Today’s dream: I was at the university. I was buying the class textbooks and all of a sudden, I busted into tears. This university was not what I wanted to go. I should have chosen my university much more wisely. I failed to the entrance test for the attorney university. I felt myself as a failure. This scene was my actual experience. On the second scene, I was with my family spirits. They told me it was okay. There were nothing I should regret in my life. Every single experience, even though some of them looked as mistakes, has created the current me. Without any of them, I would not be here. I cannot change my past. All I can do right now is to cherish all of my experiences as that of my precious experiences. I have learned from my experiences anyway.

Then I woke up.

I agree with my family spirits. Everything was needed to grow and train myself.

Last night I talked with my best friend in Japan. We shared a good time on chatting. Thanks to the fun time, I fell asleep right away. I totally forgot about my recent routine of meditation before going to bed. I guess it was okay. It happens.

***

My husband came back with a good news. He will have a phone interview with one IT company in the neighbor city. I hope it will go well. We will definitely be able to handle our third unemployment as we already went through twice before; we should have learned enough from the challenges.

***

Today was my 27^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

 “You are capable of great wonders. Your potential is unlimited.”

It was tough night to fall asleep. The entire house stayed warm regardless of turning the cooler and fan on all night. The hot temperature in the house was due to yesterday’s tough afternoon without a cooler for 6.5 hours. Even though I had some sleep, I woke up still feeling tired.

I could not remember my dream this morning. In the afternoon, I did meditation, but I could not fully enter the meditated state.

***

Starting from this Monday, my daughter has working on the orientation session for her new school.

In the evening I received a phone call from my daughter’s new teacher for homeschooling. My husband, my daughter, and I greeted to the teacher. The school starts from next Monday, August 3^rd. it was very long spring/summer vacation for my daughter this year starting from the middle of March to the end of July for 4.5 months. I look forward to a new school for her.

Today’s dream: At the first scene, I made a juice with sweet potatoes and carrot and drank it. I enjoyed the energy of the vegetable juice. At the second scene, I was waiting for two girls. They were my customers for our retreat center. I saw the girl’s family names. One was Ms. Tamori. I saw the other girl’s family name in Chinese character, but I never saw her family name before and I could not read. Once it happens in the real life in the future, I will remember this dream was a deja vu. I look forward to that day.

***

This morning went well normally. It was good. However, our tough afternoon started at 11:30 a.m. The water stopped. It happens very often in this area. Here in my area in America, the workers don’t notice the water stopping due to water pipe repair. At first I didn’t take it seriously. It usually comes back to normal within one hour. This time though, water outage continued until 6 p.m. Our house, same as our neighbors, uses a swamp cooler. It uses water to create cool air. Thus, we needed to survive this heat day without cooler for 6.5 hours. We turned all the ceiling fans ON, but it didn’t help that much. It was a tough afternoon.

During our usual evening walk, some of our neighbors told us what happened. In this area, the water pipes were installed long time ago. They used a clay pipes. Now that they have become more than 100 years old, the old pipes burst due to warm weather.

On our next house, I am planning to buy and install a water softer/filter for an entire house.

Our garden of this year has been doing pretty good. We bought five plants of jalapeno, lettuce, tomato, okra, and parsley on May 20^th. These plants are growing very well. We already started harvesting jalapeno, lettuce, okra, and parsley almost every day. Tomatoes took very long. It took almost two months to become ready to harvest. Our first tomato had finally ripen and we harvested it on July 21^st. Since the first day, we have been blessed with harvesting tomatoes every day. Our tomatoes are not red but yellow. They grow up to the size of 3-inch and come out heavy. It has become my pleasure to go check our garden every morning. I need to bring my bamboo basket for harvesting because they will overflow from my both hands.

On the other hand, the seven seeds of cucumber, eggplant, corn, tomato, bell pepper, peas, and radish have not grown well. Only some corns and radishes are still growing, but they haven’t grown enough to harvest yet.

It was good that we decided to start our gardening this year. It gives us comfort and joy.

***

Today was my 24^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

“And even should love not be returned it is not lost, for love not reciprocated will flow back to you and soften and purify your heart.”

It was a hot day. My period has come too. With these two reasons, I spent today in detoxing and resting. My family and I rented a kids’ movie, but I was too sleepy to keep watching. I spent most of the day dozing off. It is okay with me. Whenever a huge life changing transition is happening, I need to sleep a lot so that I can discuss intensely with my family sprits.

Today’s dream: I was at the amusement park by the ocean. Although I was alone, I didn’t feel lonely at all. I was at the waiting line for the Ferris wheel. There, I started chatting with woman who was standing before me. She was alone too. During our conversation, we noticed we were like-minded. We became liking each other and became friends. We got on the same car of the Ferris wheel and continued our conversation. After that, she took me to her favorite coffee shop. At the coffee stop, the owner offered us one ticket each for their raffle draw. I didn’t pay attention to their raffle draw, but on the next moment, everybody in the coffee shop was facing me and smiling. They congratulated me. I won the first prize. It was a trip to Mexico. After I hugged to my new friend, I departed to my next destination, Mexico. At the restaurant of the hotel in Mexico, I met another person whom I felt close from our very first meeting. We became friends and decided to travel together. Then I woke up.

Right after I woke up, I was still somewhat in the dream state. I asked the message from this dream.

My family spirits told me I will keep going forward, just like a story of わらしべ長者 “The straw millionaire.”  On this journey, I will start off with just one item. As I go forward in my journey, I will gain my treasure on every step, just like the story. My treasures will be my experiences including successes and failures, and my human connections accumulated.

***

At night I attended the Sunday Service. It was my 8^th attendance. I enjoyed being with other like-minded people. Even though I never met them in person, nor I never talked to most of them in person, I like them.

Today’s dream: I was at the amusement park by the ocean. Although I was alone, I didn’t feel lonely at all. I was at the waiting line for the Ferris wheel. There, I started chatting with woman who was standing before me. She was alone too. During our conversation, we noticed we were like-minded. We became liking each other and became friends. We got on the same car of the Ferris wheel and continued our conversation. After that, she took me to her favorite coffee shop. At the coffee stop, the owner offered us one ticket each for their raffle draw. I didn’t pay attention to their raffle draw, but on the next moment, everybody in the coffee shop was facing me and smiling. They congratulated me. I won the first prize. It was a trip to Mexico. After I hugged to my new friend, I departed to my next destination, Mexico. At the restaurant of the hotel in Mexico, I met another person whom I felt close from our very first meeting. We became friends and decided to travel together. Then I woke up.

Right after I woke up, I was still somewhat in the dream state. I asked the message from this dream.

My family spirits told me I will keep going forward, just like a story of わらしべ長者 “The straw millionaire.”  On this journey, I will start off with just one item. As I go forward in my journey, I will gain my treasure on every step, just like the story. My treasures will be my experiences including successes and failures, and my human connections accumulated.

***

At night I attended the Sunday Service. It was my 8^th attendance. I enjoyed being with other like-minded people. Even though I never met them in person, nor I never talked to most of them in person, I like them.

Today’s dream: I was with my parents at their house in Japan. My late mom was with us in their house as if she was still alive. Although she didn’t say a word, she constantly looked happy and being smiling. My dad asked me to organize his money. He asked me to gather up certain numbers of 10,000 YEN bills, roll them up, and tie the bundle with a rubber band, then put the bundle in a cookie can. It was just like you see in the old western movie, even though my dad never does such things in the real life. He put the cookie cans filled with bills into a safety box. He locked the safety box.

Then, on the next scene, a stork came down in front of me. The stork telepathically told me he was sent to me by my dad. He told me to look for his leg. I found a key tied to his leg. Again the stork telepathically told me the key was mine. The key was to open the safety box. I also saw the vision of my dad smiling and telling me the safety box was given to me. I received the message from my dad. he said to use the money accurately and wisely. On the third scene, I was packing my suitcase. My mom showed up and asked me to help her packing her baggage. Even though I was busy with my packing, I willingly accepted my mom’s favor and helped her. After I was done with her packing, I went back to my packing. My mom made it on time for her flight, and I made it on time for my flight.

Then I woke up. I felt feeling comfortable and happy. The dream interpretation says a landed stork implies the dreamer will be blessed with a very rare types of great opportunity. I am looking forward to experiencing that.

***

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync exploring Focus-15. I didn’t receive any specific messages, but I felt very relaxed.

***

Nothing has changed in the real life. Rather, the current situation under unemployment must be tough and I must have feeling stressful. However, despite of the appearance of the current situation, my soul is filled with love, encouragement, and hope. I feel something is growing well for sure toward fulfilling my last life mission.

Today’s dream: At the first scene I was at the beach with somebody. We were clamming for our meal. On the second scene, I was at our backyard garden with my family. We were harvesting ripe tomatoes. I woke up feeling relaxed and comfortable.

According to the dream interpretation dictionary, going clamming implies the dreamer will be blessed with thriving business. Also, clamming means the dreamer’s goal and achievement has gotten much closer than before. Just one step away. Harvesting tomatoes implies the dreamer’s hard works and efforts will be rewarded.

***

In the evening after I came out from a bath, I noticed two missed calls from my dad on my cell phone. Same as usual, I prayed my family spirits for their support so that we would have a good conversation. Then I took my courage and called him.

My dad picked up the phone. Right after he heard my voice, his voice was risen with joy. On our last phone conversation on July 2^nd, we ended up arguing about the different opinions about inheritance procedure and my mom’s funeral and ceremonies. However, he seemed to have completely forgotten about that. He sounded purely happy to hear my voice.

I mentioned about my husband’s got laid-off. And I asked my dad to share my mom’s inheritance. My dad was not surprised to hear about the laid-off, and he didn’t change his stance about the inheritance. He said he would keep it for himself. So far, everything was exactly the same. However, this time, something was changed in me. I didn’t get irrigated with my dad. I finally could accepted the way my dad takes.

After my dad and I had a nice conversation, we hung up the phone comfortably.

It was amazing. The situation itself was not changed at all. But I could change myself, and that led my feeling uplifted. I decided not to take my dad as hostile, instead, I chose to love him.  

Today’s dream: I was with my family spirits. I started having some sickness symptoms such as a high fever, coughs, and runny nose. My body temperature was 37 degrees Celsius (98.6 degrees Fahrenheit). In the physical realm, I seldom have body high temperature. The body temperature of 37 degrees Celsius is abnormally high for me. I started feeling scared because they were the symptoms of Covid-19. All of my family spirits gathered around me and calmly told me not to worry. I am not infected Covid-19. I am not sick. I am totally fine.

Then I woke up. I felt comfortable and refreshed. I knew this dream didn’t warn me, rather, it was to encourage me.

In the awake state, I asked my family spirits what were the messages through this dream. I got their block of thoughts like this.

They know I am feeling about the current situation got laid off being scary. But they want me to fully believe in me and my family spirits. They told me not to focus on only the narrow vision, instead see things around me in the 360 degree range with a wide vision. Then I will see the truth.

***

Today was my 19^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

“And fear not as you enter your new life. Every noble acquisition is attended with its risks. He who fears to encounter the one must not expect to obtain the other. Now you know you are a miracle. And there is no fear in a miracle.”

Maybe, it is a message from my family spirits of not to fear this transition. We should be protected by them all the time anyway. We will be fine.