I received an email from the Japanese mediumship school regarding the awareness basic class final test. Thank god I passed the test. I got 124 correct answers out of 150 questions, which it was lower scores than I expected. Before the test, my two instructors told me the majority of students have passed this test, so I expected I would get high scores. But anyway pass is pass. I am happy for that.

With their confirmation of my pass the basic class test, I can proceed to the next step. I finished the application for the advanced mediumship class starting from next January along with the healer class. The healer class will take two years in order to receive their official certificate. I am looking forward to leaning lots of body functions through their classes.

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Today I chose the topic courage 勇気 as Freedom as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

True courage can be seen in the situation where we can bravely take a leap. It includes to give up on anything we have used to stay such as an occupation, a house, a human relationship, a habit, and a life style. It is understandable for you to stay where you get used to, but in such a situation, it is hard to learn something new. Just like Tarzan’s vine. Unless he lets his one hand go, he will never be able to grab the next one. Same thing can apply to you. When the right timing comes, we want you to have courage to let go one hand to move to next stage.

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This message resonates with me considering our current situation. My husband is on job hunting. He has done several job interviews in other state. If he is chosen, we will have to move to the new state soon. We all feel scared of moving to the new state, but at the same time, we all know it is under spirits’ hand. Once it is given, we will gratefully accept it. Besides, the new work place will be much closer to Navajoland. It is our destiny, we will have to move there sooner or later. It is the matter of divine timing.

From today, I decided to start practicing the trance talk. I will go to the meditation state and ask my family spirits to give me a message regarding one certain topic.

Today I chose the topic as Freedom. The message I received was like this.

We are all equally granted free will in our creations and decisions as the natural birth right. We can decide freely on what to choose in the course of daily life.

Before we were born, we made a rough life plan with our family spirits. The rough life plan was created in order to discipline our soul based on our requests, based on our old pattern of thinking. The rough plan includes how and when we will meet certain persons whom we already knew from the previous lives, in order to enhance the previous good relationships or fix our previous bad relationships.

That being said, the plan is just a plan. As we go along in life in the environment that we co-create with many others, it may be hard to go exactly the same as our original life plan. We have to adjust ourselves flexibly to the constantly changing environment and revise our plan according to it. In any cases, it is all up to us on how we revise our original plan. It leaves up to our freedom.

You have to keep it in your mind that planet Earth is the environment of co-creating with many others. That means you are not the only one who are granted the freedom, but others are also granted freedom. If you made a plan to meet and do something important together with a certain person in this lifetime, due to the freedom, I have the right to follow the plan or discard the plan. The concerned party also has the freedom the same way. It is all good. Thanks to our rights of freedom, even though things might not go along with our plan, but at the same time, anything can happen thanks to our freedom.

We, as the souls with a human body, are benefited with the fun of freedom. Please have fun in our precious time in this lifetime. Whatever you choose with using your freedom, please enjoy all the processes to decide. Not to mention, please enjoy the freedom.  

I woke up comfortably in a hotel room. I had a dream of my Japanese friends. They are a married couple and we have been friends for many years. My daughter and I were visiting them at their house in Japan. As usual they welcomed us with their warm hospitality. At the time we were leaving, they gave us a ride to the airport.

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This hotel used to serve the hotel guest a full hot breakfast containing eggs, sausage, bacon, has browns, and toasts. However, due to the Covid-19, they stopped serving the hot breakfast this year. It was replaced by a grab-and-go breakfast in a brown bag. It contained an orange juice, a muffin, a cereal bar, and an apple. Little disappointed, but we understand the situation.

We enjoyed staying at the outdoor swimming pool and Jacuzzi in the morning and came back home in the early afternoon.

We had a nice surprise. One airmail in our mail box was waiting for my daughter. It was a letter from her Japanese friend. The message contained a birthday wish and a holiday wish. It was a nice synchronicity that I had a dream of them this morning.

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At night at 9 p.m., I attended a meditation class at the Japanese mediumship class. There were three students attended in the class. It was my first time for me to take this instructor’s class. The instructor was a very friendly woman. She was the older sister of the chairman of the school. They sure look alike.

The instructor guided us to her original guided meditation. We were guided to the spiritual travel through seven chakras. Here are what I received.

At the seventh chakra, in the red energy, I saw a burning red chestnut in the Japanese Irori (sunken hearth). It was from the story of The monkey and the crab.

At the sixth chakra, in the orange energy, I saw a ripe burning orange persimmon. Again, it was from the same story.

At the fifth chakra, in the yellow energy, I saw a monkey wearing a hachimaki; hair band. The monkey was ready to fight.

At the fourth chakra, in the green energy, I saw a river. The flow was gentle and it came as a symbol of peace.

At the third chakra, in the turquoise blue energy, I saw a couple of a man and a woman holding hands. They also came as a symbol of peace.

At the second chakra, in the indigo blue energy, I saw a blue bird. The bird was chatty. It came as a symbol of the importance of speaking.   

At the first chakra, in the purple energy, I saw a beautiful Tennyo; heavenly maiden, dancing in a mysterious and sacred atmosphere.

I really enjoyed her guided meditation.

After the meditation, she introduced us one book. It was Opening Doors Within: 365 Daily Meditations from Findhorn, written by Eileen Caddy and Jonathan Caddy. She asked my birthday, and read the message of my birthday for me.

“March 9: As you learn to give to others in service, it opens your heart and keeps it open. The more you give freely and joyously, the more love pours fourth from you and the more love you draw to you. The more love you give, the more you will receive. It is the law. Never be discouraged if love is not returned to you immediately. Simply know that sooner or later it will be, and so keep the love flowing because love never takes “no” for an answer. Love is never defeated. Love is not like a snail; it never withdraws when it is rebuffed or rejected. It turns the other cheek and goes on and on loving. Can you do it? You cannot do it on your own strength, but with me you can do anything. Seek my help at all times and I will never fail you. You will find you can love and love and go on loving without any difficulty.” Cited from the book “Opening Doors Within: 365 Daily Meditations from Findhorn”, written by Eileen Caddy and Jonathan Caddy

We stayed one night in a hotel as our small vacation. We stayed the same hotel last year and we liked their services. They have an outside heated swimming pool along with a Jacuzzi. They have a service called “the social hour” from 5 p.m. to 7 p.m. at the cafeteria located by the swimming pool/ they offer two cups of free drinks to each hotel guest. The free drinks include alcohol beverage, so my husband and I received two cups of red wine.

We fully enjoyed the outdoor swimming pool and Jacuzzi. It was still nice and hot outside. Today’s highest temperature was 31C (88F). There was nobody except for us in the pool area.

We reserved a nice sweet room. It had two rooms; one was a kitchen/living room and the other was a bedroom. Our room was on the second floor and contained a balcony. The bathtub had a spacious bathtub with Jacuzzi function.

Today’s dream: My family and I moved in Navajoland. I felt this dream as very realistic and in details. The moving day in the physical ream is coming closer, I guess. We are still under unemployment and don’t know how and when we can move.  

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Mediumship Training.

My guide spirit appeared in the light. I could not see his appearance but I knew it was the same figure with built up muscle.

Today’s message was like this.

Please know you are the responsible person who create your reality. Have confidence in you. We, as your family spirits, are always s watching over you, but we cannot lead you nor guide you. You are the one who should lead and guide your life. Once you take a leap, we will surely support you for your decision. Please start preparing in writing a script of your own guided meditation. Also, please start creating a draft of your upcoming lecture. Many people want to know your wisdom. Share your life experiences. You have lots of interesting life experiences.

Today’s dream: I was visiting my Japanese family. Grandpa, my brother, his three children, and my daughter and I were at a cafeteria enjoying eating sweets and hot tea. When it was time for us to go back, my brother gave my daughter and me a ride to the airport. I woke up happily and refreshed.

Thanksgiving Day is coming closer. My family and I were planning to visit our Navajo parents and looking forward to cerebrating it together.

However, we needed to cancel our vacation plan. This morning my husband received a phone call from his dad. He noticed their three-weeks lock down starting from today until December 6^th. At their area the number of the patients of Covid-19 has been increasing along with the number of patients who has passed away from it.

My mother-in-law still has coughs while she talked on the phone. She does not have high fever, but she still has headache and feels sick from time to time.   

Their winter gets harsh. I sincerely hope they will survive this winter without getting sick and we will see each other soon.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of visiting Akashic library created byTeri Uktena.

During the meditation, I asked my future of 5 years from now on.

I received the message like this.

Always remember that you create your reality. Only you decide what you want to be and how you want to achieve your dream.

Everything is possible. It means everything is in your hand. Your future is in your hand. Your desire creates your future and reality.

Don’t ask others about you. Don’t let others decide your dream. Don’t listen to others. Just listen to you; your heart and true yourself.

My family and I went to the canyon hiking. We love the place. Once we move to Navajoland, we will definitely miss this place. We should enjoy visiting there as many as we can.

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Today I made my homemade miso. It is my third year. My family and I love my homemade miso.

I used 600 gram of kouji, 600 gram of soy beans, and 250 gram of salt, same as last year. 

Today’s dream: I was enjoying vacation in Kyoto, Japan, with my daughter who was around my age. We both were in our early 20s. Her appearance was not familiar with me in this physical world, but her soul was familiar with me. I believe she was my daughter. While we were chatting, the doorbell rang. I took a peek from the door hole. It was my mom. Again, her appearance was not that of my mom. But I instantly knew it was my mom. She was around the same age as us, in her early 20s. I was delighted of her joining us. We opened the door and welcomed her. The three of us enjoyed our small vacation together. Then I woke up feeling happy.

I am happy for my mom visiting me in my dream. My mom and I never enjoyed the vacation like in my dream while she was alive. But I wished we were became close friends just like in my dream. My mom is originally pure and fun in her personality. We could have become great friends beyond the relationship of mother and daughter. Luckily though, now that my mom is in the spirit world, my mom and I are much closer than ever. We can go vacation or do something fun together anytime in the spirit world. I am so happy for her that she is now in the peaceful place where she can enjoy being true to herself. I love her even more.