My daughter and I went to the aquarium with my mom. It was so fun spending time with her. I thought about my younger days. When I was young, my mom was always busy. Her mind was occupied with something else. She has two children; my brother and me. To me, I always thought my mom’s favorite was my brother, not me.

In my childhood days, there was one more child who was my mom’s favorite. It was my classmate in the kindergarten. She had a different environment than normal. Her parents got divorced when she was 3 years or so. She didn’t have any memory of her biological father. Her mother moved to another prefecture leaving her daughter behind. She was raised by her grandparents. My mom felt sorry about her so much. Gradually my mom started taking good care of her, way more than what she supposed to do. When I came back from the elementary school, my mom went to the classmate’s house and she would come back late at night, without taking care of her own children. Those days, I could not understand of my mom’s action. Why she took care of other child, not her own children? These days, I probably started losing my trust to my mom. I had given up communicating with my mom.

While I was spending time with my mom at the aquarium, I started feeling very sad. By the time of the dolphin show, I could not withhold my tears anymore. My tears overflowed from my both eyes.

First, my daughter noticed at my tears. She got panicked of my overflowing tears. Then, my mom noticed it too. She asked me if I had any pain in my body. I said no. Three of us ended up crying in the midst of the dolphin show.

By the time when we came back to my parents’ house, I started understanding of my emotion. It was my inner child who uncorked her feelings. It was me of childhood days. The little me could not express my feeling about my mom those days. I wanted to spend more time with my mom in my childhood days. I was jealous to my brother and the classmate who always had my mom’s attention.

After I expressed my feelings to my mom, my mom apologized to me for everything that I mentioned. She said I was mentally matured and calm since I was very small. She thought I didn’t need much attention. I always listened to my mom and I had been always a good girl. She thought it was okay for her to devote her time to somebody else like my brother and other girl who didn’t have her biological mother close to her.

Then, I also mentioned everything that my mom said to me in my adulthood days. My mom had hurt me by her mean actions and violent wordings.

After this talk, I found out my mom thought it totally okay for her to say these things to me. My mom took the conventional thinking that children have to listen to their parents. I said no to her. I said the thinking is old and wrong. Parents do not own their children. Nobody can own anybody. Children choose their parents because they love them. Often times, children are mentally and spiritually more matured than their parents. Children come to their parents to teach and support them.

For this part, my mom disagreed with me. She kept on saying she does not agree with me.

When I got disappointed and about to leave from my parents’ house, my daughter whispered to me.

“Keep your faith. You have said whatever you had to say. Your angels and family spirits were surrounding you and supporting you. Your angels are all happy for you that you took this step forward. Grandma is just pretending that she does not agree. She completely agrees with you and appreciates you in her soul level for everything you have said to her. Everything is well.”

Can you believe that a 7-year old child said this? I am so blessed to have my daughter in my life. I think every child, especially being born in this new era, is an Earth Angel. If you are a parent, I am sure you have encountered this kind of breathtaking moment from your child.

According to my daughter, while I was talking to my mom, which was like a small lecture to her about spirituality, I was surrounded by a whole bunch of angels and spirits. She saw my maternal grandfather on my left shoulder, my maternal aunt and my son-to-be next to Grandfather, other old men and women spirits who are my paternal side ancestors, and my spiritual family members. My daughter said the room was completely filled with angels and spirits. No wonder why I was sweating. When I am surrounded by angels and spirits, I always feel the warm energy from them.

Thank you angels and spirits for your supports and encouragements. I feel my soul has been uplifted after this good communication with my mom. This trip to Japan is definitely meant to happen. It was done at the right timing and at the right way.

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My life-long friend came to visit us at our hotel. She lives in another prefecture; far away from my hometown. So, it took her more than three hours one way.

While we were at our hotel, I received a text message from her, saying the train was not proceeding normally. When we got at the station, we were notified there was an accident in the local railroad track, and all the trains were delayed to take care of the accident.

You may have heard about the punctuality of Japanese railroad. I once have read one foreigner’s blog. She lived in Japan for a while and reported her readers of her findings about Japan. She mentioned about the punctuality of Japanese railroad by saying “in case of the train delays even one minute, you will hear a sincere apology announcement from the railroad company worker.”

As a Japanese who have lived there myself, yes, her finding is true. Whatever happens, we get a sincere and polite apology from the workers. Unfortunately, I seldom receive any apologies from any workers in America for any kinds of inconvenience. If you are an American who has ever lived in japan, I believe you will agree with me about this perspective.

Anyways, back to the story of my friend. She arrived at the station later than we planned. We were planning to have three hours together, but due to the delay of the train, our meeting time shrunk down to two hours. We worried about it at first. However, our short get together for two hours seemed to be elongated for us. We all were amazed how this short time could satisfied us.

I think this event shows me that we can manipulate time as we like. When we devote our every minute and every second, we can fully enjoy the time to the most, so that we can feel the time is elongated for us.

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I visited my old friend at her house today. Originally I was not planning to visit her. The reason was simple. I haven’t contacted her for more than one year. Besides, this trip was in a very tight schedule. I was not sure if I should see her again or not.

One week before my departure, I kept on thinking about her. I felt she was thinking about me, and I felt I should contact her. As always, I followed my intuition and contacted her.

Interesting thing happened. I sent her a quick note via email. Within some minutes, I received a reply back from her. She said she was thinking about me often for these days. I asked her if she was available to talk with me on the phone. She quickly replied back “Yes, Yes!!” So, I called her and we talked on the phone. I was not sure how her current situation was. Instead of exchanging emails back and forth, I wanted to talk to her directly. After a little talk with her on the phone, I was glad to know that everything was going well for her and her family. When I mentioned my visit to Japan, she was eager to see me again. That was how I decided to visit her during my stay in Japan.  

My daughter and I visited her new house. My friend and her husband bought their new house four years ago. I have never been there and I wanted to visit their new house. Today was my small wish came true.

While we were chatting after eating lunch, all of a sudden, I realized a déjà vu. I had watched the exact scene of this before. I don’t remember exactly when, but I remember the details. One of my spiritual gifts is to remember my dream in details such as time frame, color, and even people’s feelings.

This clear déjà vu confirmed me that our get together was meant to happen during this trip.

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I woke up at 5 am and could not go back to sleep anymore. Possibly it was due to jet lag.

In this trip, we are staying at the hotel which has an ocean view. I opened the window curtain and enjoyed the ocean view for a while. Gradually it got brighter. By the time of 6 am, it was bright enough that I could see ocean clearly.

I was watching the ocean for a while, without thinking anything. I went into the meditation mode. Then I heard a voice saying “welcome back, my dear daughter.” I quietly asked whose voice it was in my mind. I instantly got a reply that it was from ocean. Ocean energy was reaching out to me, my soul, gently hugging me and welcoming me.

I started shedding tears. I felt each tear drop healed deep inside of my soul.

Similar thing happened yesterday. When my airplane was about to take off at San Francisco airport, I saw the ocean too. At that time, the ocean talked to me telepathically, saying “my dear girl, my precious girl, let me take care of your wounds. Let me heal you.”

I thanked to the ocean for welcoming me and healing me.

I am sure that the ocean energy cleansed my energy. To the people who can see and sense energy, it should be obvious. I feel lighter and happier than before.

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I came back to Japan. My last visit was seven years ago.

Right after I cleared the custom and came out to the waiting lobby at the airport, the scenery of my parents jumped into my sight.

My dad looked exactly the same as before. It was amazing somewhat. How can anybody stay the same as seven years ago? He looked healthy and happy as last time I saw him. All in all, my dad always stays calm and stable in his energy. I got relieved to see him again like that.

On the other hand, my mom has changed from last time. She got skinner than before. Her energy got gentler and kinder than before. Her aura color has changed. Her aura color used to be strong and solid color. This time, however, it has changed into clearer than ever. It seemed to be close to transparent. I felt like she has gotten back to pure, like a newborn baby.

In this moment when I saw my parents again, all my concerns went away somewhere. I just simply enjoyed our reunion moment together.   

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When I was walking at San Francisco airport, I experienced the time travel. My conscious suddenly time-traveled into the past. I saw my parents walking at the same airport six years ago when they visited America to see me. My conscious was right next to them, but of course, they didn’t notice me. I was just an invisible observer.

I could not hear any conversations but I could catch their thoughts. Although my parents were so exhausted after the long flight and the long walk at the airport to transfer to the next flight, they were so excited to see me again. Their excited feeling made them keep on walking at the airport.

I sensed their unconditional love to me. I sensed nothing but their pure love to me. They were pulling one suitcase each. In one suitcase, there was a whole bunch of gifts to me and my family. The suitcase was heavy but they were pulling it with their willingness to make us happy with their gifts.

The vision was so vivid. I sensed their feelings so clearly.

I could not hold my tears back anymore. I started shedding lots of tears. I was crying so hard that I almost missed the international flight. By the time I got to the gate, most passengers were already inside the airplane.

Six years ago in Las Vegas, I got a big argument with my mom. Since then, I haven’t talk to my mom in person. I was scared to see her. At the same time, though, I was excited to see her again. I was filled with lots of mixed feelings during the 11 hours flight to Japan.  

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Tonight I went to bed earlier than usual, because I am leaving for Japan tomorrow. I needed to leave my house at 3 am in the early morning.

I woke up around 11:30 pm. I had my conscious back, but still I felt like I was somewhat in the dream state. My family spirits always do this to me, whenever they need my attention. With their support, I always can remember and write down my spiritual experiences.

In the conscious state, half in the sleeping state, I felt golden energy surrounded me. It was very bright light. It was sparking and shining in a solemn way.

The golden energy emitted unconscious love. With the support from this energy, I felt I could forgive everything that happened to me in the past. I felt “all is one”.

I felt I could love everybody even the people who said mean things to me in the past. I felt I could love every event that I didn’t like in the past. I felt everything was connected to one another. And I noticed everything happens for reasons to prove all is one.

— Three days later, I received the email from Japanese healer. I participated her psychic coherent of Oct 6th 2017. She started adjusting the participants’ vibration and sending the distance healing energy. She started doing so from 2 pm on Oct 6th 2017. It was 11 pm on Oct 5th 2017 in my time. So, I felt and received her healing energy right on time. It was amazing.   

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Have you ever experienced smelling weird from old people? It may be explained as aging body odor. In my opinion, however, it might cause from medication that they have taken for years.

I have been prescribed two types of medication; for diabetes and high cholesterol. I had been refusing to take these meds, but since last checkup, I had started taking both meds. These meds are high dose.

Since I started taking the meds, I noticed my body odor changed. Very uncomfortable odor that even I can notice all the time.

My desire is to heal my body without medications. I want to rebuild my strong immune system so that I don’t need to take any medication anymore.

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My daughter and I are allergic to pets’ hair. The possible symptoms are sneezing, coughing, sore throat, and skin rush and itchy all over the body. The worst symptom is getting hard to breath.

Currently American airline companies allow pet owners to bring their pet into the cabin seat, and the pet can stay with the owner during the flight. This is a good news for pet lovers, but not for us who are allergic to pet’s hair.

I talked with airline representative and asked if my next seat is a person with a pet. The airline company offers a Japanese representative. I am always delighted to have a Japanese representative. They are always very nice and polite. Among all, they always offer upper leveled service.

When I asked my question, she checked all my flights and confirmed that there were no pets in all my flights. It was excellent to know that in advance. Also, she checked my local airport and the time the check-in counter opens. I was planning to arrive there earlier than their opening time. It was great to know this information so that I can adjust my leaving time.

When I lived in Japan, I took Japanese rich hospitality for granted. Whenever you go, in a store, station, hotel, and workplace, you encounter high leveled hospitality and great services in Japan. Now I really miss that. At least now that I know that, I am not going to take it for granted whenever I receive great service and warm hospitality from Japanese.

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My friend started her monthly card reading in a video form. I was very happy for her of her any progress toward her life goal.

I wanted to watch the video, and after that, I was planning to email her about my feedback tonight. I told my daughter that I was planning to stay up late tonight.

My daughter is gifted to see and hear angels and spirits. While I was mentioning that, my daughter was quietly nodding toward her left side. She always does this gesture when she hears something from angels. She told “okay, I will tell Mom” to her left direction.

Then, she faced to me and told me that my angels begged me to take care of my body and have enough rest instead of staying up late. I replied to my daughter to do my best on not staying up that late.

Later on, after my daughter went to bed, I started watching my friend’s reading video. Toward the end of her reading, she drew a card of “Four of Summer”, from Fairy Tarot Cards created by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine. She pointed out the angel at the left bottom and said “This angel is begging and begging that please pay attention to their advice. Please pay attention to take good care of your body.”

I bursted into laughter. Wow. I love this syncronisity. What a cute way to tell me this message.

So, her reading came right on time. And, yes, I will listen to my angels tonight. I will go to bed early without staying up late. Thank you angels for your advice.

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