During the meditation, a big black bear appeared in front of me. I didn’t feel scared of the bear, and the bear didn’t scared of me. We just looked at each other.

I felt the message from the black bear is like this.

The bear wants me to believe in my inner strength, fearlessness, and healing ability.

Also, the bear wants me to clearly know about me. By clearly knowing about me, I will be able to set a solid boundary to what I want to do and what I don’t want to do. The boundary will help me to say yes to use my ability and spiritual gifts and say no to anything that goes beyond my ability. I should do what I can do and what I am willing to do, and should not do anything else.

This morning I worked on the final test for Awareness Basic class. It has 150 question sentences, and we are asked to mark right or wrong. Some of the questions were easy, but some questions were tricky. It can be considered as both; right and wrong depending on the interpretation.

I finished the test and submitted to the office. I will need to send an inquiry email to the office 10 days later. I hope I will pass this test so that I will be able to proceed to the advanced classes. There are still more classes in the mediumship school that I want to learn.

I attended the online seminar; Communicate Soul to Soul With the Spirit World with Suzanne Giesemann

In this seminar she introduced one simple and easy method to relax. It was through breathing. When breathing in, we count slowly from one to four. When breathing out, we count slowly from one to six.

Then she taught us to observe our body’s reaction. It was actually the technique of body dowsing. When we are asked a certain question, when we answer wrongly, our body reacts by weakened muscle. On the other hand when we answer correctly, our body reacts by strengthened muscle.

I asked some personal questions regarding to my daily life. My body reacted to the answers. The questions are about the future. I will see the answers later.

I attended my tenth basic awareness class at 5 p.m. This class was the last one for this autumn semester.

Before the class, the instructor explained about the school policy. This awareness basic class is the very first mandatory class for the school. In order to proceed to any of advanced classes, the students have to pass the final test. Then the instructor asked us if everybody has received the final test from the office. Everybody except for me nodded. They have received the test by postage a couple of days before the final class. The other student told me the deadline of the test is set one week from the final class day. I concerned. I didn’t receive the test. If they have sent out through airmail, I wonder how long it will take. In September, the regular airmail took almost three weeks to be delivered.

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Today’s instructor’s original guided meditation was a journey to find our Agastya Nadi Astrology. Tonight my guide spirit appeared in a shape of a Chinese male elder. I know this guide spirit is the same one even though the appearance is always different. Even though my guide spirit appears in male or female, it always shows muscular body. It is a solid sign for me he is my guide spirit for life because keeping good muscles in my body has been always in my mind since I was very small.

The past life I saw today was I was a worrier somewhere in Southern Asia. I was a leader who led my team. I always listened to the voice of nature and understood the terrain of the battlefield where I never had been before and even the upcoming weather, and that was how our team could be superior to our enemy. I didn’t like killing people, so I would go talk to the enemy team leader and negotiate. I always made my efforts to end the war and regain the peace between the two parties. The message from this past life was to know humans are just a part of nature. We never be able to own the land. We have to learn the best way to live peacefully with other living creatures in nature. Same thing can be applied to between humans. Instead of jumping in a war or a fight, we first have to search around some ways to restore peace.

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(Practice)

The instructor had us to read the energy of a paper that the instructor wrote one Chinese character on. She told us not to try to get the right answer of the Chinese character, but focus on the energy of the Chinese character.

When I focused on the Chinese character, I felt the energy like this.

Water flow

River

Going forward

Flexibility

Female energy

Soft

Gentle

Forgiveness

Acceptance

Curbed lines

The answer was “虹” rainbow.

All of the students including us read the energy correctly. We all enjoyed this practice. It was great that the instructor brought a great practice at our last basic class.

My family and I went to the car dealer of my car. Last year in November my car had a recall repair for engine oil consumption test. They asked me to come back for the follow up test once I drive more than 1,000 mile. I seldom drive my car. I regularly drive my car to the local grocery store once a week or once in two weeks. So, it took me one year to drive 1,000 mile and more.

We needed to wait for more than two hours for the test. After the test, the engineer told us my car failed the test so that they need to order some parts and redo the procedure one more time. We made our next appointment one month later.

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After the car repair appointment, we went to the mall. Once we move back to Navajoland, we are planning to have some dogs. We went to the puppy store and greeted many puppies there. The price range was $2,800 to $3,800. I was astonished at the prices. Having dogs will cost a lot. But living with dogs will be priceless.

Same as usual years, our area still gets high temperature during the day time. I still enjoy using the swamp cooler in the daytime, and I was hoping the maintenance guy would come later. But according to the weather report, our area will get colder starting from tomorrow.

The day has come. The maintenance guy called me today and told me he wanted to switch from cooker to heater of our house within today. He came over in the evening and switched it to heater. I will definitely miss the cooler until next March.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Journey Through the T-Cells.

I saw T-cell as an image of blue and completely round object. It was warm as human body temperature. The personality is absolutely cheerful and optimistic. It is exactly same DNA as that of Universe.

(Question) What should I do in order to restore my own vital energy?

It told me to stay happy. Stay happy as the T-cell. Stay cheerful and optimistic as the T-cell. The key word is “from inside to out.” Let all the positive energy such as happiness, optimism, gratitude, appreciation, and humor be born from inside. Let them grow and come out from inside to out. Share them with my family, loved ones, and friends.

In the morning I read the news that our new president was confirmed. I could feel many Americans’ huge peace of mind. Even though I am not an American citizen, I am happy for our new president and vice president. The exchange rate from Japan to USA has been bad, but it will soon get back to normal.

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At night at 8:30 p.m., my husband and I attended Sunday service. I personally like today’s medium and I hoped she would pick my husband to convey messages from his ancestors or guide spirits.

Today we had 42 attendees. Unfortunately my husband was not picked, but we both had a good time listening to the medium’s demonstration of spiritual communication for many others.

She conveyed messages for many attendees. I like her way of conveying messages. She makes it straightforward, concise, and satisfactory for attendees. I admire her for doing all of these.

My daughter had been looking forward to her new glasses since the eye doctor’s appointment on this Monday. Today we received a phone call from the eye clinic saying her new glasses were ready to pick up.

My daughter tried the new eye glasses on at the doctor’s office. I could tell her huge disappointment from her face expression. She said it was too strong.

The worker told her it would take two weeks for her eyes to get used to the new prescription. They said to come back two weeks later, in case she still wants to request to lower the prescription.

I personally this eye prescription is too strong for her.  

Since my husband came back from Navajoland on October 31^st, he had had coughs. His mom had been hospitalized due to high fever and other symptoms similar to Covid-19. Her Covod-19 test result came back as negative, but her high fever stayed for some days. The doctor concerned about TB and the test on her. As of now, the TB test result has not come back to her yet. My husband and I concerned about my husband’s cough. He does not have high fever, just coughs at this moment. He decided to have a Covid-19 test.

On Monday November 2^nd, my husband called two clinics. One clinic set an online appointment with the doctor but they could not set an appointment for Covid-19 on the same day. The other clinic told him they would be able to give him two tests on the same day. So, my husband canceled the first clinic’s appointment and waited for the second clinic people to call. He had waited until evening, but they never called him back. Right before the clinic closed, my husband finally got hold of them. He found out they could not arrange the two tests on the same day. They had some issues to issue a referral order for the tests.

On the next day November 3^rd, my husband made an online doctor’s appointment in the morning. Right after the appointment, they had him come over to the clinic to have a drive through Covid-19 test. They told him the test result would take 2-3 days to come back.

And today, my husband finally received a phone call from the clinic. The Covid-19 test result for him came back as negative. We were so relieved.

This winter will become a tough one for everybody. We will freak out for just a normal cold because we doubt Covid-19. We will need to pay more attention than before, for maintaining our good health.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Journey Through the T-Cells.

I saw T-cell as an image of white feather. Later, it wore a blue cape around him, just like a super hero. It was cute and made me laugh. The T-cell and I shared the laughter. We laughed together and the laughter energized me greatly. The personality of the T-cell reminded me of my mother; very caring and full of unconditional love.

(Question) What should I do in order to restore my own vital energy?

It told me to stay optimistic. Always remember of my childhood where I was completely active and healthy. Believe in my original vital power. I am originally healthy and active.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Mediumship Training.

I didn’t ask any particular questions during meditation. I just enjoyed staying in the higher dimension. All my memories that I spent at Navajoland came back to me. I know it is time for me to output what I have received so far. I still don’t know exactly how. I believe in my family spirits that they will show me the way at the right timing.

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In the morning my husband received a phone call from his dad. It was a good news about my mother-in-law. Her TB (tuberculosis) test came back as negative, and her fever had stayed normal for the previous 48 hours. So, her doctor decided to discharge her from the hospital today.

She had been hospitalized for 10 nights and 11 days. She didn’t think she would stay at the hospital for that long, so she didn’t bring her cell phone charger. At this time due to Covid-19, nobody was allowed to visit her in the hospital, so my dad-in-law could not deliver her cell phone charger.

We are so happy for her that she can come back home. I bet she will enjoy sleeping on her own bed tonight.