Big city phobia 7/25/2018

I am going to attend the work shop in Las Vegas in this autumn. I am looking forward to the workshop, but not at all to the trip.

I am reluctant to going to Las Vegas. I don’t like staying at a big city. Everything about a big city makes me feel overwhelmed. Traffic jams, packed human beings, tall buildings, expensive hotels and restaurants. The list can go on and on…

The hotel is one of the luxurious one. It is a 30 stories building. The tower parking has 6 stories. Just knowing this information makes me almost puke from overwhelming feeling.

The event takes place all days long from 9 am to 5 pm for 2 days. Attendees will be approximately 500. I wonder if I go to the entrance at 8 am, will there already be a long waiting line of attendees to enter?    

I am attending the event alone. I would like to have an aisle seat for my convenience. If I go early and put some of my personal item such as my bag to reserve the aisle seat, will somebody move my item and take the seat while I am gone for bathroom?

I worry about that, because it happened to me before. When I attended the channeling event, I reserved one seat for me by putting my bag. I had back pain on that day, so I needed to have the aisle seat. When I went back to the seat from bathroom break, one woman was sitting on my seat. She moved my bag on nearby floor. I was stunned.

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The great thing is though, I get support from my family. My family is coming with me to the trip. My in-laws are joining us at the same hotel in Las Vegas. While I am gone to the event for 2 days all day long, they will enjoy themselves.

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So, I have two totally opposite feelings. Very excited about the event and Very overwhelmed about many humans and big city trip.

Please wish me luck so that I can enjoy the event.

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Schools in a small city 7/24/2018

We live in a small city, so that the school is small too. Most grades have only one class each, except for my daughter’s grade. The students on my daughter’s grade are slightly outnumbered from one class size.

Previously the school divided the grade students into two classes. As common in small schools, the school does not have enough fund to hire adequate teachers. Thus, starting from last year, the school used a countermeasure. They set two classes; one is for the 2nd graders only, and the other class as a combined class of the 2nd graders and 1st graders, so that they can save the cost of hiring one teacher.

Many parents did not like the school’s countermeasure. Some parents transferred their child to another school, and other parents started homeschooling to their child.

I didn’t like the school’s countermeasure neither, but I didn’t transfer my daughter to other school. The biggest reason is that its closeness to our house. It is just five minutes’ drive away. I feel safe to have my daughter close to me in school hours. Another reason is that my daughter already gets used to all the teachers and other faculties. They are our neighbors too.

Last year I requested the principal to assign my daughter to the 2nd graders only class. It went well without any issues last year.

As for this coming school year too, I requested the same as last year, to assign her to the 3rd graders only class. I also know the teacher who was assigned to the 3rd graders only class. She is nice and kind.     

However, the situation was changed.

Today we received a phone call from the principal. He informed us of their changed plan. The teacher who was originally assigned to the combined class was transferred to the middle school, at this last moment. With this sudden change, in order to compensate the blank, they assigned the nice teacher to the combined class, and assigned the other teacher to the 3rd graders only class.

Now, the issue is the teacher who was assigned to the 3rd graders only class. This teacher is well known with her unfavorable reputation. I have heard by many other students about this teacher being “not-nice.” I should not write in details but I did hear horrible stories about this teacher’s unbelievable deeds.

The principal concerns about my daughter, and he suggested us to move her to the combined class, which the teacher is nice.

We thanked the principal for his kindness and accepted his suggestion to enroll my daughter to the combined class.

I don’t know how the combined class would go. I hope it will go nicely for everybody. If not, I might have to think about either transferring my daughter to other school or homeschooling.

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Messages from Angels 7/23/2018

I had an Angel reading session with a healer on the phone.

I was so excited when he actually called me on my cell phone at our appointment time.

We started a casual conversation. He said it was unusually hot today in Australia even they are in the middle of winter.

— I visualized in my mind, my family spirits visited him with Arizona’s super-hot temperature as a souvenir. I ginned secretly.

He also commented about my phone number. He liked my phone number ended with a triple number of “4” (0444). It’s the angle number of “a bunch of angels around me.” I knew that. I like my phone number too.

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He started the session with reading my energy. Angels said I am very intuitive. My third eye is open so that I am very accurate on interpreting spiritual messages. They said to pay attention to my dreams. I receive many messages through my dreams.

— They accurately read my energy. I am good at interpreting and receiving messages through my dreams.

I mentioned about my three questions. I told him he could start with the easiest one to answer.

My questions were about:

1) My life mission in America

2) Our moving to a new area

3) My diabetes

The angels wanted to start with my third question, about my diabetes.

Angels showed him some type of American food as the cause of my sickness. American food is totally different from Japanese food.

— When I heard this, I visualized some type of chemical included in some American food.

They also mentioned Japanese food is good for my good health. My body is used to the energy of produces and products made in Japan.

— That makes sense to me. I was totally healthy in Japan. I became sick after I moved to America.

Especially Japanese fermented food is good for me. It helps my digestion system back on track. That also helps other organs function back to normal.

— I grinned to myself. In my refrigerator, I have Japanese fermented foods such as Natto (fermented soy beans), miso, shio-koji (sea salt marinated with fermented rice), and my friend’s homemade umeboshi (pickled plum). I eat these on the daily basis. Also I eat my homemade soy milk yogurt every day.

They mentioned to keep consuming foods produced by Japanese or on the Japanese soil. Especially, pay attention to the production place of rice. Keep consuming rice made in Japan. Rice is good for me.

— I also grinned to myself. I buy brown rice grown in Japan. It was good to follow my intuition. American doctors told me rice is the worst enemy for diabetes. They recommended to stop eating rice, but my intuition says rice is good for my body. Rice is my soul food anyway.

In order to heal my diabetes, keep doing what I am doing right now.

— I was glad to hear this confirmation. I felt I am in the right track on completely healing my diabetes.

Then we naturally moved to my first question; my life mission in America.

The angels showed him about my trauma being famous. He asked me if it resonated with me or not. I mentioned about my past life experiences. I was born with some memories of my past lives. I was famous and well-known as a messenger from spirits as well as a peacemaker. Some people got jealous of me and others scared of my spiritual gifts. Those people killed my family, loved ones, and tribal people in front of me. I was left alive witnessed everything what they did to my people. The pain was deeply imprinted into my soul. I still suffer from the pain losing my people. I still have phobia to human beings. I fear my becoming famous and well known might endanger my loved ones. That is why I feel safe hiding myself. He kept agreeing with my statement. He sounded like he was seeing the vision of my past life through angels’ supports.

The angels are encouraging me to overcome this trauma and get out from my comfortable zone. I understand this on my conscious level. On my subconscious level, however, I know I will need some drastic supports to fully overcome it.

As for my life mission in this country, the angels showed him the vision of me counseling and mentoring to many people on one-on-one basis. In the vision, I listen to them, encourage them to back on their original life route, give them their confidence back, and make them to feel happy with being true themselves. My life mission in America is to help many people in recovering their healthy mind. I am a life coach.

I mentioned to him about my spiritual based business. I established my business in 2016 but it didn’t turn out successful. I don’t have any audience at this moment. I don’t even have any friends on this land.

They said it was simply done in the wrong timing at the wrong place. If I had many clients and friends on this land, I would have strong emotional connections with them. That would make me feel guilty to move to a new place. There is a reason why my business did not go well. When the right timing comes, I will be able to move from this land without anything leftover feeling on this land. Everything happened on this land urges me to move out from this area and find my right place to settle down.

With this statement, we naturally proceeded to my second question; our moving to a new area.

The angels showed him the vision of us moving to a new area. He saw many cactuses. The new place is bigger city than our current place. The new place has more people than now. But it also is surrounded by much more nature than now. On the new place, I will work with the land energy more than I do now. He mentioned one city name “Miraval, AZ.” Our new place will be similar to Miraval. He saw the vision of me teaching and healing many people on the new place.

— I looked up this place in Googlemaps. It is not far from our home. Maybe I will go check out the land energy sometime soon.

My energy and the current land do not match. Once I move to the right place, on the next place, I will meet the right people who support me and pull me to an upper level. My business will naturally flourish too.

As a wrap-up of the messages for me, the first thing I will need to focus at this moment is to find the right place for us to move. He saw a clear vision of our moving, so it will happen. Once I move to the right place, I will meet my tribe, my business will go well, and naturally I will recover my good health.

At the last moment, he told me to get support from white roses. They help me to detox any toxin stored in my physical body as well as trauma imprinted in my soul. Also daffodils support me to get pure messages from spirits. Since I am going to publish a book, he suggested to change my computer wallpaper to daffodils.

— After the reading session, I already changed my computer wallpaper to daffodils.

With his last message, our reading session was ended. I was amazed on how angels work on this short time period. They beautifully answered to all my three questions, and they were all related to one another. I really appreciate to him for conveying the precious messages from angels. Thank you so much.

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Missing old days 7/22/2018

I read a news regarding The US Transportation Security Administration (TSA). Starting on June 30th 2018, New Powder Restrictions will be enforced for international flights. Passengers carrying more than 12 ounces (350mL) of powder, except for organic powders, will have to have additional screening.

I understand this is for security purpose. That being said, as an international traveler, I miss back in older days when the TSA restriction was not complicated as nowadays.

I am planning to visit Japan in this winter. Just thinking about their strict security screening of my luggage and myself makes me feel reluctant.   

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Carpet cleaning 7/21/2018

Nowadays I have troubles with skin rushes all over my body. It happens only in the morning. It does not stay for long. Only for 10 minutes for the longest.

Based on my observation, I get rushes not only at home but also some other specific areas. Such examples are the cafeteria at my daughter’s school and the grocery store. When I thought of these three areas, they have dusts. So I thought I might be allergic to some specific types of dusts.

Today I thoroughly cleaned the carpets, the couches, and the cushions at the entire house with the carpet shampooers.

Luckily we had a hot and sunny day today. After shampooing, I took everything out at the backyard and let them sun dry.

It was a tough job. I got all sweat and muscle pain for doing these. I hope my efforts will work well to avoid any further rushes on my skin.

Any feedback? (^^♪

Power of actual voices 7/20/2018

Yesterday I changed the setting on my cell phone, and now that I can receive international calls. I wanted to convey this great news to my mom.

My mom is not good at typing text messages on her cell phone. Her text message is very short because she omits lots of important information. Reading her text messages always gives me a bunch of lots of question marks. I have to guess what she really means. I feel like solving some mysterious codes whenever I read my mom’s text messages.

In order to communicate with my mom, talking on the phone is the best way.

Today when I talked my mom on the phone, her voice sounded much healthier and happier than before.

Earlier this month, she had the detailed physical examination. Because we communicated with text messages, I didn’t know enough information about the result. All she told me was that the doctor prescribed her some medicines.

While talking on the phone I finally knew the medicine was antibiotic for her cough. The antibiotic worked well so that my mom’s cough completely went away. She told me she feels much better than before.

It was great talking with her on the phone.

Emails and text messages are convenient, but listening to actual voices on the phone is a more powerful tool than reading text messages. 

Any feedback? (^^♪

International call setting 7/19/2018

Today I received a message from my family spirits. The message came out of the blue. It was “check your cell phone’s setting about international calls.” The term “setting” was emphasized for some reasons.

That reminded me of my past experiences. My parents and friends in Japan told me about their unsuccessfulness in reaching me on the phone. I never thought of the setting on my cell phone, until I received the message.

So, I called my cell phone company. The representative told me my cell phone keeps as its default setting. As the default setting, receiving international calls are “disabled”. With my request, the representative changed the setting to “enabled.”

Now that I can receive an international call on my cell phone.

I appreciate my family spirits to guide me this process on changing the cell phone setting. Isn’t it amazing that they can give you even this kind of daily life advice? I thought it cool.

If I were under some stress, I would not have been able to hear the message from my family spirits. It is always good to stay being open, without stress, so that your family spirits can support you in everything. 

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Baby Lion 7/18/2018

This morning’s dream was impressive.

Somebody (probably my spirit guide) showed up and handed me a gift. When I received it in my arms, it turned to be a baby lion. I looked at the face of the baby lion. It was tiny and adorable. I also noticed it was surrounded by strength and charismatic energy as a lion. Right before I left my dream world, my spirit guide told me not to forget about this dream. I promised him I wouldn’t.

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When I woke up I still had a vivid image of the baby lion back of my eyes. I didn’t know exactly what they wanted to tell me through this dream.

So, I meditated about it. As soon as I quieted my mind, the block of thoughts was delivered to my mind.

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The lion was shown as a metaphor. It was still a baby so that it needed to some supports to grow up at this moment. This lion was born with great possibility and future. When the lion grows up, it will become a great leader in the jungle. It will help many other animals in the future.

I quickly understood what my family spirits tried to tell me. The baby lion represented a good friend of mine. Currently she has been dealing with some important issue. Since it is her personal issue, I cannot help her out directly. I decided to not to support her on this matter. I wanted her to deal with it all by herself.

That being said, she seems to be completely lost. She is stressed out and cusses around everything surrounding this matter. She cannot sleep well. She wakes up mad and leaves home mad. When she starts her day in such negative feeling, it attracts another negative energy, so that she cannot escape from the negative loop.

She asked me for some idea and advice. I shared my thoughts about this matter. I also shared some technique with her. I told her like this.

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This matter happens for a reason. Stop cussing about everything and everybody. This does not happen to you as a punishment. It is more like an opportunity for you to have drastic changes in your patterns. 

Start your day with appreciation and happy thoughts. Everything happens as a blessing. Think about every possibility that you can learn from this matter. You will learn good communication skills. You will change your thinking pattern from a negative cycle to a positive cycle. Once you solve this issue, you will gain confidence in you. That will make you even happier and stronger than before.

When you meet everybody who supports you with this matter, treat them as your guide spirits. Trust their kindness and efficiency. Once you enter an application cycle and a positive thinking cycle, nobody and nothing can bother you anymore. All the issues will be solved by themselves. You will be surprised.

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While I am writing this for her, I am filled with certainty that she will be fine. She will solve the issue quicker than she thinks.

Any feedback? (^^♪

Pets allergy 7/17/2018

This morning after my daughter had gone to school, I was relaxing my alone time drinking the medicine herbal tea at home. A sudden phone call broke my silent moment.

It was from the teacher at her school. Any phone call from my daughter’s school make me feel uneasy.

With my heart ponding, I answered the phone.

The teacher said my daughter had a bug bite or something on her cheek. She had a slightly reddish eye.

While listening to the teacher, I got a vision of my daughter. I had a confidence that she was fine.

I told the teacher it was probably not from a bug bite, but from somebody’s pets’ hair. My daughter is allergic to some type of pets’ hair. She gets rush all over her body with reddish eyes. But luckily her reaction does not always go really bad. All she needs is to take a shower, and she will get better quickly.

I also told the teacher I will be right there to pick my daughter up.

The great thing for us is our house is very close to the school. Within 5 minutes from the teacher’s call, I was at the school picking my daughter up.

Right after we got back home, my daughter run to the bathroom and took a shower.

As I predicted, the allergic symptom disappeared when she got out of a shower.

After she spent 2 hours at home relaxing and eating lunch, she went back to the summer school program.

My morning went by so quickly.

I was glad I was available when my daughter needed me today. If I had been gone for job or appointment to the next city, I would not have taken care of my daughter as I could today. I appreciate my current situation. I want to be available for my daughter whenever she needs me.

Any feedback? (^^♪

Japanese school textbooks / update 7/16/2018

This is an update of the Japanese school textbook. On July 2nd, I sent a request for the Japanese school textbooks to Consulate-General of Japan. I received the 3rd grader’s textbook the other day. I was waiting for the 2nd grader’s textbooks in a separate envelop.

I called Consulate-General of Japan about the update. They representative told me they sent out two packages to me. They included the textbooks for the 3rd grader in one package, and the textbooks for the 2nd grader in the other package. She gave me the tracking numbers for the two packages.

According to the tracking numbers, the two envelops were sent on the same day. One package has arrived to our house without delay, but the other package was sent to Pittsburgh for some reasons (maybe simply by human error) and came back to Arizona.

Finally today, the second package arrived. The package was worn out with dirt and stains from the long travel.  Anyhow, I am happy for its safe arrival.

Now we have the textbooks for the 2nd grader and the 3rd grader. We don’t have the textbooks for the 1st grader. I need to think about on how I should start teaching my daughter with the 2nd grader’s textbooks.

Any feedback? (^^♪