I have been thinking about chusha and the government’s policy about mandate.

I meditated about the topic and received the following messages from my family spirits.

First of all, please don’t feel scared or depressed about the current situation.

Secondly, please know we, as your family spirts, want you to stay away from the chusha at any costs. Let us repeat it to you. We don’t want you to get vaccinated. Please stay strong and refuse it. But it does not mean we want you to keep arguing with the people who are vaccination believer. Instead of arguing and getting mad at them, educate yourself with the truth and facts. Read as many books that are written by the authors whom you can fully trust as you can. And share the knowledge to your family and people who are willing to know the truth.

Thirdly, please know that you cannot change everybody. Please don’t get angry about people who have different opinions from you. They don’t know the truth. They are scared. They are manipulated by the government and mass media.

Lastly, please stay being calm and always connected to your inner peace. As long as you are connected with your inner peace, we can always talk to you and guide you to the right direction.

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With their advice, I purchased some books about the topic. I know several Japanese doctors who are also authors who have bravely told the truth in their books. I look forward to learning the truth from their books.  

It was one of busy days for school work. My daughter has 4 different teachers for her core study. She has been learning what Japanese students learn in high school, and they are difficult. I wonder how other classmates have been surviving the school assignments.  

In the afternoon, we visited our reliable support at the local library. She is our favorite librarian. She is kind and nice, and intelligent. When I casually mentioned about one of my daughter’s assignments that was too tough for us to solve, she gave us some hints. She didn’t give us the solid answer, but her hints were enough for us to have an idea to solve. It was very nice to have her as our friend.

Today’s dream: My late dad-in-law visited me in my dream. There were my dad-in-law, my mom-in-law, my brother-in-law and his family, my husband, my daughter, and me. We were on the vacation and gathered in a hotel room. We enjoyed pizza and ice cream together. It is definitely my dad-in-law’s good memory because pizza is not my favorite food. I am glad we gathered together in the dream world.

I guess my dad-in-law has been getting used to the spirit world and now he is good at visiting us in the dream. My mom-in-law, my husband, and my daughter along with me started having my dad-in-law in our dreams recently.

It was another busy day to support my daughter on her school works.

Today’s dream: I was visiting my brother and his wife. We were at a restaurant in Japan. We enjoyed delicious food and my brother and his wife treated me for the food. After we left the restaurant, we entered to a huge warehouse. My sister-in-law gave me a brand new suitcase. It was a huge one that can store a large amount. In another scene, I was with many other team members. We were a team of some entertainment show. It might be a TV show or something. Only I was naked and other team members gave me advice on how I look beautiful in the show. Then I woke up.

Two days straight, my dream conveyed me the message that I am at the transit point and I am about to leave for somewhere. Something new will start for me.   

This morning my daughter came into my room delighted. She showed something sparkling in her palm. She told me her baby tooth came out. It was her very last one. We were so happy about it. Now I can make an appointment with an orthodontist for her braces.

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There were some nice responses and feedbacks about the messages through the angel cards that were pulled by my daughter last night.

One of the messages to my mom-in-law was “We have been together in dreams.” My mom-in-law did have a dream of my late dad-in-law last night. We were happy to hear that.

As for me, one of the messages to me was “If I had only known then what I know now, I would have lived differently.” My dad-in-law visited me in my dream too. I felt my dad-in-law regretted to have taken the vaccination twice. It triggered him to have blood clot issues and that was the direct cause of his death. He recommended us to take the vaccination before he passed away. Now he changed his opinion. He is supportive for our decision for not taking the vaccination.

In another scene in my dream, I was at a huge bus terminal. There were many bus stops for long distance busses with different destination. A stranger came up to me and gave me a whole bunch of cash including bills and coins. I kept some of them and started doing the same as the stranger. I started giving away the cash to more strangers. They gratefully accepted my give away cash and thanked me. Then I woke up. I know this dream represents that I am at the transitional point to change my life direction.

At night I felt I should take out one of angel cards from my cabinet. I asked my daughter to pull some cards for me, my daughter, my husband, and my mom-in-law as the messages from my late dad-in-law. I was amazed the messages on the card that my daughter intuitively pulled really resonated with each of us.

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The government pushes the chusha mandatory. I still don’t have a solid answer on whether I should get vaccinated or nor.

Today’s dream: I was closing my store business and selling all the items with a huge discount to people.

After I woke up, I looked the meaning up in the dream interpretation dictionary. This dream did not bring a bad message. It implies the dreamer has lower esteem about themselves but many other people have recognized the dreamer’s gifts and abilities. The dreamer should regain the self-esteem.

I appreciate the message through this dream from my family spirits. The message is to believe in myself.

My allergic-like symptom has gotten better day by day. I still have runny nose, but not bad as before.

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I watched the movie Ainu Mosir (2020). I found this Ainu movie some months ago. I started watching it, but on my second thought, I thought I should wait until we visit my dad-in-law next time. My dad-in-law often mentioned that he was interested in Ainu people; the Native Japanese and that he wanted to visit Hokkaido and meet them in person sometime. I thought my dad-in-law would enjoy watching this movie. I mentioned my plan to my husband, and he agreed with me. But our plan never came true. My dad-in-law started having some issues in his health at that time.

I enjoyed this movie. One of these days if I have an opportunity to go to Hokkaido and meet Ainu people in person, I am going to mention about my dad-in-law.

Our okra has finally started producing. After our trip to Navajo Nation, I picked up okra little by little almost every morning.

Today’s dream: Somebody came to me and told me that I have a cancer. Then I woke up.

I quickly did some research about this dream. The dream interpretation dictionary says that it is the dream to warm the dreamer has been wasting their time with something not so important. It is a reminder that time on this earth is limited. This message resonates with me. After the trip, I had wasted my days feeling sick and tired, by not doing anything important. For these three weeks or so, I hadn’t had my own time to meditate and talk to my inner self and family spirits. I thank my family spirits to give me a good reminder about the time.

My mom-in-law received some sets of the death certificates from the mortuary office. Even though she pointed out many typos on our last visit, the final death certificates contain some more new typos. I was not there with my mom-in-law, but it must have been frustrating to find her own name with a wrong spelling and some other information written with a wrong information.

She informed us a good news. My husband’s niece found out that she is pregnant. One soul went back and one new soul is on the way. I guess the Spirit World is working accurately. We all look forward to meeting our new family member.