I attended my second Trance class. This class is the only one class that I get nervous before the class. Tonight there were five students and the instructor.

As usual we started off from the guided meditation. When I met my guide spirit, he gave me a block of my memories. It was my personal memories of 11 years ago. I attended Navajo traditional healing ceremony. I clearly remembered the detailed memories of the visions that I saw during the ceremony. Also, I remembered the clear night sky with stars on that night and the sacredness that I felt. My guide spirit wanted me to keep the memories, as these are the one that motivates me to find the right place and people. My family spirits don’t want me to give up on this journey.

Today’s question to my guide spirit was how I can receive the intellectual wisdom from the Universe. My guide spirit told me we all have our individual land/place where our soul can connect to our hometown in the spirit world. In order to receive the intellectual wisdom from universe, we have to be at the right place, with the right group of people, and at the right timing. When these thee conditions are met, we just quietly and humbly wait and surrender. The remainder tasks will be done by holy people.

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The first practice was an inspirational speech. The instructor asked each one of us to let our guide spirits talk through us about “Sun and Moon.” My family spirits conveyed the message like this.

Sun and moon are like twins. Sun shows us masculine Yang energy while moon shows us feminine Yin energy. Both are equally important and need to be well-balanced. Everything on Earth is the same way. Whenever these contrasting energies are well-balanced, we can achieve the peace environment.  

The second practice was to meet our fellow student’s guide spirit and receive a message for her. The instructor assigned each student to other student.

For me, one of my basic class teacher conveyed some messages from my guide spirits.

First she saw a male figure. He dressed like an Native American. He was a soldier with muscular well-built body. He was wearing some feathers and holding a spear. He looked very strong.

Then she saw a Hawaiian man. He seemed to be at the high rank of the tribe.

 Lastly she saw a female figure with a blue dress. She held a water vase on her head. She dealt with Shinto ritual to convey messages from God. She focused on the water. It is the sacred water. She said I already have the water, and now she is guiding me on how to use it.

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When I focused on one of my fellow student’s guide spirits, I saw a group of 10 figures. I barely could see the leader of the group. He looked like a Native American chief. He showed his figure as wise and old. I could not see the other members. Then one male figure stepped out and showed me his appurtenance. He was a young Native American soldier. He looked like the latter half of his 30s. From the appearance of how he dressed, I thought he is a Lakota. He had a beautiful black long hair. He had muscular well-build body. He grinned with his beautiful white teeth. He had friendly atmosphere. From him, my fellow student is benefited to the nature of accepting other people. She has a big heart to believe in others and when needed, she can forgive them. The message to my fellow student was to keep smiling no matter what. They love her so much. They feel proud of her being such a generous person. Among all of her nature, they respect her that she can forgive other people.   

I woke up earlier than usual this morning. I had an appointment at the clinic. I took a follow-up lab test of lipid panel. My result of lipid panel of last month turned out abnormally high in numbers. The nurse said it was probably due to the food that I took before the lab test. Last time the clinic receptionist told me I didn’t need to fast before the test. So I had the test two hours after I had lunch. So, this time, the doctor ordered the lab test in early morning after 12 hours fasting.

I really hope this lab test result will come in much better than last time. The test result should come in 2 days.

Last night I did the guided meditation and asked any message for my Mantra class. On my first class, at the last part of the class, the instructor asked the students to convey the message from our guide spirits regarding the world after the Covid-19. I was getting messages from my family spirits and waited for mu turn. However the instructor forgot about me and ended the class. I know their mantra class is for advanced students. At the ending of the class, one student was dismissed from the class. The instructor told that she was not ready for this class. Thus, the instructor’s forgetting about me was shocking to me. Some negative thoughts came up to me. Am I too not ready for this class? I wanted to receive some messages regarding my question, but I could not see nor hear anything during my meditation.

Before I fell asleep, I asked my family spirits for support. I hoped I would get some message through my dream. Sure enough, I had a clear dream this morning.

Today’s dream: I was in the giant tour bus. The bus was all full with the tour customers. There were many different types of passengers on their race, age, male/female, personalities, and social status. We enjoyed our conversation constantly. I felt they were all related to me. I liked them all.

I was assigned a seat at the front row, just behind the bus driver. It seemed like I was the leader of this group. I made a decision about our final goal and navigate the driver on which way he should take.

I noticed I was not wearing any clothes. I looked back to other customers in the bus. They were wearing clothes normally. I was the only one naked. I didn’t feel embarrassed nor uncomfortable. I was proud of myself being true to myself. I had nothing to hide anyway. I liked it that way. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says participating in a tour bus means the dreamer is having a good relationship with other humans. Being naked in public means the dreamer wants other people to know him/herself more.

It is true. Now I have studying spirituality with other students and I have been enjoying the process. I want to show myself to them and possibly I want them to acknowledge me more than now.

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In the late afternoon at 11 a.m., I attended the Earth journey meditation guided by the holographic breathing method. The originator of the holographic breathing method guided us to the center of the Earth. I could allow myself to deep meditation state but I could not receive any messages from the Earth.

I thought this is a good way to feel the mother Earth’s feeling during the Covid-19. I will try this journey again in another meditation on my own.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation to go see my guide spirit. Before I started, I asked my family spirits for advice on how to deal with my dad and the inheritance accountant.

I have many guide spirts supporting me. They can change their appearance freely according to my need. Today my guide spirit showed up in a gentle female figure. Her face was calm and gentle but also with determined strong will. She gave me a spear. The top of the spear was wrapped with flare. The message for me was to stick firmly with my decision. Don’t allow anybody to fool me or change my mind based on their convenience.

This meditation made my mind clear. I appreciate my family spirits for their constant support and love to me.

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At night at 8:30 p.m., I attended the Sunday service. Since this June, I attended their Sunday service every time whenever I was available, but tonight I strongly felt I should be selective on attending their Sunday service depending on the MC from now on. I will stop attending from next week. My next one I want to attend will be October 18^th when my favorite female will be the MC. Other than that, I should save my time on my own study and meditation. It is nothing wrong with their Sunday service. It was just me who has to be selective on how I use my precious time and energy.

In the morning I went to my favorite massage therapist’s office and received her massage therapy. It was my third massage. I enjoyed her relaxing massage. On last time when she used some cuppings on my back, the marks stayed for more than one week. She said the mark having stayed longer means the area needs to be taken care of. The more I receive the massage treatment on the area, the sooner the marks will disappear. I hope the marks from cuppings this time will disappear quicker than the last time.

Today’s dream: I was with my friend of my university days. We were staying at the Japanese hotel located by the beach. We enjoyed the hot supper and walking on the beach together. Then I woke up. Even though I stayed up late last night and didn’t have enough sleep hours, I felt refreshed.

I don’t think there was any messages through this morning’s dream. I am sure though, I received lots of healing energy from the water body.

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I spent all day comfortable. I finally made my own private time to study Sanskrit as review of my first Mantra class.

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After we came back from our tricycle ride exercise with our friend in the evening, I noticed one email. It was from the inheritance accountant. His email ruined my evening. It was not his fault. He didn’t do anything wrong. It was my dad who ruined my evening. The accountant reported the meeting with my dad.

I signed the inheritance agreement with a small condition. Now my dad is making the situation difficult.

I honestly think my dad is enjoying for making the situation difficult and annoying the accountant. My dad has all day long being bored, so he is enjoying having the accountant as his company to control. My dad is a control freak. I feel sorry for the accountant who finally realized the true face of my dad. Please my family spirits, control my dad and let the accountant deal with his last work.

This incident made me my mind. I am not going to see my dad nor talk to him anymore. “To try the patience of a saint. He can forgive you twice, but there is no third chance.” No more, dad. I am done with you.

Today was a busy day. I could not do much for myself, but busy with lots of house chores.

My daughter had two live lessons at her school. I am a learning coach for her homeschooling. As a leaning coach, I need to check my daughter’s school assignments. Sometimes I have to read the textbooks with her and learn first, in order to teach her. It sometimes takes many hours every day.

In this semester I am enrolled to three classes at the Japanese mediumship school. For the classes, I want to meditate every day, read the textbook in advance as their homework, and review the class afterwards.

I started feeling frustrated for not being able to have my own time every day.

At 5 p.m., I attended my second Awareness Basic class. Today we had 8 people in the class; 7 students and our instructor.

As usual we started from the instructor’s guided meditation. In the meditation we received healing energy. I felt female energy. It was gentle and subtle. I felt like I was embraced gentry by the female figures.

Then we went to see our guide spirit. This time my guide spirit showed up as a male figure. He looked like毘沙門天, Vaisravana (guardian god of Buddhism). He didn’t look like a statue, rather, looked like a real human. I just saw him on his upper body. He was not wearing any clothes. His body was well-built. His six-pack was impressive. He was wearing fire around his upper body. He gave me a flame. The flame was red and powerful. He said the red energy, the flame energy, was what I am missing and what I need the most right now. The flame would give me full of gas, lots of energy, taking initiative, leadership, strength, courage to speak up, courage to move forward, passion, and willingness to take an action. When I received the flame, my body got warm. I felt the heat especially in my palms and heart.   

When I sheared my experience to others, the instructor told me the flame also means to purify as the flame burns any negative energy.

We moved to the study with the textbook. We learned aura and chakra.

The instructor shared her personal experience. She had once suffered from not seeing nor not feeling anything during the meditation. During that time as a beginner student, the heard Chakra Bija Mantra from her teacher. The mantra was so powerful that she could actually her aura field spread wider. It became her trigger to cleanse and open hear chakra.

As for practicing to feel aura field, she shared one method. With somebody’s approval, we can open up our both palms to the person and approach from far distance to near, feeling the energy field.

As for the color of chakra, there were different interpretation. In this school they use the newest concept as follows.

First chakra – Red

Second chakra – Orange

Third chakra – Yellow –

Fourth chakra – Green and pink

Fifth chakra – Blue and turquoise

Sixth chakra – Indigo and Purple

Seventh chakra – White and Purple

Then, we proceeded to the actual practice of psychometry.  

We did five practices.

The first two was paper-rock-scissor. The instructor make one of the three and hide it off the camera. We students read the energy.

I got that right on the first practice and wrong on the second practice. For these two practices, I instantly got the first intuition, then some seconds later, I saw a clear vision. The first practice, I followed the clear vision, but for the second practice, I followed my intuition. So, these practices told me I should wait for my family spirits to show me the right vision, instead of trusting my intuition.  

As for the third and fourth practices, the instructor used two different colored fabric; blue and orange. I got the wrong reading on the both practices. I asked my family spirits to blow cold air for blue, and to blow warm air for orange. I could not sense it correctly.

As for the fifth practice, the instructor held a country’s flag hidden from the camera. I saw the vision of white, green, and orange. I thought it as a flag of Mexico. The instructor showed us the right answer. It was a flag of France. The instructor praised me that I read the energy very well. After the class, I checked the both flags. She was right. I read very well. The flags of Mexico and France are similar in its designs and colors. I was so happy that I am getting well on communicating with my family spirits. Thank you so much to my family spirits for supporting me. You guys are always awesome.    

I took the Cologuard test on August 31^st. I sent out my stool test sample via UPS on the same day. It was delivered to their lab. Madison, WI, on the next day. Their website says it takes two weeks for them to test and send out the result. Today was the result day.

Thank god, my test result came in as negative.

I think this is an amazing invention for them. The test for colon cancer used to be stressful and time consuming. Now thanks to their invention and effort, we patients can take the test sample at our house and send it to their lab via UPS. I appreciate everybody who are involved with this amazing invention and delivery process.  

Since last Tuesday, September 8^th, the local public school had resumed preparing a free meal kit for kids 0-18 years old. The meal kit contains breakfast and lunch for one week. The school distributes the kit every Monday morning. This meal kit give away will continue until the end of this year.

My daughter is qualified to receive the meal kit. She received a boxful of food. Everything was frozen and individually packed. They reminded me of an airplane meal.

I appreciate for the local school and CDC who have made this decision to support the children in our community.