It was a hot day. We experienced the electricity outage for three hours in the middle of the day. It was terrible, and we were so glad once it was fixed and got back to normal. I am thankful for electricity.

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When I woke up, I thought of my old friend. We attended at the same tour. I attended as a hired interpreter and she was a customer. Since last year, I had seen her account as my Facebook friend recommendation list. But her family name was different from what I remembered. So I hesitated to contact her until today. But this morning, with the strong urge feeling, I thought I should take courage and send her a friend request. So I did.

Just some seconds after I sent her a friend request, I saw a notice that she already accepted my friend’s request.

I sent her a message and she replied back. After we exchanged some messages, we decided to talk on Skype.

It was great to be able to reconnect with her. During the tour in 2007, I became friends with her. I liked her very much. After the tour, I even visited her house and stayed one night at her house. Since then, I was too busy on my personal life journey and we lost contact.

She was the same way. She was busy with her personal life journey. She came to Arizona alone and traveled around Hopi-land, Navajo-land, and Sedona. She said it was in November 2010. In the same time, my family and I went back to Japan for two weeks. We would not be able to see each other anyway.

She got divorced from her husband and now she lives in Okinawa with her teacher job.

It was very nice reconnecting with her and catching up with her.  

In my dream of this morning, I was surrounded by white snow. It was quiet and solemn. I enjoyed healing from these pure snow energy.

On the next scenery, I was inside the mountain cabin. I was surrounded by a whole bunch of gift boxes. There were close to 100 boxes. Each box was nicely decorated with a gift wrapping paper and a colorful ribbon. Each box also had a small message card attached onto the surface of the box. It was fun to open each gift box. The contents were a variety of items. They were fluffy towels, high quality beef steaks, and other variety of my favorite foods such as candies, snacks, ice cream corns with whipped cream toppings, toys, and stuffed animals.

When my conscious came back from my dream world to my physical body, I considered the gifts were from my family spirits. They represented their pure love to me to show how much they love me.

I always appreciate them to be with me.  

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This morning at 10 a.m., I had a reading session appointment with one female clairvoyant.

Before I mention about the reading session, here is the background story.

There is a small town where is one drive away from my house. The place is called a new age people’s town. They have a non-profit organization called alternative clinic, where healers offer their spiritual healing work and session for free-of –charge every three months. They don’t take any appointment. Instead, they take their policy of First-come, first-served (FCFS). I went there maybe three times or so. Every time I needed to wait in front of the receptionist desk for my turn. I didn’t like the waiting with many other people, so I had stopped going there. I think the last time I went there was sometime in 2016.

Last week, I saw their Facebook announcement. Due to this social distancing, they decided to offer their services remotely, either online or phone calls. They will take an appointment this time. This is their first trial of offering a remote service. I was delightful about their announcement. With this remote service, I won’t need to drive down there and wait for my turn with a whole bunch of strangers for a long time. So, I requested an appointment for an intuitive reading session. The reception person set up the appointment time for me as 10 a.m. She said the healing practitioner will call me on my phone at 10 a.m. So far so good. I was excited about the reading session. At the ending of the conversation with the receptionist, I casually asked the practitioner’s name. She told me the name. My smile disappeared from my face right after I heard the name.

I remember this person. I had a reading session with her in 2016. I remember her reading left me some negative feelings. It was a mixture of denial and sadness.

At that time my husband had been suffering the tough challenges. Whatever he did, it turned out to be a bad result. My husband was frustrated and irritated for everything. We were not happy living together. We had often talked about a divorce. I wanted to have any messages from my family spirits about the issue. On that day, the practitioner told me it was all my fault. According to her, since my soul too freely traveled around in the universe and upper dimensions without grounding, other unhappy spirits got jealous of me. They wanted to attack me, but they couldn’t because I was well protected. They then aimed their target to my husband. My husband was an easy target for them because at that time he was weak and his aura field had tears here and there, so that they could easily get in and harm my husband.

The practitioner might be right on what she saw, but she didn’t give me any practical advice to protect us. I believe only one advice she gave was to stop meditate for a while. According to her, whenever I meditate, my soul easily fly around, so that the evil spirits can spot me and they can easily go to my husband through my energy.

Something like that. I didn’t agree with her on her session. I regretted to have had her session.

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Fast forwarded to the other day. When I heard this practitioner’s name, I asked my family spirits if I can have her session or not. I thought they said “yes, go ahead and take the session with her.” So, I just keep my appointment as it was. I thought to myself, that it was four years ago anyway. She might be able to be helpful for me this time.

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Today, at 10 a.m., I waited for her call. My phone didn’t ring. I waited until 10:15 a.m. Still no phone call. I contacted the receptionist. She confessed that she gave the practitioner my phone number wrongly. She wrote down my number one digit wrong. That was why the practitioner could not call me. When the practitioner called me, it was past 10:20 a.m.

The practitioner told me that I had 30 minutes and I could ask many questions within the allowance time.

The reading was like this.

She didn’t see any Japanese ancestors with me. She said it is rare for a person with pure blood race like me. She didn’t see me having any strong connections with my Japanese ancestors.

— It makes sense to me. While I was with my family in Japan, I always felt isolated from them.

She saw two of my spiritual guides beside me. One is male figure with in a black outfit, and the other is female figure in a while outfit. They didn’t look alike of humans, so that she could not recognize as any human race. To her, they seemed to be star people.  

Then I asked if I would be able to receive my share of the inheritance from my parents. I just mentioned my brother wanted to take it all to himself. I don’t know why he is mad at me. As far as I know, I didn’t do anything bad to my brother. I didn’t give her any other information about my brother,

She saw the vision of my brother carrying all the fortune and turned back to me. The vision showed that he determined strongly to take all the inheritance only to himself. It also showed that he is not happy for everything of his current life, including his current job and his wife. His wife is not happy all for her marriage and her current life. My brother and his wife unite by focusing on receiving all the inheritance from my parents.

I mentioned I have kept sending happy thoughts, healing, and prayers to my brother. The practitioner said nothing would change my brother, as he has been struggling so hard on his unhappiness. She said my brother would stay as same by shutting his mental door to me or to anybody else.

— I was sad to hear that.

The practitioner saw the vision that my male guide showed a balance scale. My guides didn’t suggest which side I should take. It was my free will to take either option.

One option is to pursue to receive my lawful share. She said my brother would do everything to take it all to himself. Thus, I would have to fight against my brother in a court. I would need to hire an attorney. It would take many months, possibly more than one year. In such a long duration, every day, I would suffer from the pain for fighting with my own brother. It would be painful and energy draining. During the fighting duration, I would live away from peaceful days. I would not be able to brush up my spiritual ability as I wish more than anything else.

The other option is to let it go. If I decided to walk away from this trouble, I would keep living my life as happy as I wish. I would be able to focus my precious every moment on brushing up my spiritual gifts. I would be able to support and help many other people through my services.

Then, my time of 30 minutes was up. I thanked to the practitioner and ended our reading session.

After I hang up the phone, I was drained. I felt sad and devastated. I wish I didn’t have this reading session.

Then all of a sudden, I realized the reason why this reading session was disturbed. It was my family spirits’ love to me. They know me much more than anybody else. They already knew I would regret having this session with this practitioner. That was why my family spirits did some trick to prevent this session. I should have known sooner, so that I would give up on the session.

At least I learned one important lesson from this reading session. I felt depressed and sad after this practitioner’s session because she just shared with me the vision she saw, but she never gave me any blight sides or hope. We all need hope. This is a big difference between a good practitioner and a bad practitioner, as far as I am concerned. This practitioner is accurate, but she lacks of giving a client some hopes. So, whenever I give somebody a reading session or a healing session, I will do my best to pull their vibration up through my session. I want to see their bright smile before they leave my place after my session.   

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In the night before I fell asleep, one of my old memories popped up in my head. When I had a psychic reading session in 20s, she mentioned my guide spirits were a male being and a female being, and little bit back of them, she certainly saw my Japanese ancestors and Native American ancestors. I think they reminded me that they never abandoned me; they are always with me. I appreciate for their reminder.

I went to pick up the meal packet with my daughter. On Fridays, the school now delivers the weekend meal packet containing of breakfast and lunch for Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

Today the bus driver informed me that the school decided to keep delivering the meal packet until the end of June.

Pandemic EBT(P-EBT), as introduced in H.R. 6201, the Families First Coronavirus Response Act(link is external), provides assistance to households with children who are eligible for free or reduced-price school meals, while schools are out of session due to the COVID-19 pandemic. For three months, she will receive $315. I appreciate our local community and government for their kind support.

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Nowadays I often think of my old friend. We were close friends in our university days. She used to live in an apartment with her other three sisters. I often visited her room and had a sleep-over at her place. Her hometown was northern part of Hyogo Prefecture. I often visited her hometown with her. There, her parents and her maternal grandma heartwarmingly welcomed me. I felt as if I were one of their own family member. Her name is Rie Nakai. She married to a monk in Himeji. I visited their temple once, and stayed one night in their house. It was the last time that I talked to her. Since then, I lost contact with her. I had searched her in Facebook, but could not find her because I don’t remember her new family name. I really wish I will be reconnected with her soon.

My daughter’s school has been closed due to Covid-19. The school has provided 8-weeks assignments to students. They will use the assignment participation as a tool of their grading scale to decide if the student will proceed to the upper grade or not.

I have been supportive for my daughter to finish the assignments. Today she submitted the last assignment packet. She has completed for the 4^th grade.

In these past 8 weeks, my daughter and I have been done pretty good on studying. We focus on studying from 8 a.m. to 3 p.m. In this time frame, we didn’t just only study. We also incorporated other fun study such as art crafting, cooking, cleaning, and exercising. We have done very well. We have started thinking that we will be able to manage a home-schooling option, if my daughter wishes for the future.

I watched the TV program of fortune telling. One fortune teller introduced some fortune telling regarding a mole. According to him, all the moles in the back of an ear have good lucks, and especially a mole in the back of earlobe was the luckiest of all. The owner will be blessed with great luck in business, financial, and love.

I asked my daughter to check the back of my ear. She found one mole in the back of left edge in my ear. I didn’t notice this mole and I was happy that I have one.

I checked my daughter’s ear. She has one mole in the back of her left earlobe. I was very happy to find she has the luckiest one. I want her to be successful in her future career, love, health, and life.  

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Today’s dream: My brother called me on the phone. Before I picked up the phone, I thought it might be an announcement of my dad’s departure. But my guess was wrong. My brother wanted to have some ideas of the passwords of my dad’s computers. I told my brother he asked me the wrong person. Why should I know? I had no idea about it. Then his voice tone changed into that of irritation and anger. He said some cussing words to me and hung up the phone.

Then, on the next scenery, I was with my dad at his house in Japan.  He had several visitors. Everybody was trying to take care of my dad. However, since this was in the dream world, I could see through their true intentions. They all wanted to take money out from my dad.

Then I woke up.

I thought this dream indicated that my dad would live longer than we thought and that he would spend lots of money while he was alive. So, this dream implied my dad would not leave my brother and me a big fortune as his inheritance.

I finished reading the book Theta Healing: Introducing an Extraordinary Energy Healing Modality written by Vianna Stibal.

This book was a thick book with 609 pages. Full of information. It is similar to the method of hemi sync gateway guided by Robert Monroe. It leads our conscious body to the upper dimension. When it comes to the diagnosis for a patient, we use our conscious body to enter the patient’s body and witness any unharmonized parts, then command to fix the issue. All we can do is command and witness. The healing part is done by Creator.   

I want to go to the actual class with her someday.

I went to the grocery store in the morning. It has been at least two weeks for me to go to the store. I was amazed to see many cars driving on the road. In the store too, there were many people. Previously I hardly saw any children customers, but today, there were a quite a few.

Our local county revised the stay home order until May 15^th. Salons/barbershops already reopened since May 8^th, and restaurants already reopened for their dine-in services since May 11^th. Today’s new revision says that pools, spas, and gyms may reopen from May 13^th.

My Japanese friend told me her children will go back to school from June 1^st, unless any other changes.

I am glad everything is gradually getting back to normal.

My husband and I started jogging in the evening. I have always wanted to do this, but I could not keep doing it by myself. My husband was willing to support me.

Today was our first challenge. We jogged 1.4 mike (2.3 km). My husband could job through, but I walked from time to time. Our time was 15 minutes. Tomorrow I set my goal as less than 14 minutes without walking. I still need to practice for my lungs to get used to it.

I felt really good for running. I released a good amount of sweat.

I talked with my life-long friend on the phone. It is always good to talk with her.

I had left some distance from her since my last visit in Japan in March 2019. I have the specific reason that I started keeping distance from her. I had avoided talking her about the reason. Recently I had a strong urge that I should talk to her about my honest feeling.

Right before I started talking with her, I had a prayer about our friendship. She means a lot to me, and I don’t want to lose her. I don’t want to stay being this kind of little bit distanced friendship.

I had a solid confidence that I will be able to make peace and reconnect with her if I talk to her from my sincere heart. The solid confidence came from my personal experience with my husband. My husband and I have built our good relationship through our well-communication.

Our talk went well. After I opened up and talked my honest feeling, she did so to me. We found out there were misunderstandings due to our lack of communication. We made promises that from now on, instead of not talking about it, we will talk from our honest feeling and have good communication.

I am glad that our friendship and trust were rebuilt again.     

This evening I had my second aura cleansing session from the Japanese female healer.

Today I focused on my cleaning my aura field around my physical body.