I woke up with blight sun light. Our backyard was all white covered with thick snow. We had lots of snow this winter. Some facilities such as the local military post and the local public schools were closed due to heavy snow. Even though the Sun was out and shiny during the day time, the snow had stayed during the daytime, which is rare in this area.

It was a peaceful day. My late mom’s 3^rd anniversary of her departure. Gradually my feeling to her has been changing from negative to positive, which is good for both of us, I guess.

In the day time I worked on my homepage. I added some of my blog posts regarding my experiences in Navajoland in my younger days. They refreshed my memory especially about my late dad-in-law. I also remember I chanted the morning prayer in Navajo language every morning in those days. I should re-incorporate the habit in my daily routine. Recently I have been working with the happy engineer team for my homepage. They have been awesome help nowadays and I appreciate their professional wisdom and knowledge.

It was the last day of February. Today is the last day of the layer g between this physical realm and spirit realm being thinner. From tomorrow the thickness of the layer is supposed to get back to the normal state.

This morning I had a vivid dream. I was in a room with my daughter. The room was inside of a building looks like a hospital, but the energy was not like that of a hospital. The energy in the entire building was pleasant and relaxed filled with love. There were some people welcoming our visit. They served us drinks and foods of our choice. Then we heard a knock on our room door. One woman entered and introduced us that she was a sister of my mom-in-law. We never met in person, but she has recognized me as her relative. She told me she has been in the final stage of the physical realm and about to depart to the spirit realm. She started crying and told us that she was feeling scared. In that moment, my late dad-in-law appeared in our room and joined in our conversation. He conformed her by rubbing her back gently. He said the transition was not scary at all. Rather, it was a smooth and easy one. He promised her he would support her transition when the time has come. The relative calmed down and put a smile on her face. Then I woke up.

Recently I had woken up at 5:30 a.m. so that I would be able to work on my study. However, I overslept this morning. Maybe it was because I needed to attend the important meeting for my relative regarding her upcoming departure.

An interesting synchronicity occurred. My husband normally wakes up at 5:30 a.m. to leave for work, but this morning he overslept until 7:20 a.m. Even though he didn’t remember his dream, t I am sure he was in the room with us this morning and that was why he overslept.

In the evening at 7 p.m., I attended the Japanese seminar regarding Medicare. I studied about it last year while I was studying for the state insurance license test. It was a nice reminder to have attended this seminar. Their penalty rule is scary. I don’t think many people, especially old people, know about the penalty that will be charged for late enrolment and that the penalty is not only once but continues for the rest of their lives. I think the people who is around my age and above should definitely start studying about the finance and Medicare while they are still young.

My late dad-in-law visited me in my dream. We were at our homesite working to build something together. He was cheerful as always. He was wearing a normal humble long sleeve shirt and pants that I always saw while he was alive. There was one thing that was new and peculiar about him. He was wearing a pair of huge angel white wings on his back. I pointed them out and he grinned at me. I told him he didn’t need to wear them because we all knew and recognized that he had already passed away. He answered me cheerfully that he knew he didn’t need it, but he liked it, and that was why he was wearing them. To me, it was also a special message that he came from the same star as me. I am from Arcturus, and it was recognized as an angel realm. Anyways, I enjoyed his visit.

I shared my dream story with my family. As an interesting synchronicity, my husband had his late dad and his late cousin’s visit in his dream for the couple of passed nights. He doesn’t remember the details of the up from the dreams, but he remembers their existences in his dreams were so real that even after my husband woke up, he completely forgot about their departures. He felt as if they were still alive in this realm.

I remember that somebody taught me about the layer between the physical realm and the spiritual realm. The layer gets thinner during winter. Specifically, starting from the end of October to the end of February, the layer gets thinner so that we can visit our passed away spirits easily than during the summer time. It makes sense to me that my late dad-in-law appeared so clearly in my dream. They have to hurry up and have a nice visit with their loved ones who are still in the physical realm at this moment, as we are close to the end of February when the layer gets back to normal.

In the early evening at 4 p.m., I attended the Japanese seminar presented by a Japanese judicial scrivener. Today he shared about the necessary procedures to inherit the belongings and money after our parents pass away. He also talked about the procedures for our family who never lived in Japan and don’t speak Japanese. When I pass away, my husband and daughter would have to go through some procedures to inform the Japanese government of my departure to remove my name from the family registration list.

At night my Japanese friend shared some pictures with me. She visited her parents and on the way back, she passed by my hometown. She took some pictures and videos of the scenery of my local ocean and beach area. I could feel the gentle healing energy from her pictures and videos. I miss my hometown. I had a tough life while I was in Japan. It was the ocean that always comforted me and healed me. I wonder when my next time to visit my hometown will be. There is nothing to stop me going there except me. I am the one who is stopping me. At this moment I am not ready to spend some time with my dad. I admit I still have anger toward him about how he had treated my late mom and me. I know though, one of these days the best timing will come for me to visit him and my hometown again.    

In the evening at 6 p.m., I attended the online gathering of my Japanese therapy course.

Today’s gathering was for all the students of this therapist course including the graduated students and the current students. The teacher took a pole to the gathering attendees, and we found out the majority of the attendees were graduated students and the current students were only less than 10%, which was specifically only 5 students. There were no opportunities for me to meet my fellow students during this gathering.  

Since I am a student of the 11^th class, the school has offered this class for 11 years. One of the students mentioned that she is a student of the 2^nd graduating class. At that time, they didn’t have the online class, so all the students were required to attend the classroom. She said there were more than 100 fellow students in the classroom. Since everybody had been so occupied with their own inner-child healing, she could not have opportunities to make friends with any of her classmates.

There was one attendee who had already graduated from this course showing her face on the screen. She is most likely in her 70s with her gray hair and wrinkles on her face. While she was listening to other students’ tough experiences, she was shedding tears with them, wiping the tears off with tissues. I was deeply impressed by her sincere attitude. When I need to talk about my tough situation, I would love to select her as my therapist because she seems to be thoughtful. I think she is also a professional homeopath. She was my take-away from tonight’s gathering. She showed me that we will be able to continue this job as a professional homeopath and therapist until very old age. Also, as we get older, we accumulate more wisdom and experiences to share with our clients.   

When I visited my insurance agent’s page, I saw they marked red showing I have two to-do list items. The items are to refresh my memories about the morals for being an insurance agent and the contract terms with the contract carriers. The volume of the training materials overwhelmed me as it was a lot. It took me almost all day of my free time today. I am glad I could refresh my memories. I cannot believe the same time of last year I had worked on very hard to pass the insurance agent test. I memorized many new terms, rules, and regulations for the new industry. Even though I still hasn’t made any income from this business, I want to praise myself for studying and working hard to proceed forward. I hope this year I will attract the right customers for me so that I can help them for their happy retirement plan.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I attended the Japanese seminar. It had a 2-hour-session. The first part was presented by a realtor, and she shared her knowledge about the American realtor situation of this year. The last part was presented by a judicial scrivener, and he shared his knowledge about the processes and procedures for the Japanese people who decide to spend their last years back in Japan. They both shared the useful information and knowledge. I enjoyed attending their seminar.

Since I entered to my age of 50s, my life completely has changed. I started getting ready for my old age by getting more knowledge and information about insurance and procedures. I still haven’t decided on whether I want to have my last days in America or in Japan, but I want to be able to adjust myself on any decision or circumstance of that time. Besides, these helpful information and knowledge is not only for myself, but also for my future clients who need the right advice for their happy retirement.

Today again, I spent my most of my free time on editing my homepage. I joined their live chat service to ask about creating a blog post index for the Japanese readers. The chat agent didn’t give me the right support that I needed. Since I explained my situation and desire of how I want to create an index page, the person definitely understood my request. However, the agent didn’t admit that he/she didn’t know. I wasted my 30 minutes exchanging the questions and answers without receiving the solution. Then I politely told the agent I would leave the chat and closed all the browsers.

I went to the kitchen and sent a quick prayer so that I would have the right agent on my next live chat session.

I opened my email box and found a new email there. It was a continuation of the live chat, but the message said the agent was a different person from the previous session.

I jumped back in the live chat session. the new agent understood what I requested and created a video for me on exactly how to set and where to go on each process. The person showed me a new tool which was called Query Loop and solved my request. I also asked some more questions. On each time the agent was able to solve my questions right away by creating a video. The agent also helped me to change the background color by using a CSS setting. I truly appreciate this agent for being super nice and efficient.