Today’s dream was very interesting. I shaved my hair and became bold like a monk. I truly enjoyed the process of shaving my hair. I cannot explain in words on how excited I was. Then I woke up. The first thing I did was to touch my hair. I felt my hair and experienced both opposite feeling of relieved and disappointed. I was relieved that I still have my hair left, and I was disappointed that I was not bold.

I thought it interesting. What if I take an action and do it? Are my family upset with me? Maybe. Maybe not. They might be fine with my decision. One of these days, I will make it happen while I am still young and healthy on this lifetime.

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In the evening I helped my daughter and my mom-in-law to set up their zoom meeting. They were happy to see each other in the computer screen. They happily had a fun conversation for two hours.

After my mom passed away, I have been frequently humming one song. The lilac of the song is “I am waiting for you.” This is an old song so as the singer was. This morning all of a sudden I realized this song is coming from my late mom. I got that right. When I looked this song up in the internet, it shows the song was released and became popular in 1973. It cannot be from my memory because I was three years old when this song got popular. My mom keeps sending me this song to let me know my mom has been watching over my dad and waiting for him to her place.

In the late afternoon, an interesting synchronicity occurred. My daughter naturally brought me one picture book and asked me to read. I busted into laughter. It was a story of one girl and one boy at the kindergarten. The boy’s name is the same as that of my dad. The little girl and the little boy were good friends and often played together. On the Tanabata Day; July 7^th, the students at the kindergarten learned how to make a decoration ribbon out of Origami papers. The little girl made a whole bunch of the pretty ribbons. The little boy played with the ribbons and broke them. The little girl got sad. The little boy was sad too, because he never thought he would broke her ribbons and make her sad. The teacher advised the little boy to write down his wish on a strip of paper. So he wrote down he wished to be able to play with the little girl again. The little girl was watching the little boy. By that time, she already forgave the little boy and she also wished to play with him again. So, she wrote her wish of playing with him again on a strip of paper and tied it to the next to the little boy’s wish strip paper.

After I read this story, I realized how my mom thinks of my dad. Even though my dad did a lot of bad things to my mom, my mom already forgave my dad. Rather my mom always loves my dad and waits for him to stay together.

I appreciate my mom to make these synchronies happen to inform her feeling. It is always good to know that your parents love each other.   

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My dad-in-law was schedule to get discharged from the hospital today, but it didn’t happen. The doctor noticed his leg got swollen back and they operated a surgery again. There they found another infected area was created in his leg. The doctor decided to keep my dad-in-law for another week to keep checking on the inside condition of his leg. I hope he will get discharged with his completely healed leg soon.  

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My husband and daughter went to eat out at the steak house restaurant. I am not a big fan of eating at a restaurant, so I let them go alone. On their way back, they purchased me a family size of sushi pack from my friends’ store. I appreciate their kind thought.

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I purchased an online lecture of Chinese medicine.

Based on the test, my result was like this.

A. 気虚 – 0

B．血虚 – 1

C. 陰虚 – 2

D. 陽虚 – 2

E. 気滞 – 4

F. 瘀血（おけつ） – 3

G. 痰湿 – 5

H. 湿熱 – 2

Based on my intuition, regardless of the test result, I think I am the type F and should work on fixing these traits in order to resolve my good health.

Today’s dream: I was busy packing in my two huge suitcases. Then I woke up. The dream interpretation dictionary says packing in a suitcase means an encounter with new people, a moving to a new area, or starting a new career.

Later in the afternoon my daughter told me she got an inspiration of our moving in six months. I hate moving but deep inside of me, I am looking forward to our moving to a new area. Possibility it will be in Navajoland.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of Japanese Mediumship School.

My guide spirit appeared in a Native American male warrior figure as always.

For the year of 2021, he gave me a kinugoshi tofu. It contained many messages. The first message is that I will need to intake more vegetable protein rather than animal meats. Recently I have been losing interests in eating animal meats, so it resonated with me. The second message is to become like a kinugoshi tofu. Kinugoshi Tofu provides us vegetable protein which is one of the essential nutrition in our body. It can be the main food or the great supporter for the other ingredients. It can play any roles depending on a situation. The third message is to become somebody whom everybody knows and appreciates.

As for the question for humans to do in this year, I received a message like this.

It is time for all the humans to be unique. Many humans had been influenced by a small number of leaders and just simply copy what they have told them to do. Rather, in this year, spirits want humans to be aware of their individual and unique gifs and share them with others. 

My dad-in-law was supposed to get discharged from the hospital. However, since his leg was still swollen, the doctor decided to keep him another two more nights. If everything looks good, he will get discharged on this Friday January 22^nd. I hope he will be able to come back to his house.

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Today I purchased an online class of anatomy. It is interesting to review my knowledge that I learned in my school days; many years ago.

This morning was cold. The sky was covered by rain clouds and the temperature was dramatically dropped. The weather report says we will have cold rainy days for four days from today.

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Today was Day-2 of our riding the new tricycle in our neighbor area. We noticed one tire already got flat. We will need to replace the tire tube. It was a bit disappointing that this tricycle needs to be repaired already even though the price was very expensive.

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In the evening, my daughter had a zoom meeting with her old classmate. They were very close friends and classmates three years ago at the local public school. Her parents bought a new house in the next city, so she needed to transfer the school. I still remember on the last day of the school year when my daughter got off the school bus crying. It was their last day to spend together at the classroom.

Her mom and I exchanged our phone number. We once in a while let our daughters to chat through our cell phone texts, but eventually the frequency faded away.

Yesterday I received a nice surprise. Her mom contacted me asking if our daughters have an opportunity to chat. Thus, we set up a zoom meeting for them tonight.

It went very well. They had a great time catching up with each other. I am so happy that they still keep their friendship.

We finally finished assembling the adult tricycle. It took many hours. On the first day, we had worked for 9 hours. On the second and third day, since my husband had to leave for work, we had worked, we had worked for 2 hours each. During these hours, we needed to go to town to purchase small items to replace the useless nut and bold that was included in the box.

We went for a ride around the neighborhood area. On our fifth lap, we saw one of the tire got flat. We will need to go to town again to purchase a replacement tire tube.

All in all we are totally enjoying the tricycle ride. It is a good exercise for all of us.

Today’s dream was exciting. I was pregnant and had a labor. I woke up feeling excited. I know this dream came to let me know to prepare something new and great to come to me.

At 9 p.m., I attended my second mediumship class. There were nine students attended. I took this class irregularly as a replacement of my regular class. Today’s instructor was new to me.

We started off our class with her guided meditation. I liked her calm voice. Her voice was clear and easy to hear.

In the solemn snow field, I was greeted by a white rabbit, a squirrel, and a young deer.

My guide spirit appeared as a grandpa figure with a long white hair and a long white beard. Then, he quickly changed his appearance into a handsome nice looking Native American warrior in his early 30s. He had a well-build muscle with nicely well-tanned skin. He grinned to me and told me that he changed his appearance as I like. We both know the appearance of a guide spirit does not matter at all. I knew he did this to make me laugh.

(Spiritual gift from the guide spirit) He gave me a pair of moccasin. He said to me that in this year of 2021, a lot of changes around me will happen. Even though it does not directly related to me, I will get influenced by the challenging events. He wants me to stand firmly on the ground and keep walking no matter what.

(Question – the message for all the humans in the year of 2021)

All the humans need to stand firmly on the ground and walk by themselves. Once they can do so, they will know they already have everything they need, as the Universe can provide everything we need. They will know they don’t need to depend on others they will know they don’t need to steal from others.

The instructor told me a pair of shoes can mean that the person will be provided a new task or a new role. I appreciate her for her comment. It makes sense to me. I look forward to my new task starting this year.

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We did three auric reading practices.

The first practice was called “animal / mineral / vegetable.” After the instructor had the students to feel the energy of each item, she put it in a paper cup and had us read the energy. We tried two times. I missed the first practice, but got it right on the second practice.

The second practice was the picture of a knitted grove, sock, and a cap. We were told to feel the heating energy on which part of the body; hand, feet, or head. I could not get this practice right.

The third practice was done with other two classmates. The instructor divided the students into three groups. Each group consisted three students. In this group, one person sent an image of one of the three items and other two students were to catch the energy. I got 50 percent rights.

I don’t like auric reading very much. I will attend at another new instructor’s class on the following next Saturday. I look forward to experiencing a new instructor and meeting new students at the class.   

Yesterday of January 15^th, my dad-in-law was sent to a big hospital by a medical helicopter. Today the doctor performed a surgery on his leg. There were some infection parts and liquid around the injured area, so the surgeon cleaned the area.

They will keep my dad-in-law for another four more days to check his health after the surgery. If everything turns good, he will be discharged.

Now one issue popped up. The hospital the medical team flew my dad-in-law was a three-hour drive away from their house. My mom-in-law usually does not drive for a long distance. She does not feel confident to drive that far all by herself. My husband just got the current job and cannot take four or five days off for this chore. I hope they will find out some good way to bring my dad-in-law back from the hospital to their house.  

At 9 p.m., I attended my second mediumship class. There were eight students attended. Today’s class was unique to have four male students and three female students, which is rare in this mediumship school.

In the guided meditation, I was in a temple in Shikoku. My guide spirit appeared in a Shugendo figure. He looked like Tengu too. He took out a mikan (small orange) from his kimono sleeve and gave it me. When I laughed, he smiled at me and said “that’s it.” He wanted me to smile. He also told me “take it easy.”

The instructor commented a mikan is one of the major produces in the area. She was right. I totally forgot that. She also commented since a mikan is orange color, it might represent sacral chakra.

I asked my guide spirit about the message about this year of 2021. He told me to stay in a boat. He said I am on a boat with my family in a river. This year lots of our environment will change, but always stay with my family in the boat. The river will take us to the right place, so don’t stand up or try to control the direction with an oar.

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Today’s practice was called Omikuji.

The first practice was to receive a message for one of the classmates. Then, each student pulled a certain number that the instructor already assigned.

I received two messages.

The first message was to keep your faith. Stand firmly in your faith. Don’t get influenced by other people’s judgement about you. Please proceed your way based on your faith.

揺るがない信念を持ってください。

他人（第三者）の評価に振り回されないでください。

あなたが信じる道を進んでください。

The second message was to enjoy rainy days. You will have a beautiful rainbow after the rain. It was a metaphor. Rainy days represent tough days or challenges and a rainbow represents a reward and a learning, and a virtue.

雨の日を楽しんでください。その後に素敵な虹を用意しています。予想外のしんどい体験の後、学びやご褒美、徳の貯金が得られます。

I pulled a card and it showed number 3. The instructor started laughing for the interesting synchronicity. I received messages for myself.

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The second practice was to receive a message for a classmate whom the instructor assigned to each student.

One of the male student conveyed a message for me. He saw the image of me holding hands with other people in a circle. He felt the energy of green in me. Other images about me was a Buddhism statue and the energy of pacifism. As for my spiritual gifts, he felt the healing energy in me. Also, he sensed my ability of creativity, creating picture books for children, and teaching children.

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I was assigned to a female student to convey message for her. I received messages for her like this.

Messages for her. (1) To cleanse her energy through the moving and flowing water energy such as a water fall or river, rather than the quiet and stable ocean surface. (2) To avoid watching and hearing the news about violence, fights, and negative things, and stay as much time as she can with innocent and pure energy such as babies, children, and adults with pure hearts.   

Her spiritual gifts are to feel and read the auric field, humans’ emotions. Empath.

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I like this instructor’s class a lot. She always praises all the students equally, without any having a favoritism to a specific student only.