Today was Day-5 for my “one meal a day” project. My body started adjusting the routine. I didn’t had strong hunger feeling or headache all day today. I really like my new routine. When my stomach is empty, I can think clearly. I am loving it.  

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Exploring Other Lives.

While my conscious was going up to the upper dimension, I saw my house from a bird’s eye. All of a sudden I felt sad because I could clearly visualize myself leaving before my husband and daughter in my old age. But on my second thought, I felt assured that my husband and daughter are spiritually sensitive enough that they will easily notice my existence after my death. Then my thought was jumped to my late mom and late grandparents, and all my ancestors. They like me to think of them and thank them in my daily prayer. It was a nice confirmation that I have been doing the right thing.

With the guidance, I visited three scenes of my past life.

The first scene was in Edo era in Japan. I was an 11-year-old girl. I was wearing a thin and old kimono and an old pair of zouri. I was born to a poor family. I was very skinny and short for the age. I liked my body being skinny and short, because it was easy to move around. I had my parents and a baby brother. My family could afford once a meal. We had thin rice soup with vegetable pickles. In some special occasions, we had small dried fish. My dad was working as a carpenter. My mom and I were working as a laundry person. We washed the rich people’s clothes in the river. The river water was cold and the laundry work was hard for a little girl, but I never complained my tough life. I always concerned about my mom. She was carrying my baby brother on her back and did the laundry job. My mom and I got along with very well. We always cared for each other. We enjoyed laughing and talking together. My mom often apologized for our being poor, but I didn’t mind our environment at all.

The second scene was some years later than that. My mom passed away in her young age. My dad arranged my marriage with a man whose family was rich. Even though I was still child, I was willing to go to the rich family for a marriage, because I could somewhat manage to save some money and sent it to my dad and younger brother. I was good at saving money. I had full of great idea on recycling and reuse old items.

Some years later, the family I married into met a crisis. Their business went down and they got bankrupted. I needed to get back to my old job; a laundry person. My in-laws, my husband, and his siblings were all embraced to get a job outside, because they grew up in a rich family. They spent all day complaining their situation without working. I was the only one who went to work and earned some money for my family.

In my old years I was a teacher. People started visiting me at my house and asked me for advice. Gradually people started calling me as a teacher. I actually did not teach anything, but I was just sharing my own experiences and lessons that I learned.   

The third scene was my death. I lived long in this life. I knew my last day was coming closer, so I did my best to organize things and say good-byes to my family and friends. On my departure moment, many people saw me off. Then when I crossed the line, I was welcomed by many of my family spirits in the spirit world.

The lessons I learned from this life were not to worry about anything, especially about money. Money comes along whenever we need. It is critical to keep positive thinking believing in that everything will go well no matter what.

The little girl appeared in front of me. She had a big smile on her face. She was happy that she finally had an opportunity to speak to me. She stepped forward because she has been fully supporting me on my one-meal-a-day project. She told me we don’t need to eat to the full amount. A moderate amount of food will do a great job to keep our body functions well maintained. I totally agreed with her. I was happy to see her in this right timing. I thanked her for her great messages and support. She said “sure, anytime!”

At the last moment, I asked the following questions. Her name was Miyo. She passed away on her own futon at her house. I passed away with a natural death due to old age. The passed away year was 1826. At the last moment of the life, I was satisfied with the life.

Last night I went to bed earlier than usual because I needed to wake up at 3 a.m. to attend the early morning. But I could not sleep right away. I could feel some negative energy from the doctor still attached and influenced my aura field.

My daughter calmed me just like a mother. She told me she has faith in me that I am in the right direction to reverse diabetes. She shared with me the following two encouragement sayings.

Impossible is not possible, because it is screaming “I’m possible”

If there is a will, there should be a way.

I never heard of these phases. It was amazing that my daughter has already accumulated these wonderful sayings and could share it with me at the right timing.

With her right advice, I finally calmed myself and fell asleep.

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Today’s dream: I was attending at the spirituality class. The venue was a huge place and there were so many attendees. I believe more than hundreds people were there. I enjoyed the class. When I was about to leave the venue, one man came up to me. He seemed to be familiar with me. I knew he was not my acquaintance in the real life but I know him in the spirit world.

He gave me a hug and started crying. He said he has been watching over me all the time. Then I noticed he was one of my guide spirits. He told me to know that they (all of my guide spirits) are always proud of me. He also said he would support me in his full strength on whatever I have decided.

I woke up feeling refreshed and happy.

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I feel honored and appreciate for being blessed. I have many supporters in the real life family of my husband and daughter, and the spirit world of my guide spirits.

I attended the workshop at 3:30 a.m. This instructor is popular and she always has many students. There were 28 students attended.

The instructor introduced herself as a hypnotherapist. That made sense to me. She offers her guided meditation in her own voice, instead of using a recording. Her voice is calm and mellow that I can easily follow her guidance. I can tell her guidance will be useful for guiding a client to their middle world to see their past lives.

Today’s workshop was to read our blueprint; our life plan, that we planned before we were born. Today’s guided meditation was a spiritual journey to go to the Akashic library and read our Akashic record.

When I arrived at the Akashic library, I was greeted by a male figure. He was around my age and had a friendly smile. He was like my twin brother. I intuitively knew he was my twin soul staying in the spirit world and watching over me from the other dimension. I liked his friendly smile, and simultaneously, I realized he was myself so that other people see me and feel the same way as I did to him. I realized that I am a loving person from other people.

He escorted me to a cafeteria and ordered me a cup of tea. It tasted like milk tea, but I knew it was a medicine for my body to cleanse clogged blood vessels.

He brought me my Akashic record. It was a huge book with the size of 30cm x 50cm and heavy with the weight of 3kg. My book was not covered by any dusts, and that means I came here to read my book frequently. The book cover was wooden with the dark brown.

One of my biggest plans in my blueprint was of course to marry to a Navajo man and have two children. We could not have two children in this lifetime, so it didn’t go exactly with the blur print, but this change was agreed by me and my family spirits.

Now that I am in the right place with the right people, I will spend my rest of my life to share what I have learned in this lifetime. I am very unique being with the knowledge of Japanese, Navajos, and Americans. I can incorporate all the good information and knowledge and create new teaching and share it with many people.

I saw myself being born in Japan. It was in my blueprint. My getting diabetes was in my blueprint. I saw myself in the near future completely get reversed. I planned like this, so that I will share my own experience on how to reverse it with the people who are suffering.

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After ended the class, the instructor let anybody remain in the classroom so that we can ask her questions privately. She is popular so almost all the students remained.

I noticed her name was not listed in the teachers for the upcoming mediumship classes. When I asked her if she is about to leave the school, she nodded. She will graduate the school at the end of next month.

She said she will get back to her own business of offering classes, meditations, and hypnotherapy. She said she will put much higher prices than the school so that she wants to distinguish her services. I really like her. I am willing to follow her business and pay for her services. I am glad that I attended her class today to get to know her. Her last workshop at this school will be in next month. Even though the price is slightly high and the length is long as four hours, I might join her last class.

I made my mind. I will continue one meal a day at least for one week. Once I achieve one week goal, I will reduce the food amount little by little. Next goal is a fast for 30 hours, 36 hours, and 48 hours. Eventually I want to fast for 72 hours; 3 days to fully reset my body functions.

I am responsible for my health.

I am responsible for my happiness.

I am responsible for my life.

Thus, I am willing to do everything I need to make this happen.

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Today’s dream: I was in the house with my family and other people. All of a sudden one young javelina approached in front of me and pooped. His poop scattered to my front shirt around the tummy area. Then I woke up.

The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer will receive good luck in money and it will stay with the dreamer. It also says the dreamer’s daily efforts will be rewarded soon.  

This morning I had a follow up appointment with the doctor regarding my recent lab test. I have been searching a doctor who understands spirituality and open minded to the truth, but sadly I haven’t met any good ones, except for one male physician.

Since my recent lab test result was bad, the doctor kept on saying all the negative information to me. She didn’t like that I rejected talking with a dietitian. I have met so many dietitians and from my experiences, dietitians will not be any help for me. I have studied a lot about diet. Talking with a dietitian is nothing but a waste of time for me.

She didn’t like that I rejected everything of Covid-19 vaccine, pop smear, mammography, shingle vaccine, and some more that I don’t remember. She kept on going in my situation, the medicines are the only solution to deal with my diabetes. The doctor persistently asked the reasons why I rejected. I knew she would not understand the spirituality rule. I am not taking all the vaccines and cancer tests because I follow my intuition.

There are still many people who don’t understand the energy and vibration. They don’t understand the words have power to actually influence other people’s energy field and aura.

I hope the doctors will start educating themselves with much open minded. For example, they should stop scaring their diabetes patients by negative words and increasing the meditation types and dosage. Instead I want them to read books about possibilities of reversing diabetes. The easiest and free-of-charge method is fasting.

I guess I will need to be the one who proves that diabetes can be reversed.

Now that I am calm down and can think what went wrong with the doctor. I asked advice to my husband and daughter. They gave me great input.

Here are the great advice on how to deal with a mean doctor.

(1) Before the appointment, I will put a protection mirror shield in my aura field. This protection shield will function as a mirror. All the negative energy and words from the doctor will reflect in my protection mirror shield and go back to the originator.

(2) In addition to the protection aura, I will put an actual mirror side of my face.

(3) Instead of fueling the doctor for saying all the negative words, I just simply tell her I need to go to end the conversation. Or I can ask my family to call me, and I can pretend something emergency occurs and I need to go. That will be a great method for me to leave from her, instead of hurting her feeling.

With all the preparations above, I will be fine on my appointment.

First and foremost method for me to avoid on dealing with a doctor is just keep doing fast and fully reverse my diabetes. How simple is that? I want to say Adios to doctors forever.    

It was a cold windy day. Our local community garden shared the information regarding the weather. It says March 26 is last of the frosty period in our area.

Once it ends, I will plant Okra and tomato in our backyard garden.

Today was the last day of spring break for the local schools. My daughter’s school had its spring break one week prior to this.

My family and I went to city for some chores. Traffic was heavy and everywhere was jammed with family with kids. I was astonished to see so many people were not wearing a mask anymore. They pretended Covid-19 was already in the past. I think we should at least keep wearing a mask and a social distance for our safety.

In my area, chusha has been available to the people starting from old age group. As of yesterday 3/19/2021, they dropped down the age group of 45 to 54. I belong to this age group. I’ve meditated about the chusha and reached at my decision. I am not going to take the chusha until the last moment when I am forced. I know my body doesn’t like to intake anything unnatural.

I honor everybody has different opinions. My friend who is a doctor in Navajo Nation already took it twice. My local friend took it. My in-laws took it. It might work well for them.

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Today’s dream: I was with my family and friends. We all shared curry and rice from a big pot. We enjoyed eating it together. I saw an empty huge pot.

The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer is full of positive energies. The dreamer recently has gotten out from his/her stagnated situation.

It was very hot day. I felt dizzy like hot summer. I requested the realtor to switch from heater to cooler. I don’t know how soon the maintenance guy will come. Previous years it took them three to four weeks to come and switch, as they concern the weather will drop down to freeze. As a matter of fact, the weather forecast shows a snow mark on next week. I have been living here for 12 years now, but it still is harsh for me to experience a huge gap in the temperature in a day. In this area it is common to have up to 20 Celsius degree gap in a same day.

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My test result came in. It was not as I expected. I expected my A1C will be much better than the last time. My last one was 7.8, and this time it was slightly lowered to 7.6. I honestly thought it will be much, much better than this. All the numbers in my lipid panel were fine. I know I am in a good progress. And I know I am in a good progress too in my blood sugar. Recently my numbers have been pretty good. I expect my next lab test result in three months from today will be much better than this time.

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We submitted the refund request to Moneygram. My husband was reluctant to provide his SSN, but I believe SSN will make them recognize we are good citizens. The website says it may take them up to one year to start giving back a refund. Also they don’t know if the amount will be full or less than what was supposed to. Anyways, I am happy that he finally submitted.

My husband’s current workplace has a variety of employment types. Some of their work conditions are normal. They work for their company as the full time conditions with normal benefits. The remainder workers work conditions are not good as the first group. They work for an agency for the first six months or so, depending on the different contract content. These agencies don’t honor the Federal holidays so that the workers have to work without any of compensations. They don’t provide any normal benefits including insurances neither. My husband belongs to the second group that their benefits are not good as the normal companies.

The other day one of my husbands’ coworkers who was tested as Covid-19 positive. All the workers who had a contact with the infected person were required to take the test. My husband was one of them. Thank God he was tested negative. Other coworkers of his was also tested negative. However, his Agency ordered him to stay home and self-quarantine for 14 days. He followed the Agent order. Later on he found out the Agency was not going to pay for the 14-days of his absent from work. It really does not make sense to him. Firstly he was tested negative. Secondly he followed the Agent’s order not to go to work. I feel sorry for him. I personally believe the Agent is wrong. They should pay for the worker’s absent days.  

Today I was talking with one of our neighbors. They are a married couple with a toddler. The man told us that he could not find any good job around this area so that he had no option but to get a job to work separately from his wife and young son. He will work somewhere in Kuwait for three years or so. I feel sorry for him that he would miss all the fun events of his son’s firsts.

These two stories tell how people suffer from Covid-19 and difficulty in finding a good job. I hope everything will turn better for everybody soon.