As I mentioned in my earlier article, I gave up on receiving a replacement treadmill set. After I read many complaints filed in BBB websites, and the article written by the former worker, I learned that this company educates their workers to push their customers back and not send a replacement part by all means. I was about to disassemble the broken treadmill to take it to a trash. But I thought at least I should give it a try to contact their management. It was not that easy to obtain the management people’s job titles, names, and email addresses. The website asks the customer not to directly contact to the CEO. That means many angry customers already contacted directly to the CEO. Pretty understandable.

I sent an email to the customer support director. I didn’t expect the person would reply back to me. I was right that the director himself never replied back to me, but unexpectedly, he didn’t ignore my email. He forwarded my email to the escalation team director.

The escalation team director was nice enough to quickly order a drive motor as replacement for me. The drive motor is on its way and will be arriving to us on next Monday. It was a nice surprising twist.

I received a mass phone call notice from the clinic. It says now for our local area, covid-19 vaccine is available all adults of 18 and above. I am not going to take it at this moment yet. I hope the government won’t make this vaccine as mandatory, just like what they did for a whole bunch of immunization shots. I really hope they will keep honoring each one of our decision.

I have been dealing with the treadmill’s manufacturer for this whole month. I have communicated with four workers so far. Every communication was very frustrating and uncomfortable. Nobody has been helpful.

I visited the Better Business Bureau® homepage, ww.bbb.org, and found 2,114 complaints were filed for this company for the recent 3 years. There are a whole bunch of unsatisfied and angry customers. Each of them says they don’t recommend this company to anybody.

I also found one article who was written by the former company. He went into the detailed information from the inside of the company why all the customer support agents were not helpful. They are trained by their management to push back the customer’s request under warranty. He describes the workers as “under the gun at all times.” I never heard of this expression. I looked the meaning up. It means “under pressure.” They are constantly under the pressure on trying to push the customer back.

Some of the complaints state they are planning to sign up for a class action against the company about their bad way of treating their customers violating the business law.

I guess I should give up on communicating to this company anymore. At least now I know I am not the only one who have experienced badly from this company. I will let the Universe to take care of this company from this point.

At night I talked with my life-long friend over the phone. I enjoyed talking with her and our two hours went by so quickly. Since we have known each other since our childhood, every time our talk reminds me of our school days.

Recently I have been thinking of my daughter. She chose homeschooling for this school year. She likes it and wants to continue next year too. That being said, once in a while she gets emotional and cries. She misses having good friends. She had good friends, and one by one they left the school because their family moved to different areas.

Our local school is small. Even if she goes back to school this upcoming school year, all her female friends have already made their close friends, and she would have a hard time to find a good one. She went through the tough days at her third and fourth grade. I know how she feels. School days suck without good friends.

I cannot help my daughter to make friends. I just need to believe in her. Eventually at the right timing, she will attract the right friends. She has very good personality. She deserves to have good friends.

Dear my family spirits and my daughter’s family spirits, please guide us to the right direction on her school’s option for this upcoming school year whether she should go back to the local public school or continue homeschooling.     

My family and I went to the canyon hike. The last time we visited this canyon was in last December. I still remember the date clearly because on the night we took our daughter to the ER because of her migraine. My daughter scared to visiting this canyon hike due to the bad memory, but I wanted to visit this place again in order to break the jinx. It worked out. We enjoyed the hike and the nature.

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At night I watched the old movie What Dream May Come (1998). Recently my family and I have been into watching old movies. We watched Back to the Future, Karate Kid, Drunken Master, etc. watching these old movies have brought back sweet memories of back then.

I had my seventh massage therapy this morning. The massage therapist recognized that I got skinner than the last time.

I thanked her for introducing the books written by Dr. Jason Fung. I told her I had started 24-hour fasting and today was the 6^th day. She was happy for me. She also does the same thing as I do; one meal a day. We both encouraged each other to keep this good habit.

I really, really want to overcome my diabetes condition.
Dear my family spirits, thank you for supporting me that I will stay being positive and strong in mind.

I believe in myself. If I can do it, I will share it with many others, so that everybody will get inspired, and make the world to a better place.  

Today was Day-5 for my “one meal a day” project. My body started adjusting the routine. I didn’t had strong hunger feeling or headache all day today. I really like my new routine. When my stomach is empty, I can think clearly. I am loving it.  

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Exploring Other Lives.

While my conscious was going up to the upper dimension, I saw my house from a bird’s eye. All of a sudden I felt sad because I could clearly visualize myself leaving before my husband and daughter in my old age. But on my second thought, I felt assured that my husband and daughter are spiritually sensitive enough that they will easily notice my existence after my death. Then my thought was jumped to my late mom and late grandparents, and all my ancestors. They like me to think of them and thank them in my daily prayer. It was a nice confirmation that I have been doing the right thing.

With the guidance, I visited three scenes of my past life.

The first scene was in Edo era in Japan. I was an 11-year-old girl. I was wearing a thin and old kimono and an old pair of zouri. I was born to a poor family. I was very skinny and short for the age. I liked my body being skinny and short, because it was easy to move around. I had my parents and a baby brother. My family could afford once a meal. We had thin rice soup with vegetable pickles. In some special occasions, we had small dried fish. My dad was working as a carpenter. My mom and I were working as a laundry person. We washed the rich people’s clothes in the river. The river water was cold and the laundry work was hard for a little girl, but I never complained my tough life. I always concerned about my mom. She was carrying my baby brother on her back and did the laundry job. My mom and I got along with very well. We always cared for each other. We enjoyed laughing and talking together. My mom often apologized for our being poor, but I didn’t mind our environment at all.

The second scene was some years later than that. My mom passed away in her young age. My dad arranged my marriage with a man whose family was rich. Even though I was still child, I was willing to go to the rich family for a marriage, because I could somewhat manage to save some money and sent it to my dad and younger brother. I was good at saving money. I had full of great idea on recycling and reuse old items.

Some years later, the family I married into met a crisis. Their business went down and they got bankrupted. I needed to get back to my old job; a laundry person. My in-laws, my husband, and his siblings were all embraced to get a job outside, because they grew up in a rich family. They spent all day complaining their situation without working. I was the only one who went to work and earned some money for my family.

In my old years I was a teacher. People started visiting me at my house and asked me for advice. Gradually people started calling me as a teacher. I actually did not teach anything, but I was just sharing my own experiences and lessons that I learned.   

The third scene was my death. I lived long in this life. I knew my last day was coming closer, so I did my best to organize things and say good-byes to my family and friends. On my departure moment, many people saw me off. Then when I crossed the line, I was welcomed by many of my family spirits in the spirit world.

The lessons I learned from this life were not to worry about anything, especially about money. Money comes along whenever we need. It is critical to keep positive thinking believing in that everything will go well no matter what.

The little girl appeared in front of me. She had a big smile on her face. She was happy that she finally had an opportunity to speak to me. She stepped forward because she has been fully supporting me on my one-meal-a-day project. She told me we don’t need to eat to the full amount. A moderate amount of food will do a great job to keep our body functions well maintained. I totally agreed with her. I was happy to see her in this right timing. I thanked her for her great messages and support. She said “sure, anytime!”

At the last moment, I asked the following questions. Her name was Miyo. She passed away on her own futon at her house. I passed away with a natural death due to old age. The passed away year was 1826. At the last moment of the life, I was satisfied with the life.

Last night I went to bed earlier than usual because I needed to wake up at 3 a.m. to attend the early morning. But I could not sleep right away. I could feel some negative energy from the doctor still attached and influenced my aura field.

My daughter calmed me just like a mother. She told me she has faith in me that I am in the right direction to reverse diabetes. She shared with me the following two encouragement sayings.

Impossible is not possible, because it is screaming “I’m possible”

If there is a will, there should be a way.

I never heard of these phases. It was amazing that my daughter has already accumulated these wonderful sayings and could share it with me at the right timing.

With her right advice, I finally calmed myself and fell asleep.

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Today’s dream: I was attending at the spirituality class. The venue was a huge place and there were so many attendees. I believe more than hundreds people were there. I enjoyed the class. When I was about to leave the venue, one man came up to me. He seemed to be familiar with me. I knew he was not my acquaintance in the real life but I know him in the spirit world.

He gave me a hug and started crying. He said he has been watching over me all the time. Then I noticed he was one of my guide spirits. He told me to know that they (all of my guide spirits) are always proud of me. He also said he would support me in his full strength on whatever I have decided.

I woke up feeling refreshed and happy.

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I feel honored and appreciate for being blessed. I have many supporters in the real life family of my husband and daughter, and the spirit world of my guide spirits.

I attended the workshop at 3:30 a.m. This instructor is popular and she always has many students. There were 28 students attended.

The instructor introduced herself as a hypnotherapist. That made sense to me. She offers her guided meditation in her own voice, instead of using a recording. Her voice is calm and mellow that I can easily follow her guidance. I can tell her guidance will be useful for guiding a client to their middle world to see their past lives.

Today’s workshop was to read our blueprint; our life plan, that we planned before we were born. Today’s guided meditation was a spiritual journey to go to the Akashic library and read our Akashic record.

When I arrived at the Akashic library, I was greeted by a male figure. He was around my age and had a friendly smile. He was like my twin brother. I intuitively knew he was my twin soul staying in the spirit world and watching over me from the other dimension. I liked his friendly smile, and simultaneously, I realized he was myself so that other people see me and feel the same way as I did to him. I realized that I am a loving person from other people.

He escorted me to a cafeteria and ordered me a cup of tea. It tasted like milk tea, but I knew it was a medicine for my body to cleanse clogged blood vessels.

He brought me my Akashic record. It was a huge book with the size of 30cm x 50cm and heavy with the weight of 3kg. My book was not covered by any dusts, and that means I came here to read my book frequently. The book cover was wooden with the dark brown.

One of my biggest plans in my blueprint was of course to marry to a Navajo man and have two children. We could not have two children in this lifetime, so it didn’t go exactly with the blur print, but this change was agreed by me and my family spirits.

Now that I am in the right place with the right people, I will spend my rest of my life to share what I have learned in this lifetime. I am very unique being with the knowledge of Japanese, Navajos, and Americans. I can incorporate all the good information and knowledge and create new teaching and share it with many people.

I saw myself being born in Japan. It was in my blueprint. My getting diabetes was in my blueprint. I saw myself in the near future completely get reversed. I planned like this, so that I will share my own experience on how to reverse it with the people who are suffering.

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After ended the class, the instructor let anybody remain in the classroom so that we can ask her questions privately. She is popular so almost all the students remained.

I noticed her name was not listed in the teachers for the upcoming mediumship classes. When I asked her if she is about to leave the school, she nodded. She will graduate the school at the end of next month.

She said she will get back to her own business of offering classes, meditations, and hypnotherapy. She said she will put much higher prices than the school so that she wants to distinguish her services. I really like her. I am willing to follow her business and pay for her services. I am glad that I attended her class today to get to know her. Her last workshop at this school will be in next month. Even though the price is slightly high and the length is long as four hours, I might join her last class.

I made my mind. I will continue one meal a day at least for one week. Once I achieve one week goal, I will reduce the food amount little by little. Next goal is a fast for 30 hours, 36 hours, and 48 hours. Eventually I want to fast for 72 hours; 3 days to fully reset my body functions.

I am responsible for my health.

I am responsible for my happiness.

I am responsible for my life.

Thus, I am willing to do everything I need to make this happen.

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Today’s dream: I was in the house with my family and other people. All of a sudden one young javelina approached in front of me and pooped. His poop scattered to my front shirt around the tummy area. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer will receive good luck in money and it will stay with the dreamer. It also says the dreamer’s daily efforts will be rewarded soon.