Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync, Getting to know your team. This guided mediation guided me to meet my five guide spirits.

The first guide spirit is my main one who stays with me from my birth to my last day. I felt the tingling sensation and the strong energy on my right. I felt male energy. I felt his energy as very strong in both mentally and physically. I felt he always shows up as a well-built strong bodied male figure.

The second guide spirit had female energy. I felt her on my left. Her energy is gentle and broad-minded and accepts me as who I truly am. Her big love and kindness gave me tears. She gives me the ability of empath. Thus, the first guide spirit is my father figure while the second guide spirit is my mother figure.

The third guide spirit had male energy. He helps me for my career. He gives me strength and willingness to improve the current status and go forward. He always supports me to maintain the high vibration. His today’s message for me was “don’t be afraid of a change. A change is a must to move forward.” He also told me he will support us for our moving. He said enjoy every step on this life transitioning process. 

The forth guide spirit had also male energy. I felt it on my right. He helps me not to get influenced by any negative energies. He carries a light sword and cuts off unnecessary attachment in my aura field. Also he keeps an eye on my aura field. In case of any tear, he nudges me to take care of it. He told me I have been doing great on taking care of my energy field and keep my good work.

As for the fifth guide spirits, I felt they were my ancestors. My son-in-spirit, my mom, and my maternal grandpa and grandma. I felt their happy energies. I pictured they were staying together as a family and enjoy watching over me.

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From 6 p.m. to 8 p.m., I attended the workshop about aura. There were six students attended. The instructor was a woman who is probably slightly older than I. It was my first time to have her class. She was friendly and casual.

The class started off with a 10-minutes meditation. The meditation was about a lotus flower, and the flower gave off seven pastels with seven chakra colored energy.

The first practice was to feel our aura color. The instructor showed us nine envelopes. She said each envelope included different colored paper. We were told to imagine our main aura color and pick one envelope. At this moment we saw only the outside of the envelopes and didn’t know what colored paper was included in each envelope. I was attracted to the number-2 envelope. Later on, I found out the color I chose was blue.

39 Then we paired with other classmate and read the partner’s aura color. I saw a statue above her head. The statue looked like the Virgin Mary. It was tall and her dress spread long and wide onto her head. As for her aura color, a white light line was emitting from her body to outside. When Sato-san read my aura energy, she sensed light blue and yellow.

When my second partner read my energy, blue came to her strongly. She felt my personality as calm and objective. Then yellow and white energy came. My aura spread wide, especially around my head. Green energy came too, so she felt me as well-balanced and peaceful. Also, orange energy came as the energy of creative and artistic. When I read her energy, I saw a vision of a water fall. The white bright light is falling down onto her head.

Next practice was to read the energy of two stones. When I read the energy of the first stone, I felt the mountain area where a large temperature gap between the highest is and the lowest of the day. The answer was the beach close to the Nagoya airport. When I read the energy of the second stone, I felt the ocean where the climate is mild and a small temperature gap between the highest and the lowest. The answer was the healing place of the mediumship school in England.

Next practice was an auric reading. I worked with my third partner. I felt she has warm and kind energy. I felt she constantly support and help people in some trouble or in need of help. I felt the energy of a young boy. She confirmed that she used to be an educator and help people. She also confirmed she loves her young nephew. When she read my energy, she felt something yellow and round. I could not think what this was. Then she read “going for a walk,” “singing,” and “cooking.” I told her she read my energy accurately. I go for a walk three times a day, I sing along my made-up songs all the times, and I cook three meals for my family and me.

With my fourth partner, we had a good time. I had a strong feeling that I have known her for a long time. We shared the same life in ancient African tribe and some Native American tribes. We always worked together as a shaman, a medicine woman, and a healer.

The last practice was to read the energy of the instructor. I felt she loves to collect small items. She confirmed her hobby is to collect small decorative dolls and items. I also felt a young aged girl. She does not have any small girl in her immediate family, but she was told by other medium about the same thing.

I enjoyed this class with lots of actual reading practices.

The first guide spirit is my main one who stays with me from my birth to my last day. I felt the tingling sensation and the strong energy on my right. I felt male energy. I felt his energy as very strong in both mentally and physically. I felt he always shows up as a well-built strong bodied male figure.

The second guide spirit had female energy. I felt her on my left. Her energy is gentle and broad-minded and accepts me as who I truly am. Her big love and kindness gave me tears. She gives me the ability of empath. Thus, the first guide spirit is my father figure while the second guide spirit is my mother figure.

The third guide spirit had male energy. He helps me for my career. He gives me strength and willingness to improve the current status and go forward. He always supports me to maintain the high vibration. His today’s message for me was “don’t be afraid of a change. A change is a must to move forward.” He also told me he will support us for our moving. He said enjoy every step on this life transitioning process. 

The forth guide spirit had also male energy. I felt it on my right. He helps me not to get influenced by any negative energies. He carries a light sword and cuts off unnecessary attachment in my aura field. Also he keeps an eye on my aura field. In case of any tear, he nudges me to take care of it. He told me I have been doing great on taking care of my energy field and keep my good work.

As for the fifth guide spirits, I felt they were my ancestors. My son-in-spirit, my mom, and my maternal grandpa and grandma. I felt their happy energies. I pictured they were staying together as a family and enjoy watching over me.

***

From 6 p.m. to 8 p.m., I attended the workshop about aura. There were six students attended. The instructor was a woman who is probably slightly older than I. It was my first time to have her class. She was friendly and casual.

The class started off with a 10-minutes meditation. The meditation was about a lotus flower, and the flower gave off seven pastels with seven chakra colored energy.

The first practice was to feel our aura color. The instructor showed us nine envelopes. She said each envelope included different colored paper. We were told to imagine our main aura color and pick one envelope. At this moment we saw only the outside of the envelopes and didn’t know what colored paper was included in each envelope. I was attracted to the number-2 envelope. Later on, I found out the color I chose was blue.

39 Then we paired with other classmate and read the partner’s aura color. I saw a statue above her head. The statue looked like the Virgin Mary. It was tall and her dress spread long and wide onto her head. As for her aura color, a white light line was emitting from her body to outside. When Sato-san read my aura energy, she sensed light blue and yellow.

When my second partner read my energy, blue came to her strongly. She felt my personality as calm and objective. Then yellow and white energy came. My aura spread wide, especially around my head. Green energy came too, so she felt me as well-balanced and peaceful. Also, orange energy came as the energy of creative and artistic. When I read her energy, I saw a vision of a water fall. The white bright light is falling down onto her head.

Next practice was to read the energy of two stones. When I read the energy of the first stone, I felt the mountain area where a large temperature gap between the highest is and the lowest of the day. The answer was the beach close to the Nagoya airport. When I read the energy of the second stone, I felt the ocean where the climate is mild and a small temperature gap between the highest and the lowest. The answer was the healing place of the mediumship school in England.

Next practice was an auric reading. I worked with my third partner. I felt she has warm and kind energy. I felt she constantly support and help people in some trouble or in need of help. I felt the energy of a young boy. She confirmed that she used to be an educator and help people. She also confirmed she loves her young nephew. When she read my energy, she felt something yellow and round. I could not think what this was. Then she read “going for a walk,” “singing,” and “cooking.” I told her she read my energy accurately. I go for a walk three times a day, I sing along my made-up songs all the times, and I cook three meals for my family and me.

With my fourth partner, we had a good time. I had a strong feeling that I have known her for a long time. We shared the same life in ancient African tribe and some Native American tribes. We always worked together as a shaman, a medicine woman, and a healer.

The last practice was to read the energy of the instructor. I felt she loves to collect small items. She confirmed her hobby is to collect small decorative dolls and items. I also felt a young aged girl. She does not have any small girl in her immediate family, but she was told by other medium about the same thing.

I enjoyed this class with lots of actual reading practices.

Today was Black Friday. I purchased Hemi Sync products. Mediumship series and out-of-body experience (OBE) series. I am looking forward to working with these new meditation programs.

This morning my family and I took out the Christmas tree from the garage. We decorated it. Now we are ready for Christmas Day.

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I saw one sad news. Due to increasing the number of infected Covid-19 patients, Los Angeles County has issued a new COVID-19 pandemic order that prohibits most gatherings and discourages most crowds. This Safer at Home Order from November 30st to December 20th is not strict as that of this March, but it still affects lots of people’s holiday plan and businesses.

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Today I chose the topic of “ocean and mountain; 海山” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this. Flexibility

Ocean teaches us about its flexibility by showing us the variety of aspects. Some think of ocean as a representative of peacefulness, quietness, and stillness with the color as light blue. In this case they see the surface of ocean. Others think in the opposite way. They see the bottom of the ocean and think it as a representative of the harshness, dreadfulness, and unknown area, with the color of blackish dark blue.

On the other hand, mountains teach us about their immobility and firmness.   

Mountains and ocean teach us that we need to adjust ourselves depending on the situations. Sometimes we need to stand firmly on our decisions just like a mountain, and other times we need to adjust ourselves flexible with others just like ocean.

Today was Thanksgiving Day. The first message I saw in the early morning was the heartwarming message from my friend wishing us a Happy Blessed Thanksgiving.

I cooked roasted turkey along with mushed potatoes. I also cooked rolled sushi with cucumber, parsley and avocado. And always, miso soup and Nukaduke vegetables.

It was nice to greet “Happy Thanksgiving!” to one another whenever we passed by our neighbors and unknown people

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Today I chose the topic of “sympathy; 同情” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

Expressing sympathy to someone can be either helpful or harmful, depending on how you put it. A good sympathy cannot be sent when you lower your vibration to the same level where someone is already struggling in the challenging situation.

When you face somebody who is in the middle of challenging situation, it is important to know where your mind state is located. If you notice your mind state is located in lower realm, you should first work on yourself to raise your vibration. If you try to help someone from your lower vibration, the person will grab onto you and pull you down. Thus, the both parties will end up drowning in the heavy vibrational realm, it is like the bottomless swamp.

In order to encourage someone, it is important for you to stay in the high vibrational realm. In this state, your family spirits can support you advising the best way to help the drowning person is.

In the morning I went to the grocery store. Even it was still early morning as 7:30 a.m., the store was crowded and I needed to wait in a long waiting line for the self-cashier. People were busy for grocery shopping for tomorrow’s Thanksgiving dinner for their family.

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Today I chose the topic of “obedience; 服従” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

From the perspective of spirits, there is no eternal relationships between dominations and subordination. Everything happens based on our agreements in order to learn at first hand.

We see the relationships of a domination and a subordination in daily life, such as King and citizen, Emperor/his people, the rich/the poor, organizational CEOs/ employees, parents/ children, and celebrities/ not famous people. We even saw the relationship of a master and a human slave in our history.

The planet Earth is the place where we co-create. Before came down to this physical realm, we all agreed that we take the various roles. Some souls are superior to others in some specific talents and fields, but that does not mean the superior person can be on top of others all the times. By taking a role of subordination, we can experience the various feelings such as being humiliated, unfair, disappointed, useless, and powerless. On the other hand, by taking a role of domination, we can experience the various feelings such as overwhelmed by too much responsibilities, stress, and receiving too many people’s attentions.

The relationship can be switch around. For example, a student may be superior to his/her teacher, or a child may be superior to his/her parent in certain fields.

Thus, the relationship of domination and subordination is just temporary taking a role in the specific environment and condition, and the role switches around. That is how we can discipline each other our spiritual awareness.

This morning’s dream: My family spirits handed me a piece of paper. I asked what this was for. They told me it was a ticket for my husband to get a new and good job. They hugged me and told me not to worry about anything. They assured me that everything is being taken care of. Then, I woke up happily with their love.

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The energy of this month motivates people to move their houses. At least it was true in our neighborhood area. The beginning of this month, the family in our north side next door moved out, and quickly a new family moved in. several days later, the family in our south side next door moved out. Now this morning the family in our west side next door moved out. I know the next will be our turn, but we still don’t know when and where to move.

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Today I chose the topic of “humbleness; 謙遜” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

Being humble is the essential virtue for a spiritual teacher and leader. The truly great spiritual teachers and leaders constantly emit bright light from inside to out. When you are grown to a well-matured spirit, you are full of wisdom and unconditional love. Such virtues will become as brightness and wise energy overflows from you and emits to outside. People will notice your true virtue easily. You cannot hide your light. You don’t need to raise your hand to be a leader. You don’t need to go outside to look for your students. Once you have reached to the certain point where your light overflows from your inside to out, your students will easily find you and gather around you. When somebody finds you and asks you to teach them, if your hearts feels good about sharing your knowledge, then go ahead and do so.

I received a text message from the massage therapist. She asked me to let her cancel my upcoming appointment. One of her clients were diagnosed Covid-19 positive, so she needs to close her office and thoroughly clean all the tools that she used. I hope she is doing fine, and she can restart her business soon.

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Today I chose the topic of “relationship with siblings; 兄弟姉妹の間柄” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

The souls who chose the same parents have different situations. Some souls have known each other from their previous lives and already built strong spiritual connections. Other souls who chose the same parents might not know each other yet, so that this life time is their first time to get to know each other. Since they chose the same parents in this lifetime, before the birth, they have to agree to cooperate each other for some challenges to contribute to the individual spiritual growth.

That is why some siblings get along with very well while other siblings seldom keep in touch after they leave their parents’ house. All is good, because everything goes under their agreements.

If you feel obligated to get along with your siblings, please don’t. Please know you are not obligated to get along with your siblings. They are just like other people around you. Just like you don’t need to get along with everybody, you are not required to get along with your siblings. Always follow your heart. If your heart says you want to keep in touch with your siblings, go ahead and do so. In case your heart is not willing to keep in touch with your siblings, it is okay with you to keep the sacred distance from them and pour your energy onto somebody whom your heart resonates with.

I received an email from the Japanese mediumship school regarding the awareness basic class final test. Thank god I passed the test. I got 124 correct answers out of 150 questions, which it was lower scores than I expected. Before the test, my two instructors told me the majority of students have passed this test, so I expected I would get high scores. But anyway pass is pass. I am happy for that.

With their confirmation of my pass the basic class test, I can proceed to the next step. I finished the application for the advanced mediumship class starting from next January along with the healer class. The healer class will take two years in order to receive their official certificate. I am looking forward to leaning lots of body functions through their classes.

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Today I chose the topic courage 勇気 as Freedom as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

True courage can be seen in the situation where we can bravely take a leap. It includes to give up on anything we have used to stay such as an occupation, a house, a human relationship, a habit, and a life style. It is understandable for you to stay where you get used to, but in such a situation, it is hard to learn something new. Just like Tarzan’s vine. Unless he lets his one hand go, he will never be able to grab the next one. Same thing can apply to you. When the right timing comes, we want you to have courage to let go one hand to move to next stage.

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This message resonates with me considering our current situation. My husband is on job hunting. He has done several job interviews in other state. If he is chosen, we will have to move to the new state soon. We all feel scared of moving to the new state, but at the same time, we all know it is under spirits’ hand. Once it is given, we will gratefully accept it. Besides, the new work place will be much closer to Navajoland. It is our destiny, we will have to move there sooner or later. It is the matter of divine timing.

From today, I decided to start practicing the trance talk. I will go to the meditation state and ask my family spirits to give me a message regarding one certain topic.

Today I chose the topic as Freedom. The message I received was like this.

We are all equally granted free will in our creations and decisions as the natural birth right. We can decide freely on what to choose in the course of daily life.

Before we were born, we made a rough life plan with our family spirits. The rough life plan was created in order to discipline our soul based on our requests, based on our old pattern of thinking. The rough plan includes how and when we will meet certain persons whom we already knew from the previous lives, in order to enhance the previous good relationships or fix our previous bad relationships.

That being said, the plan is just a plan. As we go along in life in the environment that we co-create with many others, it may be hard to go exactly the same as our original life plan. We have to adjust ourselves flexibly to the constantly changing environment and revise our plan according to it. In any cases, it is all up to us on how we revise our original plan. It leaves up to our freedom.

You have to keep it in your mind that planet Earth is the environment of co-creating with many others. That means you are not the only one who are granted the freedom, but others are also granted freedom. If you made a plan to meet and do something important together with a certain person in this lifetime, due to the freedom, I have the right to follow the plan or discard the plan. The concerned party also has the freedom the same way. It is all good. Thanks to our rights of freedom, even though things might not go along with our plan, but at the same time, anything can happen thanks to our freedom.

We, as the souls with a human body, are benefited with the fun of freedom. Please have fun in our precious time in this lifetime. Whatever you choose with using your freedom, please enjoy all the processes to decide. Not to mention, please enjoy the freedom.  

I woke up comfortably in a hotel room. I had a dream of my Japanese friends. They are a married couple and we have been friends for many years. My daughter and I were visiting them at their house in Japan. As usual they welcomed us with their warm hospitality. At the time we were leaving, they gave us a ride to the airport.

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This hotel used to serve the hotel guest a full hot breakfast containing eggs, sausage, bacon, has browns, and toasts. However, due to the Covid-19, they stopped serving the hot breakfast this year. It was replaced by a grab-and-go breakfast in a brown bag. It contained an orange juice, a muffin, a cereal bar, and an apple. Little disappointed, but we understand the situation.

We enjoyed staying at the outdoor swimming pool and Jacuzzi in the morning and came back home in the early afternoon.

We had a nice surprise. One airmail in our mail box was waiting for my daughter. It was a letter from her Japanese friend. The message contained a birthday wish and a holiday wish. It was a nice synchronicity that I had a dream of them this morning.

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At night at 9 p.m., I attended a meditation class at the Japanese mediumship class. There were three students attended in the class. It was my first time for me to take this instructor’s class. The instructor was a very friendly woman. She was the older sister of the chairman of the school. They sure look alike.

The instructor guided us to her original guided meditation. We were guided to the spiritual travel through seven chakras. Here are what I received.

At the seventh chakra, in the red energy, I saw a burning red chestnut in the Japanese Irori (sunken hearth). It was from the story of The monkey and the crab.

At the sixth chakra, in the orange energy, I saw a ripe burning orange persimmon. Again, it was from the same story.

At the fifth chakra, in the yellow energy, I saw a monkey wearing a hachimaki; hair band. The monkey was ready to fight.

At the fourth chakra, in the green energy, I saw a river. The flow was gentle and it came as a symbol of peace.

At the third chakra, in the turquoise blue energy, I saw a couple of a man and a woman holding hands. They also came as a symbol of peace.

At the second chakra, in the indigo blue energy, I saw a blue bird. The bird was chatty. It came as a symbol of the importance of speaking.   

At the first chakra, in the purple energy, I saw a beautiful Tennyo; heavenly maiden, dancing in a mysterious and sacred atmosphere.

I really enjoyed her guided meditation.

After the meditation, she introduced us one book. It was Opening Doors Within: 365 Daily Meditations from Findhorn, written by Eileen Caddy and Jonathan Caddy. She asked my birthday, and read the message of my birthday for me.

“March 9: As you learn to give to others in service, it opens your heart and keeps it open. The more you give freely and joyously, the more love pours fourth from you and the more love you draw to you. The more love you give, the more you will receive. It is the law. Never be discouraged if love is not returned to you immediately. Simply know that sooner or later it will be, and so keep the love flowing because love never takes “no” for an answer. Love is never defeated. Love is not like a snail; it never withdraws when it is rebuffed or rejected. It turns the other cheek and goes on and on loving. Can you do it? You cannot do it on your own strength, but with me you can do anything. Seek my help at all times and I will never fail you. You will find you can love and love and go on loving without any difficulty.” Cited from the book “Opening Doors Within: 365 Daily Meditations from Findhorn”, written by Eileen Caddy and Jonathan Caddy

We stayed one night in a hotel as our small vacation. We stayed the same hotel last year and we liked their services. They have an outside heated swimming pool along with a Jacuzzi. They have a service called “the social hour” from 5 p.m. to 7 p.m. at the cafeteria located by the swimming pool/ they offer two cups of free drinks to each hotel guest. The free drinks include alcohol beverage, so my husband and I received two cups of red wine.

We fully enjoyed the outdoor swimming pool and Jacuzzi. It was still nice and hot outside. Today’s highest temperature was 31C (88F). There was nobody except for us in the pool area.

We reserved a nice sweet room. It had two rooms; one was a kitchen/living room and the other was a bedroom. Our room was on the second floor and contained a balcony. The bathtub had a spacious bathtub with Jacuzzi function.