My attorney informed me that our next court day will be May 10^th and June 6^th. I was a bit surprised that we have to wait another 1.5 month for the next court meeting. He also informed that 2 of the banks would take longer days than the other banks for him to cash out from my late dad’s account. I am still being charged for the late penalty for the inheritance tax. It was a frustrating information and that makes me to hate my brother even more because this torture was created by my brother.

Now that I turned to 55 years old, I am qualified to receive a senior discount at some grocery stores in America. I talked with the workers of my favorite local grocery store. She added me to the senior discount qualification to my membership card. I will receive 10% off at the first Wednesday of the month for the further shopping.

I received loving birthday wishes from my family and friends. I didn’t tell my birthday to my cousin, but he sent me a nice short video clip with Sakura cherry blossom. The song lyric says “I am with you always to make you smile. I am always with you because I love you.” I instantly thought it was actually a message from my late mom. My mom never forgot my birthday even while we were in fight for many years. Thank you, Mom, I love you too. I am glad you are safe and happy there.

My mom-in-law told us that they had lots of snow last night. Our area on the other hand had lots of cold rain.

In the morning, when I was cleaning the backyard, I found a piece of a baby snake skin that it shed. I considered it as a good message to me. My family spirits are confirming that I was done the transformation stage from my old self to a new stage. I am confident that my option to fight against my brother was the right option. I won’t regret to proceed to speak up my right. It is needed to honor my soul and spirit and stop being a victim anymore.  

It was a rainy and cold day from early morning. The temperature was dropped to 47F.  I woke up early to cook lunch for us. We headed to the aquarium in Phoenix as one of my daughter’s school field trips. We could meet the homeroom teacher of my daughter’s 5^th grade days. The aquarium was slightly different from the usual ones that have an event in outside such as a dolphin show or a sea line show. This aquarium does not have any outside show and everything was accommodated indoor. Everywhere we went, we were filled with kind of the uncomfortable rotten water, fish smell. I had a slight headache all the time during the visit this aquarium. Since it took 3 hours in one way and 6 ours in total just for driving, we came back exhausted. All in all though, I had a great time spending with my family and meeting the school staff and teachers at the venue.

I had a clear dream. The dream means I will saucerful win over my rival or the person whom I am fighting for. Interestingly enough, my daughter had a similar dream that has the same message as I received.  I appreciate this as a gift and supporting message to me from the spirits in spirit world.

In the evening at 6 p.m., I attended the online gathering of the inner child therapist course. Even though we didn’t turn on our video to show our faces online, I felt happy to attend this gathering because two of my friends were also attending together.

In the morning at 9 am I had a monthly regular maintenance appointment of my biofeedback device and software. It has been 11 months, almost one year, since I started using the biofeedback device and software.

In the afternoon I gave myself a home sauna to sweat out any unnecessary detox from my body.

Yesterday I was baked under the strong summer-like Sun. Now, when I woke up in the morning, the outside temperature was dropped up to 47F. Yesterday it was almost 100F.

Today is Hinamatsuri, a traditional celebration day to honor girls in Japan. I remember my mom used to celebrate this day to honor my birth as a girl.

We went to the pow wow again. This time it was not cold; rather, it was very hot. The temperature was raised up to 97F. Considering that last night it was 50F, it was a huge gap within these two days. Native friends told me it is typical to have a variety of weather and a wide range of temperature gap during pow wow because all the different tribes bring the different energy.