My mom-in-law updated us about my dad-in-law in the hospital. His heartbeat got better than yesterday so that the hospital moved him from the ICU to the regular patient’s room. If his heart beat will keep stabilize all day today, he will be released from the hospital tomorrow morning.  

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Today’s meditation: I was an artist. I had my paining artwork of two fish smiling upward of a waterfall. My guide spirit appeared in a young female figure. She was wearing a long dress. Its fabric looked really soft and light like baby birds’ feathers. Her energy was something like pure white, beautiful, and solemn. She reminded me I am a water spirit. She encouraged me to stay being pure like water. Water is flexible. Water can be soft, but sometimes can be powerful if needed. She told me to stay being neutral. See things and people from the neutral point of view. Not to have any stereotypes or prejudices. Just observe them as they are.

In the evening I took my daughter to the park to meet her friend and chat for a while. I gave them one hour. They seemed to be happy to have a get-together time.

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We received a phone call from my mom-in-law. My dad-in-law got very sick at home. He had hard time to breath and reached to the point where he almost passed out. My mom-in-law rushed to take him to the ER. My dad-in-law was admitted to the ICU room. The doctor said his health issues deal with his heart and breathing so that it might be a serious issue this time. Once he is released from the hospital, my husband will visit him. His two supervisors are thoughtful and supportive for his taking a leave to see his dad. It is good to have such nice people as his supervisors.

It was my late mom’s birthday. If she was still alive, she would have turned to 81 years old. Happy Birthday mom. I bet you have been having peaceful days in Spirit World.

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Recently my daughter started talking about her flashbacks. She is sure they are the memories from one of her past lives in Paris, France. She clearly saw Pont Neuf and the beautiful pinkish sunset sky at the water area. She started asking me to take her Paris once Covid-19 situation calms down. I think I should take her. I want to support her to get more memories of her past lives back if she needs.

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In the evening I took my daughter to the dental office for her dental cleaning appointment. We were happy that she didn’t have any cavity. She has only two baby teeth left. After these two go, we will have a consultation with an orthodontist.

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My husband has been intensely keeping in touch with his parents. It seems my dad-in-law’s health keeps swinging up and down. My husband’s coworkers keep strongly urging my husband to go see his dad before his health gets really bad. He has been seriously planning for his visit soon. I understand it will be painful to see our own parents getting old and weak. I will support my husband by sending prayers for his safe trip back to Navajoland.

I had a good dream, but I didn’t remember the details when I woke up.

It was super-hot from the early morning. It says the heat wave is coming back to our area again.

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Today’s meditation: it was an interesting guided mediation. My conscious was in a huge tree. I was happily sharing what I have such as branches and leaves with other living creatures. My guide spirit appeared in a white and round figure. He looked like a white version of Totoro; the woods spirit. He gave me some roots as a spiritual gift. He told me with his roots, whenever I move for the near future, I will be able to root to the new land and get used to the energy of the new land. He recommended me to keep having a meditation because it is beneficial for both of my body, mind, and spirit. In the course of our daily life, sometimes we lose balance with these three factors. Doing meditation helps to balance these out and we can regain the good balance within ourselves.

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I started watching the old Japanese drama series. It was on-aired in 1986; 35 years ago. Everything looked very old. I enjoyed watching this drama, but one aspect bothers me. The aspect is their smoking habit in those days that many people smoked a cigarette everywhere in a restaurant and an office, and it showed in many scenes of the drama. I am glad the world has been evolving. One evidence is that the number of non-smokers has exceeded the number of smokers in this era. It is just my personal observation, but I feel smoking a cigarette makes the environment into heavy vibration.  

My dad-in-law was released from hospital. We were happy to know that. His voice sounded strong, he easily got out of breath. He still has to work on the treatment for low oxygen level and blood clot in lungs at home. My family and I keep praying for his complete recover. We hope to go visit them soon.  

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Every year in this time of the season, our rose bushes grow and share lots of roses. Our entrance area gives off nice fragrance from roses. They make me feel rich and abundant. Since their pure energy is powerful, I can easily feel their energy field.

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My new Reiki friend shared her feedback about the refresher course she just took. She said it was a good reminder for non-duality and non-attachment. It sounded like a good teaching.

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Today’s meditation: My guide spirit appeared in a young male figure. He came out from the mountain cabin. He opened the entrance door and welcomed me. He had a nice and friendly smile. He gave me a small wooden box as a gift, but unfortunately I didn’t remember the content. I enjoyed the calm and peaceful moment with my guide spirit.

Today’s dream: I was with my close friends. We were about to leave for our vacation trip and got on a car. Then I woke up.

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It was cloudy and cool temperature in the afternoon. My family and I worked on our backyard. After we worked for a couple of hours, we all got good sweat and our backyard looked very nice. It was relaxing to work on dirt and earth.

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In the evening our local library had a back to school fair. They were to serve free foods including drinks, hotdogs, and popcorn. For the past couple of months, I seldom see people wearing a face mask anymore. They told me they invited lots of guest speakers and there would be lots of people crowded shoulder-to-shoulder in the small library. My family and I decided to avoid going into the crowd. We still want to be cautious as much as we can. Maybe next year we can join the crowded event, if everything is really calmed down. At this moment, I personally don’t think it is totally safe to join into a crowded event without a face mask.

Today’s dream: I was in an outdoor swimming pool with many other people. Somebody asked me to show them my diving. I climbed up to the jumping stand and dived beautifully like an Olympic athlete. I woke up feeling refreshed. In the reality I don’t know what I should dive in. I don’t know what this dream suggested.

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In the early afternoon I received a phone call from the librarian. They had an art contest during summer and my daughter won the first prize. My daughter received an art supply set as the prize. It was a very nice set. I appreciate the local library staff member for keep praising and encouraging my daughter for the art work.

Today’s dream: I was working at an eye glass store. I was helping one female customer to find the best matched eye glasses for her. She happily accepted my suggestion and purchased one pair of glasses. She gave me a phone number in a small paper. I could not see the digits. I realized I also needed a pair of new eye glasses. Then I woke up.

I found out this dream and today’s meditation were connected. During the meditation I felt the message from my family spirits through this dream and the meditation got clear for me. Recently I had dealt with a new Reiki community people including the teacher and the staff members. I experienced being offended or feeling uncomfortable in dealing with them. Maybe I had expected certain actions and behaviors from them based on my expectations. These events happened to me for reasons. I should respect the different perspectives because they have different cultures and way of thinking. With the messages from this dream and today’s meditation, I finally could see the fact and truth. This community is not for me. I should walk away if needed.  

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My mom-in-law had a Covid-19 test yesterday. She had worried because she had been feeling sick yesterday with sore throat and headache. The test result came in as negative this morning. We were all happy for her with the good news. I am always impressed at her high immune system. She had been 24/7 taking care of a Covid-19 patient, but she never got infected. The germs should be everywhere in the house and she was touched the accidentally. She taught me Covid-19 is all up to the person’s immune system.  

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At night I received a phone call from my dad. His voice sounded strong and healthy as usual. It was good to hear his voice.

When I woke up, I thought it was Wednesday morning. When I mentioned it my husband and daughter, interestingly they thought the same way. My husband also told me some of his coworkers felt one day earlier than reality. I think we just experienced distortion in time. When the planet Earth has drastically shifted its vibration, many people tend to sense it as in distortion in time. I felt this morning that I got lighter in my energy field.

There was one more peculiar thing. It was on Sunday night. My daughter and I were checking the weather report app on the cell phone. In the weekly report, it marked “Today” on Monday’s weather even it was still Sunday night. So, not only humans but also even internet app got confused by distortion in time. I thought it interesting.

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In the later afternoon, I received a phone call from a new teacher of my daughter. When the teacher casually announced that my daughter will be in the middle school, I was surprised. In Japanese school system, six graders are still in the elementary school, but here in America, they are in the middle school.

My dad-in-law got worse in his health condition and returned to the hospital. I remember my mom-in-law described about my dad-in-law at the moment of discharge. He didn’t look well, rather he looked still very sick in the wheelchair. We all think the hospital wanted to get rid of many patients as much as they could in order to vacant the hospital beds. Maybe he was not ready to be discharged. I hope this time he will be discharged after he got completely healed from Covid-19.

It is really hard for me to listen to their tough situation. That reminds me of the two years ago that both of my parents got very sick. I know we all have to go through old age. I want to stay healthy in old days, so I keep good exercise and intake healthy food. I am willing to keep my good habit for the future.