At 6 p.m., I attended my sixth mediation class. There were three students attended.

It started with a small incident. I could not enter the instructor’s zoom page. The error message showed as “the host has another meeting in progress.” I thought the instructor might have mistakenly joined to the wrong page, so I asked the main office to check with the instructor. I think the office worker quickly contacted the instructor and informed the error message and fixed the issue.

Upon entered to the class page, the instructor apologized to us and said she had entered at the wrong zoom page of the different date by mistake. She continued explaining what happened to her. Her computer died on her yesterday, so that she needed to buy a brand new computer. She had a tough time to set up everything from the begging. I wished I could have just visited her house and do all the resetting procedures for her. I think of her my own grandma. She is someone whom you want to help and support unconditionally. Because of her good personality, everybody loves her instantly. I wish I will become like her; a loving grandma loved by and cared by everybody. 

In the guided meditation, I experienced like this.

My guide spirit appeared in a female figure. She was beautiful in a golden dress. She reminded me of Judy Ongg; she was a beautiful and famous female pop singer in Japan when I was small.

My guide spirit was a shaman. She had a blue parrot on her left shoulder. I think the parrot was the supporter for her shamanic work to bring humans’ prayers to the spirit world and bring messages back from the spirit world.

While I was explaining my experience during the meditation, the instructor saw my aura changed its color to beautiful golden color, just like the color of my guide spirit’s dress.

The instructor also told us the guide spirit’s figure could be our past life figure. It resonated with me.

In the morning I had my fifth massage therapy. My last massage therapy was November 6^th. I had an upcoming appointment in the beginning of December, but it was canceled. One of her clients tested positive for Covid-19, and she decided to close the business for a while. Recently she reopened her business. I think I was the first client for this term.

I really like the way provides the massage. I definitely will stay being her loyal customer.

We received a phone call from my mom-in-law. My dad-in-law went to the local hospital for the injury in his left thigh. They decided to send him out to another hospital in a big city again. He needed to wait in the hospital lobby for 5 hours, and finally they drove him to another hospital. I feel sorry for him that he needed to wait for that long.  

He would have another surgery in the big hospital. I hope he will come back home in a good health soon.

I feel sorry for my dad-in-law that he has to deal with pain. I feel sorry for my mom-in-law too that she will have to spend for another week or so waiting at their house alone.

I hope everything will get back to normal for them very soon.

In the evening my daughter and I talked with my mom-in-law via Zoom meeting. She kept on saying she was really happy to see us and talk with us. Now she loves Zoom app.

My parents-in-law have been looking forward to visiting us, but they still cannot make it at this moment. My dad-in-law has still been in pain. A couple of weeks after the surgery, his left thigh had been healing. However, recently the pain and swelling had come back to him.

My mom-in-law is planning to take him to the hospital again tomorrow. Hopefully they will decide the appropriate procedure for him.

Yesterday my husband told me one of his coworkers was tested as Covid-19 positive. He got infected from his family members whom live with him. Now that my husband works with him at the same room, he will have to take the Covid-19 test for himself. Even though my husband feels totally healthy and does not have any Covid-19 symptoms, we concerned about the test result and spent an uneasy night. 

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Today’s dream: I was with my family spirits. After we had a good time on our get together, they wished my good luck on a challenge. I was told to go through one challenge. The challenge was to find my car. I saw my car in a far distance ahead, but in order to get to my car, I needed to go through one tunnel. The entrance of the tunnel was small and spooky. Once I entered in the tunnel, the inside was completely filled with dirty black sheep and scary faced goblin. In order for me to proceed, I needed to carry the black sheep and put it to my behind one by one. When it comes to the goblin, it climbed up on my back from the begging to the exit. Right before the exit, I needed to use my full strength to get rid of the goblin from my back and throw it behind me. I finally could go through the tunnel and came out from it. When I reached to my car, my family spirits gathered around me and congratulated me for my achievement. Then I woke up.

I thought this dream told me that we would be fine.

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In the early afternoon, my husband went for his appointment of Covid-19 test. This test was a quick one that the result comes back within 15 minutes. We prayed for his good news before he left.

Our prayer was heard. His test came back as negative.

He still have to be very careful at his workplace though. I will keep sending good prayer for him. I will also keep supporting his good health by cooking healthy foods.

At 9 p.m., I attended my ninth Mantra class. There were eight students attended.

The instructor used to pick two students at a time and had them to say the Mantra together. But this method did not work well, because Zoom function priories the higher pitch tone voice and the lower pitch tone voice cannot be heard at all. My voice is lower than normal women, so they normally could not hear my voice.

From this class, the instructor changed his way to pick one student at a time, and this method worked pretty well. It was good that we could finally hear each student. All the students did pretty well. The instructor must be proud of himself for all the students’ great improvements in learning from him.

The instructor shared one story of Bhagavad Gita with us. It was the conversation between Indra God and human warrior Arjuna. When Arjuna agonized about starting a war, Indra God told him to do whatever he believed it right and reminded him souls were eternal; there is no such thing as death. I was in awe for this spiritual story. The instructor promised us that he would teach some of the mantras from this story. I am looking forward to it. I had a good time in this class as always.

Today’s dream: I was with my family and friends. We all enjoyed eating bats at the electric griddle. Even though I would not like eating a bat in the real world, it tasted good and I was loving it in my dream. Then I woke up energized.

The dream interpretation dictionary says eating a bat is a good luck. Eating in dream means acquiring. It means I acquired the power and energy of a bat into my energy field.

Our spring has come even though it is still in February. The weather is in the midst of transition. We have been having hot days and cold days coming and going alternatively.

Today I did some progresses in getting ready for gardening for this summer. Last year we enjoyed growing and eating tomato, okra, jalapeno, parsley, and radish. This year, I want to have more okra.

My husband talked with his parents on the phone. Last time when we heard from them, my dad-in-law had been recovering from the injury in his left thigh. But today, we heard a bad news. His thigh has been swollen again. And it accompanies with pain. He might have to go through another surgery.

I will keep sending good healing energy to my dad-in-law.

I read the news about coins in Japan. The banks will start charging fee for exchanging coins. When you exchange 500 of 1-yen coins, the exchange fee will be 400-yen. I was surprised at the news. When I was in Japan, there was no exchange fee for coins. I could bring a piggy bank that was full of variety coins to a bank.

When I moved to America, I was surprised at the difference. When my husband did the same thing at the bank, they just gave him a pack of coin roll papers. Here, customers have to roll the individual coins by hand and bring the coin rolls to the bank.

I seldom use cash for payment. I almost fully depend on credit cards. With the advanced technology, soon the number of people who are like me will outgrow the number who pay in cash. By the time of my later age on this life, people might not use coins at all for payment. It will be fun to witness the transition of the payment method.