My friend asked me about what I like the most. I pondered about the question.

I like reading books.

I like studying.

I like learning new things.

I like communicating with many people.

I like talking with people.

I like working.

I like making progress in my life.

I like encouraging people.

I like counselling people.

I like conveying messages to people from spirits.

I like making people happy.

I like writing.

I like being creative.

I like creating art works.

When I was expressing what l like to my friend, I noticed I have been away from any of my favorite things.

I don’t do anything progress. All I do is worry about my parents. All I do is to live off every day without any special progress.

I almost started thinking myself as a non-worthy person.

In that moment, something talked to me in my soul.

—- No, wait a minute.

I am not non-worthy.

I exist.

I always exist.

I am being myself.

Right now I don’t feel like mingling with other people.

Right now I might not doing anything progress.

But it is okay.

It is time for me to be a hermit.

It is okay to enjoy being a hermit.

One day I will come out from my shell, and I will start expressing myself much more than I do right now.

Everything is fine.

Being myself is just fine.

No matter what other people say to me, no matter what other people think about me, it is fine.

I am being myself.

I keep loving myself no matter what.

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This morning I saw something small moving on the floor in the house. I normally don’t wear eye glasses in the house, so I could not see clearly.

I quickly went back to the bedroom and grabbed my eye glasses, and took a close look at the moving object. It was a baby tarantula.

It was a cute buddy.

I called my husband and daughter. They both were in awe at the adorable appearance.

Then my husband carefully took it into a paper cup and brought it outside. It happily went back outside.

In Japan my parents and relative used to tell me that encountering a spider in the morning brings you good luck.

I am thankful to our small visitor that has brought us good luck.

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I watched one show of Amazon Prime Video. It is a documentary movie created in 2003. It introduces Navajo culture through the interviews to the Navajo traditional medicine man and other local people.

The title is “Where the Highway Ends: A Journey into Navajo Culture.”

In the middle of the movie, I was surprised to hear a very familiar voice. I thought to myself the voice exactly sounded like my dad-in-law. Then on the next second, my dad-in-law popped up in the movie.

He looked young in the movie. From his appearance, probably this interview was taken when he was still in his 40s, which is 20 years ago when I met him for the very first time. It was right before the millennium, just about entering to the 21st century. At that time he was working as a peacemaker at the Navajo tribe’s Peace Maker Court. 

He mentioned his concern about his people, especially young generations, in this age. They are influenced by a Western culture, which seeks for a quick fix. Navajo people traditionally had known that a healing process is not a quick fix; rather, a slow process.

I recall our conversation between my dad-in-law and me in those days. He often mentioned about this to me. He often told me to be patient on everything.

I, at that time which was 20 years ago, was young and immature, so I wanted things happen as quick as possible.

Now that I have accumulated my personal experiences and aged 20 years more than that time, I finally understand the logic he shared with me.

Everything has its own best timing, and that is why it sometimes takes more time than what we expect. I know now, that everything will go well eventually.

In Japanese we say “急がば回れ.“ It means “slow and steady wins the race.”

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I have my favorite sandwich restaurant in the local city. I often buy their sandwich. The frequency is probably three to four times a month.

I always had a good experience with the workers there. Every time I went there, the workers I have been served so far were all male workers. All of them are young in their early 20s.

I am always satisfied with their good service. They greet me with their friendly smile, hand me my order politely, and see me off by saying “have a wonderful day.” We both exchange our smile and have a good time communicating each other.

This is my routine with the workers at the restaurant.

Unfortunately today was different.

When I went to the restaurant to pick up my order, I saw only one young female worker. She didn’t greet me or smile at me. She looked like she was mad for something.

My order was not made yet, so I needed to wait for her to make my order.

Since I ordered three different sandwiches, I asked her to mark it (1) (2) (3) respectively. She said she made everything exactly same. I showed her the order instruction that clearly showed different instruction on each sandwich. She didn’t want to admit her mistake. She raised her voice and told me she made them in the exactly same ingredients.  

She handed me my three sandwiches with her arrogant attitude. Then she looked away from me and started cleaning the counter. She never looked at me again. She never apologized about her mistake. She didn’t say “thank you” or “have a nice day.”

I wanted to ask her name, so that I can talk to the store manager about her rude attitude.

Right before I left the restaurant, I turned back and looked at her. She still didn’t look at me.

All of a sudden, I was surrounded by something positive energy. I think it was my family spirits and angels. I felt their warmth around me.

With their warm energy, I looked at her. I had a feeling of sympathy to her.

I thought to myself.

She was not happy from the beginning. She was dealing with her private issue. To react to her rude attitude, I have two options. One option is to complain about her attitude to the store manager. The other option is to let it go.

I chose the latter option. I decided to let it go.

Once I decided to let it go, the negative energy surrounded by me swiftly melted away. I was not mad at her anymore. I regained my original peaceful energy around me.

***

Now I am back home and am writing about my experience at the restaurant. I am thankful to have one of the positive aspects of aging. With the aging process, I could choose the better option today. I hope I can do the same way for many other situations. Instead of getting mad easily, I choose to a better option to remain my original peaceful state, all the time.

I want to become a nice and friendly old woman, being loved by everybody, as the positive side of the aging process.

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I woke up crying out loud.

I had a similar dream two nights straight. It was about my parents.

In my dream I was visiting my parents in Japan. Both of them were very sick in the hospital bed. They both could not speak. There were some other people beside their beds. They were my family and relatives.

One female figure showed up. She was really mean.

She blamed me for not supporting my parents during their sick days. I might be wrong, and please understand this is only in my dream, but I think the female figure was either my sister-in-law or my uncle’s wife. The female figure complained even about my life for being married to a foreigner and living in a foreign country.

She said she had heard my parents often complaining about me. She also said to me that my parents hated me for that.

She concluded her attack by saying about my parents’ inheritance property and money. She said my parents agreed with her that they would not leave me any of their inheritance.

I looked at my parents. They still could not utter a word.

However, they started sending me their telepathic message. Their message was like this.

Don’t listen to her. Don’t listen to the people who make indiscreet comments to you. They don’t know about our spiritual connection and agreements.

We both know deep inside, in the soul level, that we agreed with your life plan. We agreed you would leave our house, marry to a foreigner, and live there. Everything happened as we planned and agreed before you were born. We both appreciate for having you as our daughter. We have learned a lot from you. You are a brave soul.

Don’t worry about us. We had a good life. It is now your turn. Live your life fully.

Please do not forget, our dear daughter. We always love you. We always appreciate you.

***

After I woke up, I shared about my dream with my family.

In the evening my family and I went to the river trail hiking. There was a small lake, or a pond in the trail. When I got there, I felt a strong healing energy coming though the water body. I felt calmed down and relaxed.

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For this month I expected to have my monthly period on July 8th, but it did not come as scheduled.

My monthly period has started coming irregularly since May 2019. Two months ago, it came one week earlier than the expected date. Last month, it came right on the expected day. This month it finally came today, that is 6 days later than the expected date.

When I was young, especially in my 20s, I never felt sick from my monthly period.

However, recently I started feeling sick during the monthly period. I feel dizzy and sleepy.

I decided not to fight during the transition of my body cycle. I take a nap or lay down whenever I feel tired.

I accept my body transition and aging. I don’t fight with the natural aging process.

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Based on my DNA test result, I found one multi vitamin supplement that suits best for me. I started taking it from today.

It is Garden of Life’s Vitamin Code Women. This vitamin supplement looks good. It is a raw whole food supplement and contains live probiotics and enzymes.

I used to take a multi vitamin supplement for two years of the year 2013 and 2014. I didn’t feel any improvements in my health, so I stopped taking it.

To me, taking a multi vitamin supplement is vague. You can’t see if it is really working well for your health or not. Previously I simply chose it whenever it was on sale. And so, I took many different manufacture’s vitamin supplement freely.

This time was different than before.

I selected it with care based on the allergy test report and the DNA analysis test report.

I am planning to continue at least one year to see if it contributes in improving my health or not. I hope I will see some improvements in my lab test result in next year.

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This morning when I woke up, I sensed the smell of smoke in our bedroom. My family also noticed that.

Before breakfast, I went for a walk alone. I noticed the unusual color of sky in the east area. The sky was covered by the foggy smoke.  

When I was back home, my husband shared the local news with me.

According to it, there was some big fires caused by a lightning in our neighbor towns last night. One was our next town, and the other was in the city located at the country border with Mexico. A fire spread to the dry trees and grasses, and the old tires. It didn’t mentioned about any injuries or deaths.

I hope nobody got hurt by this fire.

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My DNA test result arrived. I sent out my saliva sample on June 14th and it arrived at their lab on June 18th. From there, it took 24 days for them to process it. It was faster than their description. It says it takes 4-6 weeks.

Before I purchased the DNA test from this company, I read many customers’ reviews. The Asian customers disappointed about this company’s ancestry report. They are not good at breaking up in details of the Asian area. They were right. My ancestry report was very boring. It says I am 99.97% from Northeast Asia. The area is vast. It includes “China, South Korea, Mongolia, Siberia, Japan, Kazakhstan, and North Korea.” It was not interesting at all. Maybe I can expect more detailed location information if I buy other company’s ancestry report in the future.

The good information from my skin report was I look younger than my actual age thanks to the influenced by genetics. Also my skin is highly effective at producing melanin in response to UV rays so that I will get a deep tan, rather than burn. My skin won’t have damage due to sun exposure. It says my skin barrier should work more effectively so that I won’t have dry skin. Considering the current environment under strong sun and dry air in Arizona, I think my skin is doing well. I don’t have dry skin. The only one negative information in my skin report was about high possibility to have freckles and Eczema. However, I don’t have any trouble in them in real life.

– Thus, I don’t have much trouble in skin trait thanks to my genetics.

As for my diet trait, the positive parts are: my alcohol metabolism is normal. I won’t have a tendency of stress eating. I won’t regain weight after diet. My body is not sensitive to salt. Omega-3 fat acid level, cholesterol level, triglyceride level, and polyunsaturated fatty acids are normal. On the other hand, the negative parts are: my metabolism speed of caffeine and carbohydrate is slow. My body is intolerance of lactose and gluten. My body can easily get overweight. Monounsaturated fatty acids level is low, and saturated fatty acids level is high.

– In order to improve diet trait, I have to pay attention to the intake amount of caffeine, carbohydrate, cow milk products, and gluten products as my body takes time to metabolize them.

As for my Micronutrient trait, the positive parts are: I have normal level in Phosphate, copper, vitamin A, magnesium, vitamin B6, vitamin C, and zinc. On the other hand, I have low level in folate, selenium, vitamin E, iron, vitamin B12, calcium, and vitamin D.  

Based on this, I purchased a multi-vitamin supplement that can cover my micronutrient.

Wrapping up, I am satisfied with this company’s test result, considering the low cost of the test.

I want to purchase another company’s DNA test for more detailed information about my health trait by genetic. I heard they will have a big sale during the Black Friday after Thanksgiving. I will wait for the sale.

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Since the end of the previous school year, my family and I had been thinking about the new private school for my daughter. However, this was naturally solved on July 1st. The coincidental encounter and a conversation with the principal of the current public school made me realized the right decision. We decided to stay in the current public school.

That being said, as of last month, I still could not make my decision. I mentioned about my situation to my friend. She was my fellow student when we learned a card reading through the online course in 2016. We have been friends since then.

She emailed me back today. She pulled the angel cards for my daughter’s school situation.

Her card reading result confirmed me that our decision was right.

She pulled one card for the new private school. The card was “Five of Wands.” As for the current public school, she got two cards came out at the same time. The cards were “The Hierophant” and “The Magician.”

She attached the picture of the three cards. Just taking a glance of it confirmed me the current public school was the right option.

In my interpretation, in the new private school, my daughter will be in the situation like a war. She might experience a constant competition and a conflict. She will improve her academic level for sure, but she does not enjoy the situation like that. She does not like competing nor confronting with someone. She loves spending time with her classmates peacefully in a friendly environment.

On the other hand, in the current public school, I felt a laid-back and easy-going environment from the card of “The Hierophant”. From the card of “The Magician”, I felt the current public school will encourage my daughter of her creative gift.

“Five of Wands” card for the private school is that of Minor cards, and “The Hieropant” and “The Magician” cards for the public school are that of Major cards. That was a very clear confirmation that the angels are supporting of our decision of the public school.     

I appreciate my friend for giving me the solid confirmation through her card reading.

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