At 9 p.m., I attended my eighth Mantra class. There were eight regular students attended. We learned three new short mantras, along with our regular mantra. I enjoyed learning new mantras. I should enjoy this class to the most, as this semester will be my last one in this school.

I found one helpful tutorial video for creating a PowerPoint file for a picture book. When I watched this tutorial video, it seemed to be very simple and easy to make the file. I appreciate the person who uploaded this tutorial video for us.

Today’s dream: I was visiting my Japanese friends’ house in Japan. We had a good time together and my departure day came. While I was packing my stuff in my suitcase for my return trip back to America, I noticed all my clothes that I washed the previous night were still not fully dried. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says undried laundries means the dreamer has some unfinished businesses. I know what my unfinished businesses are. I want to finish writing books and publish them.

The other day when I was talking with my friend, she told me she already has published her 18 books. She told me publishing her books was easier than she thought. She encouraged me to just do it. I really appreciate her encouragement.

My first publication book will be a picture book for young children. I already wrote down the story and my daughter already drew pictures for each page. All I need to do is to study about self-publishing procedure and its software.

I found some people offer tutorials in their homepages and YouTube channels. I started studying through their materials. I hope I will be done publishing our first book by the end of this month.

I finished tax return filing today. One tax return software we used for the previous four years don’t offer the free filing anymore this year, so I needed to look for the right tax return software for us. I tried out four different software and liked specific one the best. After both my husband and I re-checked it thoroughly, we filed it online. I got relieved that the annual task was done.

This morning my dad visited me in my dream. I don’t remember in details, but I do remember we had a peaceful conversation. We communicated in our higher dimension so that we both were beautifully thoughtful and caring. I always honor my dream. Whatever I experience in my dream is the definite truth for me. For me, both realms are real.

Sorry dad for not calling you. I chose not to call you because I don’t want to end up arguing with you over the phone. I decided to wait until the time when I build solid confidence to talk to you again. I keep sending good energy, prayer, and healing to you until then. Please know I always love you and appreciate you. I believe in your soul. I know you understand deep inside. And someday we will rebuild peace, just like what I did with my late mom after her departure.

Recently for four to five days, it has been very hot. I spent day time with only short sleeve shirts and short pants. It feels like summer, rather than spring. But I know our area’s weather will swing around. We will soon have some winter weather back.

I have been enjoying the adult tricycle ride every day.

Our garden now has only two healthy plants; parsley and green onions. They provide me not only food but also high vibration energy. I feel happy every morning when I greet them.

In the afternoon, I attended the online herbal class. The instructor encouraged the audience to search around the information and create our own herbal medicine based on the individual and different needs. At this moment, I will keep using the herbs what I have in my back yard garden. Once I go back to Navajoland, I want to try one medicine herb tea. I look forward to our next visit in May. I believe the medicine tea will be beneficial not only for me but also for my in-laws.

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While I was talking with my friend, I started getting my thoughts clearly than before. I appreciate my friend for this progress. My clear intention and wish is like this.

I don’t want to become a medium who convey messages from the dead people. Rather, I want to become a channeler or a messenger to convey the messages from spirits in higher dimension.

I don’t need to have somebody or some organizations to praise my gift or certify my ability. I already have what I need. I was born with the spiritual gifts to feel spirits’ thoughts and listen to them. I already met the right teacher for my healing ability; my Reiki teacher. My Reiki teacher already certified me to become a teacher to teach his Reiki healing lineage.    

My daughter and I attended the church service in the night. There was a male medium who conveyed the messages to some attendees. At the end of the spirit communication demonstration, he chose us.

He thought of us as sisters. That made me happy.

What he said was not 100% accurate, but I think he was conveying the message from my husband’s grandma.

He said a grandma figure came to us. She was a caring person and always paid attention to all her family members and relatives that they are well fed. She liked cooking and feeding people. It was accurate. She was good at making her homemade fry bread from a scratch. She often taught me how to make fry bread. I am still not good at making it just like hers, but I am getting better and better. Maybe every time when I make fry bread, she is with me teaching me.

She wanted me to confirm that is the family traditional way. I guess she wants me to take over her habit on always paying attention to my family and relatives to be well-fed and share foods with them.

The next part was somewhat off. What he said was like this.

Recently I hurt somebody and I did that from my kindness, and the grandma was there watching me and feeling happy and proud of me. This part was wrong.

The accurate information was like this.

Recently my dad-in-law got injured and I sent distance Reiki healing energy to him from my kindness. And that was why grandma was feeling happy and proud of me for sending the healing energy.

The male medium conveyed the grandma’s name started from M. It was a great confirmation. The grandma’s name was Marjorie.

She also conveyed the message to my daughter. She loves my daughter very much and always protects her and watches over her. My daughter met her great-grandma when she was still a baby. The great-grandma passed away when my daughter was 2 years old. After her departure, my daughter often told me she was with her smiling at her. I appreciate Grandma Marjorie to watch over my daughter all the time.

This morning my daughter and I smelled something bad in our bathroom. Something mold or rotten. I checked under the sink and found the cause of the bad smell. There was water leakage from the pipe joint.

In the late afternoon, two plumber came and fixed the piping connection. It was good that the water leakage issue was solved. One tiny new issue was created by the two men though. They were hard core smokers and they left very strong cigarette odor in my bathroom. It stayed for a while even though I left the window wide open and the bathroom ceiling fan ON.

At 6 p.m., I attended my fourth mediation class. There were five students attended.

In the guided meditation, I experienced like this.

I felt lots of love from my late mom. I felt her staying very close to me. I think my mom shared her recent experience that she went through right after she left her physical body. She was filled with unconditional love to everybody. Since her departure, in spirt world she has continued sending love and appreciation to everybody she had known in her last life. I was filled with love too. It was peaceful and quiet moment. I enjoyed her guided mediation very much.