This morning I walked to the bus stop with my daughter. When we almost reached at the bus stop, I noticed I was walking with bare handed. I usually carry my daughter’s backpack to the bus stop, but this morning, I forgot to grab it.

My daughter and I looked at each other’s face and busted into laughter.

We quickly run back home, grabbed the backpack, and run back to the bus stop. We made it. Some minutes later, the school bus arrived and she went to school as usual.

Just a silly simple mistake. But I am happy that I could laugh with my daughter.

It is good to laugh, instead of thinking seriously, instead of constantly being intense.

When I was in Japan, living alone and going to work, every time when I was overslept or forgot something to work, I could not laugh about it. Because I tended to take things seriously. Because I didn’t want to lose my job. I was obsessed to be on time, be perfect on everything. I was constantly intense.

Compared with my younger days, I am now more relaxed and easy going than ever. I am glad that I now can raise my daughter with ease.

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I finished reading Chris Anderson’s book; TED Talks: The Official TED Guide to Public Speaking. Chris Anderson is the owner of TED, a nonprofit organization that provides idea-based talks.

His book is inspiring and full of helpful tips for public speaking. He introduces many TED speakers in his book and I watched all of them. That is why it took me for three months to finish reading it. Each speaker was unique. Some of them seem to be a natural born public speaker, while some others obviously were nervous and their body and voice were shaking. I actually liked in both ways.  

One of the Ted speaker was Monica Lewinsky. In her talk, The price of shame, she shared her own experience on being a victim of cyberbullying. She went to the very edge to lose everything, including even her own life. But she survived with the help and support of her family and friends.

First off, she was scared and reluctant to go in public and share her story. However, over the time, she had heard the news about the people who went through cyberbullying and killed themselves. She thought she should come out in public and share her experience. She kept on motivating herself by saying the mantra to herself. The mantra was “This matters.” I am glad that she came out to public and shared her talk. Her sharing does matters.

I hope many people will watch and listen to her. Her talks was important for everybody. Bullying can happen everywhere. I personally experienced the terror from mass psychology. I also experienced being bullied by many others.

When you witness somebody being bullied, please do not simply join in to a mass bullying group. Let’s at least take time to know the truth. In many cases, the person might have made a small mistake. However, like Monica says in her talk, “We all deserve compassion.” 

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I like online shopping because I don’t need to have a conversation with anybody when I buy online. Yes, I admit that I am a misanthrope somewhat.

Anyway, weird things happened. Two days straight, yesterday and today, I received two packages from different online shops. In both orders, one item was missing.

I needed to report about this to both stores. I didn’t want to call because I don’t like to speak English on the phone. Besides, most of cases, I need to listen to the recorded announcement instructing to press this number and that number, then I will need to wait for the next available representative.

So, I chose their online chat as my contacting method. While I was chatting with two different representatives, another weird things happened. Although I never met them in person, I could see their appearance and daily life pattern.

One representative was a man. He was in his early 30s. He was wearing a light blue and yellow plaid shirt and a light beige colored slacks with a pair of sneaker. He was a single dad who were raising two teenage girls. He loved his daughters and he didn’t mind sacrificing his time and money for his daughters.

The other representative was a young woman. She was in her early 20s. Her current job was her first job in her life. She didn’t like her current job. She put up with her working hour by thinking about her private time after work. She enjoys her private time by going to yoga and cooking classes. She enjoys chatting with her friends there.

I don’t know why I saw these visions. It does not happen all the time but does happen once in a while. They might be somewhat spiritually connected with me. So, the missing items brought me some spiritual seeing ability practice.   

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Babies choose their parents and all the given environments such as their gender, nationality, date of birth, and date of place.

I want to share one story. I heard this story from a girl who was 5 years old at that time. The girl was gifted to see and hear spirits and angels.

While the girl’s mother was pregnant with her second baby, the girl often talked to the baby’s spirit in her mom’s tummy.

One day the baby’s spirit told the girl that it decided not to be born this time. The baby was planning to be born as a unique being; “different from others”. It would provide great learning opportunities for the baby and the baby’s family. However, after the intense observation of the parents’ current energy and the probable future energy, the baby’s spirit and its family spirits decided this parents were not ready for this plan.

One night, the baby’s spirit said good-bye to the girl. The girl saw the baby’s spirit was carried by 4 small angels and flew into the sky. The girl saw them off until they became invisible. The girl didn’t say that to her mom.

On the following morning, the mother felt something wrong in her tummy and went to see the doctor right away. The doctor found out the baby was already dead in her tummy. It was 1 week before the due date.

Later on, the mother got pregnant again, and had a healthy baby.

According to the girl, the healthy baby’s spirit was different from the previous one.

The previous one already found the perfect parents who willingly agreed to go through having and raising a challenging conditioned baby. This parents were ready to have challenges, and also, they are willing to change the society based stereotyped perspectives through the baby’s growth. 

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I am a fresh-air and natural sunlight lover.

Every morning right after when I wake up, I open all the windows in the house. This is my routine all my life. I do so even in rainy days and windy days. I like to have fresh air and natural sunlight, and I need them physically, mentally, and spiritually.

Once in a while I run into some people who are not like me. They don’t like to have fresh air and natural sun light in their houses. They like to keep their windows and curtains shut all day long. Their houses are always dark, so that you need to turn on the light even in daytime. The old energy get stuck at the same place because there is no stimulation of energy flow. In such houses, I feel my energy is drained. I eager to go back to my house as soon as possible.

Hotels are same way. The room temperature is controlled by air conditioning system. At most motels, windows cannot be opened for security reasons. Even if we can open one window, the air flows only one way without air circulation. I can’t feel healthy when I need to stay at hotel for many days.

In my personal opinion based on my own experience, we all need fresh air and natural sunlight for our good health. They are natural medicine to raise our vibration. They also function as cleansing by removing old and sucked energy. 

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I keep enjoying listening to Hay House’ World Psychic Summit. Today’s interviewer was Pea Horsley; an animal communicator. She guided the audience an animal communicator meditation, so I participated too.

She told us to think about one animal that we wanted to communicate. I thought about my dog who passed away in 1992. My family adopted a sheltie when he was only 3 weeks old as a puppy. He had lived his life for 11 years with us.

When I merged with his spirit, he projected all his memories about his life with my family and myself to me. All the memories through his eyes were beautiful. Each scene accompanied with our emotions. There was no word communications.

He passed away from his sickness and old age. It was very sad for us. I see many people have another pet right after their pet passes away as a replacement. It didn’t happen to my family. Since his departure, my family and I could not have any more pets. We loved him and we didn’t want to replace him with a new pet. He was unique and only one for us.

After his death, I suffered from regret and guilt feeling toward him that I could not spend more time with him.

My dog told me it was okay. He asked me to let go of such feelings toward him. He said all the animals come to certain people as their pet for reasons. When he communicated that with me, I instantly knew he came to my family, mainly for my mom. My dog also told me all the pet animals know their time is shorter than humans. They know they will go before them. They don’t scare of death, like humans do.

He showed me the last moment of his transition from physical realm to spirit realm. He said there was no pain at all. He felt full of love from us; his physical family as well as his spiritual family who came to pick him up.

It was great to be able to communicate with my dog. I felt he was reincarnated to a female dog in this life, and is currently living a life somewhere happily. I felt his current owner is a little girl who is taking good care of him. They are best buddies. I am happy for him. You deserve to have a happy life.

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For these past several months, my phone has acted weird. My main contact is my husband. Whenever he tried to reach me by calling, my cell phone went directly to the message center. Whenever he tried to reach me by texting, he didn’t receive any reply from me. After he came back home, he would mention about that. On my side, however, I was at home all day long with my cell phone available with me all the time. I didn’t hear any phone calls or receive any text messages.

That kind of things happened many times. Perhaps other people experienced the same. The sad thing is though, I don’t know who tried to contact me, because my cell phone never showed any caller history or text messages history that I didn’t receive.

Luckily today, my husband found out my cell phone had too much unnecessary data. So he cleaned up such data.

My cell phone now has enough available data and starts working normally. I had spent several months without being reached by anybody. Well. I guess it is okay. When somebody needs to reach me, it happens anyway anyhow. I fully trust my family spirits that they connect necessary people with me no matter what.

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Today I did a woods meditation. I walked into the woods, deeper and deeper. When I reached at the center of the woods, there was a lake. The surface of the lake was sparkling. It was beautiful. Very calm and quiet. But at the same time, I could hear the branched and leaves dancing with the wind were making gentle sounds. Rhythmical. Sounds like mom’s lullaby. I felt like as I being held in my mom’s arms.

Then, a female being came out from the lake. She could be one of my family spirits. She had a soft and long hair. The hair was shining silver and waved by soft breeze. She was holding a small wooden gift box. She floated toward me. She smiled at me. She took my palms and put the gift box on my palms. Even though she did not hug me, I felt like I was hugged by her gently and warmly.

She communicated with me that I should open the gift box. I opened it. I found a small spear. It was shining silver. I instantly knew it was not used as a weapon. It was a protection tool for me.

In my journey, in my daily life, every time I encounter a negative energy person who is surrounded by angry energy or sad energy, instead of sucking up such negative energy, I should use this protection tool to reflect the energy back to the originator.

I thanked my family spirit for the wonderful gift. This is the tool I need the most right now.

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Hay House offers World Psychic Summit starting from today for one week. I enjoyed today’s three interviews. While listening to them, I reassured the importance of practice in order to enhance our psychic ability. Meditation is critical. Quieting our mind regularly is a must that we need to make time every day.

I already knew all their suggestions, but it is good to remind them from time to time. Knowing and actually activating are two different things. Although I knew that, I haven’t done the practice every day.

I meditate every day, but other than that, I have stopped other daily practices these days.

I used to pull one angel card every morning, but I haven’t done this for a while. I should start incorporating it in my daily routine.

John Holland suggests to play with our intuition. For example, before you receive the phone call, guess who is calling without seeing the caller ID. When you receive the utility bills, guess the charged amount before you open the bill. Before you go to something such as meeting or dinner, ask your gut feeling how you feel, and trust the first impression.

Following your intuition and trusting it fully will bring us a solid foundation on our psychic ability.

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In my Facebook timeline, I see Christian activists’ posts as well as supportive comments for them. The posts are about gay and lesbian people. They say Jesus will forgive them if they confess and apologize for their wrong deeds, and ask for support to get back to normal.

I disagree. They don’t need any forgiveness from anybody. Their deeds are not wrong at all.

The souls who are incarnated as gay and lesbian are brave souls who are willing to see things from different angles. Before they were born, they knew their life would be tough, but they agreed to do so. For this reason, I respect these souls. They are strong and matured souls so that they can handle such a high hurdle in life. Through their life, they would gain new perspectives that are different from the majority people. They also provide the same opportunities to learn new perspectives with their family, relatives, and friends. I support their divine decisions.  

Who said gay and lesbian are wrong? The community, society, and tradition have created such stereo typed concepts for their own convenient purpose. Maybe the community leader wanted its people to have many children so that the children can grow up as a soldier in case of war, or a farmer so that they can feed enough food to its community people.

Let’s get back to the universal truth. Only in this physical world, souls have agreed to be recognized as only one sex; male or female. The main purpose is to give a baby birth. It is totally fine with me when some souls decide not to have their own babies and live life as a unique being.

We should remember the original state. We all are souls. As a soul, we are not a man nor a woman. A soul is not recognized as either sex. Each soul is recognized as their own unique personality and tendency.

I want to share my personal experience.

When I was in my early 30s, I became a good friend with one man. We got along with each other very well. We went here and there together. We exchanged our opinions and shared our knowledge. I always enjoyed spending time with him. As the time went by, I started desiring to take one or two more steps to transform our relationship from friendship to romantic one. I told him how I felt about him. After several minutes pause, he told me he was gay. He did not have any desire to have a romantic relationship with a girl.

I felt like as if I were hit by a metal baseball bat by my head. I actually saw some twinkling stars in front of my eyes. I even lost conscious for a while. I don’t remember how I went back to my home.

After I came back to my home, I prayed that he would change his preference and start loving me as a girl. So, as always, I talked to my family spirits what I felt and what I desired. Then, they showed me the spirit world where all the spirits enjoyed expressing themselves without any limitations. Compared with the life in spirit world, all the incarnated souls, here on Earth, are living our lives with a whole bunch of limitations.

After the intense conversation with my family spirits, I was fully aware that my guy friend did not have to change his decision for me. The truth stays the same. The important true for me is I like him and respect him as he is. Love is there. Love does not need to be only in a romantic relationship. Love is everywhere, in all kinds of different relationships as in friendship, family, teacher and student.  It is okay to come out from a box (which represents a limitation or stereo typed concept). We are all free.

At last, for the people who agree with my opinion and who are willing to support such brave souls, I would like to recommend you to watch this TED Talk; How the worst moments in our lives make us who we are by Andrew Solomon. Toward the end, he shared his story of his 4-year-old son at his birthday party. You will love this part the most, as I did. I wish many people will stay being pure as his son so that we can love people through our spiritual eyes, not through the certain stereotyped criteria that the society created for their own convenience.    

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