Comparison with the past myself 12/10/2022

My family and I went to the small Christmas event presented by my husband’s workplace. In the small park, there were several vendors selling holiday gifts, ornaments, and some snacks. They even had a small ice skate link. We could not try the ice skate, because the very tiny link was already occupied by some families with small children. We instead went for a small hill for hiking. We enjoyed the nice view from the top of the hill and our small hiking.

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In the evening at 6 p.m., I had an appointment with my husband’s cousin to chat via Zoom, but she didn’t show up. Later on, she sent a sincere apology. She said she completely lost tracking time while she and her mom were busy shopping for holiday season. I told her not to worry, and we decided to reschedule our get together after the hectic busy holiday season. I am looking forward to getting to know her.

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In the night at 8 p.m., I chatted with my lifelong friend via LINE. The conversation with her was beneficial for me. I really appreciate her friendship. During I had a tough time in my 20s and 30s, I had lost contact with lots of my close friends. Because I was not happy with my situation, I could not fully be happy for my friends’ happiness such as their marriages and baby births. At that time, I constantly compare myself with others and felt myself as the most miserable person. Now I fully understand that I don’t need to compare myself with others. I can compare the current myself with the past myself. As long as I have improved than the past, I am satisfied. I would like to cherish the friendship with my life-long friend.  

Big city visit 12/9/2022

In my dream my homeopathy teacher visited me. We sat down and discussed about my health condition. After the counselling, she confirmed that I would be able to fully reverse my diabetes. I appreciate her for her kind support.

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In the early morning my family and I left for the big city to do some chores. The main purpose is to get Japanese brown rice which I cannot get online or at the local store. I wanted to purchase new crops, but they didn’t have new crops for my favorite Japanese brown rice brand. Probably because the brown rice is the most expensive product of all the other rice products, not many customers purchase this brand. There was a pile of the leftover of the crops of last year. After the grocery store, we did our usual routine. We ate at our favorite hamburger restaurant. Then we stopped by at the puppy store and played with one of the puppies. Right after we left the pet store, my daughter got rush from animal hair allergic reaction. I feel sorry for her. She loves dogs but has allergic reaction to certain types of dogs’ hair.  

Started a day with a nice message 12/8/2022

When I was barely waking up in the morning, I clearly heard somebody saying to me from my right side of the bed edge that “everything is going well, my child, so don’t worry anything, okay?” Then I conscious fully came back to my physical body. I appreciate my family spirits for giving me such a clear confirmation. It was a great start for me to start a day.

Today my daughter received a birthday card from her friend in Japan. She was happy for the surprise card.

Contacted through dream 12/7/2022

In this morning’s dream I was with one of my husband’s relatives. She is my husband’s female cousin on his dad’s side. I met her 17 years ago in 2005. She had her peace way ceremony at her hometown in Navajoland and I attended the ceremony. She was the patient and I was one of the attendees, so we didn’t have much time to talk to one another. In my dream, my conscious went back to the ceremony and refreshed my memory of the ceremony. I met the cousin at my late dad-in-law’s funeral of last summer. I was busy helping my mom-in-law, so I didn’t have time to catch up with her. My husband and this cousin are not very close to one another, and we seldom talk about her.

When I woke up from this dream, I thought of her. I was thinking of her and wished I could get to know her more.  

Then an interesting Synchronicity occurred. When I opened my FB page, I received a private message from her. She sent me a long message that she has been thinking of us and wants to have a get together sometime soon. Even I was a friend with her through FB, we never contacted privately before. Her message was a nice surprise for me. We decided to have a zoom meeting sometime soon. I am looking forward to chatting with her on this coming Saturday evening.

In the evening at 6 p.m., I chatted with my new friend who is one of my palmistry course members. It is interesting to get to know about her. We have lots in common and I enjoyed our conversation.

Devoted to study 12/6/2022

In the early afternoon at 1:30 p.m., I had a get together zoom meeting with one of my palmistry course members. Today we exchanged the palm line reading session to each other. He mentioned about my clear slant life between ring finger and pinky. He said that it is called “awareness line” and that a person with this line is spiritually awakened and enlightened. I was so happy to hear that because it is my life goal anyway. I have this life on my left palm strongly, but the line is still weak on my right palm. So I will need to work on that part in the reality.

I was impressed on how much he committed to study palmistry. He wakes up early in the morning at 5 a.m., and devote his 2 hours in the morning before he goes to work to study.     

Try to understand the background 12/5/2022

I slept very well last night and naturally and comfortably woke up around 6 a.m. I clearly remembered my dream. In my dream, I was with my Reiki teacher. He and I had a good conversation. He reminded me the importance of being flexible. He said one event has at least 3000 different truths depending on a person who experiences the event. For example, my truth and belief are based on my experiences and other people might not agree with me because they have different perspectives based on their experiences. He believes the true peace is possible if we can listen to one another and try to understand their background without judgements. While I was listening to him, I was thinking of my life purpose being a public speaker to convey messages from spirits.   

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Today was the third day to have rain. As I mentioned earlier, it is very rare for us to have rain during the off-season of Monsoon. The outside was foggy and misty. I enjoyed this weather very much. It was just like being in a misty sauna.

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In the early afternoon at 1 a.m., I had a get-together with one of the Palmistry course members. When I saw him in our first group lesson via Zoom, I noticed that his face and personality resemble to my ex-boyfriend who contributed to my life greatly. He was the one who helped me shift my life and escorted me to Navajoland. Without his support, I would have not been here. I enjoyed getting to know him through our conversation.

Building new friendship 12/4/2022

The male rain of yesterday has changed into female rain this morning. It was one of the rare days in our area that we had rain all day long.

In the evening at 6 p.m., I had a get-together with one of the palmistry course members. He is the one who presented a Shukuyou seminar yesterday. It was our very first time to chat privately, and we enjoyed having each other as company so much that we almost forgot about time. Time went by so quickly and the next moment when I noticed the time, it was already 9 p.m. We didn’t notice that we were engaged in our conversation for three hours.

Shukuyo seminar 12/3/2022

Since last night, we had heavy thunderstorm accompanied with male rain. The rain continued all nights.

I woke up early in the morning and attended the seminar started at 4 a.m. The seminar was presented by one of the course members. He shared his knowledge about Shukuyou; aka Xiuyaojing astrology. I didn’t know anything about it. His presentation material was well made and his explanation was simple and easy to understand. I enjoyed his seminar very much.

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In the early afternoon the postal delivery person delivered a birthday card. It was for my daughter from my mom-in-law. I appreciate her for remembering my daughter’s special day.

Birthday celebration 12/2/2022

In the early morning our friend delivered some gifts to my daughter. Today was my daughter’s 13th birthday. We cerebrated her birthday with her favorite foods of spicy ramen, gyoza, and ice cream cake.

I am so blessed to have her as my daughter in this lifetime. I cannot appreciate enough to her for choosing me as her mother. She is unique, beautiful, nice, and kind. Among all of her great personalities, the best described her is the great sense of humor. She makes me laugh so hard by her unique comments on things and events. It is a great way to find humor in everything she sees and encounters. I hope she will accomplish all her desires and wishes on her life.