While my daughter was in a hot bath and I was spending my alone time, my left ear started ringing in a high vibration tone. I knew this was the sign that one of my family spirits trying to contact me. I was right. It was my late mom. She told me that she has witnessed that what my brother has done to me and my family, that his stupid actions have tortured my family, and that my reasons why I am furious to my brother. However, my late mom gently requested me to try to understand my brother and try not to hate him. My late mom gave me a gentle hug and love in spirit. Even though these actions were not visible, I certainly felt them. I can assure she was there with me and what I felt was real. Thank you, Mom. I will try what you have requested me and I will learn as much as I can through this issue.

Today I gave myself a biofeedback session and focused on increasing oxytocin hormone. I also performed a session regarding balancing out the energy between my brother and me, because I thought I should accept my brother in a loving way, rather than treating him as my enemy. I understood his agony during the toughest time to taking care of my dad’s company that was almost bankrupted. I have to appreciate him for his hard work. I have to understand the path that my brother took, and that was why he has become so cringing on money and stingy. I still cannot forgive what he has done to me, but I can at least try to understand him.

For this past one month, I have spent peaceful days so that I could focus on studying and preparing for the final exam of the 2^nd year of the professional homeopathy course.

I am glad that I finally could regain my original peaceful mind in the midst of the inheritance division fight against my brother.

Our day started with the gentle female rain, which is rare in this area. It was really cold that we still needed to wear a winter clothing.

I like the cold temperature. I could focus on studying for the final exam for the professional homeopathy course. It was a peaceful and progressive day for me.

My mom in-law told me that they are having snow. Since she thought the winter was done, she planted some vegetable plants. Now she worries about her young plants outside.

In our area, we didn’t have snow, but we had a cold wind with the temperature dropped to 1 C. I regret that I went outside with my tank top and short pants. We needed to wear a winter heavy jacket and long pants.

My family and I worked on installing the irrigation system on our backyard plant garden. My husband is really good at working on the outside work. I feel if he needs to change his career, a handy man who can work on a wide variety of jobs is suitable for him.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I had a meeting with my attorney. The last time I talked with him was right after the court meeting on March 3^rd, so it has been 6 weeks. He seemed to be very calm and relaxed. He told me he was so intense and focused on dealing with my inheritance tax deadline. I was originally planning to talk with him within 30 minutes, but we had so much stuff to communicate with that we noticed we had talked without any break almost one hour continuously. He is thoughtful and sincere. I am glad to have him as my attorney.   

I had an online meeting with the school counselor. I appreciate the counselor answered all of my questions and gave me lots of useful information regarding the process to a university.  

Today is the first anniversary of my biofeedback software. Today of the last year, I just received it and didn’t know what to use. I have come to the long way by learning lots of technique and knowledge through the dealer’s training videos. This software is one of the biggest and expensive shopping in my life, but I never regrated of my purchase. I appreciate everything to guide me to this path, and my biofeedback software, aka Q-chan!

Two days ago, I watched one of the Japanese actress’s programs. There, she introduced the recipe of homemade miso. The program reminded me that I purchased some koji, fermented rice, in my last visit in Japan. I kept the koji in the freezer. Many people prepare their homemade miso in the later autumn but the actress introduced that she makes twice a year in spring and autumn. So, I decided to make mine too in spring. After I set the prepared miso, I said Japanese and Navajo mantra asking gods and spirits to support my miso to be well fermented. I look forward to start eating six months from today.