For the last one month, I have been gaining weight, and my blood sugar level has been elevating in proportion with the weight gain. On May 28^th, it has gotten to the point where I needed to resume talking metformin. I resumed the medicine since that day. I don’t feel comfortable for that. I had stopped taking metformin since October 1^st 2019, and until now my body has somewhat dealing with well without medicine.

I keep thinking about the last aura cleaning session with a Japanese healer. The main purpose of the session was to heal my diabetes condition. Since the session date of May 8^th, my body condition has gotten worse day by day. I understand it is not her fault, but at the same time, I thought I should update her that her healing session has not working well for me.

It took me some courage to give a feedback to her. My intention is not to make her offended, rather I hoped she would kindly understand my situation and offer me a follow up session.

Before I contacted her, I sent some positive prayers to her.

During my prayer, I heard the song’s melody and lyrics. The song was “Feels like HEAVEN ～きっと来る きっとくる” by HIIH.  This song is the theme song of the movie Ring.

I was happy to hear this song’s melody. This is the answer from my family spirits that the healer willingly would offer me a follow-up session and that my family spirits would support me in the session.

In my dream, my ex-boyfriend showed up. He was the one whom I dated in my late 20s. He guided me to Navajoland and supported me a lot for my life purpose. I haven’t seen him in the real life, but I always appreciate him for his support.

In the dream I was traveling somewhere. It looked like some area in Mexico. There, I run into my ex-boyfriend. Both of us were happy to see each other again. We run to get closer and hugged each other. He was also a traveler. He was carrying a huge backpack in his back and holding another bag in his hand. I briefly told my life after I broke up with him, and he did the same. We were happy to hear we both had fun life adventures.

Then I woke up.

The last time I heard about him was from my dad-in-law. It was before my marriage, so it was maybe 15 years ago. I wonder if he is still alive or he is already back to the spirit world.

***

In the afternoon, we went to the library to pick up some craft items for my daughter. The librarian gave us some vegetables from her garden. It was a nice gift in summer time.

Our garden plants are doing well. Next time when we get enough harvest, I want to share some with her.

Garden vegetables are nice summer gifts to exchange.

In my dream, somebody gave me a calendar. I was happy for it.

This dream implies that productive and fulfilling days coming up to me.

***

My personal successful update: today I could finally touch my finger behind back in both ways.

This is a great progress for me. In March 2016, I had a severe pain in my left arm. I could not uplift my left arm in my back. The highest place I could move was to my lower back.

This taught me the importance of taking good care of my body. A tiny but steady daily basis efforts to take care of my body makes this progress happen.

Today my dad held my mom’s 100^th ceremony at his house. Also today was my dad’s birthday.

I feel sorry that I could not cerebrate for both events in person.

I was there and cerebrate them in spirit though.

***

Today’s dream: I found something important in the warehouse. Somebody congratulated my founding and took me to a swimming pool to relax.

Today’s dream: I was surrounded by many snakes. The snakes didn’t bother me at all. They focused on their own business, and I did mine. We didn’t interfere each other with a sacred boundary. Then somebody took me to a camp site. We cooked food and ate them together. It was fun.

***

In the evening, I participated two online Zoom events that were presented by the Japanese Mediumship School. It was my very first time to meet them in zoom.

The first one was the online healing center. There were participants including the meeting host.

The second one was called Sunday Service. There were 33 participants including the meeting host. The event included opening prayer, distant healing, sermon, hymns, demonstration of spirit communications, and closing prayer. I liked every moment. Everything was meaningful to me. I appreciate them to allow me to be there.

Among all the services, I enjoyed the most in demonstration of spirit communications.  

I was selected the first client. I was excited.

One of their senior students performed the spirit communication for me.

Her description was like this.

She felt a male energy. This person had lived for a long life. At the last part of his life, he stayed in the hospital with respiratory issue. He had lived with the support of lots of tubes. Even in such a situation, he was filled with good energy and lived fully to his last minute. He was a caring person and well-educated. He disciplined his daughters strictly. He might had been strict to his granddaughter.

Message

The first message: He wants me to know the reason why he was strict to me was because he loved me so much.

The second message: He came to greet me thinking of the upcoming Father’s day. He wants me to keep remembering him. He wants me to talk to him often. Then he will send me more messages in return.

***

I was so happy to receive this message. It was definitely my maternal grandfather. Shintaro ojichan.

I love him so much and I feel his existence all the time.

I had stopped calling his name recently, because I heard that our calling the names of our passed away loved ones sometimes might be burden to them in spirit world.

Now that I know it is totally fine with Shintaro ojiichan for my constantly talking to him. I will do so more often from now on.

Love you, Shintaro ojiichan. Thank you for coming by to me today. It was a wonderful surprise and a nice gift.

I received messages through LINE app from two people. They were from my dad’s house helper and the other was from my cousin. It was unusual. These two people do not constantly keep in touch with me. As for my dad’s house helper, she has not replied back to my previous message that I sent in the beginning of March. It is fine with me. We already talked about it. We both agreed we would not constantly keep in touch with.

Both of them updated me of my dad. He seemed to be fine with their support.

I was planning to call my dad on his upcoming birthday. His birthday is June 7^th, so I was planning to call him tomorrow at 6 p.m. in my time which is at 10 a.m. of June 7th.

My cousin mentioned he would attend my mom’s 100^th cerebration on June 7^th. He also mentioned the time I was planning to call my dad would be in the middle of ceremony.

I decided to follow my intuition. I still feel not comfortable to talk to my dad. He might be the same as before. He might say something to irritate me. Followed my intuition, I decided not to call him.

Sorry dad. I always love you and think of you. Please feel my love through in soul level.  

***

This morning in my dream, I was with my Korean friend. We were at the beach resort enjoying our vacation. We walked along the beach in the morning. It was fun and relaxing in talking with my friend. After our good distance walk, we had a buffet branch at a nice restaurant. All the foods were fresh and had high energy. We enjoyed the ocean view while having a meal. This dream was so vivid that I could almost smell the ocean breeze and feel the fresh air.

This morning we had a zoom meeting. The participants were five of us: the school principal, and the vice school principal, my husband, my daughter, and me. The topic was about my daughter’s upcoming school year.

We have been thinking about the homeschooling for upcoming school year. In Asian countries they already resumed the school session. Some schools were reported a cluster of Covid-19 infection among students. My daughter’s public school buildings are old. Especially at the cafeteria, it is not totally clean environment in both the kitchen and the eating area. Now that my daughter and I have experienced at least eight week’s school session online, we have built solid confidence that my daughter will do just fine in online study environment. So, with these reasons, we wanted to have some advice from the school.

I had solid belief that the vice principal would be a great help for this. He is a dad of two sons. I believed he would give us his honest feeling and advice.

My intuition was right. He was very supportive of our idea. As a matter of fact, he himself has been thinking about the same thing as we have, about his sons. He admitted he might choose homeschooling for his son for upcoming school year. He gave us one public homeschooling website that is officially certified and funded by State.

As a school president, he already proposed to the State governor that this school would have two options. One is the physical school option and the other is the homeschooling option. The students can stay in this public school for the both options. However, it comes with disadvantage. Since the school cannot afford to hire extra teachers for the homeschooling students, the existing teacher will need to take extra hour and efforts for this new program. That implies the teaching quality of the homeschooling option can be lower that the physical schooling option. The school is still waiting for the official approvement from the State. Once it is approved, they can give us more concrete information.

The principal suggested us to search around the online homeschooling program until then. He also assured in case my daughter chooses to come back to the public school from any other options, it will be a simple and easy procedure, so we don’t need to worry about. It was great to talk with them. I appreciate for their kind support.

***

This morning in my dream I was with my brother at his company. There were other people around us. They were my brother’s employees. We were working on some project and cooperating each other. I was in charge of creating some bamboo baskets. I received great ideas and supports from my brother and his employees. I supported their part of the project too. We successfully completed our project. We threw a party to celebrate our completion. We all were in the good mood.    

Then, I woke up.

I am happy that I started spending more time with my brother happily in my dream. Even though it is only in my dream at this moment, I think it is a good starter to reconnect our good relationship.

In my dream of this morning, I had a train ticket. I had a certain destination in my mind and was planning to leave for there. On my way, I run into a group of some people. I liked them immediately. As a matter of fact, I felt comfortable in spending time with them. We thought we had many things that we should share to each other. They invited me to go to a different destination with them. It was an unexpected change plan, but I happily changed my original plan and decided to go with them.

Then I woke up.

Maybe, my dream reflected my plan of studying Mediumship. I feel my family spirits are happily supporting my decision.

Recently I have been reading the following books written by Mr. Jikan Kaido (開堂 慈寛). I am interested in learning at his school.

「自分でできる霊性開花」

「霊媒（ミディアム）神秘修行　イギリスへ」

「スピリチュアル　アウェアネス: 霊性開花のテキスト」

「虹の架け橋（第一巻）: 開堂慈寛のトランス・トークとサーモン集」

「自分でできるヒーリング」

「光の玉手箱　(第一巻): 心が折れそうになったときに読む本」

「自分でできるヒーリング　エッセンシャル版」

「スピリット・コミュニケーション（第一巻）: 霊界通信の実態が今、明らかに」

I have six house plants. My daughter and I decided to give them a name, so that they can feel even more comfortable with staying with us as our family members.

Golden Pothos – “Grandpa Pothos”

China Doll — “Mofumofu”

Cuctus with a red flower — “Yuuki”

Bamboo small — “Kakera”

Bamboo big — “Anzen”

Money tree – “Kirakira”

Grandpa Pothos has been the longest one. I bought him while I was pregnant with my daughter. I am glad all of them look healthy and happy. I hope they will like their new names.