I asked my family spirits about my husband’s new job. Recently he received a couple of phone calls regarding the possible job opportunity.

One is to get an IT job position in the military base in Cuba. When I heard about this job position, my intuition gave me a dull gut pain. I didn’t think it would happen, even though my husband is excited to hear from the recruiter more about the job details.

The other one is to get an on-call position on the military base. He had worked as this job position. Again, my intuition didn’t give me happy feeling. We didn’t have comfortable experiences working for this company. This company uses the on-call position worker for their convenience. They canceled on the same day many times. This job position does not come with any benefits.

His former company asked him to come back with the vacant position in Kentucky. My husband was excited about this job position because he will be able to work for the same job content with his previous coworkers. After I did some research about the area, however, I really felt uncomfortable for moving there. I cannot feel my soul to be related to this new area.

With these conditions in my mind, I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12.

I clearly saw the vision of Window Rock. It is located in the capital city of Navajo Nation. I also saw the vision of a flame of a wooden house. It should be our handmade house to be built in Navajoland. I could not get the detailed information about when we should move though.

I received an email from the account. After he talked into my dad, he proposed a compromised plan. It was not exactly what I requested, but at least my dad accepted some of my requests. Since I didn’t want to cause any more arguments with my dad, I decided to accept his compromised plan.

Without the accountant’s help, my family would not been able to come this far. With his support, the inheritance procedure has gotten close to an end.

My family sprits was right. Two days ago, in my dream, my family spirits told me they had been working on this issue and so, I didn’t need to worry about it. I appreciate everybody who were involved in this case and worked on settling down.

There is one more last procedure on October 1^st. I know it will go well and smoothly with my family spirits’ support as always.

I attended my second Mantra class.

I always feel nervous because it is a very small class of only two student. Besides, it is right after the awareness basic class of a 2-hour class and my eyes got dry and tired.

Today we reviewed Sanskrit alphabet and two Mantras.

Regardless of its nervousness, I fully enjoyed the class. I appreciate the instructor to kindly have shared his valuable knowledge with us.

We have three more classes. I don’t want to miss any class. I want to fully focus on learning and enjoy the time spending time with this instructor.

I received the lab test result through my patient portal. I just took the test yesterday. My test result came in very fast this time. Maybe it was the fastest in all the tests that I took before.

The test result was amazing. All the numbers in my lipid panel were greatly improved. All the numbers are now within the normal range, except for my triglyceride. The normal range of triglyceride is set to 149. Mine was 152. I don’t mind this at all. My last value was 405, way beyond the normal range.

I wonder what the main cause for these great improvement was.

It has been only one month since my last lab test. For this one month, I did lots of things to tackle with my lipid panel values. I had a massage therapy twice in this one month. I had a healing session at the mediumship school. I did meditation many days (I cannot say it was every day, but almost every day.) I took a spoonful apple cider vinegar every day. I did exercise as usual every day.

One more thing that I don’t want to admit. I took the medications; 20 mg of Atorvastatin calcium and 2.5 mg of Lisinopril. I took these medications only for 6 days. After I read side effects, I stopped taking it on my responsibility. I hope these mediations were not the main reason for my great improvement in lipid panel. Rather, I hope the above mentioned my efforts are the main reason.

In any way, I am the one who is responsible for my body. I will carefully make a decision in everything.        

I attended my third basic awareness class.

In the guided meditation, I went to see a group of my guide spirits. I saw around 10 figures sitting on the ground. They looked like a Native American tribal members. They beckoned me to join them. We all sat down cross-legged on the ground, very close to one another, to the point where each one of us touch each other’s knees and elbows. In the physical world under this Covid-19 circumstance, we would be warmed for not following to the social-distancing rule. We all were holding a handmade wooden cup and drinking an herbal tea.

As for a light gift, one of my guide spirits gave me a small glass bottle. He told me it is a medicine can heal anything, but for me at this moment, this small bottle of medicine can help me to cleanse my blood flow.

The question to our guide spirit was what spiritualist should pay attention in order to keep ourselves as a pure channel. My guide spirit told me to pay attention to my negative emotion especially anger. Anger is the one that makes our energy’s vibration heavy and causes our physical body’s energy line, aka, blood flow, to heavy and dull. It is fine with me to experience and feel anger, but the important thing is to acknowledge and deal with it as soon as possible, instead of keeping it or accumulating it into deep inside of me. Once I acknowledge it, I should talk to Universe or my family spirits about the reason why I am angry. Then I should explain my desire from the anger by saying I want the situation (or person) to be like this in details. Then, I ask Universe or my family spirits to take care of it from that point, and surrender. They will take care of it on behalf of me, so that I don’t need to concern about me. I will be relieved from the situation or person.

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At the text study, we learned about chakras and their blocking elements. We learned a little bit of Hindu gods; Brahman as the creator, Vishnu the preserver, and Shiva the destroyer. I don’t know much about Hindu gods. I felt the strong need to study about them.

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Toward the end of the class, we did the actual practice. We learned how to see aura energy. The instructor chose 2 fellow students who had a white background. One was a male student and the other was a female student.

The instructor told us to focus on looking at the area 15 cm above of a target’s head. The textbook says to focus looking at the area for 15 minutes, but in the class we did only for 1 minute and 30 seconds. I was so excited that it was my very first time to see somebody’s aura. I saw a Buddhism statue on top of the head of the male fellow student. Later on the instructor told me she saw exactly the same image as I saw.

For the second target, a female student. As for aura energy, I saw white light (energy) extended to the right and left in turn in the timing of her breathing. Other students saw the same thing as I saw. I also saw a female profile on top of her head. This time again, the instructor saw a female figure on top of her head.

As our last exercise, the instructor asked us to read her aura field to see what she had for breakfast. When I focused on her, I saw two oval items. One was brown and the other was green. I thought they were pickles. The right answer was a cup of black tea and a bowl of cereal.    

I attended my second Trance class. This class is the only one class that I get nervous before the class. Tonight there were five students and the instructor.

As usual we started off from the guided meditation. When I met my guide spirit, he gave me a block of my memories. It was my personal memories of 11 years ago. I attended Navajo traditional healing ceremony. I clearly remembered the detailed memories of the visions that I saw during the ceremony. Also, I remembered the clear night sky with stars on that night and the sacredness that I felt. My guide spirit wanted me to keep the memories, as these are the one that motivates me to find the right place and people. My family spirits don’t want me to give up on this journey.

Today’s question to my guide spirit was how I can receive the intellectual wisdom from the Universe. My guide spirit told me we all have our individual land/place where our soul can connect to our hometown in the spirit world. In order to receive the intellectual wisdom from universe, we have to be at the right place, with the right group of people, and at the right timing. When these thee conditions are met, we just quietly and humbly wait and surrender. The remainder tasks will be done by holy people.

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The first practice was an inspirational speech. The instructor asked each one of us to let our guide spirits talk through us about “Sun and Moon.” My family spirits conveyed the message like this.

Sun and moon are like twins. Sun shows us masculine Yang energy while moon shows us feminine Yin energy. Both are equally important and need to be well-balanced. Everything on Earth is the same way. Whenever these contrasting energies are well-balanced, we can achieve the peace environment.  

The second practice was to meet our fellow student’s guide spirit and receive a message for her. The instructor assigned each student to other student.

For me, one of my basic class teacher conveyed some messages from my guide spirits.

First she saw a male figure. He dressed like an Native American. He was a soldier with muscular well-built body. He was wearing some feathers and holding a spear. He looked very strong.

Then she saw a Hawaiian man. He seemed to be at the high rank of the tribe.

 Lastly she saw a female figure with a blue dress. She held a water vase on her head. She dealt with Shinto ritual to convey messages from God. She focused on the water. It is the sacred water. She said I already have the water, and now she is guiding me on how to use it.

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When I focused on one of my fellow student’s guide spirits, I saw a group of 10 figures. I barely could see the leader of the group. He looked like a Native American chief. He showed his figure as wise and old. I could not see the other members. Then one male figure stepped out and showed me his appurtenance. He was a young Native American soldier. He looked like the latter half of his 30s. From the appearance of how he dressed, I thought he is a Lakota. He had a beautiful black long hair. He had muscular well-build body. He grinned with his beautiful white teeth. He had friendly atmosphere. From him, my fellow student is benefited to the nature of accepting other people. She has a big heart to believe in others and when needed, she can forgive them. The message to my fellow student was to keep smiling no matter what. They love her so much. They feel proud of her being such a generous person. Among all of her nature, they respect her that she can forgive other people.   

I woke up earlier than usual this morning. I had an appointment at the clinic. I took a follow-up lab test of lipid panel. My result of lipid panel of last month turned out abnormally high in numbers. The nurse said it was probably due to the food that I took before the lab test. Last time the clinic receptionist told me I didn’t need to fast before the test. So I had the test two hours after I had lunch. So, this time, the doctor ordered the lab test in early morning after 12 hours fasting.

I really hope this lab test result will come in much better than last time. The test result should come in 2 days.

Last night I did the guided meditation and asked any message for my Mantra class. On my first class, at the last part of the class, the instructor asked the students to convey the message from our guide spirits regarding the world after the Covid-19. I was getting messages from my family spirits and waited for mu turn. However the instructor forgot about me and ended the class. I know their mantra class is for advanced students. At the ending of the class, one student was dismissed from the class. The instructor told that she was not ready for this class. Thus, the instructor’s forgetting about me was shocking to me. Some negative thoughts came up to me. Am I too not ready for this class? I wanted to receive some messages regarding my question, but I could not see nor hear anything during my meditation.

Before I fell asleep, I asked my family spirits for support. I hoped I would get some message through my dream. Sure enough, I had a clear dream this morning.

Today’s dream: I was in the giant tour bus. The bus was all full with the tour customers. There were many different types of passengers on their race, age, male/female, personalities, and social status. We enjoyed our conversation constantly. I felt they were all related to me. I liked them all.

I was assigned a seat at the front row, just behind the bus driver. It seemed like I was the leader of this group. I made a decision about our final goal and navigate the driver on which way he should take.

I noticed I was not wearing any clothes. I looked back to other customers in the bus. They were wearing clothes normally. I was the only one naked. I didn’t feel embarrassed nor uncomfortable. I was proud of myself being true to myself. I had nothing to hide anyway. I liked it that way. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says participating in a tour bus means the dreamer is having a good relationship with other humans. Being naked in public means the dreamer wants other people to know him/herself more.

It is true. Now I have studying spirituality with other students and I have been enjoying the process. I want to show myself to them and possibly I want them to acknowledge me more than now.

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In the late afternoon at 11 a.m., I attended the Earth journey meditation guided by the holographic breathing method. The originator of the holographic breathing method guided us to the center of the Earth. I could allow myself to deep meditation state but I could not receive any messages from the Earth.

I thought this is a good way to feel the mother Earth’s feeling during the Covid-19. I will try this journey again in another meditation on my own.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation to go see my guide spirit. Before I started, I asked my family spirits for advice on how to deal with my dad and the inheritance accountant.

I have many guide spirts supporting me. They can change their appearance freely according to my need. Today my guide spirit showed up in a gentle female figure. Her face was calm and gentle but also with determined strong will. She gave me a spear. The top of the spear was wrapped with flare. The message for me was to stick firmly with my decision. Don’t allow anybody to fool me or change my mind based on their convenience.

This meditation made my mind clear. I appreciate my family spirits for their constant support and love to me.

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At night at 8:30 p.m., I attended the Sunday service. Since this June, I attended their Sunday service every time whenever I was available, but tonight I strongly felt I should be selective on attending their Sunday service depending on the MC from now on. I will stop attending from next week. My next one I want to attend will be October 18^th when my favorite female will be the MC. Other than that, I should save my time on my own study and meditation. It is nothing wrong with their Sunday service. It was just me who has to be selective on how I use my precious time and energy.

In the morning I went to my favorite massage therapist’s office and received her massage therapy. It was my third massage. I enjoyed her relaxing massage. On last time when she used some cuppings on my back, the marks stayed for more than one week. She said the mark having stayed longer means the area needs to be taken care of. The more I receive the massage treatment on the area, the sooner the marks will disappear. I hope the marks from cuppings this time will disappear quicker than the last time.