I attended the online lecture of Japanese homeopathy school. The speaker was the chairman of the school. I love this teacher and always enjoy her lectures. Toward the end, she offered a Q-and-A session that the students and attendees could freely ask anything to the teacher. One of the questions was about her hip joint. She has suffered from pain in the hip joint for many years even though she is the top classed professional homeopath. The teacher’s answer resonated with me very well.

She said like this.

Sometimes we run into an issue that nobody can help. If the person have done all the effort to deal with the issue but the issue still stays with the person, then maybe the person will need to fully accept it and live with it. Once the person completely accepts it, then it might be the best solution for the person. it might be the complete healing for the person.

I thought of my diabetes. It might apply to me too. Once I completely accept it, it means I am not fighting against diabetes. We are one. Then, without knowing I might be living much more peacefully with my body. Then my body, even if the lab test shows abnormal results, is collaborating with all other cells and that can be my best health condition ever. I thought I just keep loving my body and myself. I will do whatever I can do the best on each moment until my very last day. That is my way to say thank you to my body.

In the morning at 10 a.m., I attended the seminar. This seminar was advertised to the people who want to know about estate planning as well as about the will. I have only 5 days until my exam day so that want to devote all my time to study, but I’ve been thinking about the necessity of writing a will. So, I decided to attend the seminar. One hour later, I regretted for attending it. The speaker never spoke about a will. There was no new information that I learned from this seminar and I didn’t take any memos in my notebook. Oh well, these days happen.

I had a happy dream this morning. I am not going to mention in details, but I was filled with love and satisfaction. When I woke up, I looked up the meaning. My intuition was right. This dream means that I will have good luck on human relationships. I am for sure enjoying the new relationship with my new friends.

My family and I covered the entire top area of our vegetable garden with a bird net. It was a tough job for us. If we had two or three more tall adults, it would have been much helpful. After we struggled with bringing the ladder here and there, we finally made it to a perfect garden area.

I had one concern. We planted seeds on March 31^st and have been taking care of them indoor since then. Even though it has been three weeks, none of them started sprouting. I really hope they will start growing soon so that we can transfer them to our newly made outdoor vegetable garden.

My family and I created the third garden box and filled it with the garden soil. I always feel good working outside. And every time when we work something outdoor, I feel the energy from my late dad-in-law with us. I am sure he is enjoying working with us and protecting us from any injuries. Thank you dad.

Something small made me smile this morning. Somebody brought our trash bin back from the street to our original place after the trash service track collected our trash.

Actually this is the third time. I honestly don’t know who did this for us. I cannot think about any neighbors who is willing to help others and don’t take the reward without informing us. Thank you for a person or an angel to help us out.

Our internet connection was out all day long. Luckily I had a hotspot checked out from the library so that my daughter kept on submitting her school assignments. We have had contracted with our local internet provider for eight years since we moved in this house. We soon noticed their internet connection is not constant. We put up with them because we are reluctant with going through the procedure with a new provider. I saw many people left a negative feedback about this company. I hope the business owner will read these people’s feedback and correct their issues soon.

I totally forgot about the local organic store. I used to come to store for shopping frequently several years ago, then I stopped going there. Today for some reasons I was thinking about the store so that I went to the store. The people and the items in the store seemed like all the same. I was delighted to see their locally organic grown produces. I should resume shopping at this store for their fresh produces.

I woke up the clear memory of my dream. I was at the vacation beach with family and all of a sudden needed to use a bathroom to pee. I run to a public bathroom and there, I found many people waiting in line. But for some reasons, once kind woman beckoned me and she let me use her private bathroom. She told me she could feel how urgent I needed to use a bathroom. I thanked her and entered the bathroom. I found there was no toilet tissue. I quickly came out from the bathroom and asked the woman for toilet tissue. She smiled at me and handed me a cloth bag. I went back to the bathroom and opened the bag. I found seaweeds nicely folded. I was shocked that it was not toilet tissues but at the same time I laughed at the indifference to the situation. I used the seaweeds anyway to replace for toilet tissues. I peed a lot. It came out with a big amount for a very long time. When I came out from the bathroom, there were many people waiting for me outside the bathroom. They all were happy for me and gave me a big applause.

When I woke up, I thought it was a message from my family spirits. I would not receive the right support about the exam, but I will pass it on my own. And the people will be happy for me.

In the late afternoon, my business mentor told me that she asked around her supervisors but could not gain any good information about the exam in my state. She said in our big team, there are nobody who lives in my state and therefore she could not provide me any information or support regarding the exam procedure. I was okay with it, because I was already informed that I would not receive any information and support for this matter. I have to be a pioneer and find out on my own.   

It was the last day of my daughter’s state test. The teachers were very nice to the students and the parents. I am happy that my daughter enrolls this school. I am also happy that I won’t need to wait for 3 hours in the car for my daughter’s test anymore until next year. It was tough for me to wait in the hot car for the three hours.

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In the afternoon I made an appointment for the insurance test. I needed to go through making many phone calls and I didn’t enjoy the procedure at all because of the rude and unfriendly workers.

First of all, I hated the workers of the test company dealing with my state. I really hoped I had another option to choose for my test company. I talked with several different workers and they all were equally rude and unhelpful. I really envied other insurance agents in my team. They took the exams at their local test venues within 20-minute drive or even at home. I found out my exam condition is tougher than the people in other states. My state does not allow to take the exam at home. In addition to that, my state does not have the test venue in the local area. Unfortunately the closest test venue is a 1.5 hour drive away from my house. One more bad condition. The test venue doesn’t offer the fingerprint service anymore so that I need to find the other place to get a fingerprint. I had a tough time to acquire the information about fingerprinting. One of the workers told me I would need to travel all the way to the state capital to get a fingerprint, which is located a 3-hour drive away from my house. By calling many different places, I finally reached one nice male worker in the local area. He told me I can take a fingerprint locally at his office and he is willing to help me out for the other two documents required for the license.

I made an appointment of my license test on the last Thursday of this month. I really hope I will pass it so that I won’t need to drive all the way to the exam venue. Since I easily get lost in a new area, my husband will drive to the exam venue for me. I really appreciate his kind offer.