I attended the spiritual course the fifth. As usual, it started at 10 p.m. and ended after 2 a.m. today’s class was completely different from the previous four classes. I could sense that the teacher has changed. She spoke all the information and her personal experiences that came from her unconditional love to us, her students. After the class, even it was after the midnight, I felt energized and blessed. I really appreciate her for teaching this class.

In the evening at 4 p.m., my family and I attended the local community college expo. There were many more booths than I expected. Everybody whom we run into was nice and friendly. We received some nice information about scholarship for the summer program. It was a fun event for all aged people.

Today was the long-waited swamp cooler switch day. I needed to wait for 2.5 weeks since I submitted the work order to the property manager. The maintenance person was a young polite man and swiftly finished the work without any issue. Now we are ready to have the extremely hot summer.

We purchased lots of garden items such as a water sprinkler, a timer to water them, and water hose adapter.

We also attached a shade to each garden. Our Arizona sun is too strong for the baby plants. I shared the Navajo and Japanese mantra to the garden plants.

I took my daughter to the state test venue at 8:30 a.m. The test started at 9 a.m. and finally ended at 2:50 p.m. I had more than 5 hours to all to myself at the house. I never had my complete alone time since my daughter switched to the homeschooling on March 2020. I enjoyed my alone time. I had a luxurious time to talk to the deep inside of myself. I made my desire and decision clear. I regained myself and became strong again. It is always to have my alone time to unite myself.

I had a maintenance appointment with the technician for my biofeedback device at 9 a.m. in the morning. She always calls me right on the appointment time to let me know that she will remotely deal with my device. But she didn’t call me on that time. When I checked the email, I saw two emails from her one hour before our appointment time. she made a mistake for the time to make an appointment. She forgot that our state doesn’t apply the summer time and didn’t check our time, and that was how she made an appointment one hour earlier than my usual appointment time. that is understandable and okay with me. But one weird thing happened. The information technology engineer called my phone a couple of times but it didn’t go through even though my phone was available. Then after the appointment was completed, she tried to call me to let me know it was done, she could not reach me at my cell phone. Even though I didn’t use my cell phone on my end, she told me every time she called me, it went to the busy sound as if I am using my cell phone, which I was not. Another weird thing was though, I could receive a phone call from my daughter and husband without any issues. I hope it was just due to one-time connection issue with the technician, and this issue won’t stay for the future.

In the evening, I chatted with my friend via zoom. I was planning to chat with her only within an hour, but our conversation ended to have more than 2.5 hours. My friend patiently listened to my story and I could shed lots of tears in front of her. I appreciate her to share her precious time with me.

My biofeedback software gave me a message that I have been having a issue of bipolar. I have been suffering from showing my calm side and keeping my anger toward my brother inside, which I cannot express the anger to anybody else.

We still have a cold day. The temperature dropped to 1 Centigrade in the morning so that we needed to turn on the heater. After today, the weather supposed to jump into summer. It is probably the last day of the winter today.

I’ve been watching a house for sale, which is located in front of a lake. The house price is super expensive. The house has 5 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms with a wide range of front and backyard. I really wish that I can purchase this house and move there.

We still have cold temperature so that we wear a winter heavy jacket to go walk. I run into my neighbor friend while walking. He was taking a walk of the dog that used to belong to our common friend who recently passed away. The late friend was very nice and patient to her dog. Her dog is getting old and cannot walk fast. Now that the nice owner passed away, her friend took over her dog and is having a tough time to take care of the old dog. I heard the friend scolding and yelling at the old dog for his not walking fast. It will be tough for both of the friend and the dog to adjust a new life without the kind friend. Hopefully both of then get used to the new life and adjust to each other to find a peaceful adjustment.