Recently I had been irritated with my own hair. I found my hair being white or damaged. I often found my curly hair everywhere on the floor. Every time I grabbed a pair of scissors, my daughter gently stopped me. She told me she liked my hair to be long. But today I could not resist my desire to make it short. So, I asked my daughter for a permission to cut it short. It might sound weird, but she is like my mom. I wanted to have her permission before I cut it.

I cut my hair by 20 cm length. Now I feel much lighter and refreshed. I am super satisfied with my short hair.  

In the evening I did a guided meditation. My guide spirit appeared in a old male figure. I felt the energy of my maternal grandma; Shintaro ojiichan. He was wearing a white lobe. He had a long white beard. I was happy to see him with his big smiling face.

I asked him some questions that popped in my mind and he gave me the answers. After our conversation was done, I felt a different energy. When I focused the new energy, I saw some visions that my late mom and I spent time together in Japan. She shared good memories of us. I felt she filled me with lots of her gentle love and hugged me in energy. I shed lots of cleansing tears with her.

She gave me a brooch of a green stone. It was a beautiful malachite stone. She told me this stone will protect me by sucking any negative energy from me. I appreciate her for the nice gift. It was great to have a conversation with her.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I attended the online Reiki gathering. Today our Reiki teacher shared the word of Kotodama again. He shared this teaching three times straight. He kept on saying this is difficult teaching for him to perform. Maybe it has some special meanings that he repeated this message three times straight. I should keep it in my mind and pay attention of my words.

In the morning I received a short horoscope reading session from a Japanese man. We chatted via LINE app, and he gave me a quick reading message. I was glad that I could talk with him before I pay him for the fee. His reading was far from what I wanted to know. Even though my expectation does not match, it doesn’t mean his reading ability is poor. It is just a matter if the vibrational energy will match between a reader and a client.

It was my best friend’s daughter’s birthday. Also, it was the first birthday of my mom-in-law’s Chihuahua, soon to be our dog Bucker.

I wonder how our dog is doing on navajoland. I feel Bucker came back to this Earth as a reincarnated soul of Alpha who passed away in 2006.

As soon as we move back to Navajoland, we will adopt him as our dog. Until then, we miss each other.

Recently I have been stressed out about the job promotion. I want to get a job title promotion as soon as possible, but at the same time I don’t want to make anybody to feel uncomfortable. I don’t want to make myself look like an aggressive and rude sales person. I meditated to calm myself. Then in the calm mind state, I pulled some angel cards and tarot cards.

In any aspects, spirits gave me positive messages. The major message was to keep going forward even though there will be no major progress at the beginning. In the long run, this job will be beneficial for me in the human relationship and the spiritual growth. My success in the future will be built together with my team members.

Starting from yesterday, we have dark clouds in the late afternoon accompanied with lightly sprinkling moistening rain. Our plants in the backyard like this moisture and growing much faster than before. The biggest plant this year is a cucumber. I am looking forward to its harvesting time.

I have been stressed out from job. Our company offers a promotion if I can recruit 3 persons and make 3 sales within 30 days. I have tried to recruit 6 people so far. I don’t have any success results yet. I asked my family spirits about this company.

This morning I had three dreams.

The first scene was on the meadow. I was standing alone. It was evening because I saw the sun was almost set. There was two wolves up on the hill. They were really scouting me. I didn’t feel scared of them, because I was confident in me in case they come to attack me, I would fight back and win the fight. The two wolves howled and a whole bunch of their followers gathered. As a huge pack, the wolves were watching me. I talked to them in telepathy that I was not scared of them because I was strong enough to win the fight regardless of their huge numbers of a pack. Then, all the wolves were gone.

The second scene was inside the house. I was standing at the side of a bathtub. I saw two honeycombs at the corners of the bathtub. The honeycombs were full of honey. The color of honey was impressive as shining gold.

The third scene was again on meadow. This time it was in the morning. I saw the sun was about to rise and everything started shining with the sun light. I was with my family. The meadow was on the rich soil. It was well moisten and covered with healthy green grass. We were all happy and walking barefoot on the grass. I enjoyed the soft and tingly sensation on my soles. We noticed there were lots of gifts to us on the ground. The gifts were a variety of items such as a new skirt, a shirt, a jacket, and even a tawashi for my bath time. Somebody told us telepathically to enjoy all the gifts that were provided to us. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.   

I interpreted this dream as a good sign. My family spirits want me to stay being strong and make a right judgment for myself, then my family and I will be provided anything we need. We don’t need to worry about anything because we are fully protected and will be fully provided at the right timing.

The other day I made an appointment for an annual physical checkup at the local clinic. Right after that, I heard a clear message from my family spirits that I should cancel the appointment and take a lab test at the lab center instead. I instantly understood the meaning of the message. My A1C would be bad and if I go to the clinic, the doctor would threat me really badly. So I canceled the appointment of the clinic and made an appointment at the lab center. Interestingly the only opening for both of the centers was this morning June 9^th.  

In the morning at 10 a.m., I went to the local lab office and they took the sample blood. The test result came back in one day. The result was much worse than I expected. My A1C was 8.2. I started a 24-hour fasting since June 2^nd, and my glucose level has been dropping as well as my weight. Instead of getting depressed easily, l will keep being positive and continue what I can do. I apologized my body for torturing with consuming lots of sugar. I made a promise to take good care of my body from now on.

I want to share the advice from my family spirits. If you want to change your life, you have to change your old pattern or habit. If you encounter many angry people, you have to change your attitude to them by greeting them with a loving and smiling face. They are a mirror of yourself. Once you show your happy energy, they return to you in the same positive energy. If you haven’t lost your weight as you desire, you have to change your eating habit. Changing your old pattern is actually easy. Everything starts from your mind and thinking. Once you decide, the next is to take an appropriate action. That’s it. You can do it. You can create your reality as you like. It is just a thought away.

My daughter just had a new wire on her bottom teeth last Friday. The next day she cried from the pain in her inner cheek. The edge of the wire came out from the metal part and kept on poking my daughter’s inner cheek. My husband took her to the office and the nurse fixed it. Now this morning my daughter told me that the edge of the wire of her bottom teeth got off from the metal part. I took her to the orthodontist’s office again. Today’s nurse seemed to have done a good job. I hope we won’t need to take her to the office until her next appointment in August.