Starting from the beginning of this month, I had been studying the relaxation massage through the online course.

Before I took the course, I doubted if I could learn massage online. But after taking it, I can say I could learn massage technique online. The course was pretty informative and in depths.

In the course, the instructor shared the technique on not to hurt us. He taught us to use body weight instead of using solely the arm muscle or thumbs.

I finally completed the course yesterday. Now I need to practice the technique.

I asked my daughter to let me practice the massage technique on her. She was excited about my massage. She quickly went to the white board and wrote down “massage” in today’s to-do-list.

The instructor made a video of one hour massage from the beginning to the ending. I just followed his movement one by one onto my daughter.

During giving her massage, I felt pain in my back. I will need to go back to the course and refresh my memory of not to hurt my back.

With this massage, my daughter felt deep asleep. That means she could fully relax with my massage. I was happy about that.

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My daughter’s school resumed from today. The two weeks’ winter vacation was finally over.

While I was walking to the school bus stop with my daughter, I was secretly excited to have my private time back again. I was happy about it.

On the other hand, my daughter looked sad. She said she had really enjoyed spending time with me during her winter vacation. “I love spending time with you. I love you so much. You are the best mom ever”, she said with her beautiful sparkling eyes. I felt ashamed of what I just thought.

At the end of the day, it turned out we had a great day. My daughter enjoyed reconnecting with her friends at school. I enjoyed spending my time by doing what I love. I need my alone time every day.

It is always good to get back to our routine after the vacation. I like the contrast between On and Off. In short, everything should have a good balance between Yin and Yang. Too much of only one side takes our energy out.

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I was once told by a channeler that my soul belongs to Arcturus. Since then, occasionally, I have checked the YouTube video regarding the messages from Arcturians. I found one video that resonated with me. I want to share it with you.

First, they explained about the portal between the higher dimension and the Planet Earth. Previously, the portal would open at the certain time of the certain day. The opening time was short and not constant. Thus, there were limited hours in a year when the portal was open.

Then, they explained about the wonderful news about the year of 2018. The portal will be open all day and all the time throughout the year starting from January 1st 2018 to December 31st 2018. When the portal is open, it is easy for us to connect with our true self. Some people recognize this as their source or their higher soul. That enables us to see and perceive things differently.  

Now, let me share my personal experience. I feel the difference in energy and vibration. The energy of this year 2018 feels very light to me. Everything looks good for me. Everybody around me looks happy.

I used to pray hard to get away from this area. I used to complain about this area including the land energy and the local people.

Interestingly, not any more. I have started liking this area very much. I have started talking about good things about this area. I even have started thinking that maybe this is the good area for us to buy our own house this year.

It was a huge change in my perspective about this area. As always, when we think positively, all the other positive things will be attracted to us.

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It was warm sunny day. The temperature went up to 72F (22C) in the day time.

My daughter and I spent almost all day in creating things.

Outside at our front yard, we decorated our driveway and entrance area with the washable sidewalk chalk. It was amazing. The happy drawing raised the vibration. And it made our house look happy. I am sure our drawings would make our neighbor happy too.

Inside the house, we engaged on creating our own unique items. The printing company’s website offers a customer a variety of options to create a gift item by using their software. I was amazed watching my daughter naturally using a mouse. Her school has a computer class every week. I hope she will learn how to blind typing on keyboard soon.

We decided to create our own calendar and mug cup. We drew some pictures on papers, scanned it, and then updated to the computer.

It was fun creating things. My daughter always brings me back good memories of my younger days. I used to love creating something from a scratch. This will be a great gift item to our family. I am going to send them to my parents.  

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I took my daughter to the department store. That was very rare for me to do so. Simply because I avoid to go to any place where people crowded.

Here is the reason why I forced myself to go to the store today. My daughter mentioned every time after the long vacation, many of her classmates came with a brand new outfit.

I thought back of my elementary school days. Yes, she is right. Many of my classmates came with a brand new outfit on the semester starting day. Since my family was not that rich at that time, I could not do the same. I remember I felt sad and envied my classmates. I didn’t want her to feel the same way as I did. I thought my daughter deserves to feel special on her school starting day.

At the store, there were many pretty and high quality kids’ clothing available. I turned back to my daughter. Her left lower arm was already occupied with some clothes that she wanted to try on. She was excited on choosing her new outfits.   

I bought her five new outfits. She thanked me many times. Her casual action reminded me of my younger days. Whenever my parents bought me new clothes, I took it for granted and never thanked them as my daughter did to me.

My daughter taught me the important lesson today. Even between family members, whenever your family member does something nice to you, we should thank them, instead of taking it for granted. Good communication makes the relationship grow.

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Today I took my daughter to the dental office for her checkup and dental cleaning. Since our dental insurance was changed from last year, I needed to change the dental office. Today’s dental office was new to us. The customer reviews about this facility was excellent. It seems everybody likes it.

The office building was new. The waiting room was great. It equipped with a kids’ play area and a small home movie theater room. All the workers were nice and polite. The waiting time was not that bad.

My daughter comfortably laid down on the recliner chair. The nurse provided her a sunglass and an ear phone with a fluffy cover to listen to the television. Above her, there was the television showing kids’ fun movie. The nurse even applied my daughter some lip balm on her lips to moisten them.

Then the hygienist came. She politely greeted to my daughter. Before she started her dental cleaning, she explained all of her tools to my daughter so that she would not get scared of anything. The dental cleaning was done gently and nicely. After everything was done, my daughter was praised for her daily efforts of no cavity. She was given a prize for doing great during the cleaning.

I couldn’t help asking the nurse if this facility was only for kids. The nurse quickly understood the reason why I asked the question. She told me I was not the only one who asked this question. Other adults envied their kids for being treated with politeness. They wanted to be a patient of this facility. I wish other adults’ medical offices are like this. Even adults want to get a prize when we do good, right?

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This story is linked with my previous article posted on Dec 17 2017. Around that time until now, I keep having the same patterned dreams. It can be more than ten times. It definitely has the strong and urgent message.

It is an escaping dream. I got captured by bad people. Or, in other times I was abducted. In any situations, I was deprived of my freedom. There were some other people who were in the same condition as me. They lost their hopes and decided to stay where they were until their end.

I spent some days (or for months, even for many years) just like the others, but now I know it is the right time to take an appropriate action. The action is to help myself out from the uncomfortable situation.

Unlike in my dream, my current situation in the reality is not bad at all. I get used to the area. I actually love the area where we currently live. I like the current house and the neighborhood. I get to know the local people. We comfortably exchange greetings and smiles. I don’t have any complains about my daughter’s elementary school including the students, the teachers, and the other workers. My husband likes the current job and workplace. His workplace is within 15 minutes’ drive. It never gets traffic jammed. Not bad at all. Actually it is pretty good.

The prison-like situation described in my dream describes the scenery of my soul. On this land, I don’t do any particular spiritual work. Deep inside, my soul eager to start my soul mission as soon as possible. And in order to make it happen, I need to take some appropriate actions.

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This morning I asked my angels for some messages about my year of 2018. I pulled three cards. I used three card decks. Magical Unicorns Oracle Cards and Cherub Angel Cards for Children, both are created by Doreen Virtue, and Native Spirit Oracle Cards created by Denise Linn.

The cards are Curiosity, Sensitivity Is a Gift, and Tribal Spirit Dancer.

I thought it interesting. Yesterday while creating my vision board, the words of “Explore New Adventures” resonated with me. This is linked with today’s message “Curiosity”.

Three days ago, my family spirits told me in my dream that I would be given new spiritual gift. So, that should be linked with my sensitivity.

On the third card, it is my desire from my heart. I would like to reconnect with my soul family at the right area. I had searched around them and could not find any on this area.

Now that I had better to keep my hopes to reconnect with them. And that should be within this year. Looking forward to it.  

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Happy new year of 2018.

I am so thrilled about this year 2018.  This year’s number adds up to 11 (2 + 0 + 1 + 8 = 11). The number 11 has a special meaning to me. My birth number is 11. You can check your own birth number by adding up all the numbers of your birth year, month, and date. Also, I was born in the Dog’s year. As you know, Dog’s year is the 11th year in Chinese zodiac.

The number 11 is considered as the master number. The people whose birth number is 11 are the spiritual messengers. That is why my life long career is to convey messages from spirits to humans.  

This morning, I woke up early with my family. We went for a walk in the neighborhood area. At the vintage point where we could see sun rise, we greeted to the New Year’s sun rise. I expressed my appreciation about what I am provided right now. And I asked for continuous support for us throughout the year.

After breakfast, I sat down at the table with my family. Starting from the meditation for some minutes, three of us created the vision board of this year. We cut off any pictures and texts from old magazines and put them on four board.

The key words that resonated with me were

— “Feel Alive”,

— “Explore New Adventures”,

— and “Recover Faster”.

I wish all of our dreams come true this year.

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Day-9 of our family trip. It was the last day of our trip.

We finally came back home. We drove 3,336 miles (5,369 kilometers) in total. I am so tired from long driving, but at the same time, I am happy to be able to feel the energy of the new area in person.

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The year of 2017 was quiet but powerful one for me. The biggest event in this year was the trip to Japan in October. I saw my family after seven years’ no-see. I purchased my airplane tickets to Japan in July. Since then to the departure day, for the three months, I had thought about a lot. I was scared of seeing my mom again. However, once I saw her at the Japanese airport and hugged her, all my concerns melted down. I felt and experienced many changes in her. Most likely my mom found many changes in me too. That tells me everything and everybody in this Universe has been changing. Evolving, I should say. I believe everything is getting better in every minute, every second.

I feel so blessed to have my husband and daughter. I went through lots of tough experiences. I honestly believe my husband and daughter are the precious prizes given to me as rewards for my hard works in the past.

Thank you to everybody and everything to have guided me to this path. I am now well and happy with my family. Thank you so much.

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