Today’s dream: It was a fun dream. I was with my family and friends for a get together. In the first scene, I started a fire without using matches or a lighter. I struck two stones and made sparks to build a fire. It was so great to see the little sparks changed into a huge and strong campfire. On the next scene, we made a bunch of desserts. When we put all our homemade desserts in the glass showcase, they looked like that of a professional dessert store. We enjoyed eating them together. Even when I woke up, the fun feeling stayed in me.  

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Allergy season has come. Nowadays in the online classes I saw some students constantly blowing their nose or putting pressure on their nose.

Two days ago I woke up in the middle of night feeling extremely dry in my nose and throat. I was breathing through mouth but it was too dry to breathe well.

I asked my family spirits for advice. Instantly I visualize some ideas. I took out my throat steamer and used it for my throat and nose. In the night before I went to bed, I wetted one towel and hang it in the bedroom. I also put a water filled container to the bed.

Thanks to these advice, this morning I woke up comfortably. 

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We received a phone call from my mom-in-law about my dad-in-law. The doctor performed the proper procedure on his left thigh and decided to discharge him from the hospital today. Our common male friend offered to go to the hospital to pick him up. We are happy for this news.   

Today’s dream: I was visiting my parents in Japan. They were busy doing something but at the same time, they seemed to be happy together. Then I woke up.

The first thing I noticed in the morning was a text message from my cousin. He informed me that my late mom’s first year memorial service was done yesterday. His text message gave me an “A-Ha” moment. That was why my parents visited me showing they were happy. I am glad to know that. I appreciate my cousin to think of me and contact me. It was nice of him.

Yesterday during the massage therapy, my massage therapist shared her personal experience. When she came to this city 7 years ago, she had too much weight of 230 lb. Her health was in a bad shape. All lab test results were flagged including high blood pressure and high blood sugar level. During that time, she read some books of Dr. Jason Fung. She learned about the 16/8 intermittent fasting and a three-day fasting. Whenever she did fasting, she easily lost 10 pounds easily. Now she looks healthy and skinny. She recommended me to read his books and learn about the fasting methods, and eventually to fast.

I visited his homepage. His books seem to have beneficial information to reverse diabetes. I already ordered some of his books. Looking forward to reading them.

He recommends the 16/8 intermittent fasting method. I have done this method before. I had started it since October 1^st of 2019. I lost some pounds and my glucose level had been stable. I had continued this good habit for more than one year; 14 months. However, on December 6th of last year I happened to break my good habit and had breakfast with my family. Since then, I naturally got back to my normal eating habit of eating three meals a day. I regret it.

Refreshed my goal to reverse diabetes, I resumed the 16/8 intermittent fasting from today.

At 9 p.m., I attended my eighth mediumship class. There were seven students attended.

In the guided mediation, my guide spirit appeared in a male Native American warrior figure. I know he is my main guide spirit and has stayed with me since my very first day. He is a funny spirit and likes to appear in many different figure, but today he appeared in his real figure. I always love his good sense of humor and loving energy.

He showed me his watch and tapped it with his fingers. I got his message like this.

As you already sensed it, the time has come. It is time for you to start your true life. Start fulfilling your life purposes. We all are supporting you.

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Practice (1) – Reading the energy of a card in an envelope. The instructor had us to read the energy of a card in an envelope. She said it is a country flag. She also asked us to ask our guide spirits if we had a past life in this country or not.

I felt like this.

About the country flag, I felt green, white, and red. I felt this country is Egypt. I felt a camel, the pyramid, Spinks, dry desert, hot and dry land. The people live in this country have a tanned skin. Their bodies are slender, flexible, and strong with good muscles.

I had a past life in this country in the ancient time. I was born to a rich family. My family and relatives were decorated themselves with gold accessories. In this country there was a huge gap between the poor and the rich.

I was right. I was the only one who got it right. I was so happy. The flag was that of Egypt. Nowadays I have been doing pretty well in this mediumship class. Somebody in spirit world are definitely supporting me. I appreciate my family spirits. Now we are collaborating very well.

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Practice (2) – Reading with a partner. The instructor divided us into small group. My reading partner was a female student whom I never talked in person before. We were told to receive a message from their ancestors.  

First I felt a huge light shield around her. I felt it was her guide spirits protecting her. Then, I felt music, piano, and a whole bunch of music notes in her energy field. I saw her surrounded by many young children. I thought she might be a teacher.

The message for her was like this.

She always tries to treat everyone in the class in a fair manner. Sometimes she can use some tricks and techniques. Call each student individually and tell them they are her favorite and she loves them the most. She can add them not to tell anybody, as this is a secret between them and her. That is how each student will feel themselves as the most special. They will have confidence in their ability and gifts.

Unfortunately none of my messages didn’t resonate with her. She said she is not a teacher. She is not dealing with music. The instructor hopped in and tried to support me. During the conversation between the instructor and my reading partner, one interesting truth appeared. She told us her parents were the school teachers and she hated the occupation. So, the message that I felt was not far away from the truth. Maybe it was the message for her to sooth her if her parents had had done these techniques, she would not have felt neglected. Even though my reading partner never agreed with the message I conveyed, I hope somewhat it will resonate with her and be beneficial for her, if I did my job correctly. I hope I did. I felt this message with goosebumps, so I just trust my family spirits helped me correctly. I know they always do anyways.

On her turn to convey the messages for me, she did pretty well. She told me like this.

She saw a woman who looked alike with me. I instantly told her it might be my mom. But on my second thought, my mom and I were not alike. My mom’s face was round and my face is oval. The instructor popped in and told me she felt it might be my grandma. It resonated with me. My reading partner said she just got goosebumps. It was a great evidence that my maternal grandma; Fude Obaachan, was the one who gave me the message.

My grandma showed her a sweet potato. She is encouraging me to plant seeds. As one sweet potato grows a whole bunch of harvest, once I plant a seed, it will grow a lot. She emphasized a vine. It means the connection. One seed connects to lots of products. The message was to plant seeds and to connect people.

She saw many small hands clapping. The scale of the vison was universal. Once I plant seeds, they will grow like flowers to make many people happy and receive lots of applauses.

She also a crane. Just like the story of “Turu no ongaeshi” （A Crane’s Gratitude）, the crane makes efforts on creating a beautiful fabric secretly, I am making some efforts on creating something secretly. My grandma says that is fine. Even though not many people are recognizing my efforts, what I am doing will be helpful for many people. Think about what I have received. Change them into beautiful products in my way. It will be a great gratitude to the people who have shared lots of information and knowledge with me. (I think she means about my book. I have started writing my memoir. I will include all the information and knowledge that my dad-in-law has shared with me. When I am writing this, I got lots of goosebumps. I am sure my grandma is with me right now. Thank you so much, grandma.)

She also a beautiful rainbow. Keep the beautiful rainbow energy with me, and proceed my way. I will contribute to a great happiness for many people. She has been happy for my efforts and progress. She has been with me all the time and supporting me.

I resonated very well with the message she conveyed. I thanked her for her great job.

At 6 p.m., I attended my sixth mediation class. There were three students attended.

It started with a small incident. I could not enter the instructor’s zoom page. The error message showed as “the host has another meeting in progress.” I thought the instructor might have mistakenly joined to the wrong page, so I asked the main office to check with the instructor. I think the office worker quickly contacted the instructor and informed the error message and fixed the issue.

Upon entered to the class page, the instructor apologized to us and said she had entered at the wrong zoom page of the different date by mistake. She continued explaining what happened to her. Her computer died on her yesterday, so that she needed to buy a brand new computer. She had a tough time to set up everything from the begging. I wished I could have just visited her house and do all the resetting procedures for her. I think of her my own grandma. She is someone whom you want to help and support unconditionally. Because of her good personality, everybody loves her instantly. I wish I will become like her; a loving grandma loved by and cared by everybody. 

In the guided meditation, I experienced like this.

My guide spirit appeared in a female figure. She was beautiful in a golden dress. She reminded me of Judy Ongg; she was a beautiful and famous female pop singer in Japan when I was small.

My guide spirit was a shaman. She had a blue parrot on her left shoulder. I think the parrot was the supporter for her shamanic work to bring humans’ prayers to the spirit world and bring messages back from the spirit world.

While I was explaining my experience during the meditation, the instructor saw my aura changed its color to beautiful golden color, just like the color of my guide spirit’s dress.

The instructor also told us the guide spirit’s figure could be our past life figure. It resonated with me.

In the morning I had my fifth massage therapy. My last massage therapy was November 6^th. I had an upcoming appointment in the beginning of December, but it was canceled. One of her clients tested positive for Covid-19, and she decided to close the business for a while. Recently she reopened her business. I think I was the first client for this term.

I really like the way provides the massage. I definitely will stay being her loyal customer.

We received a phone call from my mom-in-law. My dad-in-law went to the local hospital for the injury in his left thigh. They decided to send him out to another hospital in a big city again. He needed to wait in the hospital lobby for 5 hours, and finally they drove him to another hospital. I feel sorry for him that he needed to wait for that long.  

He would have another surgery in the big hospital. I hope he will come back home in a good health soon.

I feel sorry for my dad-in-law that he has to deal with pain. I feel sorry for my mom-in-law too that she will have to spend for another week or so waiting at their house alone.

I hope everything will get back to normal for them very soon.

In the evening my daughter and I talked with my mom-in-law via Zoom meeting. She kept on saying she was really happy to see us and talk with us. Now she loves Zoom app.

My parents-in-law have been looking forward to visiting us, but they still cannot make it at this moment. My dad-in-law has still been in pain. A couple of weeks after the surgery, his left thigh had been healing. However, recently the pain and swelling had come back to him.

My mom-in-law is planning to take him to the hospital again tomorrow. Hopefully they will decide the appropriate procedure for him.

Yesterday my husband told me one of his coworkers was tested as Covid-19 positive. He got infected from his family members whom live with him. Now that my husband works with him at the same room, he will have to take the Covid-19 test for himself. Even though my husband feels totally healthy and does not have any Covid-19 symptoms, we concerned about the test result and spent an uneasy night. 

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Today’s dream: I was with my family spirits. After we had a good time on our get together, they wished my good luck on a challenge. I was told to go through one challenge. The challenge was to find my car. I saw my car in a far distance ahead, but in order to get to my car, I needed to go through one tunnel. The entrance of the tunnel was small and spooky. Once I entered in the tunnel, the inside was completely filled with dirty black sheep and scary faced goblin. In order for me to proceed, I needed to carry the black sheep and put it to my behind one by one. When it comes to the goblin, it climbed up on my back from the begging to the exit. Right before the exit, I needed to use my full strength to get rid of the goblin from my back and throw it behind me. I finally could go through the tunnel and came out from it. When I reached to my car, my family spirits gathered around me and congratulated me for my achievement. Then I woke up.

I thought this dream told me that we would be fine.

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In the early afternoon, my husband went for his appointment of Covid-19 test. This test was a quick one that the result comes back within 15 minutes. We prayed for his good news before he left.

Our prayer was heard. His test came back as negative.

He still have to be very careful at his workplace though. I will keep sending good prayer for him. I will also keep supporting his good health by cooking healthy foods.

At 9 p.m., I attended my ninth Mantra class. There were eight students attended.

The instructor used to pick two students at a time and had them to say the Mantra together. But this method did not work well, because Zoom function priories the higher pitch tone voice and the lower pitch tone voice cannot be heard at all. My voice is lower than normal women, so they normally could not hear my voice.

From this class, the instructor changed his way to pick one student at a time, and this method worked pretty well. It was good that we could finally hear each student. All the students did pretty well. The instructor must be proud of himself for all the students’ great improvements in learning from him.

The instructor shared one story of Bhagavad Gita with us. It was the conversation between Indra God and human warrior Arjuna. When Arjuna agonized about starting a war, Indra God told him to do whatever he believed it right and reminded him souls were eternal; there is no such thing as death. I was in awe for this spiritual story. The instructor promised us that he would teach some of the mantras from this story. I am looking forward to it. I had a good time in this class as always.