My husband was informed of a shocking news that the job opening position was already filled today.

It was a typical thing in a big corporation. My husband’s immediate supervisor/regional top person promised him that they can officially hire him at the job position. But the hiring process had been done by another higher up person in another state. It seems that the hiring personnel and the regional boss had not communicated very well. And my husband was not quite sure who has the higher authority in hiring decision. So, our opportunity to move to a seaside city has not been manifested.

That being said, please don’t worry about us. When we heard their decision, we got disappointed a little bit at first. But at the same time, we got relieved somehow.

The job was offered as the condition of starting date of January 1st 2018. It is just around the corner. Besides, we are not familiar with the new area. My husband has been there only for two weeks. My daughter and I have never been to there. Before we decide to take the job opportunity, we need to get to know the land energy and the local people. So, all in all, we are in a way relieved of this cancellation, so that it gives us more time to consider.

I know and feel that we will move to another city for sure within next year of 2018.

We will start taking a baby step by getting ready for moving. The best timing is after my daughter’s school year in May.

My daughter conveyed the message from angels. They are saying “Don’t get disappointed. It is coming. Take a baby step at a time. We don’t want to see you all panicked and overwhelmed.”

I can’t agree more. I don’t want to make a life decision like buying a new house in a panicky emotion.

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Today my Ki Gong teacher took me to the drum session. There I met 12 new people.

My first attendance of drum session was at Navajo Nation in 2002. Since then, I have attended at many drum sessions. Each drum session is unique and different.

Among them, tonight’s drum session was definitely one of my most favorite sessions. The leader set the theme of the session (today’s theme was manifestation) and led us with a certain types of rhythm. I liked her way of leading the participants. At most drum sessions, there was no particular rhythm. With her solid leading way, we could take off the spiritual journey together to the same destination. That was how I felt.

There were a variety of people in their nationality and skin color. And they brought different types of drums.

During the session, I lied down myself on the ground in front of the fire. I enjoyed the vibration on the ground coming from a variety of typed drums as well as people’s foot sound taking rhythm. While laying down on the ground, I enjoyed watching the clear sky.

I enjoyed the drum session itself. But the most precious experience for me tonight was to spend time together with my Ki Gong teacher. She visited me in my dream on Nov 14th, which I wrote in my short article. It made a great sense to me why she visited me in my dream. We had a lot to share and we needed to catch up with each other by sharing our stories.

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We have started house hunting. Although I personally never been to the area, thanks to the advanced Internet technology, especially google map, I can see the picture of the property and neighborhood area in their map. But still, it will be best for me to go there and see the property in person.

During the weekend of his business trip, my husband had a house hunting tour guided by a realtor. He already have found one property. It is located at the convenient area. It is close to the elementary school and grocery stores. Everything is within 5 minutes walking.

It also has public bus system in the town. It will be good for old people who don’t want to drive. It sounds very good to me. I don’t like driving. Once we move, I will definitely take the full advantage of public transportation. And of course, I don’t mind more walking distance at all.

I checked the reviews from current residents. Many people complain about its continuous rain. It says 47 inches precipitation a year. It seems to be lots of rain. Especially for the people who live in my current residence area. We have only 14 inches precipitation rate a year. As for my hometown in Japan, the precipitation rate is higher than this figure. Most likely I will love the new area with lots of rain.

I am so excited about this transformation. It is a life change transformation. I know everything will go well for my family and me. It always does.

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This evening’s sky was beautiful. I saw the rainbow in between the clouds. It was shining with pastel colors of pink and blue.

I saw a white dove in the sky. Not an actual one, but in the shape of clouds.

I instantly knew it was a message to me.

I like to read my natal horoscope chart. I also like to see Sabian symbol created by Marc Edmund Jones and Elsie Wheeler. My MC in my natal chart is located at Leo 22nd degree. Its symbol is “A carrier pigeon.” When I took the online class from Japanese teacher, he interpreted this symbol as a messenger from upper dimension. The pigeon can enter into the upper dimension, and it comes back to this material world’s dimension with the divine messages.

As a messenger from spirits, I like to use a picture/drawing of white dove. In my personal business card, I have used a drawing of three white doves carrying messages back to this world.

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Today’s story is the continuation from my article of Nov 6. My husband and I have been thinking about and wishing for moving to another place. And now, the opportunity that we had been longing for is coming to us.

My husband was offered a job opportunity at other state. The place is what I mentioned in my previous article. It is a seaside city. If everything goes well, he will start working there from the beginning of next year, Jan 2018.

My heart is pounding. It has been pounding since I heard the news from my husband. It was truely a “wow” moment. I definitely want to take this opportunity to get out from this area.

Then what? Once this is confirmed, we have only one month to finish everything. We need to find the place (house) to live at the new land.

But wait. Before we officially accept this offer, my daughter and I need to go there to feel the land energy and meet the local people. We have a whole bunch of things to do for the moving.

I am almost overwhelmed.

First thing first. I need to take a deep breath. After I calm myself, I can start writing a to-do list. I can take the task one by one, step by step. I know one thing for sure. I don’t need to do everything by myself. I have my family to go through this process together. I will be okay. I am always okay.

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In my dream of this morning, my life-long friend visited me.

The first thing stood out was about her appearance. Our appearances were so different each other.

She was tall. Probably she was taller than 6 feet (180cm). She had a slender body. Her hair color was blonde. It was curly and short. Her skin color was very light. She was originally from England. When she was small, she came to America with her family. Since then, she had lived there.

On the other hand, I was born as a female Native American. I had an average height; not too tall nor not too short. My entire body was covered by well-disciplined muscle. I looked very strong. My skin was dark brown. I had a long black straight hair.

From the very moment when we met each other, we became best friends. And our friendship had continued to the very end of our lives. We didn’t spend time together all the time. Instead, we respected our sacred boundary and our own private time. We always kept a very comfortable distance between us so that we never invaded to other’s private life. However, whenever we needed some help, we were always there for the other.

Then I woke up. I felt I just saw one of my past lives.

I know my friend and I had known each other for long. I know she was my friend in many lifetimes.

It is interesting to know how friendship continues. If there is a spiritual connection, it stays no matter what. Any conditions such as physical distance, different cultures, and different languages won’t be in the way for friendship. There is an invisible solid connection between them.

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In my dream of this morning, my Ki-Gong teacher visited me. In my dream, she worried about me that I was not full of energy. She asked me how she could help me. I mentioned I was searching for a person who could give me the right message and advice. She introduced me one person who could read the palm lines. And that person really helped me for my next step. Also, my Ki-Gong teacher told me to look into my purse. I had a waist purse, which I didn’t notice that I was wearing it nor I didn’t know what was in the purse. When I looked into the purse, I had two keys and a whole bunch of money.

Then I woke up. I know this dream is a metaphor. It suggests that I do have a good friend on this land. It might be my Ki-Gong teacher or somebody else. The person wants to help me. I need to reach out to the person to ask for help. As for the money in my purse, it means I have enough ability and energy to make my wish come true. Finally as for the keys, it means the methods. I know the necessary methods deep inside of me. I need to dig in myself, communicating to my inner self.

So, all in all, it was a good dream. It successfully inspired me and motivated me toward the positive way.

For today’s message, I pulled one card from Native Spirit Oracle Cards created by Denise Linn. The card was Thunder Drum. I looked at the card for a while, but nothing came into my mind.

Later on, when my daughter came back from school, I asked her to pull one card for me. She pulled the same card. She said this card was really glowing for me.

For some reasons, I was very skeptical today. I put the card back to the deck. I prayed to show me one card for the message that I need to hear today. Then I pulled one card. It was the same card. My daughter was with me. She laughed and she said “don’t be skeptical anymore, take this card’s message.”

But I still didn’t know what the message was from this card. My daughter suggested to look at the book. So I did.

And yep. The book showed me the powerful message to me.

It says “Make a stand in life for what you truly matters to you.”

What matters to me is to convey the messages from spirits. I am here for that. I am a messenger from spirits. This is who I am. This is what I stand for.

The picture is taken from Native Spirit Oracle Cards created by Denise Linn

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While I was visiting my Japanese friend, she introduced me many homemade foods and the recipes. Everything she cooked was so delicious. One of the recipes that she shared with me was a homemade yeast to bake a bread.

One week ago, I prepared a homemade yeast. This was my first time. When you actually do it by yourself, you will be amazed at the simple and easy procedure. First, sterilize a glass jar and tools by boiling. Then, put raisins and purified water in the jar. Raisins should be without oil coated. Keep the jar in the room temperature. Open the lid of the jar once a day. Then, put the lid back and shake the jar to stimulate the yeast.

On the first day, all the raisins sank at the bottle of the jar. From the second, the raisins started floating. In addition to that, from the second day, every time when I opened the lid, it made a fizz sound. And it smelled fruity and sweet.

Today was the Day 7. I thought my homemade yeast was ready to use. I used it and baked my homemade bread.  

And, the bread with my fist homemade yeast turned out great. It was amazingly fluffy and soft. And it was very tasty. I will bake my homemade bread more often from now on.

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When I think back of my life so far, I notice I have experienced many different aspects of myself. I have different thinking patterns and personalities, they keep on changing every year at each life stage.

During I was a student from the kindergarten to graduate school, I don’t remember I felt scared of making new friends. I never had any issues to make friends and keep them as my close friends for many years. I thought myself as a people person. I was talkative and sociable. I never scared of people.

Then at this stage of my life, living in America, I am not talkative nor sociable. The biggest change in me is I scare of humans. If possible, I want to stay home alone, studying online courses, reading books, or writing stories. I don’t feel like going out with friends to have a lunch or a dinner together.

There are the reasons that I am like this. I was hurt by so many people whom I met in this area in this country. No matter how I tried to express myself and my truth, they didn’t understand me.

I don’t need any fake friends on this land to just hang out. I don’t need anybody around me who keep on talking about themselves and their belief and religion, and not be willing to listen to mine and accept my belief and religion.

Someday, I will move out from this area. That will happen in the near future, hopefully within next year. I believe I will be guided to the right place and the right people. I am grateful for my Japanese friends who are trustworthy. They listen to me. They encourage me. They support me. I really hope I will build such a great friendship with Americans in the future.

I am here on this land feeling this way is because I need to experience many aspects of myself.

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I have been taking Writer’s Workshop Online Course by Hay House. Recently they added English subtitle in each video. It was an unexpected nice surprise for me. It is very helpful for me to understand the each author in the video clips.

As for movies and television shows, I subscribe Netflix. They too have subtitles available. Some of the shows even have Japanese voice and subtitle, which is amazingly helpful for me.

And my favorite talk show TED talk also has subtitle in a variety of languages available. I really appreciate for the volunteer people who have translated for us.

So far, I have met many people from many different counties who are bilinguals or even more language speakers. I admire them for their efforts. In order to learn and master different language, we have to understand their culture and the way of thinking as well.

I have been interested in language and that is why I have a master’s degree in linguistics. Language is a living creature. It keeps on evolving, and to me, it is very fascinating.

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