For these past several days, I kept receiving same messages repeatedly.

It started from my friend’s message. She conveyed the message from my family souls to slave over to my life missions that I was given at birth.

The second one came through Doreen Virtue’s weekly oracle card reading. In this video, around 5:00, the message resonated with me strongly. She conveyed the message to the people who know they are supposed to do something and they currently feel not being motivated. Because they are powerful, their saying it makes the reality to match with what they are saying.

Then the third one came through my dream of this morning. My old friend who passed away in 2014 showed up in my dream. She had a gentle smile and told me gently and lovingly to focus on what I am supposed to do. I know she was not scolding me but she told me like a mother who gently reminds her loving kid to teach what to do.

I know what they are trying to say. They want me to focus on finishing my first book regarding world peace. Once it is done, my other door will open. Until now, all the other doors are closed for me, for my highest good. I appreciate all the loving messages.

So, I should be careful of what I am saying and even what I am thinking. Because thoughts are powerful to make that happen in the real world.

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My friend shared the sign to petition to stop the Canadian province of Ontario to designate December 13 as Nanjing Massacre Remembrance Day.

It is sad to read this kind of news. I feel somebody (or I should say some group) is trying to manipulate people to hate one another. It is a beginning stage to start war.

Spiritually speaking, we all came back to this lifetime to change the world to a better place. We should focus on unity rather than separation.

I sincerely hope people will select the right options, peaceful options to unite people. I hope many people will rise and say no to separation activity. We don’t need war anymore. We need to unite. We want to establish the solid world peace.

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Some people asked me about the painting event that I went yesterday. Do I recommend anybody? — No. Am I willing to attend the same event again? — Absolutely no.

Nothing wrong about the event. It is just not for me. Not suitable for my preference.

It was the event for adult’s night out. Most likely for girls’ night out. It was held in the café and bar. They served food and alcoholic drinks. The music was loud. Mainly dance music or hyper music. As the other participants got drank, their voice got louder and their actions got bolder, to the point where they were irritating my ears and nerves.

I like to engage my creativity in a quiet and calming environment. I usually put a calming music or classical music. I cannot draw my painting with drinking alcohol and eating food. I feel uneasy of drunk people’s roar and cussing words, especially in a very close distance.

One thing that I noticed from this event is I get irritated by loud noise. I might be super sensitive to sound.  

Next time I want to participate another painting event that suits to my preference.

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Today, my family and I attended to a painting event. The fee included the canvas of 16×20 in (40 x 50 cm). And other tools (such as acrylic paints and brushes) were also provided.

The instructor showed us the sample drawing and told us what and how to draw, step by step. But it is totally up to us on how to choose the color and draw the picture. It was 2 hours event. We had so much fun that the time went by quickly.

After the 2 hours, it was interesting to see other attendants’ drawings. They were all unique and different. Each drawing eloquently told the creator’s personality. They are strangers to me, but I could see their personalities in their artworks.

My husband is good at details, so his artwork turned out to an outstanding one with detailed expressions and beautiful color selections. I think people want to buy it and put it on their kitchen or living room.

My daughter is full of unique idea, so her artwork turned out to be a happy and cheerful one. When people saw her artwork, they commented “oh my god, it is so pretty!” Her artwork shows hear pretty personality and makes the audience feel happy.

Finally, as for mine, I am originally a unique shaped person, so my artwork turned out to be something different than others. I started following to the instructor’s instructions, but from at the certain point, I started drawing on my own way.

I think it is good to make an opportunity to draw a picture with your loved one; your spouse, children, parents, and friends.

Creative activity is for sure healing. While you are drawing, don’t think about drawing a “good” one, but just focus on “enjoying on creating”. After an artwork is done, you can analyze your unconscious patterns in colors, lines, spacing, and such. You might enjoy new discovery about yourself.   

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Today I received a phone call from the teacher of my daughter’s school. She conveyed the great news about my daughter. According to the recent tests, they found out my daughter’s academic level was advanced. She is already one year advance. I don’t know much about American school system. This might be pretty common for many people. But still, I am happy to hear that my daughter is doing well at the school.

I thanked the teacher for her continuous support. I told her she was good at teaching. First, the teacher told me that it was mainly from my daughter’s efforts. Then she suggested me to consider this great news as from our good teamwork. My daughter made continuous efforts, so did the teacher and we, as her parents. We all did well so that we all can take credit for that. I thought it nice of the teacher to say so. The great result stems from our great teamwork. I like that.

When I was working for many different companies in Japan, I have encountered some supervisors and employers whom I could not respect. They used their junior staff and employees just like as their slaves, looking down on them. They always took all the credit for successful jobs to themselves and blamed any mistakes to their junior staff.

In one of very popular Japanese television dramas, 半沢直樹 (Hanzawa Naoki), one character says this quote. “The boss takes credit for his subordinate’s good deed. And, the subordinate takes responsibility for his boss’s blunder.” I believe there are many people have encountered this situation.

I believe the current energy has been sifted, and there are many people who take credit for all the success as a result of a good teamwork. I hope and believe that the lower vibrational situations cannot exist anymore. Everybody and everything should be matched with the higher vibration.    

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Many people have thought about fairness. Have you ever thought your friend is prettier than you? Or, have you ever envied some people who are born to a rich family and never worry about money in their entire life? Have you ever thought it is unfair? We tend to compare ourselves with others. We naturally envy others.

Jealousy is pretty common feeling for humans. And that is why we have an old saying; The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.

When I was young, I used to think like that. I envied rich people or some people who never have hard life challenges. I thought it was unfair.

However, now I know everything and everybody is in a fair condition. I fully trust the Universe takes a good balance, and everything happens for reasons.

For example, if you are born to a rich family, you will have benefits about abundance in money, but most likely you will encounter other unexpected challenges from being rich. If you are born to a very beautiful appearance, you might feel extra burden to keep up your beauty or you might feel overwhelmed that people constantly keep watching you because of your beauty. You might envy normal appearance people for that reason.

We will never know how the person who is under specific conditions or environments likes the conditions or environments. They might not be happy about the conditions or environments as we imagine.

Furthermore, spiritually speaking, we all are at the different spiritual age. Some souls are advanced, and other souls are still immature. It is natural that advanced souls go through tougher and harder challenges than that of still younger an immature souls. In that sense, everything is fair.

We don’t need to compare or envy. We all have different leveled learnings and challenges.

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This morning when I went to Zumba class, the instructor added the air guitar in the dance movement. She recommended us to close our eyes and not to care others watching us.

It was so interesting. When I played the air guitar with my eyes shut, I felt as if I were in the famous musician playing the guitar. I liked it so much and enjoyed the moment so much. The next moment when I opened my eyes, everybody already moved to the other movement.

When I was at the high school, for 1 year, I was so into playing the guitar. I enrolled to the fork guitar club, practiced on playing the guitar very eagerly every day, went to the local fork guitar concert often. When I finally mastered some songs and performed my guitar in front of people at the local mini concert, all of a sudden, my passion for the fork guitar cooled off. Then, next year, I enrolled to the volleyball club.

When I think back my high school days, there were many of my own actions that I cannot understand why I did so. For the three years of my high school days, I was not myself. I feel as if somebody else was using my body. Perhaps one of my family souls powerfully took over me and enjoyed my high school days. Who knows… It happens to everybody, right?

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Today I watched the video of Louise Hay & Cheryl Richardson from Hay House. When they talked about the woman who constantly concerns about her husband, it made me laugh so hard, because it is exactly what I am doing to my husband. I cannot shut my mouth to him…. But they mentioned the best way for the husband is to “leave him alone.”

I totally understand the importance of “mind only my own business”. But I have to admit knowing and doing are two different things. I need to work on that.

I have a wonderful life-long friend in Japan. We cannot see or visit each other often due to the long distance physically, but I can always feel her close to me in my heart.

She often shares with me her technique. Whenever I mention my concern about something, she always tells me “okay, I will send you happy thoughts and images to your way so that everything will go smoothly for you.”

I know this is what I should do for my husband. First, I should put my worry and concern about him aside. Then, I should keep on having great image of him, getting a great full time job that he totally enjoys working for it and being confident in him.

As for me, I would like to have somebody who constantly thinks of me as a very positive image, rather than constantly worries about me. Perhaps, only when we fully trust somebody, we never worry about the person but keep having a positive image about the person. And I think it is based on solid trust and love to the person.

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Last year I stayed being overweight, even though I did exercise daily. I needed to change my exercise method.

Starting from this month, which is the beginning of this year 2017, I switched my exercise from non-sweating to sweating. I noticed a huge difference. Sweating makes me feel really good. My skin gets clearer than before and my regular mood stays calm.

Yesterday during I was reading a book regarding detox, the author mentioned sweating is very good way to detox. Yep, I know that now. My weight has not shown any great result yet, but I am keep doing sweating exercise every day. My small wish is to have a small private sauna in my house, though…

Anyway, from the detox book, I learned two easy techniques.

The first technique is to swish a tablespoon of virgin oil in your mouth for 10-20 minutes. After that, instead of swallowing it, spit it out in paper towel or something (to prevent clogs in drain pipes.) Coconut oil kills germs in the mouth, so you can do it before you go to bed and after you wake up.

The second technique is to drink a lemon water right after you wake up in the morning.

Pretty simple and easy to do it every day, right? Happy detoxing to you all!

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I went to the planetarium again. The part I enjoyed the most was the scene that showed the picture of the Universe as a whole. It started from our planet Earth, then the perspective went back wider and wider, passing through our Solar System, to our closest galaxy, Andromeda Galaxy, bigger galaxy….all the way to bigger and wider vision to the point where we could not recognize our planet Earth anymore.

I felt I can utilize this technique in a daily life. Whenever I can view things from the wider vision as a whole, I can understand the bigger picture and reasons for the things happen. Then, I can become more generous and understandable person.

And, today’s show was especially interesting as it talked about the stars that we can see from our back yard. After we came back home, we went to our backyard and stargazed. We were so thrilled to see exact same stars as we saw at the planetarium. Today, the moon is still new moon, 2 Days of the Moon’s age, so we could see stars pretty clearly.

When we live in a city, we cannot see stars clearly because of city lights. I experienced to see clear stars at very rare occasions.

The first opportunity was when I participated during my kindergarten days. We camped at the middle of nowhere, where there was no city lights. It was pitch dark. The teacher took out a flashlight and pointed one star. Since it was pitch dark, the light made a straight line to a certain star that he pointed. It was like magic. He explained us about the star with the myth or folk tales about the star. I was so fascinated with the stories.

The second opportunity was after the big earthquake in Kobe in 1995. We went through power outage for several days. On those days everybody in that area experienced clear view of stars.

Watching such clear stars brings us back to the old days when our ancestors fully relied on stars for the directions and time. It is interesting to imagine how our ancestors used their night time without the lights that we currently take it for granted.

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