We have lived in our current house for three years. When we moved in, our back yard had only two trees. We made a flowerbed and put some good soil on it, and then planted some herbs. I watered them twice a day; in the morning and evening, every day. As the herbs grew, I noticed there were two tiny new buds on the ground next to the flowerbed. I didn’t know what they were, but I kept on watering the little buds along with the herbs.

Three years later, the little buds grew to maple trees. Very healthy looking. With bunch of flesh green maple leaves.

I was amazed on how nature takes care of the small lives. I still don’t know how the maple seeds landed on our backyard. I do see one big maple tree on our next door. Maybe the seeds flew from our next door. In any ways, it is amazing for maple seeds to grow to maple trees.

I am 5 feet 3 inch tall. And the maple trees are taller than me by 8 inches. Don’t you think it amazing?

I believe these maple trees want to come with us. When we move to Navajoland, I will take these trees with us, so that these trees can grow more with us.

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Today I want to share my dream career along with my age.

When I was a kindergartener, my dream career as a wife/mother. At the age of 3 or 4, I clearly saw the future myself as a wife/mother of 2 children; a boy and a girl.

During the elementary school days, I was good at making people laugh, so I thought of my future career as a professional comedian. I was also good at the Tarot card reading and horoscope chart reading. I didn’t have to memorize the information. I was for sure I had been doing these reading in my past lives. So, I also thought about being a professional fortune teller and Tarot card reader. I was good at creating a fiction story, so I thought about publishing books for younger kids.

During the junior high school days, I thought about becoming a school teacher for the elementary school kids.

During the high school days, I thought about becoming an attorney. I wanted to save the people who suffer from being a victim for a certain tough situation. I wanted to be a spokesman for such people with the appropriate knowledge and wording. I actually took some entrance exams for the university to become an attorney, I failed the exams.

During the university and the graduate school days, since I majored in English linguistics, I wanted to become a professional translator/interpreter. I also thought about becoming a professor at the university to teach English.

Since I was a high school student, I have experienced many different jobs including part time jobs. I thought about those different jobs.

I didn’t enjoy working as a shop clerk, a restaurant/cafeteria waitress, and a staff member at a first food store.

I did enjoy working as a secretary, an office manager, an in-house/freelance translator/interpreter, and a freelance writer for short articles. This analysis of myself helps to get to know me.

So, today’s my small suggestion for you is to make time to analyze your dream career and actual jobs that you have experienced so far. I know you will enjoy getting to know you more. Have fun.

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Life is full of mystery. Have you ever thought about any specific land or country that you are naturally attracted? I have several places. For some places, I am attracted and I had opportunities to visit the area. While for other places, although I am so attracted, I never had opportunities to visit the area on this life time.

One example is Okinawa. I had been so attracted on visiting Okinawa. I tried to visit there three times, however, something happened to prevent me going there. The first trip to Okinawa was cancelled due to my friend’s last minute cancellation. The second trip was canceled due to the bad weather caused by typhoon. The third trip was canceled due to my sudden tummy ache, which I went to the ER but the doctor could not find any cause of my sudden pain. At the third cancellation, I finally got it. I am not supposed to visit Okinawa on this lifetime, at least not in that timing. Now that I think about that, I am getting the feeling that I died in Okinawa at one of my past lives and I don’t have any mission left on that land on this lifetime.

On the other hand, I am attracted to America and ended up visiting there more than 20 times before I moved to America. Even after I went through some bad experiences in America and I have decided not to go there anymore, the opportunities for me to go to American kept on coming back, regardless of my desires or wishes. The desires or wishes were on my physical level. The true desires and wishes on my soul level, on the other hand, stubbornly kept on urging me to go to America. Now I know the reason. I am destined to live here in America.

So, my small suggestion for you today is to think about any places that you are so attracted. Have you visited the place so often? Or, you have not visited the place yet on this lifetime? Your feeling about the specific place might be a hint for your life mission on this lifetime or residual energy of your past life.

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I receive the rehabilitation therapy along with acupuncture session regularly. I am always amazed on how the therapists can help me on my stiffness of my left shoulder. Every time I go, my therapist has something new and different exercise for me to work on. And the exercises seem to be the right at the right timing for me.

Also, I am amazed how tiny and skinny needles at one spot can work on my entire body including internal organs. They for sure stimulate my Tsubo points (pressure points). As the real evidence, after I receive these rehabilitation therapy, I sweat all over my body, and interestingly, I get very hungry.

My therapist told me it might take up from six month to one year to completely heal. She emphasized it would heal as long as I keep exercising and stretching my body. And I thought it is also important to have my strong will to heal my body.

At last, I want to share one interesting synchronicity. Today’s message card that I picked from Angel cards was “You are on the right path.” I thought to myself, “Yep, I am working on it. And thank you Angels to watch over me.”  

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This morning, I was drawn to one newsletter email. It was from Robert Reeves. I have listened his webinar at Angel Summit of Hay House in the past month. In his newsletter, he offered a special price of his two online classes; Finding and Following Your Purpose class and The Divine 15 course.

I thought I should take these online courses. I felt positive energy from his courses, so I followed my intuition on taking his online class.

As a beginning I took the meditation guidance to connect to the Divine 15 Archangels.

During the meditation, I asked Angels to show me some physical signs if they were there with me. I know I am very skeptical. But I like receiving the real sign.

I asked to blow some air to my left ear. Within a second, I started feeling the gentle and warm breeze to my left ear. I was astonished that my left eyes started shedding lots of tears. I thanked them to show me the strong sign.

Then, I asked Angels to put their hands on my left shoulders. I still have pain on my left shoulders so I wanted to feel their energy. Then again, within a second, I started feeling being hugged by warm energy. I felt several different energy surrounded by my left shoulder area.

I heard some messages. “My dear child, just relax and enjoy every moment.” “You don’t need to take a lead all the time. Sometimes just go with the flow.”

I know what they meant. I try to take a lead on everything. But Angels are right. I should feel relaxed, and once in a while, I can just enjoy sitting in a passenger’s seat. I don’t need to navigate the direction to go and sit in a driver’s seat and drive all the time.

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Are you feeling overwhelmed about too much things that you want to do these days? That is how I have been feeling these days. There are many online videos that are available for a certain duration. There are many books that I want to read; which in fact, I have already bought some and they are sitting right next to me. There are some events that my friends invited me and want me to join. I want to finish writing my books. I want to educate myself about the ways of publishing books.

I have thought about priority. Which one should come first? Which one is the most needed and precious for current me?

Then my family’s faces popped up in my mind. Nowadays everything has started calming down for us. Everything has started going well for us, after a super tough year of 2016. I have been enjoying spending time with my family. Not anything special. Just simple and normal days. Just spending time with my family and laughing a lot with them.

I thought this is the answer for me.

I should cherish the precious time with my family. Very peaceful time with my family. This is my priority number one thing to do at this moment.

Then, my second priority is to recover my health mentally and physically. I want to live longer and healthier with my family and for my family. I need to work on regain a good balance in my body, mind, and spirit.

I have decided to go one by one. Once I fully complete my biggest two priorities, a new road will open up for me. So, for now, I will stop feeling overwhelmed. I will focus on the most important things to do for now.

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My daughter has some allergic reactions to certain foods such as peanut, cow milk, and animal meat. She also has allergic reactions to dogs and cats. The allergic reactions are tummy ache, head ache, puking, and rush in skin all over the body. The worst and the dangerous reaction is breathing difficulty.

Her school teacher is supportive enough so that she pays attention at the food at the school cafeteria for my daughter. At home, I pay attention to the food I cook for my family. So, the regular days are fine.

However, when it comes to the trip, it gets difficult for us to check all the ingredients of what we eat. My daughter shows her allergic reaction during the trip.

Tonight when she had some allergic reaction, she cried. She felt her allergic reaction as a curse.

I told her it is the opposite. Her allergic reaction is actually a blessing.

This is my personal belief. I believe a spiritually high soul (well-matured soul) has a tough time to accommodate their souls in a physical body. There is a huge gap between their high energy (high frequency and high vibration) and the low vibration of material things including their physical body. Some allergic reactions are blessing to warn them to be alert of frequency and vibration of the food and the surrounding environment. Otherwise, their high vibration might get into a danger.

I still remember about my first reaction when I drank beer. I thought it was unpleasant taste. I felt the same thing about the coffee that I had for the first time in my life. Same goes to a cigarette or soda. After we continuously take certain food or drink in a daily life, our reaction gets numbed.

It is time for us to remember of our first impression to certain foods. Do you really like the taste of your daily life food? Do you take it as part of your daily habit? If you have certain foods or drinks that you take as part of your daily habit and you don’t really like the taste, it might be good time for you to simply stop the habit. Your body might regain the pure reaction as your younger days.

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We are visiting Navajoland during the Easter break. During this trip, we made a great progress about our future house.

Firstly, we measured our home site area about one acre and marked the line with the wooden stakes. Actually waking the edge of the home site gave me clear idea regarding how big the one acre is.

Secondly, we visited a Mobile Home company. We took a tour of several trailer houses.

Thirdly, one of our neighbor showed us their new house. They just built a new house. The house is still 4 months old. They shared lots of their valuable  experiences regarding building a house with us.

Then, lastly, we had a meeting with a broker at the home builder company. There, we had more information about building a house on Navajo reservation.

I feel excited about our new house. But at the same time, after these meetings, I felt overwhelmed about our future chores such as talking with the bank about the loan, meeting and making decisions about the details of the house plan, and moving in the Navajo reservation.

The road ahead of us seems to be long. We just took the first step on the road. I know we will be okay in the end.  

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Yesterday I had a clear dream. When I woke up, I clearly remembered it. However, I was in a hurry to leave for a trip, I didn’t write it down. I had remembered it for a while, but by the time I got out from the car, the memory was gone.

So, before I fall asleep last night, I asked my family souls to show me the same dream that I had the previous day.

And they did. I was amazed that family souls really listened my wish. Well, technically speaking, they always listened my wish, but I could not catch their message clearly before. Nowadays I can hear their message clearly than before. Perhaps it is due to the vibration uplifting on the entire planet Earth.

They showed me the exact same dream as that of yesterday. This morning, I wrote it down so that I did not lose the memory about it.

I am not going to write down my dream in details but it was about a white butterfly. It was big and beautiful. At the last minute, my family souls shared a message with me that I am going to meet the right person in the near future and the person will be a great help on fulfilling my life purpose. I guess the person will be my soul tribe. I don’t know how and when, but I am excited for a wonderful reconnection with my soul tribe.

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When I was chatting with my friend, she said she admires my resilience. I didn’t know the meaning of the term. After she went back home, I looked the meaning up on the Internet.

It is explained as “the ability to recover from setbacks, adapt well to change, and keep going in the face of adversity.”  It is interpreted as “逆境力” in Japanese.

I instantly loved this term; “resilience”. Yes, I am resilient. I have developed my resilience over the years through tough situations.

I didn’t like the adversity while I was going through with it, but the adverse situations are the opportunities to make us strong mentally.

If you are in the middle of tough situations, hang in there; things will get better and you will develop your resilience.

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