In the morning I received a phone call from the clinic. The assistant nurse told me my A1C result was 7.3. The doctor said it was fairly good result and suggested me to keep doing what I have been doing. I thought to myself that it was not a good result, but okay. I know this time’s result will be worse than the last time. In last month we went to Navajo Nation twice for the procedure of my dad-in-law’s departure. I could not cook homemade food during the trip and traveling day. I also had alcohol drink almost every day during the trip. All I need to do is to get back to my original routine which is simple and easy. Taking a walk, jogging on the treadmill, cooking and eating my homemade meals, and feeling relaxed and meditating. I know I will improve the result next time.

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Today’s guided meditation: I was guided to a place where I am attracted the most. It was located at a high elevation where is isolated from the city or crowded people. It was an open area. It was peaceful and quiet. I sat down on the ground and enjoyed feeling the energy from the land. I noticed it was our home site in Navajo Nation. My family spirits told me to come back there. I don’t need to do anything. They just want me to be there. When I meditate on the land, I will be able to feel the land energy and my family spirits’ energies. My family spirits told me not to think, not to make a plan on what to do there, rather simply be there and enjoy feeling the energies.

In the morning I went to two grocery stores and stopped by at the clinic to draw my blood for the lab test.

Other than that, nothing special happened. It was a peaceful day with clear blue sky with nice and hot temperature.

In the evening I received a phone call from my dad. His voice sounded very strong and healthy as usual. My dad believes that Covid-19 situation will calm down soon within this year. I really hope so.

The last time I talked with my dad was the end of July. I always think of him and pray for his happiness and good health.

The recent two news make me worry and feel sad. The first news has announced that the Federal employees will need to be fully vaccinated against the coronavirus by November 22^nd 2021. The second news has announced that in order to enter the United States, the international visitors who need to be vaccinated against coronavirus, and noncitizens visiting will have to show proof of vaccination from this November.

I really hope the Spirit World will help humans to honor individual’s decision about the vaccination. I hope many more people will try to know the truth, rather than just believing what the movement and doctors provide the wrong information. I sincerely hope many more people will be guided to the fact and have courage to say no to the chusha.

One of my memories in younger days suddenly popped up in my mind. It was when I was 13 years old. I was in the class room with my classmates at the junior high school. Our social studies teacher was a male teacher. He often shared his knowledge of his belief, which was a mix of Shinto and Buddhism as pretty common among Japanese. One day he shared a story of Buddhism. In the snowy mountain, there were a bear, a fox, and a rabbit. When they saw an old man who was exhausted and hungry, they tried to help the old man. The bear and the fox were helpful to gather some foods for the old man, but the rabbit could not gather any food. So, the rabbit gathered woods and asked the old man to build a fire. When the fire was built, the rabbit jumped into the fire and offered his own meat to the old man. This old man was actually God. The God felt sorry for the rabbit and put the rabbit into the moon so that the rabbit could live forever. The teacher also shared a story of airplane crush and the survivors ate the dead people’s meat to survive. And the teacher asked the class what was our opinions and what would we do for the situation.

At that time when I was 13 years old, I seriously thought I wouldn’t mind to act like the rabbit to offer my life, and I wouldn’t mind if somebody eats my dead body after I die. I was the only one who said so, and other classmates were against of my opinion. They all said they would think hard to find other ways to help the old man and they would not want anybody eat their dead body even after their death.

Now that almost 40 years have passed. I am with the other classmates. I would care my life. I think I was careless my life when I was a child.

Today’s dream: I was at the Tokyo station. I was a traveler with a big suitcase. A big company requested me to speak in front of a big audience next month, and I was on my way to the convention center. Then I woke up. Again, the similar dream showing I am at the transit point in life.

My family and I went to the lake in the Arizona state park. Last year we didn’t go there, so it has been two years since our last visit. Even though we have been to there for almost ten years now, today we received a new information about their hiking trail from one of the park rangers.

She told us that the hiking trail has about 1.6 mile. It was located at the edge of their new cabin area, so maybe the trail was newly created.

When we entered, the trail had nicely paved stairs and open area to view the lake. After the open area, there was a cattle gate with the sign of “please always close this gate.” After passed the gate, we entered to the nature hiking area. We enjoyed the walking for about 30 minutes or so. When we walk in the nature area, my husband always goes first taking lead, my daughter follows, and I walk at the last bringing up the rear. All of a sudden since my husband stopped, we all stopped. We felt something weird in environmental energy. None of us uttered a word. We saw cows. They were a family of dad, mom, and two young ones. They were sitting down on the ground, but the mom and dad quickly stood up and started showing their anger to us in order to protect their young ones. We slowly retreated. Luckily, the cows didn’t follow us or anything.

I appreciate that we could come back safely. I also appreciate the cow family for not attacking us.   

I have been thinking about chusha and the government’s policy about mandate.

I meditated about the topic and received the following messages from my family spirits.

First of all, please don’t feel scared or depressed about the current situation.

Secondly, please know we, as your family spirts, want you to stay away from the chusha at any costs. Let us repeat it to you. We don’t want you to get vaccinated. Please stay strong and refuse it. But it does not mean we want you to keep arguing with the people who are vaccination believer. Instead of arguing and getting mad at them, educate yourself with the truth and facts. Read as many books that are written by the authors whom you can fully trust as you can. And share the knowledge to your family and people who are willing to know the truth.

Thirdly, please know that you cannot change everybody. Please don’t get angry about people who have different opinions from you. They don’t know the truth. They are scared. They are manipulated by the government and mass media.

Lastly, please stay being calm and always connected to your inner peace. As long as you are connected with your inner peace, we can always talk to you and guide you to the right direction.

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With their advice, I purchased some books about the topic. I know several Japanese doctors who are also authors who have bravely told the truth in their books. I look forward to learning the truth from their books.  

It was one of busy days for school work. My daughter has 4 different teachers for her core study. She has been learning what Japanese students learn in high school, and they are difficult. I wonder how other classmates have been surviving the school assignments.  

In the afternoon, we visited our reliable support at the local library. She is our favorite librarian. She is kind and nice, and intelligent. When I casually mentioned about one of my daughter’s assignments that was too tough for us to solve, she gave us some hints. She didn’t give us the solid answer, but her hints were enough for us to have an idea to solve. It was very nice to have her as our friend.

Today’s dream: My late dad-in-law visited me in my dream. There were my dad-in-law, my mom-in-law, my brother-in-law and his family, my husband, my daughter, and me. We were on the vacation and gathered in a hotel room. We enjoyed pizza and ice cream together. It is definitely my dad-in-law’s good memory because pizza is not my favorite food. I am glad we gathered together in the dream world.

I guess my dad-in-law has been getting used to the spirit world and now he is good at visiting us in the dream. My mom-in-law, my husband, and my daughter along with me started having my dad-in-law in our dreams recently.