread, she is with me teaching me.

She wanted me to confirm that is the family traditional way. I guess she wants me to take over her habit on always paying attention to my family and relatives to be well-fed and share foods with them.

The next part was somewhat off. What he said was like this.

Recently I hurt somebody and I did that from my kindness, and the grandma was there watching me and feeling happy and proud of me. This part was wrong.

The accurate information was like this.

Recently my dad-in-law got injured and I sent distance Reiki healing energy to him from my kindness. And that was why grandma was feeling happy and proud of me for sending the healing energy.

The male medium conveyed the grandma’s name started from M. It was a great confirmation. The grandma’s name was Marjorie.

She also conveyed the message to my daughter. She loves my daughter very much and always protects her and watches over her. My daughter met her great-grandma when she was still a baby. The great-grandma passed away when my daughter was 2 years old. After her departure, my daughter often told me she was with her smiling at her. I appreciate Grandma Marjorie to watch over my daughter all the time.

This morning my daughter and I smelled something bad in our bathroom. Something mold or rotten. I checked under the sink and found the cause of the bad smell. There was water leakage from the pipe joint.

In the late afternoon, two plumber came and fixed the piping connection. It was good that the water leakage issue was solved. One tiny new issue was created by the two men though. They were hard core smokers and they left very strong cigarette odor in my bathroom. It stayed for a while even though I left the window wide open and the bathroom ceiling fan ON.

At 6 p.m., I attended my fourth mediation class. There were five students attended.

In the guided meditation, I experienced like this.

I felt lots of love from my late mom. I felt her staying very close to me. I think my mom shared her recent experience that she went through right after she left her physical body. She was filled with unconditional love to everybody. Since her departure, in spirt world she has continued sending love and appreciation to everybody she had known in her last life. I was filled with love too. It was peaceful and quiet moment. I enjoyed her guided mediation very much.

Two days straight, I attended the online demonstration of spirit communication. One was presented by the Japanese mediumship school and the other was presented by the church in San Francisco.

I was with my daughter and didn’t want to turn on the video. So I attended without our video on. There were close to half attendees who did the same as I did. They attended without their video on.

After the Sunday Service was over, I noticed the new announcement from the school. They just announced their brand new rule about their Sunday Service. They prohibits anybody who attend without their video on. I was disappointed about their new rule. I personally think it should be up to an attendee whether they want to their video on or off based on their preference.

At 5 p.m., I attended my fifth mediumship class. There were eighteen students attended. I took this class as a replacement of my regular class. My regular class usually has seven or eight students, but this class has the double number of 18 students. Some people were new to me, and others were familiar in other classes or Sunday Service.

I have seen this female instructor at Sunday Service a couple of times before, but I never took her class. So, it was my first time to listen to her guided meditation. Unlike other instructors, this instructor didn’t use the prerecorded recoding, but she guided us with her direct guidance. I liked her guided meditation a lot.

Today my guide spirit appeared in a male figure. He was wearing a black hooded coat. It looked like a costume of Star Wars. He was wearing a white kimono under the black coat. When he took off the hood, I could see his face clearly. He was in his 20s; young and handsome man. He looked like a Yamabushi.  

(Question) What should I do to fully communicate with my guide spirits? He gave me the black coat as a spiritual gift. I can use this as a protection to avoid receiving any negative energies from others. As long as I am not influenced by negative energies from others, as long as I am enjoying being true myself with high vibration, I can communicate with m guide spirits easily and anytime.

The first practice was to feel the difference of the energy in two countries; America and Finland. At first I felt strong energy of America. However, the instructor gave us more than 5 minutes to read the energy. As the time went by, I started feeling I might be wrong. Then I changed my answer to Finland. The correct answer was America. Interestingly, exactly 50% of students; 9 out of 18 students, got the right answer.

The second practice was one on one session with other classmate. My partner was a female student. She was my classmate of the basic class of the last semester. We never had time to talk in person, so it was good to read each other’s energy without any prior information.   

I read her guide spirit. I felt Buddhism monk, elder male energy, white beard and hair, Japanese, Mikkyo, he likes to study and he is strict. She said some of them resonated with her.

When she read my energy, she felt a big feather sticking out from the back of my head. She felt the energy of Native American. She also felt I was surrounded by lots of nature such as trees and birds. She was right about her reading.

At 9 p.m., I attended my fourth mediumship class. There were nine students attended.

At the guided meditation, my guide spirit appeared in a Chinese man figure. I felt this figure was one of my past lives. I was working as a diplomat to connect with other foreign countries. My guide spirit gave me a statue of a golden phoenix. It means “it is not too late.” My original strong point is to connect people. I am good at communicating and connecting people.

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For the first practice, we did an inspirational writing. The instructor introduced one Japanese website where anybody can post their concern, and anybody can give some advice to the person. We used one of the concerns somebody posted. We were told to connect with our guide spirits and receive any messages to the person.

It was the concern from one mother who does not have any close friends and worries about the situation. I received the messages like this.

Human connection is similar to the tide flow. Everybody experiences the period when many people come to you and the period when hardly nobody is around you.

There are some people who don’t want to be alone so that they don’t express true themselves just to adjust with others. In this case however, they don’t match up with true themselves and their actions, and the energetic discrepancy creates uncomfortable energy flow. The people are attracted to the unmatched and uncomfortable energy, so that they cannot build a true human relationship.

The true friends will be attracted to you when you match true yourself and actions. When you match your energy inside and outside, you can create comfortable energy, and the comfortable energy attracts the similar comfortable energy.

Also, your true friends can be in your family members or siblings. It can be your spouse or children. True friends can be found in every human relationship. After you have built a great relationship within you, it will be revealed by itself.

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For the second practice, the instructor showed us a blank envelope. She put one card which shows one historical celebrity’s name. She told us to read the energy of the person and describe the personality and its energy.

I felt it was Hideyoshi Toyotomi and felt the male energy, but I was wrong. The answer was Himiko.

This morning while I was taking a walk in the neighborhood area, I notice two big stains on the asphalted road. My husband confirmed they were blood stains. At that time we didn’t know what happened. Since the blood stains looked still fresh, something happened yesterday.

In the afternoon one of our friends came over to us. She wanted to make sure we were safe. Then she told me what happened in our neighborhood yesterday.

Yesterday late evening, one of her friend walked his Boxer dog. They were followed by two unleashed pit bull dogs. The owner of the pit bull dogs was trying to catch his dogs but he could not catch up with them.

The two pit bull dogs were teasing the boxer dog and his owner by lightly biting them by their but area and lower arm. By the time they reached at the edge of the street, the boxer dog’s owner was successful to calm the two pit pill dogs, so that the two pit bull dogs were happily wagging their tails. Then, the owner of the two pit bull dogs finally caught up with his dogs. He was so furious to his two pit bull dogs that he yelled at the dogs and kicked their butts harshly.

That turned on the two pit bull dogs. They bit their owner by his butt and he bled heavily. The owner of the boxer dog tried to get rid the pit bull dogs from their injured owner but the two pit bull dogs were furious that they attached the owner of the boxer dog. That turned the boxer dog on and the boxer dog started fighting with the two pit bull dogs in order to protect his owner. The other three male adults happened to witness and they all tried to stop the fight and they all ended up getting bitten by the three angry dogs.

By the time the several authorities arrived, the three dogs and five male adults were severely injured.

The police put down the two pit bulls. The boxer dog had a surgery and is still suffering from the severe injuries. One of the five people broke his right finger bone and others are still in pain.

Personally I feel sorry for the two pit bull dogs. I had witnessed their owner could not handle his dogs. Every time when they walked, the two dogs were out of his control. If the owner trained the pit bull dogs properly with love, the dogs would’ve never gone that far.  

Today’s dream: I was in Japan with my Japanese family. I was signing the documents regarding my dad’s company resignation.

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In the morning I made my homemade Makgeolli. I mixed 6-Gou of steamed sweet rice, 453 gram of Mugi kouji (nuruk), and 3 little of filtered water. I mixed it every morning and evening for five days. On the sixth day, on February 1^st, I separated the liquid and Sake-kasu by squeezing it with a cheese cloth. I am not sure it was successful or not. I realized I never drank the real Makgeolli before. I don’t know if my homemade one is done well or not. It tastes okay and smells good with fermented fragrance, but I don’t taste alcohol at all.  

At 9 p.m., I attended my seventh Mantra class. There were eight students attended.

An interesting synchronicity occurred. One of the mantra teaches us to pay attention to what we see, hear, and think. It teaches to make efforts to see, hear, and think only precious and positive things. This teaching resonates with me. I just experienced my energy drained when I read one of my friends’ text message. She sent me a very, very long text messages that was full of negative energies. It was nothing to do with me but it was her complains about her coworkers.

She is five years older than I. I wonder why she doesn’t know the basic manner. Nobody wants to spend their precious time on reading somebody’s complains. She often does this to me. I thought I should ask her to stop doing this to me. I meditated on how I can gently ask her to stop this. With my heart got fully peaceful state, I asked her to stop sending me the negative complains through the cell phone text.

Sadly I don’t think she completely understand. She did apologize but she also added a whole bunch of excuses. She doesn’t mind to listen or read her friends’ complains. I wanted to reply back to her, but I stopped. It will make the situation worse. Instead, I just simply replied back to her by writing something nice.

Everybody has their own timing to fully realize how awful to use your friend or family member to dump their negative energies.