After my late dad-in-law’s departure, I have been thinking about a life insurance or some types of insurance that I will be able to leave some money to my daughter upon my departure. After some research in life insurance, I found the Japanese insurance agency that offer several seminar regarding finance. At night at 8 p.m., I attended one of their seminars.

Today’s topic was about the Japanese pension and American social security. What the instructor shared in the seminar was all new to me. I didn’t know most of the information. It was helpful to know that I am qualified to receive the pension from the Japanese government after the age of 65. Previously their rule about the qualification was 25 years. Only for the people who have worked and paid the pension insurance for more than 25 years could receive the pension. They changed the qualification rule in 2017. Now they allow people who have worked and paid for more than 10 years are qualified. It was a good news. Even though the monthly amount is very low, I can receive some money.

Then I noticed I don’t have the pension card with me. I knew I was not qualified, so I left it in my parents’ house. Now I cannot ask my mom to find the card for me, I pondered on what I should do. I asked the seminar instructor for the advice. He told me to contact the pension office. He said not to worry.

After the seminar, I made 2 phone calls. The first one was to the head office and the second one was to the local office. When I heard the second person who picked up my phone who work at the local office, I felt relaxed because of her local Kansai dialect. She told me she would be able to take care of my case. I appreciate her kindness.

I prepared for the necessary documents and sent it to her on the next day.  

After my daughter attended the Live Lesson for the math class in the morning, she started feeling sick with nausea and headache. I showed 2 boxes of homeopathy home kit. She picked several remedies. I always trust her intuition that can guide us to the right remedy. One of the remedies she picked was the detoxing. I know all of my family got influenced and we need to detox from their shedding toxins. At least it is good that her body reacts to the toxin and detox it.

Started since November 2^nd, I have been taking several homeopathic remedies. I have been observing any symptoms appeared in my physical and mental health. Today I noticed two events that made me feeling uncomfortable.

The first event happened in my dream. I watched myself in the junior high school days just like watching a movie or something. It was one of my traumatic life event that I was picked by my fellow swimming club members at school. I noticed my inner child feeling sad that the club coach asked me to leave the club. I was picked because I spoke up to my friends that what we did, bullying other members, was not nice and that we should stop doing that. Since that day, my friends turned to be my enemies. They started bullying me. But I was not alone. Other club members were aware what happened and took my side. The club members separated into two groups. The bullies group and my group. The club coach didn’t see the truth. He didn’t even try to see the truth. He asked me to leave the club so that the trouble would be end. I wanted him to understand the truth, but he didn’t. Now my conscious went back to those days. I hugged the small-me and told her that she did the right thing. I also told her this experience would make her strong mentally so that she would have been able to tackle any kinds of challenging that would come in the near future. I noticed it was one of the kouten-hannnou from homeopathic remedies. Maybe it happened to heal my inner child and rewrite the bad memory into the one with positive meaning.

The second event happened in the phone conversation with my friend. There were many times that my friend’s comment annoyed me and made me feel uncomfortable. After hanged up the phone I regretted having a conversation with her.

At night I happened to start one spiritual message book. I was delighted that I found the right message in the book. The book talked about jealousy. It says having jealousy is a good thing. Feeling jealous to somebody who has made their dreams come true means I still have dreams that I want to make it happen. The feeling jealousy can be a great motivation to keep me going forward. The book warns one thing. Never send the jealousy energy to the person in a wrong way, but use it to myself. Be happy for the person who has succeed and for their happiness. The right way to use our energy is simple. It is feeling happy for others and wishing other’s happiness. Positive energy attracts another positive energy.

I am glad that I met this book at the right timing. I appreciate every events that made me realize these lessons. Thank you to all.  

Recently I have watched several online lectures about natural farming methods. Maybe that is why I had a dream that I was surrounded by my large farm. I was surrounded by totally natural, safe, and healthy produces. I was surrounded by my dear farmer friends. I enjoyed this dream and woke up feeling refreshed.

I went to my backyard garden and greeted my plants there. Thank you for offering me the great energy every day.

In my dream, my guide spirit appeared and gave me a number of 304. Then I woke up. I looked up the meaning of the number. The angel number of 304 says that my guardian angels are always with me listening to my prayers. It also means that my prayers have been heard and answered so that I can just wait and see the good result to be manifested in my daily life soon.

In the morning I saw the news about the change in the deadline for the mandate. It was announced that its mandate rules applying to private large companies, certain health care workers, and federal contractors would will take effect January 4, which the deadline was postponed by almost one month. Even though it was not the final notice to end the mandate order itself, it is a good step forward. I appreciate many American people who have been fighting against the mandate order and for protecting our freedom. I am proud of Arizona for being the first state to sue the government’s mandate.

It was nice to know that spirits and angels are with me and my prayers are heard. 

 

In the late night at 1 a.m., I attended the Reiki share gathering. This gathering used to start at midnight but they delayed the starting time by one hour as the summer time ended. This is a gathering for European people. There were 36 attendees tonight.

After our usual tasks were done, the Reiki teacher asked me how is the situation in America. I mentioned my concern about the mandate order for large company employees. I mentioned that I personally think it is wrong to force chusha to everybody and that I was hoping to have an opportunity to send prayers for stopping chusha mandate. While I was speaking out, I felt comfortable to see many people supporting my opinion by showing their agreeing hand gesture or face expression. Then the teacher asked one woman who lives in Italy about their situation in Italy. She was much braver than me and spoke out her opinion straightforward. She agreed with me that the government should leave the decision to each individual and they should not force anybody to get vaccinated. She said the government lied about the chusha. Last year their government said their goal was to have 65% of the people to get vaccinated, now as of now, 85% people of the county was vaccinated but the government still wants more people to get vaccinated. 

After the teacher heard of us, he shared one Buddhism term, Shogyo Mujo諸行無常, with us. It means everything on the Universe is moving. Nothing is impermanent. It is the law of universe.

The teacher says this law of Universe is simple and easy to understand logically, but when it comes to fully understand and actively utilize it in our daily life, it is difficult. Due to its simplicity, it easily slips our mind. That is why we have to repeat this teaching, the law of universe, over and over again until it fully sinks into our mind. Once it sinks into our mind, then we can finally manage our challenges happing in our daily life. With this law of universe, knowing that nothing is impermanent, we can always stay calm and peace no matter how tough challenges we face in our daily life.     

Once we fully understand this law of universe, we can step forward to the spiritual road of Satori. Satori is to understand the duality. Things come and pass us. Once the pass us, they will become our past. Therefore, it is important no matter what happens, we should always stay calm and peace.

Practicing the universal truth is same as practicing Reiki healing. We have to practice and practice. It is a long road to go through. It is not an easy path. As the ending word, he smiled and told us “Remember, we all are here to enjoy our life, not to suffer.”

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I am so thankful to my Reiki teacher. His teaching was a great reminder for me to stay in my inner peace no matter what. He is absolutely right. We are here to enjoy. Thank you so much Sensei for your insightful teaching.

Today was my late dad-in-law’s birthday. He would turn to 70. Happy birthday dad. We all love you and appreciate you. Have a happy day today in Spirit World.

It was my second day for taking the homeopathy water. Last night I felt itchy sensation on all over my body, especially face. It was really uncomfortable sensation. The symptom was similar to that of spike protein. Another symptom I noticed was my stomach being swollen and gassy. I feel the homeopathy remedies are working to get rid of any toxins from my body.  

There are some homeopathy remedies that I want to purchase from the Japanese company. I hope I will have the right support to send them to me. I fully trust my family spirits. In case I really need them, they will guide me to the right person or store who is willing to help me.  

My husband came back with some good hope. I am not writing down about the hopes in details, but I know this is the evidence that my prayers were answered by spirits. Thank you to my family spirits, especially thank you to my late dad-in-law. I always feel his energy supporting and protecting us.

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I started taking homeopathy remedy with water. I will take it for 10 days. For the batch, I chose Ruta, amethyst, Arsenicum Album, Thuj, sulph, and TS-36 candida fungus.

This evening my dad called me. I don’t know much about my paternal grandparents because I never asked my dad about his parents. Today when I asked some questions about them, my dad answered me. He sounded happy for my being interested in my grandparents.

He told me about his neighbor of the next door. The house used to belong to an old couple but they both passed away and their son decided to sell their house. My dad wanted to know if I want him to buy the house for us. I was surprised that he was still hoping my family and I would move back to Japan. I told him we don’t have any plan to go back to Japan and we don’t want him to buy any property anymore.

I had told my parents long time ago, that I would like to go back to Japan and live there at least for three years or so while my daughter is still young. Now I don’t have the idea or hope anymore. I started loving America and Americans even more. I made my mind that I would live here peacefully with my loving family and nice Americans.