I attended my sixth Awareness Basic class. As usual, the regular seven students attended.

Tonight’s guided meditation was a healing in the water fall. There, I saw my guide spirit as a silhouette. I could not see clearly, but I felt it was a female figure. She had a long hair up to her lower back. She was wearing a white kimono. The instructor told me she was probably Japanese Miko; Shinto priestess.

She gave me a light ball as a spiritual gift. She showed me a vision of a Japanese cartoon character Heidi in “アルプスの少女ハイジ.” She reacts to every event with her pure and innocent heart. My guide spirits wants me to be like her with a child’s pure heart, so that I can fully enjoy every event.

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We proceeded to the text study. We learned about symbols.

Binocular – clairvoyance ability is being improved

Makimono; hand scroll – information of past life

Pen – ability to express, literary gift

Water fall – purification

Cake – while mediumship, ancestors want to mention about their descendant’s birthday or cerebration

Cake – spirits are supporting

Blue – healing gift

Moon – female energy

Star – shining, being active, flouring

Lion – Narasimha God, healing

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Today’s practice

(1) to read the energy of a picture of somebody in an envelope

I felt the person has already passed away, Japanese, and an elder female. I also felt growing vegetables in a garden, blue sky, and pickles.

The correct answer was it was a picture of the famous baseball player; Ichiro.

I was disappointed that I read the energy wrong, however, the instructor praised me that I read the energy correctly about being Japanese and blue sky.

(2) the instructor showed us two pictures; one was the church in England and the other was the temple in Japan, and she put one picture in an envelope and had us to read the energy.

I felt the picture was the temple in japan, but the correct answer was the church in England.

Again, I was disappointed that I could not read the energy correctly. But this instructor is always polite and thoughtful. She quickly took notes of each student’s answers and praises everything that they are right about.

I really like this instructor. I can feel her sincere encouragement and respect to each student. I am blessed to have met this instructor through this mediumship school. I sincerely respect her and wish her best luck in everything she desires. Thank you to my instructor from my heart.

I received a letter from USCIS. The letter contains the receipt of my green card renew application fee and the information of the application case number. It says my application is under their review.

Next step will be:

They will schedule a biometric appointment for me to take my fingerprints, photograph, and signature at USCIS Application Support Center (ASC).

We just came back after the long hour drive from Navajoland last night. I slept very well.

Today’s dream: I was fighting with a huge pink snake and finally won the battle. I felt good. Then I woke up. I knew it was a good message.

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In the morning I had a diabetic eye exam appointment at the eye clinic. Last time I had this exam was four years ago in 2016. The optometrist dilated my eyes and inspected for damage caused by retinopathy. He assured my eyes are still totally clean and healthy. I was happy that I am doing fine with my eyes.

Today’s dream: I was at my parents’ house in Japan. I was with my late mom. I saw a new Buddhist memorial table inside the Buddhist altar. It was for my dad. Then I woke up.

I thought I experience one of my parallel world. There, my dad passed away before my mom, which was opposite from the reality where I am in right now. I miss my mom. I also miss my dad. I know I should call my dad often, but I am still feel scared of taking to him. I want to wait for my right timing to talk to him. I know it will come naturally.

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Today my family and I drove 410 miles to get back to our house.

I always appreciate to see our house being safe and protected when I come back home from trip. As always, I thank my family spirits to protect us and our house safe. It was a very progressive visit this time.

Today we built a floor framing for our new shed. My dad-in-law thought it would be a quick task for a couple of hours, but it actually took much longer than he thought. Although we worked all day till the evening, we finished only one third of the task.

At night my husband was shocked to see how old his parents got. I completely understand what he means. I went through the same thing to my parents. Every time when I visited my parents in Japan, I would cry after our visit. It was shocking to see them getting old. I know it is an aging process and it is a natural process for everybody. I am not an exception. I am too in the process of aging. I gradually started having grey hair.

Now that I fully notice of the aging process, I would like to live my remainder years and days to the fullest. I would like to keep appreciating everything that constantly supports me to being alive. I would like to enjoy every moment in this physical lifetime. 

Today’s dream: My family and I had a cow as our pet. The cow was huge and black. It looked totally healthy. Our cow was happily eating food. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says a cow is a symbol of great fortune, so that having cow as a pet means great fortune will come to the dreamer.

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This morning my dad-in-law and my family visited our new friends’ Homesite. It was 40 minutes away from our house. At the entrance of their Homesite, a white hawk was perched on the entrance gate branch. We greeted to the hawk and thanked it for welcoming us.

Our new friends are a man and a woman who are 10 years older than I. At first I thought they are a boyfriend and a girlfriend, but they told me they are cousins. The Homesite used to belong to their grandfather, but nobody could take the land. So the two of them requested through the tribal court that they wanted to take over the land to be their Homesite. After some struggling events, they were officially approved to take care of the land. They invested lots of their labor and money to maintain the land. They now have a nice Hogan and two sweat lodges for male and female.

My dad-in-law offered some prayers and ceremony for their property. We also discussed about our business opportunity. It was a nice visit.

In the morning my husband and my dad-in-law went to town to return the rental devices. My daughter studied only for her school assignments, and I prepared for everybody’s lunch and dinner.

In the afternoon, we all went to our Homesite and had a Jichinsai (ground-breaking ceremony). We greeted to spirits who have lived in this land before us and asked their permission for us to live here. Also we asked their supports to live peacefully and safely together on this land.

We dug six holes. Four holes at the inside of four corners of our Homesite and my favorite tree and our new young pine corn. In each hole, we buried our offerings to the land and the spirits. The offerings were Bamboo Binchotan I brought back from Japan, sea salt, rice, water, and sake. My dad-in-law added Tádídíín (corn pollen.)

In the evening, I went back to our Homesite alone and offered some mantras to the land and land spirits. The mantras were 般若心経 (Heart Sutra) in Japanese, Srigurustotram, and Santi mantra in Sanskrit.

We woke up at 5 a.m. my husband and my dad-in-law went to the store to rent a generator and an auger, a drilling device. While waiting for them to come back, I prepared breakfast and dinner for everybody. My daughter studied on the computer for her homeschooling’s assignments.

My husband and my dad-in-law came back with the rented generator and the augur around 9 a.m. My dad-in-law hired one man as a helper. With the helper, we six people started working on the foundation for our new shed. We drilled 16 holes on the ground with using an auger. Four holes for four corner of our Homesite fence poles, and twelve holes for foundation poles for a shed. We mixed the ingredients for cement, put cement in the hole, and out three skinny poles in each cement hole to make it secure. We all enjoyed working with dirt for nine hours.

We noticed one pine tree growing on our Homesite. It was slightly shorter than my daughter’s height. I thought my mom-in-law planted for us as a surprise gift. But my mom-in-law didn’t plant it. She thought I planted it. When we came here last month, there was no pine tree. I checked my Homesite picture that I took one month ago. This pine tree was not here one month ago. We all agreed this pine tree was a surprise gift from spirits. In fact, there were two pine trees on our Homesite. It is amazing. I love their surprise gifts.

My family and I drove 8 hours back to Navajoland.

I am thankful that we were able to drive safely. I appreciate my family spirits for protecting us all the time. I want to keep being thankful for their support, instead of taking their constant support for granted. Thank you so much to my family spirits.

I attended my third Mantra class.

The instructor checked if we already have memorized Sanskrit alphabet. Since I already memorized it, I did well. Tonight’s class was great. I didn’t feel nervous. I could simply enjoy learning Sanskrit alphabet and Mantra.