It was a hot day. After I came back from walking in the afternoon, I felt like taking a nap. So I did. I was planning to take a one-hour nap, but it ended up a two-hour nap. It is okay with me. I needed to rest and enjoyed the message through my dream.

***

In my dream of my daily nap, I was living in a house. My house was located in the middle of steep hill. There was another house on top of the hill. I noticed there were so many people started coming to my house. There were some young handsome looking men. They were polite. There were some old figures in both men and women. There were even young kids. I told my husband and daughter about those intruders in our house. They smiled at me. They told me they already noticed their existences. They told me they are my helpers and supporters so that I needed to be nice to all of them.

Then I woke up.

I thought this dream is a symbolic one. It shows I have started to climb up the light stairs to enhance my spiritual awareness. The residences of the house on upper hill are my family spirits supporting me. I appreciate them to stay with me and encourage me for my path.

In the neighbor city, we have a small town known as a new age town. There is a small community that offers free healing modalities to public. Last time I received a reading session from one of them. It turned out, to be honest, a disappointing. After the session, my energy was drained and I felt somewhat angry and irritated. That gave me a good lesson, though. I would stay away from the group, especially from the self-claimed psychic reader.

This morning, the community announced to have a zoom meditation session for free of charge. From my last experience, I made my mind on staying away from this community. However, I liked the young woman who arranged the mediation session for me. She posted her profile pictures. She seemed young and honest. My intuition says I can trust her. So, I decided to join this zoom meditation.

Before I joined, I said a quick prayer and asked my spiritual family for their support. If this group was not for me, I wanted to know right away.

Then I hopped in the zoom page. I took a glance of the group members. There were seven participants except for me. Everybody except for me was elders above in their 70s. Even before the mediation, one old woman was chit-chatting about her daily complains. Her loud voice entered into my ears. I instantly felt uncomfortable being in this group. I muted my voice and turned off my video. Then I asked my pendulum if I should stay in this group mediation or leave right away. Even before I finished my question, my pendulum started reacting, saying “leave right away!” I followed the advice and left the group.

I thought of my progress. If this happened before, I could not leave the group and ended up wasting my time. I was too nice to people before. Now I have been improved. I value my time and I can say no whenever I need to protect myself and my loved one. This is a great improvement for me.

***

At night I attended the Sunday Service Session presented by the Japanese Mediumship School. This was my second time participated in this session. This time it was a big group. The participants were almost 60 people which was almost double number from the last session where the participants were 33 people.

This group was calm and beneficial. I should stay with this group that my intuition says yes to it.

***

I appreciate my intuition working sharply and telling me the right choice. I really want to do only things my soul feels happy. I don’t have any minutes to waste in my life.

I had a total reading session with a medium at the Japanese mediumship school. The session was held through zoom app so that I could see his face. The medium was a man who had calm and gentle energy.

After we greeted one word “konnichiwa”, he went into the reading session right away. I liked it this way, instead of taking some minutes for getting ready. He was the very first medium to jump into the reading process. Other psychics always started with greeting, some chatting, and their own prayers, that took the first several minutes of my precious reading time. 

His reading was like this.

***

The first one who showed up was a female figure. She was calm and peaceful. She was wearing the casual kimono. On top of the kimono, wearing a Kappougi, a cooking apron. She is not very old. Maybe passed away when she was not that old. The face shape is an oval shape. Pretty looking. Her facial feature is resembled to my face.

— At this moment, I confirmed she was my paternal grandma Shizu. She passed away when I was very small, so that I don’t have memory of her. My relatives often told me I resemble her.

Grandma Shizu was wearing a face mask. She encouraged me to keep wearing a face mask whenever I go to the public area to stay safe.

She was watching a person who was wearing a hoodie jacket. The person must be me. She was watching me sweeping fallen leaves in autumn. The place were filled with birch trees. It was in beautiful autumn. One squirrel is sitting on my shoulder. I was having fun with dogs. I was enjoying the beautiful autumn. My grandma Shizu encouraged me to have dogs. Everything seemed happy and fun.

— Since I don’t have dogs at this moment and our current area does not have birch trees, it must be one of the future after we move in Navajoland.  

A vision of a train traveling to north. Inside the train, my husband and I held tightly on each other so as not to get shaken off from the train. The visions implied the challenging to move to Navajoland and start a spiritual business there might be a challenging transition, but my husband and I would support each other and we would make it through. My grandma Shizu is looking forward to our challenging transition and success there.   

Once my grandma Shizu’s message was done, a grandfather figure stepped forward. It seemed to be paternal grandfather of my husband. He was holding a big teddy bear stuffed animal in front of his face and moving it side to side playfully. He was trying to catch an attention from my daughter. He wants to give the bear to my daughter.

— When my husband had a peace way ceremony at his parents’ house in 2016, I saw a vision of a brown bear coming to me. I asked the medicine man about meaning of a bear. He said it means medicine and protection. So, maybe my husband’s grandpa wants to protect my daughter. Also he wants to support my daughter to be a medicine woman.

My husband’s grandpa showed lots of snow. He showed the vision of my daughter wearing a heavy winter jacket and playing on a sled in the snowy slope. He showed a basket. In the basket, there was some spray bottles. They were the medicine to heal my daughter’s allergic skin.    

Next, a male figure stepped forward. He was not wearing a Native American outfit. Rather, he was wearing a pair of suspenders, jeans, and work shirt. He did not look like Japanese, more like Ainu. He is gifted with curving beautiful artworks such as sophisticated bear. He wants to pass the gift to my daughter.

Next, a male figure stepped forward. He was a relative of my husband. He passed away in his young age, maybe in his 50s. He loved having fun with people. He has cheerful energy. He was tall and well-built. He showed a vision of a lake. He was suggesting us to buy a motor boat. He thinks our customers will enjoy the water play in the lake. He wants to join us to have fun too.

Then, all of a sudden, the atmosphere changed completely. Solemn goddess figure stepped forward. The medium could not think of any nationality. She has something like an umbrella. She might be the leader of my spirit guides. She is supporting me.

Next, some monks and nuns stepped forward. They serve as a terminal carer or an Okuribito – a person who takes care of somebody who is about to depart to spirit world. When they were in human forms, they were exceled in taking care of departing souls. They helped the departing souls to get rid of fear about physical death. Thanks to their support, I am gifted for healing and caring people.

— This really makes sense to me. I am good at supporting departing souls. I recently helped my mom for her departure.

Next, a male figure stepped forward. He is my guide spirit. He was also one of my past life existence. His life was the most recent one for me. He was a scientist.

He is well-built and wearing a unique goggle looking glasses. He is very strong and powerful in his mental and physical. He has beards in his chin and around his mouth. His hair is curly and black. He was born in his last time as a half bleed with some nationality. The medium could not figure out his nationality. He seemed to be

This male guide spirit is supporting me to see visions clearly as a clairvoyant. I will need to climb up the light stairs to upper dimensions. He will take each step with me being my side.

At the certain point of the light stairs, the solemn goddess figure, the leader of my guide spirits, is standing, waiting for me to come to her.

***

So far, 30 minutes had passed. For the last 10 minutes, I was allowed to ask two questions.

My 1st question was about my past life which is closely related to this lifetime.

I was born as a male. I was a Christian priest and a scholar. I loved studying. I read many, many books throughout my life. I studied especially about Christianity through its scripts and bibles. The appearance was like that of Shakespeare. A scarce hair on my old age. I could not find the right answer in Christianity. After his life, my soul decided to make a new life searching my answer in other teachings except for Christianity.

— It makes sense to me. I never showed any interests in Christianity in this lifetime at all. I realized it was came from my past life experience.  

My 2nd question was about my past life where I enhanced my spiritual awareness.

I was born as a male. I was born in southern part of China. I was intelligent, smart, and cautious. I was a military official, worked for the Chinese Emperor. I was at one of the top ranks in the government. I was sent to north, to Korea as an emissary. This mission was at the top secret, and I needed to be always alert in such a highly charged situation. This career helped me enhance my spiritual awareness to the highest level in my other past lives. I enhanced especially my spiritual gift in hearing and sensing. I could easily recognize who was telling a truth or a lie. In private life, I believed in北極星信仰. I had a wife and children, and had a long life. At my old age, I had white hair.

In other past lives too, I had enhanced my spiritual awareness and used it in the daily life.

***

His reading was very helpful for me to understand. My natal horoscope chart shows I was once at the top of the mountain. Knowing I was indeed at the one of the top ranks in the society really soothed my soul. This was one of the biggest questions while I was small. My soul liked it to work diligently and to be accepted by the society for my hard work.

***

P.S. Three days later of this reading session, I had a dream as a confirmation of his reading.

On June 15^th, in my dream, I was at our house with my husband. One burglar tried to come into our house. We both noticed the existence of the burglar. I went inside the house, and my husband went to the garage so that the burglar was surrounded by us. My husband and I never spoke a single word out loud, but we communicated very well through telepathy. We made a detailed plan and performed it very well. We were successfully able to win the fight with the burglar. Just like the message from my grandma Shizu, my husband and I will cooperate well and success our path to Navajo retreat center.  

Many years ago, before I moved to America that was more than 20 years ago, I purchased a CD set of the Hemi Sync Gateway Experience. I used to practice guided mediation every day. After I moved to America, I have been super busy with being pregnant, being a new mom so that I completely forgot about the CD set.  

With the advice and support from my paternal grandma of today, I decided to resume my daily habit of doing meditation.

Today I did the guidance mediation to their “Free Flow to Focus-21”.

Here was my memo during the meditation.

***

I was flying in the sky.

I had big white wings on my back.

Up, up higher in the sky, I saw Canyon de Chelly National Monument downward.

I greeted to Spider Woman Rock, and went up further higher.

I arrived at Focus-21.

It was calm, peaceful, and quiet.

Ahead of me, I felt a solemn existence.

I saw solemn goddess figure.

I saw myself as a male figure. Masculine and strong, mentally and physically.

I felt myself feeling confidence in me.

I felt tingling feeling in the entire right side of my body.

I was feeling hot. I am sweating in the real life.

I asked the goddess figure how I can enhance my spiritual awareness.

Her advice was like this.

Living my daily life fully with peaceful mind is the key for enhancing spiritual awareness.

I am already gifted with healing ability.

Be confident with my healing ability and provide a healing session with the people whom need it.

Know that everything is going well.

Feel assured that I am receiving enough support and encouragement all the time.

***

My conscious came back to my physical body feeling refreshed and happy.

At night I attended one of the class presented by the Japanese mediumship school. The class was held from 11:30 p.m. to 1:30 a.m. I went to bed at 8:30 p.m. to get some sleep before the class. I woke up at 11 p.m. and joined the class. Then after the class, I went back to bed.

There were nine participants including the instructor. The class consisted of some prayers, distant healing, mantras, guided meditation, spiritual intuitive talks, and demonstrations of spirit communication.

I could not see nor feel anything in the guided meditation as I completely lost hearing the guidance voice. I still have confidence in me I will get there as I practice.

At the last of the event, in the demonstrations of spirit communication, I was picked at the last.

I enjoyed hearing the spirit communication. It went like this.

***

Today, my paternal grandma came first to send me some messages.

She looked skinny. She had black straight hair wearing a daily casual kimono. She was climbing down the light stairs. As I recently committed myself to cultivate my spiritual awareness, she came down from spiritual realm to support me. She suggested me to tide up the house. Tidying up is always a good start to cultivate spiritual awareness.

She showed me riding a bicycle in a fast speed. I don’t ride a bicycle in the daily life. Last time I rode a bicycle was 30 years ago.  It implies I am going somewhere.

Grandma showed a surprise box. A roof of a house or a roof of a tower came out from the box. It implies I will receive a surprise big life event.

The big life event might be a moving to a new place. The new place might have an old building. The building was built about 100 years ago. It was built by stones and rocks.

Also for the description of the new place, my grandma shared an image of a trolley train with a whole bunch of coals. The new place might have an extremely cold weather during winter. She wants to gift me a whole bunch of fuels to keep us warm in winter.

***

I didn’t say to the instructor about our moving possibility to Navajoland. I just kept it to myself. All of these descriptions of the new place are well described of Navajoland. I wonder when and how we will move there.

For the last one month, I have been gaining weight, and my blood sugar level has been elevating in proportion with the weight gain. On May 28^th, it has gotten to the point where I needed to resume talking metformin. I resumed the medicine since that day. I don’t feel comfortable for that. I had stopped taking metformin since October 1^st 2019, and until now my body has somewhat dealing with well without medicine.

I keep thinking about the last aura cleaning session with a Japanese healer. The main purpose of the session was to heal my diabetes condition. Since the session date of May 8^th, my body condition has gotten worse day by day. I understand it is not her fault, but at the same time, I thought I should update her that her healing session has not working well for me.

It took me some courage to give a feedback to her. My intention is not to make her offended, rather I hoped she would kindly understand my situation and offer me a follow up session.

Before I contacted her, I sent some positive prayers to her.

During my prayer, I heard the song’s melody and lyrics. The song was “Feels like HEAVEN ～きっと来る きっとくる” by HIIH.  This song is the theme song of the movie Ring.

I was happy to hear this song’s melody. This is the answer from my family spirits that the healer willingly would offer me a follow-up session and that my family spirits would support me in the session.

In my dream, my ex-boyfriend showed up. He was the one whom I dated in my late 20s. He guided me to Navajoland and supported me a lot for my life purpose. I haven’t seen him in the real life, but I always appreciate him for his support.

In the dream I was traveling somewhere. It looked like some area in Mexico. There, I run into my ex-boyfriend. Both of us were happy to see each other again. We run to get closer and hugged each other. He was also a traveler. He was carrying a huge backpack in his back and holding another bag in his hand. I briefly told my life after I broke up with him, and he did the same. We were happy to hear we both had fun life adventures.

Then I woke up.

The last time I heard about him was from my dad-in-law. It was before my marriage, so it was maybe 15 years ago. I wonder if he is still alive or he is already back to the spirit world.

***

In the afternoon, we went to the library to pick up some craft items for my daughter. The librarian gave us some vegetables from her garden. It was a nice gift in summer time.

Our garden plants are doing well. Next time when we get enough harvest, I want to share some with her.

Garden vegetables are nice summer gifts to exchange.

In my dream, somebody gave me a calendar. I was happy for it.

This dream implies that productive and fulfilling days coming up to me.

***

My personal successful update: today I could finally touch my finger behind back in both ways.

This is a great progress for me. In March 2016, I had a severe pain in my left arm. I could not uplift my left arm in my back. The highest place I could move was to my lower back.

This taught me the importance of taking good care of my body. A tiny but steady daily basis efforts to take care of my body makes this progress happen.

Today my dad held my mom’s 100^th ceremony at his house. Also today was my dad’s birthday.

I feel sorry that I could not cerebrate for both events in person.

I was there and cerebrate them in spirit though.

***

Today’s dream: I found something important in the warehouse. Somebody congratulated my founding and took me to a swimming pool to relax.

Today’s dream: I was surrounded by many snakes. The snakes didn’t bother me at all. They focused on their own business, and I did mine. We didn’t interfere each other with a sacred boundary. Then somebody took me to a camp site. We cooked food and ate them together. It was fun.

***

In the evening, I participated two online Zoom events that were presented by the Japanese Mediumship School. It was my very first time to meet them in zoom.

The first one was the online healing center. There were participants including the meeting host.

The second one was called Sunday Service. There were 33 participants including the meeting host. The event included opening prayer, distant healing, sermon, hymns, demonstration of spirit communications, and closing prayer. I liked every moment. Everything was meaningful to me. I appreciate them to allow me to be there.

Among all the services, I enjoyed the most in demonstration of spirit communications.  

I was selected the first client. I was excited.

One of their senior students performed the spirit communication for me.

Her description was like this.

She felt a male energy. This person had lived for a long life. At the last part of his life, he stayed in the hospital with respiratory issue. He had lived with the support of lots of tubes. Even in such a situation, he was filled with good energy and lived fully to his last minute. He was a caring person and well-educated. He disciplined his daughters strictly. He might had been strict to his granddaughter.

Message

The first message: He wants me to know the reason why he was strict to me was because he loved me so much.

The second message: He came to greet me thinking of the upcoming Father’s day. He wants me to keep remembering him. He wants me to talk to him often. Then he will send me more messages in return.

***

I was so happy to receive this message. It was definitely my maternal grandfather. Shintaro ojichan.

I love him so much and I feel his existence all the time.

I had stopped calling his name recently, because I heard that our calling the names of our passed away loved ones sometimes might be burden to them in spirit world.

Now that I know it is totally fine with Shintaro ojiichan for my constantly talking to him. I will do so more often from now on.

Love you, Shintaro ojiichan. Thank you for coming by to me today. It was a wonderful surprise and a nice gift.