This morning I had a follow up appointment with the doctor regarding my recent lab test. I have been searching a doctor who understands spirituality and open minded to the truth, but sadly I haven’t met any good ones, except for one male physician.

Since my recent lab test result was bad, the doctor kept on saying all the negative information to me. She didn’t like that I rejected talking with a dietitian. I have met so many dietitians and from my experiences, dietitians will not be any help for me. I have studied a lot about diet. Talking with a dietitian is nothing but a waste of time for me.

She didn’t like that I rejected everything of Covid-19 vaccine, pop smear, mammography, shingle vaccine, and some more that I don’t remember. She kept on going in my situation, the medicines are the only solution to deal with my diabetes. The doctor persistently asked the reasons why I rejected. I knew she would not understand the spirituality rule. I am not taking all the vaccines and cancer tests because I follow my intuition.

There are still many people who don’t understand the energy and vibration. They don’t understand the words have power to actually influence other people’s energy field and aura.

I hope the doctors will start educating themselves with much open minded. For example, they should stop scaring their diabetes patients by negative words and increasing the meditation types and dosage. Instead I want them to read books about possibilities of reversing diabetes. The easiest and free-of-charge method is fasting.

I guess I will need to be the one who proves that diabetes can be reversed.

Now that I am calm down and can think what went wrong with the doctor. I asked advice to my husband and daughter. They gave me great input.

Here are the great advice on how to deal with a mean doctor.

(1) Before the appointment, I will put a protection mirror shield in my aura field. This protection shield will function as a mirror. All the negative energy and words from the doctor will reflect in my protection mirror shield and go back to the originator.

(2) In addition to the protection aura, I will put an actual mirror side of my face.

(3) Instead of fueling the doctor for saying all the negative words, I just simply tell her I need to go to end the conversation. Or I can ask my family to call me, and I can pretend something emergency occurs and I need to go. That will be a great method for me to leave from her, instead of hurting her feeling.

With all the preparations above, I will be fine on my appointment.

First and foremost method for me to avoid on dealing with a doctor is just keep doing fast and fully reverse my diabetes. How simple is that? I want to say Adios to doctors forever.    

It was a cold windy day. Our local community garden shared the information regarding the weather. It says March 26 is last of the frosty period in our area.

Once it ends, I will plant Okra and tomato in our backyard garden.

Today was the last day of spring break for the local schools. My daughter’s school had its spring break one week prior to this.

My family and I went to city for some chores. Traffic was heavy and everywhere was jammed with family with kids. I was astonished to see so many people were not wearing a mask anymore. They pretended Covid-19 was already in the past. I think we should at least keep wearing a mask and a social distance for our safety.

In my area, chusha has been available to the people starting from old age group. As of yesterday 3/19/2021, they dropped down the age group of 45 to 54. I belong to this age group. I’ve meditated about the chusha and reached at my decision. I am not going to take the chusha until the last moment when I am forced. I know my body doesn’t like to intake anything unnatural.

I honor everybody has different opinions. My friend who is a doctor in Navajo Nation already took it twice. My local friend took it. My in-laws took it. It might work well for them.

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Today’s dream: I was with my family and friends. We all shared curry and rice from a big pot. We enjoyed eating it together. I saw an empty huge pot.

The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer is full of positive energies. The dreamer recently has gotten out from his/her stagnated situation.

It was very hot day. I felt dizzy like hot summer. I requested the realtor to switch from heater to cooler. I don’t know how soon the maintenance guy will come. Previous years it took them three to four weeks to come and switch, as they concern the weather will drop down to freeze. As a matter of fact, the weather forecast shows a snow mark on next week. I have been living here for 12 years now, but it still is harsh for me to experience a huge gap in the temperature in a day. In this area it is common to have up to 20 Celsius degree gap in a same day.

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My test result came in. It was not as I expected. I expected my A1C will be much better than the last time. My last one was 7.8, and this time it was slightly lowered to 7.6. I honestly thought it will be much, much better than this. All the numbers in my lipid panel were fine. I know I am in a good progress. And I know I am in a good progress too in my blood sugar. Recently my numbers have been pretty good. I expect my next lab test result in three months from today will be much better than this time.

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We submitted the refund request to Moneygram. My husband was reluctant to provide his SSN, but I believe SSN will make them recognize we are good citizens. The website says it may take them up to one year to start giving back a refund. Also they don’t know if the amount will be full or less than what was supposed to. Anyways, I am happy that he finally submitted.

My husband’s current workplace has a variety of employment types. Some of their work conditions are normal. They work for their company as the full time conditions with normal benefits. The remainder workers work conditions are not good as the first group. They work for an agency for the first six months or so, depending on the different contract content. These agencies don’t honor the Federal holidays so that the workers have to work without any of compensations. They don’t provide any normal benefits including insurances neither. My husband belongs to the second group that their benefits are not good as the normal companies.

The other day one of my husbands’ coworkers who was tested as Covid-19 positive. All the workers who had a contact with the infected person were required to take the test. My husband was one of them. Thank God he was tested negative. Other coworkers of his was also tested negative. However, his Agency ordered him to stay home and self-quarantine for 14 days. He followed the Agent order. Later on he found out the Agency was not going to pay for the 14-days of his absent from work. It really does not make sense to him. Firstly he was tested negative. Secondly he followed the Agent’s order not to go to work. I feel sorry for him. I personally believe the Agent is wrong. They should pay for the worker’s absent days.  

Today I was talking with one of our neighbors. They are a married couple with a toddler. The man told us that he could not find any good job around this area so that he had no option but to get a job to work separately from his wife and young son. He will work somewhere in Kuwait for three years or so. I feel sorry for him that he would miss all the fun events of his son’s firsts.

These two stories tell how people suffer from Covid-19 and difficulty in finding a good job. I hope everything will turn better for everybody soon.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation: Transforming life challenges, created by Denise Linn.

It was a beautiful mediation. My guide spirit handed me a wooden box and told me to put my unwanted will. Instantly I thought of my unwanted memory from one of my past lives. It was my people phobia and hate feeling to people. I am ready to let it go. I put the feeling into the box. My guide spirit put the box into a burning fire. While I was watching the fire and listening to the sound, I breathed in pure will from Creator and breathed out my unwanted emotion. I felt so good after the meditation.

This morning I went to take a routine lab test at the local clinic. At the lab test room, I happened to see one phrase again “Good vibes.” This made me smile. Recently I experienced an interesting synchronicity. I purchased a tee with a logo of “Good Vibes Only” for my birthday, and I received a birthday card from my in-laws with a sticker “Good Vibes.”  I guess this is a message from my family spirits to encourage me stay in a high vibration.

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This morning our stimulus check 3 came into our bank account. We appreciate for this support.

I was not planning, but I could naturally skip two meals; breakfast and lunch, so I naturally fasted for 23 hours again. I didn’t suffer from hunger feeling in the daytime.

I really hope I will naturally switch to one meal a day as my routine.

Today’s dream: I was climbing up the mountain to the top.

The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer has been making efforts to achieve its goal and the efforts will be rewarded soon. 

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I checked my glucose level in the morning and late afternoon. It stayed much lower since my first fast of 22 hours. A fast really does work to reverse diabetes.