Off she went 4/7/2018

I usually don’t check my Facebook account but today I needed to open it to check the upcoming event in the local community. I happened to see the number of my Facebook friends reduced. I was curious who un-friended me.

When I went to my friends’ page, I found out the sad fact. It was my local friend who un-friended me.

At first, I was angry at her. We never argued or fought. We had a get together on last November and shared a great time together. I couldn’t think of any reasons.

Then, my anger changed into sadness. She still had a whole bunch of local friends in her Facebook page. It seems that she un-friended only me for some reasons.

I kept on thinking about her and the reason. I was too scared to call her and ask her the reason.

So, I calmed myself and took some deep breaths.

First, nothing happened. I was still in the mixture feeling of mad and sad toward her.

I asked my family spirits for support so that I could come back to my inner peace.

All of a sudden, all the good memories with her washed over me. It was as if somebody opened the window and the ocean breeze gushed into the room.

I remember we had shared great time together. We enjoyed our great conversation. We laughed together. We cried together. We shared our inspirations.

After remembering all the good memories with her, I had nothing but appreciation toward her. We met at the right timing and shared our time together. Now it is time for her to move on to her next stage.

On our last conversation in last November, we shared our recent life. I told her everything was going just fine with me and my family.

On the other hand, she was in the middle of life changing events.

She just broke up with her romance partner. She could not afford to pay for the house mortgage anymore and the bank decided to buy her off as a foreclosure condition. Her business did not go well. She would move to her friend’s house in other state after the foreclosure procedure was done.

Here we are, five months later. She already moved to other state and her house was on the market. The house is in the pending status, meaning somebody is already in the purchasing process.

The fact of her unfriended me does not bother me anymore. I embrace nothing but appreciation to her. I have sent lots of hugs and love to her. Since she is very spiritual person, I am sure she has sensed my love energy.   

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After I was fully back to my true self, I felt like I heard the voice from Solomon (from the Sara novel).

He said to me in his calm voice; All is well.

And I agreed. Yes indeed, all is well.

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Reward flowers 4/6/2018

Today I went to my annual diabetes eye checkup. The doctor said there was no signs of damages due to diabetes. I am happy to know that.

Everything was peaceful today.

My spring sinus allergy infection has been calming down. In return, I am having rewards from the nature. We have lots of mint, sage, dandelions in our back yard and lots of rose flowers blooming in our front yard. It means our short spring has gone. Our long and tough summer has arrived at this land.

The weather report of this coming week shows that we will have hot days of 90F (32C) without any rains.

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Muscular workout 4/5/2018

I have been doing muscular workout since March 28th. One Japanese trainer offers a 20-days muscular workout program for free of charge. He sends a newsletter email every day at 7 am of Japanese time (which is my 3 pm) with the training instruction of the day.

Each workout is for about 10 minutes. We can arrange the workout program as we want depending on our body condition. I do the 10-minute workout twice a day; in the morning and evening.

Today is my ninth day. I have been getting sore muscle everywhere in my body, especially in my thigh.

I feel good about my muscle getting tighter and harder. I don’t see any change in my weight so far, but I do see the progress in my thigh.

The trainer mentioned to set our goal step by step. So, my first goal is to continue doing this training for 21 days. The second goal is for 3 month. Then, for 1 year. My final goal is to do muscular workout every day for the rest of my life.  

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Ethereal self 4/4/2018

This morning, my uncle, my dad’s younger brother, visited me in my dream.

In my dream, though, he was not my uncle. He was younger than his real age and looked different as he is in the real life.

I was a Native American living close to one of the national park in America. He was a Japanese visiting the national park. I was working as the tour guide for the Japanese tourist. During the tour, we met and became friends.

He was open minded and interested in our way of living. He respected our own medicine ways. I shared some of our native medicine ways and wisdom with him. I could fully trust him that he would utilize our ways in the proper way, by sharing them with the people whom he can fully trust.

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When I woke up from my dream, I thought about my uncle. My uncle was one of my favorite relatives since I was small. He was open minded and easy to hang around and talk with.

Unfortunately I haven’t seen my uncle for many years. My parents prohibited me from informing of my marriage to all my relatives, so my uncle never met my husband and daughter.  

I might not see him anymore in the real life, but it is okay with me. I saw him and reconnected with him today in my dream. It counts to me.   

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I have noticed that my ethereal self has been so active nowadays. In the real life I don’t do much and I don’t see many people. In the ethereal life, on the other hand, I travel around and meet many people, communicating with many different people.

It makes sense to me. I believe we all exist in the duality; in both ethereal world and physical world.

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Desire to be beautiful 4/3/2018

After four days spring holiday, my daughter’s school resumed.

When I was standing at the bus stop with my daughter in the morning, I saw some chunks of black things on my daughter’s both eyelashes.

After a close observation, I noticed it was mascara.

I burst out laughing.

According to my daughter, some of her classmates come to school with mascara and lipsticks, which most likely they use secretly from their moms.

American girls, including my daughter, have their beautiful eyelashes which naturally long and curled. To me, they don’t need to use mascara.

It was cute to know even little girls have a desire to be beautiful by decorating themselves with some make-ups.

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Medicine stone 4/2/2018

Today’s dream was great.

I was standing in the middle of beautiful meadow. It was summer time. Up in the sky, it was clear blue with some pure white clouds here and there. In front of me, there was mountains covered by healthy trees with green leaves. Below me, it was soft dirt covered by beautiful green grasses. All around me, the air was flesh and delicious.

One grandpa figure showed up in front of me. He was dressed in Navajo’s ceremonial outfit. He introduced himself as my husband’s great-grand-father in blood line. But in spiritual lineage, he is related to me. On that moment, I instantly understood he was my family spirits. His energy and vibrational frequency were similar to mine. Very calm and soothing.

I asked him where we were. He said we were standing in Alaska. He said we had incarnated and lived on this land on one of our past lives, long time ago.

He told me that he was proud of me and that he was happy for my progress.

He showed me his both palms upward. At first, there was nothing. Then, after he grinned, one stone showed up.

He reached his palms toward me and told me to receive it. He said it was the medicine stone. He said he would support me for my further medicine works through this medicine stone.

The stone was the size of my palm. The stone had a base part and a top part. The top part was naturally decorated by other stones. It looked like a decorative snow dome without the top cover.

He told me this was not just a dream. He wanted me to go back to the physical world so that I would be able to take a note of this dream in details before I forget.

Right before I left, we hugged. He smelled good. It was similar to some type of flower. Maybe rose flower.  

Then I woke up.

Even after I woke up, my smelling senses of the grandfather’s gentle fragrance and my touching feeling of the medicine stone stayed with me.  

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Easter celebration 4/1/2018

Today was Easter Sunday. We participated the Easter celebration hosted by the local church at the local park.

At the egg hunt, they allowed me to go search eggs with my daughter. It was my first time to participate it. I was surprised to find some real boiled eggs painted on the egg shell.  

It was fun to run around in the park. But, it was extremely hot. Recently we started having the highest temperature as 90F (32C). It is still in April, but it seems to be already summer. Here comes the toughest months of the year, May and June, around the corner.

My favorite seasons, autumn and winter, go very quickly on this land. 

For the first several years, I frequently got severe headache and vomiting in these months caused by dehydration. This year, I should learn from my past experiences. I had better protect myself by being well hydrated and staying in the cool environment.

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Will power 3/31/2018

Nowadays I often share my personal experiences regarding a letter to Universe. Today I want to share another such experience of mine.

We have nice neighbors. I normally wave, greet, or chat to almost all of the neighbors. Yes, I said “almost all”. There is one couple who never waved back or greeted back to me.

They are a married couple with two small children under school age. The couple are heavy smoker. As a parent, I personally don’t like to observe adults smoking right next to their little children.

They constantly smoke “something.” My saying “something” means it includes illegal staff such as marijuana. In our state, medical marijuana is legal, however recreational marijuana use is still illegal. Why I can say they smoke marijuana? Their weird behaviors made me think so. Their mood swing high ups and low downs. On some times they argue using curse words out loud, and on the other times they sing a made up song out loud. In any cases, it is not fun to see them with their moods swinging.

One week ago, specifically on March 23rd. I happened to witness the man smashed their glass window and entered to the house through the broken window. I don’t know why he needed to do so. He came back with his car. If he didn’t have the house key, he could have drove to his wife to get the key. I honestly cannot think of any reasons to justify his behavior. I don’t want to have my neighbor to do such weird behaviors.

This story does not end like this. Here comes the great part of this story.

Now, I am on my training to create my preferable reality. I am a constant performer of Law of Attraction. Now I am wise enough that I should not give too much attention to this weird couple.   

So, instead of paying my attention to having the weird neighbors, I did what I should do. I visualized myself feeling happy to know they have moved out.

Then, I sent a letter to Universe. I wrote the letter saying “thank you Universe for teaching me this valuable lesson. Thank you to the couple who have already moved out.” After sending the letter, I let the Universe to take care of this. I didn’t get bothered by this anymore.

And, guess what? I made it happen.

This morning I saw a moving truck in front of their house. I saw the couple taking out their furniture. They already moved out from our neighborhood.

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Matched buddies 3/30/2018

I just finished reading the book “Sara, Book 2: Solomon’s Fine Featherless Friends” written by Esther and Jerry Hicks. This book is the second book of “Sara, Book 1: Sara Learns the Secret about the ‘Law of Attraction”.

I started reading this book from “Introduction” written by Jerry Hicks. He mentioned that he laughed out loud while proofreading this Sara novel. And his wife Ester, who was in her office, asked him why he was laughing out loud. This scenery easily popped into my mind.

I thought it wonderful for them, Jerry and Esther, to have their life partner who help their life mission each other. I appreciate for both of them to work together to create this book.

I love this second Sara book just as the same as their first Sara book. This book will take you travel back to your elementary school days. And, this book will make you laugh out loud, so make sure you will read this book alone.

I am happy for Sara to meet her new friend Seth. They are perfectly matched to one another in their vibrations.

The great friendship between Sara and Seth of this book reminded me of my best friend in my elementary school days.

Her name was Yoshimi-chan. We were in the same class at the first grade. We became friends right away. We found lots of commons in our thoughts and action patterns.

When my kid’s days, I often talked about staff that anybody else believed. But only Yoshimi-chan believed me. She was very open to spirituality. And she had many similar experiences as I did.

Those days, Kokkuri-san (ouija board) was very popular among kids. The school officially prohibited all the students from playing Kokkuri-san anywhere including at school and at home. But, you know, kids don’t listen to teachers. We did it anyway anywhere and anytime we wanted.

Kokkuri-san was conducted by two players. Both players held the pencil lightly together and let the spirits guide to move the pencil move around the each texts or Yes/No areas, written on the board.

I believe Kokkuri-san is just a way to connect with spirits. The player’s mental status affects the results. In case the players does not believe the higher beings and spirits, they easily attract lower vibrational beings.

Yoshimi-chan and I believed the higher beings and spirits. So, whenever I did Kokkuri-san with her, we always could gain some wonderful messages from higher dimensions. Whenever I did with somebody else, I didn’t get the perfect messages like that.

To think back my younger days, I feel it is very rare to meet your buddies matched in vibrations. When you meet the right one, don’t let him/her go. Keep in touch with your matched buddy for all your life. They are very, very important for you.   

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Contact lens 3/29/2018

Two days ago, I went to the eye vision exam and had the prescription of contact lens. The eye doctor let me try out a set of new contact lens. The manufacturer of this contact lens was new to me. I felt comfortable to see things much clearer than before. Among all, I felt comfortable of my look without glasses.

I wore the new contact lens all day long on that day. It was okay with me. I didn’t have any headache or sore eyes.

During the night, however, I woke up from sore eyes. I needed to wake up and wash my eyes with clean water several times.

Next morning I woke up with red eyes. The sharp headache from sore eyes had bothered me all day long.

And it continues being like that even today.

Maybe it is because I hadn’t worn contact lens for several months.

Now I am thinking hard whether I should buy the new contact lens for one year package. I like wearing contact lens because I look better than wearing glasses. At least I feel good about it. 

But on my second thought, considering the fact I don’t go outside or meet people often, I probably won’t need to wear contact lens often.

Hmmm. That tells me I probably should not buy new package of contact lens anymore.  

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