I woke up at 5 am and could not go back to sleep anymore. Possibly it was due to jet lag.

In this trip, we are staying at the hotel which has an ocean view. I opened the window curtain and enjoyed the ocean view for a while. Gradually it got brighter. By the time of 6 am, it was bright enough that I could see ocean clearly.

I was watching the ocean for a while, without thinking anything. I went into the meditation mode. Then I heard a voice saying “welcome back, my dear daughter.” I quietly asked whose voice it was in my mind. I instantly got a reply that it was from ocean. Ocean energy was reaching out to me, my soul, gently hugging me and welcoming me.

I started shedding tears. I felt each tear drop healed deep inside of my soul.

Similar thing happened yesterday. When my airplane was about to take off at San Francisco airport, I saw the ocean too. At that time, the ocean talked to me telepathically, saying “my dear girl, my precious girl, let me take care of your wounds. Let me heal you.”

I thanked to the ocean for welcoming me and healing me.

I am sure that the ocean energy cleansed my energy. To the people who can see and sense energy, it should be obvious. I feel lighter and happier than before.

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I came back to Japan. My last visit was seven years ago.

Right after I cleared the custom and came out to the waiting lobby at the airport, the scenery of my parents jumped into my sight.

My dad looked exactly the same as before. It was amazing somewhat. How can anybody stay the same as seven years ago? He looked healthy and happy as last time I saw him. All in all, my dad always stays calm and stable in his energy. I got relieved to see him again like that.

On the other hand, my mom has changed from last time. She got skinner than before. Her energy got gentler and kinder than before. Her aura color has changed. Her aura color used to be strong and solid color. This time, however, it has changed into clearer than ever. It seemed to be close to transparent. I felt like she has gotten back to pure, like a newborn baby.

In this moment when I saw my parents again, all my concerns went away somewhere. I just simply enjoyed our reunion moment together.   

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When I was walking at San Francisco airport, I experienced the time travel. My conscious suddenly time-traveled into the past. I saw my parents walking at the same airport six years ago when they visited America to see me. My conscious was right next to them, but of course, they didn’t notice me. I was just an invisible observer.

I could not hear any conversations but I could catch their thoughts. Although my parents were so exhausted after the long flight and the long walk at the airport to transfer to the next flight, they were so excited to see me again. Their excited feeling made them keep on walking at the airport.

I sensed their unconditional love to me. I sensed nothing but their pure love to me. They were pulling one suitcase each. In one suitcase, there was a whole bunch of gifts to me and my family. The suitcase was heavy but they were pulling it with their willingness to make us happy with their gifts.

The vision was so vivid. I sensed their feelings so clearly.

I could not hold my tears back anymore. I started shedding lots of tears. I was crying so hard that I almost missed the international flight. By the time I got to the gate, most passengers were already inside the airplane.

Six years ago in Las Vegas, I got a big argument with my mom. Since then, I haven’t talk to my mom in person. I was scared to see her. At the same time, though, I was excited to see her again. I was filled with lots of mixed feelings during the 11 hours flight to Japan.  

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Tonight I went to bed earlier than usual, because I am leaving for Japan tomorrow. I needed to leave my house at 3 am in the early morning.

I woke up around 11:30 pm. I had my conscious back, but still I felt like I was somewhat in the dream state. My family spirits always do this to me, whenever they need my attention. With their support, I always can remember and write down my spiritual experiences.

In the conscious state, half in the sleeping state, I felt golden energy surrounded me. It was very bright light. It was sparking and shining in a solemn way.

The golden energy emitted unconscious love. With the support from this energy, I felt I could forgive everything that happened to me in the past. I felt “all is one”.

I felt I could love everybody even the people who said mean things to me in the past. I felt I could love every event that I didn’t like in the past. I felt everything was connected to one another. And I noticed everything happens for reasons to prove all is one.

— Three days later, I received the email from Japanese healer. I participated her psychic coherent of Oct 6th 2017. She started adjusting the participants’ vibration and sending the distance healing energy. She started doing so from 2 pm on Oct 6th 2017. It was 11 pm on Oct 5th 2017 in my time. So, I felt and received her healing energy right on time. It was amazing.   

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Have you ever experienced smelling weird from old people? It may be explained as aging body odor. In my opinion, however, it might cause from medication that they have taken for years.

I have been prescribed two types of medication; for diabetes and high cholesterol. I had been refusing to take these meds, but since last checkup, I had started taking both meds. These meds are high dose.

Since I started taking the meds, I noticed my body odor changed. Very uncomfortable odor that even I can notice all the time.

My desire is to heal my body without medications. I want to rebuild my strong immune system so that I don’t need to take any medication anymore.

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My daughter and I are allergic to pets’ hair. The possible symptoms are sneezing, coughing, sore throat, and skin rush and itchy all over the body. The worst symptom is getting hard to breath.

Currently American airline companies allow pet owners to bring their pet into the cabin seat, and the pet can stay with the owner during the flight. This is a good news for pet lovers, but not for us who are allergic to pet’s hair.

I talked with airline representative and asked if my next seat is a person with a pet. The airline company offers a Japanese representative. I am always delighted to have a Japanese representative. They are always very nice and polite. Among all, they always offer upper leveled service.

When I asked my question, she checked all my flights and confirmed that there were no pets in all my flights. It was excellent to know that in advance. Also, she checked my local airport and the time the check-in counter opens. I was planning to arrive there earlier than their opening time. It was great to know this information so that I can adjust my leaving time.

When I lived in Japan, I took Japanese rich hospitality for granted. Whenever you go, in a store, station, hotel, and workplace, you encounter high leveled hospitality and great services in Japan. Now I really miss that. At least now that I know that, I am not going to take it for granted whenever I receive great service and warm hospitality from Japanese.

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My friend started her monthly card reading in a video form. I was very happy for her of her any progress toward her life goal.

I wanted to watch the video, and after that, I was planning to email her about my feedback tonight. I told my daughter that I was planning to stay up late tonight.

My daughter is gifted to see and hear angels and spirits. While I was mentioning that, my daughter was quietly nodding toward her left side. She always does this gesture when she hears something from angels. She told “okay, I will tell Mom” to her left direction.

Then, she faced to me and told me that my angels begged me to take care of my body and have enough rest instead of staying up late. I replied to my daughter to do my best on not staying up that late.

Later on, after my daughter went to bed, I started watching my friend’s reading video. Toward the end of her reading, she drew a card of “Four of Summer”, from Fairy Tarot Cards created by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine. She pointed out the angel at the left bottom and said “This angel is begging and begging that please pay attention to their advice. Please pay attention to take good care of your body.”

I bursted into laughter. Wow. I love this syncronisity. What a cute way to tell me this message.

So, her reading came right on time. And, yes, I will listen to my angels tonight. I will go to bed early without staying up late. Thank you angels for your advice.

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We have just entered to October 2017. For my family and me, this year so far has been going in a peaceful and gentle way. We really appreciate for that. In last year, year of 2016, went by in a harsh and dynamic way for us. It is interesting to observe that how different energies are between the last year and this year.

For the past nine months of this year, I had spent my days in fixing and repairing my physical body. I fixed my metal fixings to tooth colored resin. It was painful but I feel good after the improvements. I fixed my left shoulder pain with the help of physical therapists. And, as for my diabetes situation, it goes well and bad; back and forth. With my family’s mental support, I stay being positive and working on its improvement.

Also, I have reconnected with my family and old friends. The reconnections naturally happened. I feel so grateful to know those family and friends had thought about me and missed me for these past years, and they took their courage to contact me.

So, it seems that I have two themes of my year 2017. One is to acknowledge my physical body and take good care of myself. The other is to acknowledge my precious family and friends who constantly love me. I look forward for the last three months to wrap these themes up.

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My trip is coming closer. My next scheduled period day is my departure day. I don’t want to have it during my long flight. It accompanies with body dullness and pain in the lower abdomen. I wanted it come earlier than the scheduled day without taking any medicine.

Within some minutes of researching on the Internet, I found one informative article. It introduces two specific acupuncture points to make the period come earlier than scheduled day. This article is written in Japanese, but you can still see the clear pictures of acupressure points.

I pressed the two acupuncture points for several seconds a couple of times during the daytime.

Amazing. It worked. At evening, my period came. Thank you, the ancient Chinese people for your deep wisdom.

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When I was small, I used to hate the fact I was born as a girl. I wanted to be born as a boy. I used to say that to my mom frequently. During my elementary school days, I would play baseball with my male friends after school. In any kinds of gathering occasions such as New Year celebration or Obon festival, people naturally gathered as a male group and a female group. I tended to stay in a male group.

When I was a graduate student, I was 22 years old at that time, the school offered me a part time job at the university campus. There were around 10 male professors in my workplace office. It was a study abroad agency.

My job was easy. I made coffee for the male professors. I was the only female worker. I read several newspaper written in English and gave the brief highlights to the other professors. Whenever I found some helpful information regarding foreign schools, I gave the rough summary to the professors.

One day, I got pissed off at making coffee for male professors. I know it sounds silly, but I was serious at that time. I was mad that I was born as a female. I was mad at the society that made the stereotyped concepts. In most workplaces, female workers were naturally responsible to make coffee for male workers.

Among the ten male professors, there was one professor whom I fully trusted and respected. He was open minded and smart. I started expressing my feeling about the stereotyped concepts to him.

He listened to me quietly and carefully. After he let me talk everything how I felt, he asked me why I didn’t like being born as a girl. Once I started expressing the reasons, all the memories from my childhood, even from my past lives, came to me vividly. I started crying so hard.

What he said to me was amazing. He said something like this.

“First off, let me apologize to you as a representative as every man who treated you in a wrong way, both on this lifetime and past lives. Secondly, please know women are more superior to men, which is supported scientific data such as DNA. Women are gifted many things that men cannot experience”. 

He went on and on about the benefits being born as female.

He also reminded me it was me who chose to be born as a girl on this lifetime.

The conversation with him was an excellent healing session. He successfully healed my wounds and change the energy direction from the past to the future. 

This day became my turning point. Since this day, I started appreciating on living a life as a woman. I cannot appreciate enough to this professor who naturally guided me to the right direction.

And, now, especially after I have my husband and daughter, I do appreciate being as a woman so that I can become his wife and her mom.

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